editor victoria’s comment ~ reading through the comments it was said that the lawyers being arrested were representing some of the yellow-vests and/or were joining in with the protesters. one interesting tidbit to toss into this mix – in france they do not add artificial fluoride to their water.
editor victoria’s comment ~ very tired today – spent most of the last 24 plus hours sleeping so not sure what to “think”. is this message just to soothe us? i do keep hearing the Q post from April – the midterms are safe. watch CA. and the FISA brings down the House. is this the house of cards or the actual House? who knows…i am quite ready to wrap up this portion. i read earlier tonight – do you wish to come from love or fear? people were expressing their weariness….which i totally get. not cool to dismiss that by spouting buddhist “will you be of love or fear?” divisive? yeah. how about just fatigue, weariness and KNOWING for YOURSELF – you are DONE with the game playing. we know what we want. period. nothing “fearful” about that.
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I am having one of these experiences today where I see the POTENTIAL as well as the REALity. It’s a mad world – that energy becoming more palpable – for me.
Such madness arises when Truth is bubbling up from within and we refuse to acknowledge it. It creates madness for the individual and for the collective.
Today I awoke actually saying I DO NOT CONSENT TO THIS.
No power over.
No games. And by NO GAMES I mean NO MORE DECEPTION of ANY kind which includes GUESSING and hearing endless speculations that use the words “soon” and “almost there”. You all already know my feels on being told “you aren’t ready yet” which is just another power over program/game.
HOW does one “get ready” anyway? By seeing the full TRUTH.
It was so strong within me that for me to wake up saying these words outloud means one thing: I. Am. Done. Truly truly DONE.
Silent no more. Neutral, no more. Even playing the Observer feels like a game. Doesn’t that lead to us allowing what we inherently know is NOT OK to continue? Is it OK to just observe when someone is being abused or harmed? Oh just observe. Don’t get involved.
Not in my inner world.
The madness.
The messages being given ~ these elusive messages that so often seem to produce nothing concrete. Tangible.
Gold to be returned by October 31st (yesterday) or else…
The banksters are bankrupt. Access to what was hidden for all is coming….Get ready….
The ongoing dangling of the carrot.
I don’t consent to that. Love doesn’t dangle the carrot. LOVE GIVES IT TO YOU.
This ongoing promise of abundance….I don’t know about you and your experience, but our expenses have jumped and now next month our income is actually going down. I don’t know what to do about that – we’re budgeted down to pennies and I am worn to the bone by trying to budget and seek ways to expand on the income.
I feel as though the inner balloon – and the balloon out there – has been blown up as far as it can go – no more room for air. If systems out there keep on adding unwanted air, the balloon is going to burst.
That is the collective feel I am now feeling…..not just my own inner experience.
(I have a lot of feels and words going on right now so please excuse the rambling…)
Last night as we know was halloween here in the states. The concept felt completely foreign to me last night. This day used to be one of my favorite holiday’s. Slowly that dissipated over the last few years and last night it was painful for me to engage. I had to force myself to take my child out on the candy collection.
But I did. We had a few gathering’s in which we were invited to attend. The first one – I simply suddenly could not be there. The decorations were amazing but to see so much celebration of what’s dark and scary – including the adult costumes and some of the kid costumes – I couldn’t be there.
At another gathering, a highly programmed democrat suddenly showed her rage over Kavanaugh. I took a slow, deep breath and it took all within me not to say “not all hold your view. Please consider that as you are not the only one in the room.” It came about suddenly and unexpectedly. I was relieved to learn she had to leave.
And none of this is to say these aren’t otherwise wonderful people. I like these people. It is their clinging to their old programs that create discomfort for me – and sadness, loneliness. What I WANT is to have a real connection where we can SEE beyond our societal programming. Where such connections can come about without the inevitable disgust thrown our way when we say we support Trump – or at least the overall picture of his doing’s leading to exposure – to truth – in ALL OF US. It is intense now – around here. Literally every person I know around my area takes a jab at the president now – assuming I am part of that narrative because, you know – IF you have a deeper understanding much less any support of him, you’re a nut. A nazi. A bigot. And that thought process comes up immediately. I’ve seen it.
