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Notice the FIFA soccer player lower right 3 red lines showing spread out attached lines to the entire scene ๐ https://t.co/B2wxfeWbLN
— Victoria, Certified Pattern Recognition Specialist (@nina_leone11) July 17, 2026
SPAIN’s uniform color is RED.
They know.
They SHOW.
SIMULATION.
SCRIPTED.
PRE-PLANNED.
This image is from The Economist’s annual edition for 2026. I’m honed in on that FIFA soccer player in the lower right. He’s outside of the image. Carrying it all with those 4 attached red lines. Like a giant balloon. Almost as though “something” happens around this FIFA event that shifts all of the images and scenes and events inside the balloon. With one kick of the ball – KAPOOF.
๐We know the original FIFA Trophy is at the WH next to Trump’s desk.
๐We know it looks like the teleportation/time-traveling device from Contact.
๐We know GEORGE News on Telegram told us years ago to “WATCH NEW JERSEY”.
๐We know the FIFA final is this Sunday in New Jersey.
What else do we know? lol I don’t know ATM. Just leaving this all here. And now I will add in some interesting COMMS/PUZZLE PIECING from a new friend/fellow Truther I connected with on X. Check him out. He’s good. Here’s his link (I’m just going to screen capture some of his work and share below). There are so many pieces to this massive giant puzzle – sometimes I wonder if when it all comes together that is the “FLASH”. Like we go from not totally knowing to suddenly “OMG I REMEMBER” and BOOM.
First I will tell you some little random things that have been popping into my mind lately: VINCENT. NEW YORK STATE OF MIND (B. Joel song – staring at me on my piano sheet music holder for weeks now). Red Balloons (the song). And – Roses.
What's in the Shipping Containers? August 4, 2020, a massive explosion occurred in Beirut, Lebanon, caused by the detonation of 2,750 tonnes of ammonium nitrate stored at the city's port VINCENT THOMAS BRIDGE LONG BEACH NAVAL YARDhttps://t.co/RZqDb0mXokpic.twitter.com/kutKeBQVA9
This HTML end code is 222: and holy wow – I didn’t know Diana had worn that t-shirt. WHAT IS IT ABOUT RED BALLOONS?
I had a nudge to do a gematria on RED BALLOONS (117)
CODEX (remember JFK Jr when he went to the Valentino Design House to view the CODEX – MIRROR WRITING technique)
CASTLE ROCK
WHITE RABBIT
MARKET CRASH
BRUCE WAYNE (Batman)
WELCOME HOME
Remember the film – The Red Balloon – about that little boy who follows a red balloon on the streets of Paris? 1950’s? Childhood innocence symbol. Loss of that innocence. I would also say the balloon represents escape. Freedom.
Maybe – just maybe – those two colors on The Economist’s mag – red (theirs) and Tiffany blue – show the end of their reality being defeated by JFK and team.
Remember those recent SKYWALKERS?
I also had a sense there was a connection between is ra el and red Balloons. “they” are using the image to portray themselves as the victims:
— Victoria, Certified Pattern Recognition Specialist (@nina_leone11) July 13, 2026
And I had to ask – what were these two f’ers stance on the Patriot Act:
Sellouts to is ra el.
Allow is ra el to do its war mongering in NYC and PA on 9/11 – these two stooges step right up and do as told by is ra el. 9/11. BTW – Did you know Graham was born on July 9, 1955 and died on July 11, 2026? 9.11 That’s a nice smack-a-doo by the military ops. That said – drop the truth so that it isn’t just people like me doing the digging and sharing. It is so. long. past. that time where the only information shown is full-on truth.
Again – who will notice this but friends like us? 90% or more will just see it, shrug, and NOT. SEE. Make it make sense!!
— Victoria, Certified Pattern Recognition Specialist (@nina_leone11) July 13, 2026
SAD. There are 17 Q posts containing that word. Could this be the “SAD” in MOSSAD?
