Anyone have any leads on a Life Coach?  Thank you!  ♥

Editor’s note:  Another good video.  This entire drama around this supposed typo by Trump – covfefe – is perhaps a message.  Ancient Aramaic.  The violence growing in the left community is startling to me. More than one of my neighbors has pulled a Kathy Griffin towards Trump in their talk of him. And it comes out of the blue ~ their anger is so at the surface and reactionary.  Nothing more to add to that one.  I do not engage.  I feel we’ve entered new timelines that are splitting. Last night during my nightly meditation, I ventured into 3 different realities/timelines.  The first one was down the path of the Trump/Political agenda.  That felt like molasses energetically so I left that time/space.  The second one was down the road of the RV/Nesara and the like.  That felt a bit better than the current reality but not what my heart is seeking.  Then I ventured down the road to New Earth Realm and that felt lovely – very buoyant and light.  Thus that remains my focus regardless of outside distractions. Stay in Love.  Observe.  And I say those words to myself as much as I do with you my readers.  Enjoy the video.

Destroying The Illusion

After reading of yet another Globalist/NWO member dying, I came up with a prayer to offer up.

May you be returned to Source and may you be fully restored to the Being of Love in which you were originally created.

And so it is.  

I love this one so much.  Sent in by a mama of 4 and a midwife.  Pure heart vision she has.

We see a world where children are heard for their wisdom, where we know they are one with the source, where we who precede them delightfully call out to the highest aspect of all souls as they enter life through conscious conception and sacred union. We envision a world where being a parent is a very holy occupation, where many are joyful in helping with the upbringing of our children. To honor the children, adults hold council with them on how to design their education and the creation of community that intends the highest good for all future generations.

We see the children having the freedom to explore nature, to spend great hours communing with the trees, the animals, the weather, the rocks, all aspects of their Divine Mother Earth. Our children easily absorb right action of respect, love of self, and love of all from the adults, as we understand that this gives us our greatest joy. As our children begin to blossom into adulthood, there are rituals to celebrate each of their passages, empowering them and us with true purpose. Celebrations occur freely and often, for all of their great accomplishments.

And we see all children being accepted for their talents, all of them having their inner light shining forth, a light that never needs to be dampened or hidden. All the children of the world sing their songs of freedom, and we are all blessed with the tones.

Too tired to write/do.  Over and out. 

I don’t know why I’m here on this earth anymore other than to be a mother to my child.  And yet how am I supposed to do that without money?  Love doesn’t buy anything.  In my version of reality it does, but hey that isn’t here yet and how do I know for sure it is really happening? Those visions and dreams and intentions ~ how do I know for sure?

I don’t.

Going on blind faith has never been my “thang”.

What started out as a website I thought was to help unite many of us has dissolved into nothing.

I no longer know what I am supposed to do.

I no longer feel a sense of purpose.

I am trapped against a wall as I have said with no vision of how to get out.

I’m so desperate I am taking survey’s online now – which turns out to be maybe $3/hour.

Why can’t I get you all to commit to just $1/month?

This tells me you do not value what I do.

To those who have donated, I am so grateful.  That has not changed.

It just has not been enough for me to continue putting in the time on this site for free.  I have myself and a child/family to think about.

So with that, if anyone knows of someone who would like to buy this blog, let me know.

This is just another situation, again, where I put my heart into something and end up being abandoned.

I have visited this issue and done all I can to heal from it.

I just want to feel like I belong and that what I DO has value.

Why this ongoing rejection, I don’t know.

Surrender it all.  Which I do.  Daily now.

But still I wake up with a heaviness in my chest.

Why do I write these words?

Who will read them?

Who will respond with anything useful and truly loving.

I made a mistake coming to this reality.

And I made a mistake creating this site.

Expectations I have – yes I set them high – when I follow my heart.

Perhaps my ex was correct when he said “you wear your heart on your sleeve.  You do that and you will get eaten alive.”

I have been eaten alive.  He was right.

And I despise him for that as he is one of the 99% who refuse to awaken to their hearts, instead continuing the same pattern of darkness, projecting it onto others, dismissing suffering and calling foul when someone speaks from their pain.

God forbid someone asks for help, right?

I know what Love is.

I know what Love does.

That’s all there is to say.

I will now also be doing personal essay’s on a variety of topics, including occasionally linking some of the daily notes here.  I invite you to like, share and join.  ♥

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