And HIS behavior is triggering every one of us who do not SEEK TRUTH. Who hide behind programming and societal politeness and politically correct speak. HE is the catalyst for triggering these unseen things within us all that is causing the over-the-top madness we are seeing.
I feel it has amped up.
I feel this is because we are at the exit doors and we are being called to pick a door. Make a choice. Expand or stay in the old programs.
I feel All Of Our pieces of our Consciousness are lining up and saying “ARE YOU SURE?” Poke, poke, poke….look within….acknowledge the trigger….see the inner story for the Truth instead of the one in the programmed mind.
I have no proof of this other than my feelings and given I am in a place where I need to SEE PROOF before I allow it to fully engulf me as the “real deal” – I leave this piece saying all I have now is hope and faith…
….while doing my best to be a humanoid in this very Mad World. Below is my rendition of this beautiful, haunting song.
Much love,
Victoria
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Yesterday was one of the heaviest, most energetically brutal days I have experienced. It made me feel physically nauseous at times as well as dizzy and winded. By the time early evening came, I was a mess. This deep, heavy energy was consuming me and I finally lashed out by breaking something I value. That lead me to this deep feeling of regret and a huge well of thoughts of self-loathing. (stick with me – this improves!)
Before going to bed, I let myself just feel these energies and have these thoughts. I reached a point where I knew I could not go on one more second having this experience. My initial choice was to simply say I give up. But then like Neo in Matrix, that inner Eternal Light, in all of it’s quiet and NEVER ENDING Force pushed up and out of me and guided me to “surrender and KEEP GOING”.
So I did. I went to bed feeling more solid and empowered. Still in a lot of distress, but my narrative and thus energy had shifted.
Then I had an interesting dream. I saw HRC’s spouse (am not saying their names or spelling them out) and he was trying to give me a gift to give to my daughter. I was in some large warehouse – as an employee. At first the gift seemed innocent but I immediately knew better. I looked at it and commanded to see the Truth of what it really was – and yep – it morphed into something twisted, sick and demented. “No thank you,” I announced, went and got my girl and left.
Next scene we’re home, my girl outside playing and I was out front. I “felt” them coming – again. Shit, I thought. They’re just not going away. I felt no fear though. The feeling was something like a rain shower was passing over or some mosquitos – annoying pains but that’s about it. So I told my girl to listen to me now and get inside immediately. She listened. I went inside and quickly but calmly shut the windows, locked the doors and as I did I thought I should have just hopped in the car and drove away. The dream ended.
So several things to say now. 1) The power and influence of all that is resisting Love is weakening – quickly. But just like the deep state, they still have ammo and they’re pulling out their last bag of tricks before they are forced to surrender or be consumed by the energies of Love (Truth, Freedom, Accountability/Justice). Yes I know the Cats say pick – justice or source. To me it’s one in the same. So I will just leave that at that. Love sees ALL and when ALL is seen ALL is owned. If that isn’t Justice I don’t know what is.
2) Just as I have felt and been saying for almost 2 years now – all that is not Love (doesn’t that sound better than dark?) – all that is not love in action – will continue to resist until the last moment. Still feeling that. Likely why I keep surrendering – that energy is strong and front and center now – when faced with something I wish to resist – hide from. It is as it is and I am as I am.
When I awoke this morning, I saw a message on facebook on what has been transpiring and will share that in another message. I also had a text message from brother Rick who said Clair came through and said something huge was lifted last night and now things are moving swiftly (I would add “again”).
NO KIDDING!
Tuning into this – feeling into that in my personal portal (the shower) – I felt what was lifted ~ the program of self loathing.
All who made the choice to hijack this realm run on self-loathing. That’s what happens – that is the result – when you choose to power over someone. You essentially hold the experience of hating thyself. And while it’s really an illusion in that this is a temporary experience, it still does damage to self and others. Free will has allowed for this.