6 O’CLOCK CAN BE DANGEROUS
I am soooooooooo far down that road, banging loudly on the exit door, just having no comprehension of how anyone claiming to be human cannot. see. something. so. basic. One of the accounts on X – Kouji – said something interesting. He had a dream – and everyone in his family was an NPC. I hesitate to admit that but I think he’s right. I have the same. experience. I never, as in NEVER, felt that sense of family within my own experience.
i question whether one is human if their minds cannot grasp something so basic. https://t.co/83HIRnFaNi
— Victoria, Certified Pattern Recognition Specialist (@nina_leone11) July 13, 2026
Media trying to convince us he’s still around. I’m not having it. I am putting out my own code. This is OUR game. MY game. It does as I say.
So basically grab your 12 peeps, go remote.
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He shared the first one, then reshared an hour later.
I also feel that the 1,000 missile references in reference to their 1,000 points of light and how JFK wanted to take the f****** CIA and Splinter it into a thousand f****** pieces. https://t.co/IHVRqEzh0m
— Victoria, Certified Pattern Recognition Specialist (@nina_leone11) July 11, 2026
7.11. 113. THERE WILL BE FIREWORKS (UFC post yesterday).
— Victoria, Certified Pattern Recognition Specialist (@nina_leone11) July 11, 2026
Let’s examine this further. Crime is down. But what about Homelessness? Remember those camps that were cleared out? Where are things now?
As I suspected – typical policies we see. Clean out the camps. Push the homeless into other areas. Is this a benevolent plan or just more of the same rugged individualistic capitalist bullshit where we sweep the real problems under the rug, keep the status quo going, and ignore and gaslight anyone who sees the bigger picture and points it out?
๐จ๐ฎ๐ฑ BREAKING: Netanyahuโs son changes his full name in attempt to legally hide and run.
— Victoria, Certified Pattern Recognition Specialist (@nina_leone11) July 10, 2026
it's real. question is: are people REALLY buying them?? because if you're in Oregon i can offer you FILTERED ice cubes for half that price. ๐๐คก https://t.co/jgITEt3tuXpic.twitter.com/M2fSUtSngt
— Victoria, Certified Pattern Recognition Specialist (@nina_leone11) July 10, 2026
— Victoria, Certified Pattern Recognition Specialist (@nina_leone11) July 10, 2026
Interesting. Right before 9/11. We don’t want to go that long before BIG CHANGES right? Jesus…
What if you knew on January 17th 1963 your entire government was dismantled on November 22nd 1963 you were put into a alternate reality where your government existed everything that you need to know was inside of the JFK files and that's why nobody ever released them they tellโฆ pic.twitter.com/LuxQSmtIPf
Well my kiddo did suddenly start singing christmas caroles last night ti herself. https://t.co/IPPxjlQOTE
— Victoria, Certified Pattern Recognition Specialist (@nina_leone11) July 10, 2026
And those who are watching this b******* I just still participating in the bread and circus routine. Hoping though that these blatant images will wake up their minds enough so that we can get out of this simulation and start living again freely. https://t.co/cZlJIJxj4g
— Victoria, Certified Pattern Recognition Specialist (@nina_leone11) July 10, 2026
— Victoria, Certified Pattern Recognition Specialist (@nina_leone11) July 10, 2026
Yeah, let’s bring out those new planes:
Passenger sucked out of Ryanair Boeing 737 window with their seat belt still on, with their head and shoulders outside the window at 16,000 feet after a piece of the Boeing's engine came off shattering the window, sucking the passenger out…
Home. Lake and Ocean w/in walking distance. Local library/bookstore nearby.
kitchen, bed, and fire all in one cozy escape. this is what "unplugging" should feel like. Would you live here for a weekend? pic.twitter.com/YJXhyMRqTK
What holds the world together? Is it us? Or is it something else? Code written by some enemy who seeks to keep us enslaved? Flying blind?
Previous experiments used light photons, then electrons – now they are using metal atm balls. All go into a wave pattern. Nothing can be “real” until given attention. What is the boundary in all of this – if there is one.
