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i feel we can all agree there is a palpable feeling of frustration and anger.  i see it as all a part of the awakening.  whether people are conscious of this awakening matters not.  it is happening.

i recall the bush junior presidency.  people protested.  but there was not the vehemence we see today.  why is that?  certainly this shows the media’s programming is working and quite well.  there are people who are skilled in human behavior.  they know how to incite that reptilian brain into fits of anger.  they also know how to create a collective follow-the-crowd mentality.  it is as brilliant as it is sick.

and so unfortunate.

for awakening is a done deal.

our exit out is a done deal.

the exposure of ALL ~ individually and collectively ~ a done deal.

i see this as just a delay of the inevitable.

the old fighting to be seen, released, let go.

after tuning in to my own frustration and anger, i also see the grief of letting go of all of “this” 3d stuff.  the competition.  fear.  the fighting.  the power-over.  that can be a difficult thing to let go of and let go into love.

so these emotional states are absolutely normal and signal we are being guided to let it all go and welcome in the new and the return of our Natural State ~ freedom.  love.

and in these now moments, as Q says – “trust the plan.”

trust the higher plan.

trust the plan here now.

and trust our own inner plan.

ok ~ enough on that.

a little share on a moment of synchronicity that happened last night.

i was enjoying some moments of quiet bliss.  eyes closed.  suddenly and totally unexpectedly i see this image appear in my minds eye.  i drew it out (see the pic below).  my mate says “no WAY i had an image like that come to me earlier today when i was in the backyard resting.”

what does it mean?  i don’t know.  yet.  but for now, i know it means something and in time, i will know the answer.

all of our answers are coming.  they have already been revealing themselves.

and as i remind myself, according to this saying on a magnet on my refrigerator:  “when you get into a tight place and everything goes against you, never give up then, for that is just the place and time that the tide will turn.”

at this point i feel it has to be this way.  collectively enough of us have said DONE ~ long enough.

and seeing the video earlier today, i have a feel this is the blast that cracks open this dome, revealing all, allowing the energy surrounding the realm to flow in.  (another moment of synchronicity came about discussing this video and this incoming energy flash with a friend.  as i shared what i felt it it is and what it will do, my head and ears suddenly got really wonky weird for a few moments.  my friend shared back he too got the wonky weirdness when he had the same thought.)

so there ya go.

let it go and let it flow.

much love,

victoria

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I woke up feeling guided to write about the topic of exiting this realm, returning home.  New Earth.  Real planets.  I was inspired last night after watching Linea’s latest to begin focusing on that and what I can do to assist with the process.

As I had this feeling this morning, I thought about recent conversations with others and how, overall, most of my conversations leave me feeling empty, wanting more.  I had this vision of a monopoly board.  I feel my experience as one of having played monopoly for a long long time and while others are still sitting at the board, fully engaged, I don’t want to play anymore.  It’s that simple.

So what can I do?

Go within as much as I can.

Slow down in all that I do.

Make fully conscious, aware choices.  (as much as I can do while still in this realm/field ~ that has been my biggest challenge)

Trust my intuition.

Listen to my body.

Close my eyes and feel from my heart.

Know when I am triggered and am stuck in mind stories.

Yeah, I still got some work to do w/the above steps….

Then, my next step is to begin imagining what I am going to experience when the veil is removed.  Play around with that.  Feel it.

What will I do?

What will I see?

Begin imagining what I will see and do.

I heard a great description of this.  Our re-united Self will know what to do. It will be like it has been in this realm.  We wake up from a dream, get up, use the restroom, make a meal, etc.  We just already know what to do.

Only with this upcoming transition, I feel and know the experience will be much more meaningful.  Fully aware.

And what else?

Fully FREE.

Love is Free.

Free is love.

It’s a good thing.

Imagine that!

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Much love,

Victoria

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Early today I saw this question posed:  Are you feeling the true zero point?  it’s here.  The time (at that time) said the message was posted 34 minutes ago.

Interestingly enough, about 30 minutes prior to that I was in bed – awake after a much needed nap- trying to get some answers.  Something I could grab onto.  A visual.  A thought.  A plan.  An answer.  SOMETHING.  I couldn’t get or feel or see a thing.  Not one thing.  NO THING.  I felt inner distress. The stories began.  “I SHOULD be able to find SOMETHING.  I SHOULD be receiving SOME guidance/answer.”  argh!!