Freedom however does not. Total misalignment of energies.
They inserted that program of self loathing into each of us. And given, for me that is, it is one of my biggest issues if not the core issue – the one emotion/experience that comes up when I go deep within my pain – I feel I have been helping to transmute that energy which means I have been not only carrying my own experience but also feeling it from them and the collective. Yeah, ok, my brain thinks – my mind resisting this one – but it is the first feel I had about it. Or what could be more of a possibility is because it is the program that was lifted from the matrix grid, I felt that resistance all yesterday and had such a powerful experience in diving into my own self loathing last night and into this morning.
I WOULD NOT EVER LOATHE MYSELF WITH FULL AWARENESS.
I WOULD NOT DO THAT TO MYSELF.
I told myself these words – as I looked at myself in the mirror – weeping – ok, bawling – (it is 4:44 as i type these words). I smiled at myself – reminding myself of Who I Am. Just – ME.
About 30 minutes later I headed to the store. As I got out of the car, I heard “some of your family has inserted themselves. here in xxxxx…yes here in xxxxx (as when i first heard that i thought here in xxxxx? this place is so insignificant!). you will see some of them in the store.”
WTFig? I thought. I laughed it off but it felt like a very real communication.
Well wow. Once inside the store I began seeing people – all women interestingly enough – smiling at me. But this smile was different. It felt eternal. It felt like the connection we all REALLY have. Authentic greeting. It felt like it will at Home and once this thing called The Event enters. It was – amazing. Beautiful. And it happened several times. I noticed that the clerk’s – who have been really subdued and low in energy the past few weeks – were up and enthusiastic and smiling in a brighter way.
That’s it – that’s the word – BRIGHT. I noticed a BRIGHTNESS in all I greeted. In whom greeted ME. Usually I am the one to smile first – not today.
Wow did this leave me feeling light. REALLY LIGHT. Floatie almost. I kept feeling “Home”.
As we arrived at this home, I reflected on the experience and at the beauty of it. As I did I was guided to look up at the skies and saw the most beautiful rainbow I had seen. The colors – there were more than the usual 7. There was like a second row of just magenta pink/purple on the bottom. I ran inside, grabbed my camera and took some pictures – but it began fading so quickly. Below is what I was able to capture.
Happy Rainbow Days. I hope you will all be able to tune in and feel a shift today. Others I have spoken with who have been feeling that UGH I CANNOT TAKE THIS ANYMORE the past 1-3 weeks have also notice things feeling “better” today.
That is all….for now.
Love,
Victoria

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Oh my gosh so many things in my heart and on my mind – just gonna let this one be pure stream of consciousness.
To begin with, my mate has had to go back into the medical establishment. I don’t speak much of his health issues – but they are life altering – life limiting. He has advanced lyme – the medical establishment doesn’t recognize that. He has been on a variety of alternative therapies – including chinese medicine for the past 4 years. It doesn’t really work – or has stopped doing its thing. This fucking man-made (out of plum island new york) current bioweaponized version of “lyme” is an epidemic and his story is not unusual. He’s been bullied and abused – lied to and deceived by the medical system. He walked away from it all – we both did – several years ago after their dismissal turned to outright abuse.
However, he has had some worsening of symptoms and knows he needs some scans to see just how “bad” things are inside. He also has a tumor behind his right eye that was supposed to be monitored yearly by MRI’s – as originally diagnosed and prescribed by his first neurologist, who we decided to stop seeing as the office staff was HORRIBLE. So he found another neurologist who acknowledged the tumor but for reasons she would not share, refused to schedule another MRI to monitor the tumor – which was growing – slowly – hence the need to MONITOR it yearly (it’s also behind his eyeball and surgery is quite risky). So he’s back at it with a new doctor in the hopes SHE will listen to him and actually work with him to help him – the way doctor’s are supposed to instead of answering to the pharma and medical system “suits”.
If we had the money we would try other alternative means – but we don’t.