— ETERNAL TIGER #777 FREEDOM OVER EVERYTHING! (@Eternaltiger777) July 10, 2026
Question: how long do we have to hold the thought until it forms? because I have been spending over 30 minutes each day focusing on my desired home. Something is imposing itself on our consciousness.
Not Betelguese. Dobsonian Power.T Coronae Borealis.
I asked him about this one discovered 2 months ago in Leo:
“Tonight weโre pointing the telescope to a new star explosion in Leo constellation. Also solar activity with large coronal hole and Comet C/2025 R3 PANSTARRS near perihelion.”
I don’t know what’s more comical – these occurrences or the fact that the public isn’t providing any info:
— Victoria, Certified Pattern Recognition Specialist (@nina_leone11) July 10, 2026
Nothing but actors:
Maybe someone is running a blowback operation so I'll pretend I don't realize Mamdani is an actor with 4 totally different accents.pic.twitter.com/MC1x7E6tOE
EXPECT FIREWORKS. Why that’s straight from one of them Q posts. And happens to fall on that 7.11 date too. You know, I realize these things rarely if ever land inside this place – but for me? In some reality all my own? They f’ing land.
— 0๏ธโฃBlackBetty โ๏ธ (@BabyD1111229) July 8, 2026
FOR THE FIRST TIME EVERโฆ WE WATCHED THE PLANET REBUILD ITSELF
Deep beneath the ocean, something incredible was finally captured.
For the first time ever, the ocean floor was seen pulling apart as molten rock rose from deep inside the Earth, creating brand-new oceanic crust.โฆ pic.twitter.com/gT741jJN5j
I’m thinking frequency (military sonar) and toxins (lack of oxygen too) are behind this. 145 dead whales washed up along the west coast this year alone.
FUTURE PROVES PAST:
Science – is always changing.
Or just give a toddler the tools and they will do the job for you. ๐ If adults in the house and you do it on your own, just give a heads up the incoming noise. Or clap loudly. CLEARING OUT UNWANTED ENERGIES.
THE LOUDEST YET SHARPEST WAY TO BREAK DOWN HEAVY ENERGY IN YOUR SPACE WITHOUT SMOKE OR FIRE
If you suddenly feel a strange heaviness in your home or the space you're in, you don't always have to burn incense or sage. Sometimes you might be traveling, it might not be possible toโฆ pic.twitter.com/DVDo9e7jfu
just remember to take the body with you – the nervous system will “rebel” I.e. try to keep you safe by sending signals to the brain:
TODAY’S EARTHQUAKES:
๐บ๐ธ United States
Gonzales / Pinnacles, California (M 3.7): Depth of 12.0 km.
Ocotillo Wells, California (M 2.5): Depth of 9.4 km.
Beatty, Nevada (M 3.4): Depth of 9.0 km.
Johannesburg, California (M 2.0): Depth of 8.0 km (approx. 5 miles).
Beatty, Nevada (M 3.0): Depth of 8.0 km.
Oak Glen, California (M 1.8): Depth of 7.0 km.
Toyah, Texas (M 1.7): Depth of 4.5 km.
Cobb, California (M 2.2): Depth of 1.6 km (approx. 1 mile).
Petrolia, California (M 2.5): Depth of 1.6 km (approx. 1 mile).
Ridgemark, California (M 2.2): Depth of 0.0 km.
Tehachapi, California (M 1.4): Depth of -0.2 km (above sea level faulting).
James Town, Wyoming (M 3.2): Depth of -2.0 km.
๐ Global Regions
Port-Olry, Vanuatu (M 5.1): Depth of 160.0 km.
Kuril’sk, Sakhalin Oblast, Russia (M 4.6): Depth of 110.0 km.
Abuyog, Eastern Visayas, Philippines (M 5.0): Depth of 103.0 km.
Punta Cana, Dominican Republic (M 3.2): Depth of 85.0 km.
San Antonio, Puerto Rico (M 3.1): Depth of 21.8 km.
