Today was, well, a people to the nth degree type of day.  I did not set out to create that experience.  On top of the usual family stuff (where I began to feel I could simply not do a darn thing to please them), I had neighbors visiting unexpectedly (WHY is it some people truly think you are always available simply because you’re home with a child??).  Kids coming over.  I set off with my ear buds and music machine late in the afternoon for a walk. That turned into more unwelcomed, er, “diversions”.

I can see where I needed to just say “NO” to most if not all of these experiences.  I was already very tired and my old program thought of “be kind” over-rode the voice inside of me that was saying JUST LEAVE ME ALONE.

I spent some time going through articles, videos.  Same old stuff that feels no different to me right now than it did weeks ago.  The experience was palpable today.  It feels quite strong that I feel I am simply reading the same stuff, same words, just arranged differently.  Yes, I could have shared it all here.  I have a bunch of new subscribers (THANK YOU!!  [wp-svg-icons icon=”heart-2″ wrap=”i”]) and so I have a responsibility to share a variety of articles and the like each day.

Today?  Just not really up to it.  I can offer a summary though:  Ascension continues (quick note ~ i woke up with anxiety and shaking then had moments of bliss and ear-ringing).  Waiting on the Event continues.  Gridworkers and Wayshowers and the snowflakes and Trump supporters (who I believe are being called Nazi’s at the moment if I am not mistaken) fulfilling roles and missions and doing their doing’s.  Oh and Gaia is flipping the frig out.

Am I into ANY of it?

NOT ONE BIT.

Not today that is.

Today….I just want to BE.

Today there is ONE person I want to spend time with (that would be ME) and I was not able to create that space in the way I intended.

Until now.

So I am off for now ~ not to work here but to BE.

Listen to some music.

Not cook a meal or make a snack or tend to some need or listen to a conversation I’ve heard a million times already or listen to someone speak of their health procedure or how they went to some dinner and were served raw chicken or arrange a playdate or plan a school day or make sure I have enough articles linked on my site or make sure I keep up with all of the happenings and blah blah blah blah blah BLAH.

Today ~ tonight (whatever the frig time it is) all of that ~ I am telling you I AM DONE.

I am going to tend to my needs.  Since no one else has asked me how I am or what I need, I am going to take care of my own self/Self.  She’s asking me to dance and sing and play.  And I am listening.

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Victoria

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There is so much talk about The Event right now ~ I am almost inundated with videos, articles and personal experiences.  I feel part of it is due to the collective 100th monkey effect that has taken place and I feel another piece in the puzzle is due to the synchronicity moments that are increasing.

I now know this is an Individual experience.  That is how I am feeling it.  I feel I have carved out my own perception ~ refined it ~ of how I see this event experience.  I have felt it out, gathered the words of others, flushed it out through my Own Being and have come to this creative bubble of knowing and seeing.  And this experience has become so SOLID within me that when I read/hear of any perception that deviates away from mine, that inner feeling radar within beeps immediately “NO”.  Not my experience. It’s strange as with most any other topic, I have always been open to refining it. Perhaps that is part of this experience ~ TRULY creating our OWN experience with these energies.

There are varying experiences and interpretations and “feels” on what this Event is, in particular its “arrival”.  Many are saying March 18th.  Some by June of 2018.  And others (very few) are saying 2024 or farther out.

I know giving a calendar date can be a hit or miss experience, especially given our calendar’s of today do not match our tracking of times in the past. Originally we had 13 months of 28 days.  That is based on my research and understanding.  That being said, when a large number of people say March 18th or the month of March ~ I pay some attention to that and see how it feels for me.

As I have shared previously,  I was neutral on The Event until early 2017.  I had read Cobra and David Wilcock and their talk on this experience, but to be honest, their information didn’t resonate with me.  For years I had already been dreaming of being in a New Realm that was earth-like (but was indeed not this realm).  I knew I would be residing there – in this body – in this incarnation – soon – but that’s all I knew.  I did not begin to get into the Schumann Resonance until late 2016/early 2017. My focal point until I had “the event dream” was I wanted to go home.  Not die – just “go” to that place that felt like home to me each time I felt it, saw it, dreamed of it.

Then I had the dream and as I have shared, I saw what the sky looked like. Being I am more of a feeling type, in the dream I also felt the energy of The Event.  It was light, airy, neutralizing – bringing all into balance.  I saw how it impacted people.  Some were dazed and confused. Some, like my neighbor who as I have said is about as emotionally detached as a human can be, was transformed.  I saw new planets around us.  It was spring time (early) and I was still living in this house.  I woke up and knew – I just knew – this Event was real and was coming – soon.  I knew it transformed us.  It removed the illusion of separation by removing our fears.  The Inner I AM was fully online.

It was then that I “found” Allison Coe and began listening to her client’s sessions.  Most of her clients, as we know, said the energy would be hitting our realm in the first quarter of 2018.  From there, I began “finding” others who had very similar if not at times identical feelings and visions of this Event as I have had.

I have felt this one out for some time and today, I feel, I know,  as I mentioned above, this will effect us differently for it is an Individual experience.  A collective “gift” to be utilized based on Who We Are.  And while we are One ~ we are not the same.  Each Soul desires Freedom to create whatever experience he/she/it desires ~ which means Freedom to CHOOSE how we live.