Which brings it all back again in my face – in our face – those with money have a much better chance of healing and living/doing well. Money equates to “more” freedom in this realm – no doubt about that. I was awake most of the night over this. I don’t know how to find peace in any of this. I can’t lie to myself and say “all is well” when it isn’t.
I’ve stopped saying “support and help are here now” because this has not been the case. If anything, the two of us have been abandoned more than ever. Reality is a hard pill to swallow and most people we know do not want to see anything that is so difficult and painful. And we have ample people we know who are in good health and are doing quite well $$. It SICKENS me to know this.
LOVE WAVE NOW!
I was also online earlier and saw a social media’s friends post. She has dealt with the same challenge as I have since young adulthood – agoraphobia. She is in a lot of distress right now – as are so many of us, right? She’s struggling to get out of bed. She longs for the New and change YESTERDAY (indeed NOW as she said). And what were the responses?
Suffering is a choice.
You are here to learn lessons.
You agreed to this.
Humanity isn’t ready for the changes you want.
OMG.
I get HUGELY driven within to DO AND assist when I see ANYONE getting bullied that way. Love does this? Oooh, I think not!
I had to respond. Rather than try and remember what I said, I’ll just share that below:
“you speak words that MANY in the lightworker communities refuse to acknowledge – fully – within their hearts. i have pulled back from a lot of my former sources of info FOR that very reason. many of these people claim suffering is in our minds or pain is necessary for lessons. nonsense. we were hijacked here – our FREEDOM to BE stolen. minds wiped. puppets (likely non-souled matrix creations) installed to power over us with the pay to live systems….. and while it is stated this is being returned, frig – the exhaustion and the I CANNOT DO THIS ANYMORE for it is not WHO I AM is huge right now among the groups of us who align w/the same thoughts and feels. Love Acts Now. it is said we have higher dimensional assistance from home – we need to see this NOW. i know my body and heart and both are beyond weary regardless of what i tell myself. and heal thyself? i have focused on doing just that for YEARS. it is all frequency – and we need – NEED – this frequency of LOVE (aka the event) to enter our experience once again. for this IS an inside and outside “job” (experience. many of my readers feel the same. and yet i also know the words i speak are very politically incorrect in many of these new age type groups. i listen to the words of lisa harrison, linea fairylight ginn and yellow rose for texas who all speak the same/similar words. this realm is a free will experience – which means ALL is allowed. love doesn’t operate like that. freedom is the energy of Love for it NEVER seeks to power over another. lessons karma forced reincarnation – NONE of this is pure source energy. we ARE Source Creator Being’s – whose SOLE/SOUL reason for Being IS to Create Freely. period. return what was removed/wiped/taken NOW.
suffering is a choice? suffering is a RESULT of this prison. would you say those words to a child of sex trafficking? would you say those words to someone who is being beaten and abused? to the person who got sick as a result of the poisons in this realm? we are here because we have been energetically CONFINED to the false reincarnation system installed here. this realm is a fake simulation. look around – research – and you will come to see what i and so many others have. and look within – does this realm FEEL “right” and in alignment with Who You Really Are?
you know what love does people? love ASKS xxxx what she needs. period. what do you need xxxx? i will do my best to assist (even though i’m in a very similar state – i do know in my heart what love does – and what i would want myself if expressing such words).”
As I began to type this, I noticed a large flock of birds somewhere around here chirping loudly. Large as in hundreds (given what I heard and recorded). It also appeared to my middle age ears that there were a variety of birds involved. It has since stopped. Strange.
Earlier today my girl and I headed out to see if there was any bread to get at the local food bank/thrift store. I’m really selective about going there and only visit when it’s a necessity. There are some really sketchy people who visit there. It’s been some time since I’ve had to leave. Arriving today, there was a woman badgering one of the volunteer’s as to whether she had her flu shot yet. The volunteer said “no” and the woman began laying into her verbally. The volunteer stammered and said she hadn’t had time yet. I was about ready to step up and intervene until the crazy person turned around and looked at me. When I say “crazy” I am not exaggerating. She had crazy energy oozing from her. Her eyes were manic. I took my girl and left. Not worth the risk.