Cruz Bay, U.S. Virgin Islands (M 3.0): Depth of 15.6 km.
Vieques, Puerto Rico (M 2.8): Depth of 11.0 km.
La Roche, Loyalty Islands, New Caledonia (M 4.6): Depth of 10.0 km.
Shirahama, Japan (M 5.1): Depth of 10.0 km.
Balangonan, Davao Region, Philippines (M 4.5): Depth of 10.0 km.
This is where I come in and blow up the narrative in this article that claims only those on the right are more well adjusted and those on the left are lunatics. This article is total bullshit. CBT (cognitive behavioral therapy) alone is NOT effective for anyone with trauma, whichโฆ
— Victoria, Certified Pattern Recognition Specialist (@nina_leone11) July 10, 2026
This is where I come in and blow up the narrative in this article that claims only those on the right are more well adjusted and those on the left are lunatics. This article is total bullshit. CBT (cognitive behavioral therapy) alone is NOT effective for anyone with trauma, which is at the ROOT of the vast majority of “mental health” diagnoses these “experts” toss our way. And these “psychologists” fail to address the causality issue: ENVIRONMENT. Pay to live creates an environment where if you cannot keep up, YOU are the problem. This very reality, which offers us only ONE WAY of being and living (pay to live) creates dysregulated nervous systems, which leads to a host of health issues, both mental and physical. Our Souls know this. Our Human Spirit knows this. We are Beings of God. And as such we intuitively KNOW there are ENDLESS ways of being and living. And we do not need government and all of the toxic systems telling us HOW TO LIVE. I have been studying this for the last few years. There is so much evidence in NEURO BIOLOGY and NEURO SCIENCE to blow up this entire f’ing narrative being peddled in this mossad rag article.
You need some nice visuals? Me too. I spend my morning’s looking at images like this.
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I want to see us united behind the crimes against children. The pedo’s in government, business, education, hollyweird – everywhere. But I then remembered when Q put out that statement it was not a statement but a question. People seem to be more upset over these flock camera’s.
— Victoria, Certified Pattern Recognition Specialist (@nina_leone11) July 9, 2026
Interesting. Wonder what’s underground there, being so close to a military site. 5km – or approx. 3 miles:
evil is as evil does:
Deal w/the military. Could have ended up looking like this: “do this and we will keep you out of jail but you leave the stage at the end to allow the real prez to enter”. Or “you will be undergoing time travel to bring in a better version of you” – and “there will be a good version of you and an ugly one and the enemy will have no idea which is which”.
Trump: โEverything I do is a dealโthatโs how I became president. That was a deal, too.โ
The X post by @yoyonofukuoka shares a screenshot of Hungary’s public TV channel M1 displaying a black screen with white text apologizing for years of lying, following the temporary suspension of news broadcasts on July 7, 2026. This event is part of a major overhaul of public media (MTVA) under new Prime Minister Pรฉter Magyar’s Tisza Party government, elected in April 2026 after defeating Viktor Orbรกn’s Fidesz after 16 years in power, with the stated goal of ending propaganda and building independent, credible journalism.
Some of these accounts feel like they come from outside – inserted to find us to help us continue our experience in remembering:
Masters,
Have you noticed the moment you start changing โ really changing โ the old code fights back.
Not subtly. Loudly.
The anxiety spikes. The doubt gets louder. The pattern you thought you'd broken resurfaces with more force than before. The people around you push backโฆ
The temptation to return to the familiar becomes almost unbearable.
Most people interpret this as failure.
“I tried to change and it got worse. The work isn’t working.”
๐ It’s called an extinction burst โ and it means the code is dying.
Here’s the mechanism:
In behavioral psychology, an extinction burst is what happens when a reinforced behavior stops being rewarded. Before the behavior disappears, it intensifies. The system throws everything it has at reestablishing the old pattern โ one last surge of energy to test whether the boundary will hold.
Your operating system does the same thing.
When you reprogram your identity โ when you declare new Operating Parameters and begin running new code โ the subconscious does not switch quietly.