I felt the need to move and release and get out of me what I was feeling ~ which was the need to destroy.  Tear up.  Rip apart something.

Darkness.  My darkness.

Of note – at the same time mate was also lying in bed doing the same – and he shared how saw dark rings coming out of him.  He knew it was his darkness.  He let it go.

I got up – saw the post above on zero point – shared my experience – then I began to release.  Talk.  Cry.  All of the disappointment.  The anger.  Coming down to feeling how much of “ME” was robbed during this life experience. the abuse.  The horrors.  Trauma’s.  How difficult it is for me as I have “aged” to be around Light at times for it reminds me of how that was attacked.

And then of course…the Truth….that Light never “left”.  Never did get destroyed.  Just hidden.  Gone in hiding for fear of being Seen which in past has lead to attacks.  Even today….

But what shall I expect?  The dark to embrace the Light?

Isn’t it the other way around?

I shall leave it at that….

Much love,

Victoria

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You know what’s going to be uber awesome?  Not needing to keep track of dates, times, hours, etc.  Oooooooh bring that now please ~ not just in my brain which has almost zero sense of any of that anymore.  This coming from the solid Capricorn who always knew the day/date/time, how much was in my checking account down to the penny and today?  Well it just doesn’t matter much to me.

So anyway tribe…today’s experience journey actually begins at 2am last night, so officially still 4/19.  I was getting ready for bed and noticed a spider in the bathroom.  I was not comfortable going to bed knowing it was going to be crawling around the house (it’s just a thing with me, ok?).  Normally I could catch and release but I was too tired to do that.  I also did not want to squash it.  So I sighed and spoke out loud.  “I see you there.  And I acknowledge you.  You know what though?  I am not comfortable with you crawling around my house and I have no desire to kill you and am too tired to catch you and let you go.  So could you please just do me a favor and go back to where you came from?  I would be so appreciative if you did that.”

I had NO attachment to this and had ZERO thought this would work. Because it has never worked for me.

But this time IT DID.  As soon as I stopped talking, that spider spun a web, dropped itself down on top of my dryer and crawled away.  Just like that!

WOW!!

I was so giddy I about woke up the rest of the house with my enthusiasm.

I need not be surprised over this though.  As the energies change us ~ they change the All.  And we are now becoming more in tune with our environment ~ with the animals and all sentient beings.

I had a new earth experience today ~ at the same time my mate did (unbeknownst to us both at the time).  The first time I had a dream of this new earth realm, I was making sandwiches for my daughter (who at the time had not been born ~ nor was I pregnant with her yet) and a group of other kids.  Peanut butter sandwiches, of which I manifested all necessary ingredients with my mind only.  My mate had the same dream about a year later.  At the time we were not familiar with the new earth or 5D concept and were not on the Ascension bandwagon either.

So….This afternoon our girl had a friend over and I made them sandwiches (tuna).  As I began preparing, something called me to “remember this experience” and to imagine myself in the kitchen of the new house ~ bringing me back to the first dream (which was not just a dream).  As I did, I could feel the wonky feeling in my body.

At this time, my mate was outside, aware I had gone in to make the kids sandwiches.  As I did, he said he suddenly had this thought to “remember this experience” and to focus on being in the new earth realm ~ at our house.  It was easy for him to go there.  Later on, I told him of my experience and we had another “no WAY!  I did the same thing at the same time!”

I am connecting with more people at this moment who are feeling this shift and feeling how fast it is going energetically.  We are feeling “by June” as a time frame.  That is what I have heard myself.  And earlier, my friend who also communicates with Clair texted me saying he had tuned in with her and she said he most definitely would be swimming at his lake house in the new realm this summer.

I pause as I type this.

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V.

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Last night, I checked in with I guess you can now call them my “team” as I reached out to comm with Clair and this time saw a group of others standing around some sort of a holographic computer screen (it was very large and almost appeared as though they were looking through it to perhaps view this realm).  She was bz.  I “stood” in the background and observed.  This time I had the visual of the group.  It was wild!  (and yes I was in the shower)  She was not able to really correspond with me only to say something big had switched – changed – and I then felt she said “speeding up the process”.  I asked if it would be best if I checked in later and she said “yes” waving her hand (she had her back to me).