The years of vaccines and fluoride and programming is at an all time high now. And I am convinced there really are people who are background people. Not real. Soul-less. Did they start out that way? Who knows. My first thought when I saw the behavior of this woman was “the energies are pushing out her dark”.
What is MOST interesting to me is when I arrived home, I noticed this tidbit on my social media account: “Whatever energy just started in the collective, about 30-60 min ago.. feels horrid.. It’s probably a wringing out, a collective purge, of some hell-energies..” The time she was referring to was a little over 2 hours ago – the same time I had witnessed the above experience.
When I arrived home, I thought about the experience. I stopped myself as I was halfway through it in my mind and said “no more stories”. Really important to let these things go instead of keeping them going by talking about them. Good lesson for me.
Well at that I’m signing off as I have a headache (very unusual for me). Sinus stuff and fatigue combined. Reading the headlines didn’t help. Yikes!
before i begin, i want to point out an observation that feels unusual to me – the crickets are singing. and it’s only 3:30pm. sunny. warm. how odd. they don’t come alive with their songs until dusk/twilight. i noticed it after i finished playing the piano. the neighborhood is very quiet today – and so given the windows were open i could hear them clearly.
then i wondered if this is a matrix glitch. maybe the sounds we hear here are “fake” too – part of the simulation. goddess i hope not but NOTHING would surprise me about this makings of this construct at this point.
so….out and about beautiful people have a variety of signs in their yard – many of them about uniting families. ending the separation. oh if only they knew this IS the overall plan unlike past administrations.
if only they knew how many of these immigrants who were allowed to come here and remain were gangs. criminals traffickers of humans/children, drugs, weapons. if only they would read Trump’s executive order’s on this. if only they would LISTEN to the speeches he gives (which seem to never make it to the mainstream media outlets) on this issue.
if only they would see what his daughter Ivanka is doing to combat the issue of trafficking. First Lady Melania as well.
if only they would see how many of these gangs have used orphaned children – trafficked children – kidnapped children – to get into this country claiming the children as theirs only to sell them off to the highest deep state proxy bidder.
if only they could SEE with open mind, eyes and heart the clean-up that is being undertaken to end this practice. YES it means some families are unfortunately separated for awhile. how else can this be done?
this is why the administration, under Sessions, put into plans DNA testing so we can make this process go faster of uniting the families.
and oh if only they would see the plans of previous administrations, under both democrat and republican leadership, to destroy this nation. gut it. turn us into a gang-infested nation where anything goes. where sharia law is the norm. where the constitution is no longer.
that plan was well in place. and WE ALL KNOW IT. it doesn’t take an internet researcher to see this. look around. SEE the failing infrastructure. SEE the millions of jobs that were allowed to leave. SEE the huge uptick in crimes in inner cities in the heart of this nation. SEE the poverty.
bottom line is THIS COUNTRY WAS NOT SOLVING ITS PROBLEMS for the past 3-4 decades.
THIS COUNTRY WAS BEING DESTROYED. PERIOD.
and now she is being put back together again. and like any such undertaking – it takes time. and there will be resistance from those wanting to keep the same destruction going. and as that resistance loses power, it will increase its strength and violence.
NONE of this is invisible to our seeing eyes and open minds.
while i don’t like this focus on VOTE RED VOTE RED – as at the surface it creates division – i see the purpose of this.
the deep state lost a lot of power in its republican base. the majority of the power remains in the democratic side. getting mccain outta there freed up some people who were going along to get along/remain alive – freed them up to come to the side of Freedom. and Truth. we see it happening.
again – NONE of this puzzle is invisible if one choose to SEE beyond the words presented and GRASP the concept that there is a much bigger picture being created.
the picture of FREEDOM.
LOVE.