It was running the old code for years.
Decades.
It built neural pathways. It stored the somatic signature in your fascia. It wired your RAS to filter for evidence that supports the old identity.
And now you’re telling it to stop.
So it panics.
The old thoughts come back louder. The old emotional patterns hit harder. The old triggers feel more activated than ever. The body itself may resist โ fatigue, tension, restlessness, even illness.
This is not the work failing.
๐ This is the work landing.
The code doesn’t die quietly. It makes noise on the way out. And if you don’t know what’s happening, that noise sounds exactly like evidence that you should stop.
๐ That’s the trap.
The Counterfeit Spirit will use the extinction burst as its best material. “See? It’s getting worse. You’re not cut out for this. Go back to what you know.”
It’s not wrong that it’s getting worse. It IS getting worse โ temporarily. That’s the mechanism. The pattern intensifies before it breaks.
Here’s what to do:
Hold the line.
Not with force. With awareness.
“This is an extinction burst. The old code is fighting because the new code is installing. The intensity is not evidence of failure โ it’s evidence of depth.”
Name it. Let it move through. Do not feed it with your attention. Do not retreat to the familiar.
The burst is finite. The old code does not have unlimited energy. It is running on stored fuel โ and when that fuel burns out, the pattern collapses.
What’s on the other side?
๐ The new identity, running clean.
The RAS recalibrated. The body lighter. The emotional baseline shifted. The world starts rendering from the updated code โ and you realize the intensity wasn’t a warning.
It was the last wall.
And you just walked through it.
You are more powerful than you know.
๐งฌ๐ก
Bill Wood – the closer we get to the end the more power we have here in creating the reality we want.
Elon Musk keeps posting the following song on his X Feed so there's something in the lyrics that he wants to bring to our attention without breaking any NDAs. Here's my guess about what he is secretly conveying from the song lyrics:
Sweet land, sweet land of the weary and wild. Oh where, oh where are you, my sweet? The gardenโs either dying or about to come alive. The riverโs either drying or itโs deep enough to dive. Canโt tell if itโs the dusk or if itโs breaking into dawn. Are we going on or are we going, going, gone? Somebody said a storm is coming, but itโs been a long, long time. I donโt know whatโs up ahead, but please baby, donโt you look behind. So tell me, is it going to be free energy forever, or just the sameโฆ damnโฆ oldโฆ grind? Singing, (sweet land) sweet land of the weary and the wild. Are we one year from the grave, or is this just the beginning, my sweet child? Oh, youโre my star-spangled fever dream, half a savior, half a liar. 250 summers and weโre going higher, higher, higher. Singing, (sweet land, sweet land) going, going, gone? The neighbors might be coming with a casserole or a gun. The kids are either screaming or theyโre laughing in the sun. Is the timeline coming undone, or is it coming in clear? The fireworks are blinding, but Iโll keep on dancing here. And nobody can promise me that weโre going to make it to the light. So is it an awakening, or is this a knife in the night? So come on brother, sister, stand up tall, because guess what? Where we go one, we go all! If you can hear this from the other side, across this great quantum divide, donโt get me wrong, now is the time to stay strong. So with all of that Iโll say, God bless the USA. God bless the USA. Singing, sweet land, going on, soaring on. 250 years and itโs going on, on and on. On the edge of a forever or the edge of being gone. Is it midnight? Is it morning? Is it ruin? Is it time to rise? 250 summers gone by, so just go on and tell me those sweet lies. The kind as sweet as these Julys. (Sweet land, sweet land) Going on and going on, (Sweet land, sweet land) I got to fight like FIRE. (Fire) Fire. (Sweet land, sweet land) going on, going on. (Sweet land, sweet land) going, going, gone. So please, just know that we can still rebuild. We can still make somethingโฆ Better.
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Some days I’m good. Other days I “forget” until I Remember again.
Everything. Everywhere. All at once. THAT MOMENT WE ARE ALL READY FOR. Scottie Pippen with the laser eyes. Mebbe he was good?