And I believe this Event, along with our own Awakening, is putting forth those energies of Freedom.  As I have discovered, what is “freedom” to one is not freedom to another.  There are some who feel we are free.  Others believe otherwise.  And some believe we are a little free here and there and that is ok with them.

Me?

I want total Freedom.  No impingement.  No one telling me “you cannot do that”.  I don’t need an outside expert ~ I have that within.  I don’t need someone telling me their version is the correct version.  I am very much ready and happy to leave that power-over experience behind.

I first heard of a version of Freedom over 15 years ago – which is the right to live/be/do as one wishes in so long as that choice is not interfering with another’s right to live the same Freedom.  That is one “feel” and resonating knowing I have not deviated away from.

So all of this said ~ I also continue to feel we can bring forth this experience. We are, after all, co-creating this event.  I know I have written of this before, and feel the need to bring it up again as I am seeing a growing number of others saying the same thing:  Bring forth The Event energies NOW.

Imagine it spreading all throughout this realm.

Imagine how it will feel on your body.  In your body.

Imagine and feel it removing all of that old useless programming that keeps us feeling fear and separation.

Imagine and feel this giant cosmic kiss enveloping us in pure energies of love and bliss and freedom and laughter and joy.

We thank All That Is for this return to Full Consciousness.

We Thank All That Is for this event experience.

We thank it for arriving in this NOW moment.

It is done.

Victoria

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I awoke – itching – again.  Clearing.  Purging.

I began thinking of so many thoughts and images we have been fed – thoughts of doubt.  Evil thoughts.  Impure.

All of this evil and horror, the darkness being exposed it not just happening “out there”.  It is also coming up and out of us.

And it’s ok to see it so we can let it go.  So we can return to who we are.

We are pure.

For We are Divine.

The heart knows and will take us back to our Purity.

It is time to know what is you and what is not.

Not to judge the thought.

Just to know – that did not come with ME.

From me in this now, yes.

But it did not come WITH Me.

It is a challenging time for many of us right now energetically.  I have spoken with several people today and all have agreed they feel like they are about ready to pop.  Feeling uncomfortable and as I recently said “in a vice” are common experiences.  I have an image in my mind where I see myself stretched out – arms and legs out – with this bright orange and yellow light all around me.  It’s almost like I am being electrocuted and I am cringing, screaming at times “I cannot take this anymore stop already!”

That is how I have seen myself in recent days.  I don’t wish this on anyone but I gotta say it is validating to hear and read others are experiencing the same.

I was able to go about 7 hours today before I needed to crash for an hour nap.

Wow.

Upgrades in the past were easier, weren’t they?

I feel I am growing wings out my back and out my front.  The itching is intense at times!

I have also noticed the past couple of days ~ I don’t want to eat much. My child is having the same experience as well.  Maybe some tea and fruit.  I have eaten more but had the thought in the shower ~ maybe I am eating more out of habit.  And perhaps I really am prepping to transition to the new dimension – the new frequency – to this “I know you’re there I can feel you where are you already!” New Earth where our eating habits will be different. Eating will be less about survival and more about simple pleasure.  Mind is still trying to comprehend that one.

Earlier this evening my mate and I were talking all of this new reality/new earth stuff.  We desperately need some changes.  We need some health issues truly cared for – fully.  We need to increase our income.  We are doing the best we can in all of this as we always have ~ and yet making this happen “out there” is a totally different experience now.  And yet….As we said – if all of this is just an illusion – we can’t keep going the way we are.

We both know – something needs to shift – internally and indeed externally.

The cork about ready to pop.  That is where I am.  That is where many of us are.  Here is a link to a couple of pieces that I have already linked here in recent days.  However I want to share them again just as a reminder that this “Event” is really about to hit.  I FEEL it.  I know many of you do as well. It’s a growing collective feel.

What’s beautiful ~ to me ~ is what happened while I was reading it.  I was reading the part about the Galactic’s ~ our ancestor’s as I like to call them who decided not to take a ride in this cycle “down here” (we ROCK star brother’s and sister’s for making it this far ~ a TRUE respite and restoration is needed and forth coming and very much deserved) ~ anyway as I was reading about them in this piece my girl comes running out of her bedroom.  “Mama the doorbell to my dollhouse went off again!” she said, her eyes wide.

The doorbell.  I began to laugh as chills ran through me.

That doorbell began going off by itself about 2 years ago – usually at night. This went on for 6 months before stopping.  It recently began going off again.  When it began going off 2 years ago I had just received awareness of The Event and where all of this “stuff” I had been gathering/gleaning/learning of for almost 20 years was about.  At the time I was elated but also frustrated.  Why was this damn thing going off on its own?

During this time, while listening to an online radio podcast on Ascension and similar topics, a woman called in saying her doorbell to her house had started going off.  One of the guests, an intuitive and channeler said this was one of the ways our galactic family communicated with us.  I had already received the welcome hello with a telepathic visit by a light ship/orb years back.  Apparently I needed more communication’s to remind me that I am more than just Victoria, born into this realm.

We all are.

For now ~ wow and WHEW!

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Victoria

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