Earlier today I checked in (via text) with my earthly team-mate (maybe it is becoming time to call him that??) ~ brother from another mother ~ who checked in with her and had also received the same message.  He said he felt she said the earth magetics had switched dramatically thus accelerating our transition.

I can attest to something huge last night energetically.  Well, my body can. As I went to bed, totally exhausted, I was suddenly exhilarated (as my earthly team mate said he felt he had received a caffeine jolt) – giddy – so much so I began to giggle as I thought I could run around the block a dozen times.  I was also shaking/vibing all over ~ an experience that lasted all night off and on making for an absolutely miserable night sleep.  My entire family experienced the same. None of us slept well.  Upon awakening my mate and I both felt not only wonka-doodle, our bodies are aching more (I normally don’t experience that – my mate does daily – but today the pain was more intense).

I can say this about this realm ~ the sky was different today.  Some ways I could see it ~ the color of the clouds was unusual.  They also appeared to be almost closer than normal.  Other ways, it just “felt” different.  My mate ~ same experience.  I took some sky shots that I hope show the unusual brownish/yellow cloud color.  I will post those later.

Today I had a few moments where I felt so unbalanced, I felt this current energy realm was about ready to become very blurry and would be immediately replaced with a new dimensional space.  I have experienced the “between two worlds” experience before ~ today it took on a more intense feel.

We continue to be a passive participant more or less, going within, questioning and yet still at the helm of larger “forces”.

I had to take a break tonight from all of this.  I watched the latest Roseanne episode and may binge watch the first 5 episodes.  Aye, do I need a vacation from anything and all that is demanding of my energy in any shape, form or function.

Love,

Victoria

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I was originally going to title this piece “What the F Is Wrong With People”…but I had some time to reflect and go within quietly whereby I could feel a part of me say “I am so sorry I made you come here.  I did not know how hard it was going to be for you.”

You being the human version of Me.

I’m at this space of limbo.  I feel I am in between this realm and the next.  I feel that more fully than ever.  Previously it was more of a thought and less of an internal experience.  Now it is a full on experience.

And it fucking sucks.  The longing for what I know to be real and the longing for what I have seen and felt and dreamed of for so many years is at some moments a tidal wave in its intensity.

I had a phone call the other night with one of the very few people I could put the label “friend” on for it is someone w/whom I can be truly myself and actually be heard without judgment.  I let myself sink fully how I felt and said “I am so deeply dissatisfied with my life.  I am so deeply bored.  And I have no. clue. no. feeling. of. inspiration. as. to what to do to create it differently.”

NONE.

I can change my thoughts – and I do because I still have leftover programmed thoughts that say “change your thoughts change your life”. But the internal feeling experience, that truth radar, says it feels different.  And no longer will I lie to myself.

I have had enough of this experience.

On our walk today, I watched the clouds.  I intended with all that I am to bring an end to all that is false and bring forth all that is truth.  Real.  The full freedom to choose my own reality and not just my perception and thoughts OF it. I WANT THE WHOLE SHEBANG DAMNIT!  In a recent conversation online, a wonderful woman commented on a video on the matrix and the event said “I intend it to HURRY for I want out of this realm NOW!!”  She was questioned by well-meaning but still matrix programmed people who told her (powered-over her instead of allowing her to have her own experience) she needed to go within, to remember how she and her family created this realm so she could have this experience and why would she want to go to another dimension and does she know what’s even “out there” and blah blah bot thought blah. ARGH!  I had to say something.  Isn’t it our RIGHT to have the full freedom TO make such a decision to explore another dimension?

Of course it is!

We have quiet DNA within us just waiting to be turned on again so we CAN have that ability (among all others of course as well).

I read a piece earlier that stated if a majority of us focus on New Earth NOW ~ we would create that within 7 days.

Is that all it takes at this point?

7 days until the Event.

7 days until the New Earth.

7 days until we have the full freedom to live completely 100% according to our OWN CHOOSING.

Focusing all along on having the above NOW.

For as I am being completely honest, I know of nothing else to do nor nothing else I want.  Although I will also be fully honest and say this Goddess Rainbow Warrior Starseed fill-in-the-blank Being is weary as never before in thinking/intending that which I desire.

But apparently that is what we have to work with.  For now.

That is all for now.

Much love,

Victoria

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