My girl looked over my shoulder as I saw this and said: “Oh my god MOM that looks just like Ellen’s set!” I just looked up at her and nodded. She waved her hand, walked away and said, “Oh well, no one likes her anyway”. Always helps to have others back up what Mom has been saying.
Never-before-seen video from Jeffrey Epstein's pedophile island.
— Victoria, Certified Pattern Recognition Specialist (@nina_leone11) July 8, 2026
Too much evidence. 9/11 intentionally altered reality and people knew in advance. They all leave themselves plausible deniability and compartmentalization when these predictions are being organized but there is still no denying it at this point. None whatsoever. pic.twitter.com/HQHHpPa6k2
i've been playing tennis off and on since I was a child. i literally grew up in a tennis family. my dad could have been a pro (he's AMAZING) but chose to be a father instead. and I can tell you – balls do not go through the net no matter how hard they are hit. and this clearlyโฆ https://t.co/MgO20FyU4Z
— Victoria, Certified Pattern Recognition Specialist (@nina_leone11) July 8, 2026
17. More comms from clown/bizarre world:
because, ya – she really is:
Seth Rich coming back:
Since Seth Rich is back in the newsโฆ Read.
In April 2018, Q alluded to the idea that Seth Rich was the victim of a targeted professional hit by MS-13 assets, Sanctioned by the CIA
Two names to remember: 1. Rafael Aguilar 2. Carmelo Marmolejo-Calixto
— Victoria, Certified Pattern Recognition Specialist (@nina_leone11) July 8, 2026
Wait until the f’ing world learns about this event. As one who has been telling it about that day 7 days after it happened, facing a lot of verbal b.s., I AM SO READY. Saving is ra el for last:
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A myriad of bread crumbs that, at this point, have created a bread that is fallen; it’s dry and crumbly, and personally, in moments like these, I think it needs to be tossed in the can.
We had the DC fireworks display on and had to mute it. The choice. of. music. My body kept cringing. Pick a note! I found a new sweet spot around here to watch the local show. Seems the spot my daughter and I had found and had been using the past 2 years was discovered. A far better experience, IMHO.
I don’t know, friends.
I feel let down.
I didn’t expect anything big.
But I wanted SOMETHING.
There was a lot of teasing this week about a new currency by today.
Grand revealings.
Tears.
Reunions.
NONE of it happened.
So yeah, I’m a bit disappointed.
At the very least, I want some financial relief.
You know?
Someone tried telling me tonight my thoughts are creating this b.s. And to focus only on God. Don’t give any attention to evil. Ignore it, and it goes away, essentially.
Oh really.
So the children who have been rescued created their personal nightmare. And the only reason they were rescued is that people, what, maybe gave it fucking attention?!
Some people these days – I. just. can’t.
Who here is done with such stupid in this Truman show?
Yeah.
Me too.
And one last thing about DC and the Freedom carrot dangling – I could not get into the spirit of today knowing DC is Israel-occupied. Not that I haven’t known this for a long time – but I thought by the 250th this would have been dealt with PUBLICLY.
And honestly, when have we ever truly, in the deepest, most pure sense of the word, EVER been free inside this place?
No surprise here.
Taylor Swift and Travis Kelce have left the U.S. for Israel to start their honeymoon. pic.twitter.com/4br3uaAcrV
LIVE CAPTURE FROM NYC from one of Ryan’s viewers on the ground – 5:15pm PST:
BREAKING NOW: The Great American State Fair and FIFA Fan Zone at the National Mall have been postponed and are being cleared due to inclement weather. People are now exiting the venue. We have observed flashes of lightning and heavy gusts of wind. One attendee expressedโฆ pic.twitter.com/EoKKSAsIBJ
— Concerned Citizen (@BGatesIsaPyscho) July 4, 2026
well folks, do you want the bad news or the worst news first?
I'll just give you the worst let's pull the Band-Aid off. So they have more radars turned off, limited, or delayed(anything but a grey dot on maps) than I have seen in sometime. Even the ones that are active have manyโฆ pic.twitter.com/ZOrTjyU9k5
BREAKING: Attendees at Salute to America sing the National Anthem as evacuations begin due to extreme weather with lightning spotted in the area. pic.twitter.com/BODpsAwH2x
As of 7 p.m., the National Mall was evacuating, with attendees told to seek shelter due to nearby thunderstorms until the program could resume safely.
"The safety of our guests, performers, and staff is our top priority. Due to approaching severe storms, Freedom 250, United States Secret Service, United States Park Police, National Park Service, the Federal Emergency Management Agency, and all public safety partners are askingโฆ pic.twitter.com/6uV5EecGQA
— Victoria, Certified Pattern Recognition Specialist (@nina_leone11) July 4, 2026
For me this has “return to REAL SPACE” and “soon they will see the stars” vibes:
oh my god KEYSTONE we saw that lone dude earlier today thinking it was most likely John who many have speculated is the KEYSTONE https://t.co/xeeSN9VpBT
— Victoria, Certified Pattern Recognition Specialist (@nina_leone11) July 4, 2026
interesting i saw a very similar image in a dream a few weeks ago it seemed to activate skies turned irridescent and opened up a portal in the sky for everyone to see. https://t.co/Z158jDtFLl
— Victoria, Certified Pattern Recognition Specialist (@nina_leone11) July 5, 2026
After another wasted appointment with this local agency where things still are not moving, I lost it.
EVERY FUCKING THING I am doing to move on with my life is being blocked.
I put myself out into this fucking world and ask for some fucking love and God just to be SEEN because whatever is inside of me feels so god damn broken and worthless. I don’t even know why I AM STILL HERE IN IT.
I don’t.
I AM IN SO MUCH MENTAL ANGUISH.
Some people seem to have this luck. They put themselves out into this world (most of them are men, btw) – they say please help me – and WALA. People show up and help them. Time and time again.
I can’t do this anymore.
None of it.
It’s become more and more difficult to show up. To get out of bed. I have this giant hole in me. I’ve never. had. a. safe. relationship. Never had anyone truly have my back (not in the authentic way – no one showing up – I am an empty vessel who never had safe relationships growing up – I was either ignored, feelings and experiences constantly invalidated and dismissed by my parents and family).
I want to know what it feels like to be safe.
To know someone has my back. To know I can just fucking fall now and people will show up and help me get back up.
I am trying to do things that are hard enough for people who DON’T have this level of injury within my body and brain. It’s like I have opened up a little valve and wow – all of this rage and angst and ancient words are flowing out. “Put it in a safe container” I am told by “experts”.
There isn’t a container big enough.
I am losing my mind. I feel like all of that rage needs to be replaced by loving people – multiple versions of Jesus and Mary – showing up and just loving on me. Just holding me. Just listening to me.
HELP ME FIND FUNDS FOR SCHOOL.
HELP ME FIND A FUCKING HOUSE.
Jesus – SOMEONE has to have what I NEED.
Someone.
WHERE
ARE
YOU?!
I am very needy right now.
I don’t want to give up. But I want to give up.
Today sucked. Just flat out sucked. I also learned a friend of mine got kicked out of a church shelter – is in the hospital – has nowhere to go. She and her son. Victims of abuse. And the system? The system once again gives them the boot.
Because that’s the reality of life HERE. Not the reality of PURE LIFE but the reality of life HERE. So if you are in a peaceful living situation, safe, stable situation, count your f’ing blessings because some of us are not so lucky.
I saw this – YES, I thought. Y E S. But that something BIG that will HAPPEN better fucking positively impact my life and ALL of us who are broken, crushed drained, in debt up to our f’ing eyeballs (went to the store tonight – the price of meat jumped another $1.50/lb – I commented loudly on that – wish I could be a vegetarian but my body shrivles up unless I eat meat esp. beef regularly) and waving a million white flags saying ENOUGH WAS ENOUGH ALREADY.