UNITY.
as i once put to song over 10 years ago – a divinely highest self guided self – very appropriately titled “INVISIBLE”:
when i appear invisible to you… you really are invisible to yourself. for we’re all a part of the same Life. look inside.
before i begin, i want to point out an observation that feels unusual to me – the crickets are singing. and it’s only 3:30pm. sunny. warm. how odd. they don’t come alive with their songs until dusk/twilight. i noticed it after i finished playing the piano. the neighborhood is very quiet today – and so given the windows were open i could hear them clearly.
then i wondered if this is a matrix glitch. maybe the sounds we hear here are “fake” too – part of the simulation. goddess i hope not but NOTHING would surprise me about this makings of this construct at this point.
so….out and about beautiful people have a variety of signs in their yard – many of them about uniting families. ending the separation. oh if only they knew this IS the overall plan unlike past administrations.
if only they knew how many of these immigrants who were allowed to come here and remain were gangs. criminals traffickers of humans/children, drugs, weapons. if only they would read Trump’s executive order’s on this. if only they would LISTEN to the speeches he gives (which seem to never make it to the mainstream media outlets) on this issue.
if only they would see what his daughter Ivanka is doing to combat the issue of trafficking. First Lady Melania as well.
if only they would see how many of these gangs have used orphaned children – trafficked children – kidnapped children – to get into this country claiming the children as theirs only to sell them off to the highest deep state proxy bidder.
if only they could SEE with open mind, eyes and heart the clean-up that is being undertaken to end this practice. YES it means some families are unfortunately separated for awhile. how else can this be done?
this is why the administration, under Sessions, put into plans DNA testing so we can make this process go faster of uniting the families.
and oh if only they would see the plans of previous administrations, under both democrat and republican leadership, to destroy this nation. gut it. turn us into a gang-infested nation where anything goes. there sharia law is the norm. where the constitution is no longer.
that plan was well in place. and WE ALL KNOW IT. it doesn’t take an internet researcher to see this. look around. SEE the failing infrastructure. SEE the millions of jobs that were allowed to leave. SEE the huge uptick in crimes in inner cities in the heart of this nation. SEE the poverty.
bottom line is THIS COUNTRY WAS NOT SOLVING ITS PROBLEMS for the past 3-4 decades.
THIS COUNTRY WAS BEING DESTROYED. PERIOD.
and now she is being put back together again. and like any such undertaking – it takes time. and there will be resistance from those wanting to keep the same destruction going. and as that resistance loses power, it will increase its strength and violence.
NONE of this is invisible to our seeing eyes and open minds.
while i don’t like this focus on VOTE RED VOTE RED – as at the surface it creates division – i see the purpose of this.
the deep state lost a lot of power in its republican base. the majority of the power remains in the democratic side. getting mccain outta there freed up some people who were going along to get along/remain alive – freed them up to come to the side of Freedom. and Truth. we see it happening.
again – NONE of this puzzle is invisible if one choose to SEE beyond the words presented and GRASP the concept that there is a much bigger picture being created.
the picture of FREEDOM.
LOVE.
UNITY.
as i once put to song over 10 years ago – a divinely highest self guided self – very appropriately titled “INVISIBLE”:
when i appear invisible to you…
you really are invisible to yourself.
for we’re all a part of the same Life.
look inside.
you know it’s true.
reach out to me
and take my hand
and we can walk together into Eternity. (Unity)
that is MY WISH for every one of us.
that is all for now.
love,
victoria
you know it’s true. reach out to me and take my hand and we can walk together into Eternity. (Unity)
that is MY WISH for every one of us.
that is all for now.
love,
victoria
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I awoke this morning with a residual image in my mind. I was seeing a very tall (as in 8-9 foot) female lyrian-human type being in my front yard. I could draw her but decided to check online for a similar image. I found the image below. Take away the ears and have the hair cut chin length (eyes more narrow too – not so large) and that’s more or less what I saw. She was also very thin – long arms, legs and torso. I didn’t get anything other than an appearance – an “I’m here”. No real sense of familiarity on my part.
A visit perhaps? I am quite focused when I find the time on Remembering WHO I AM. Remembering HOME. Who I am outside of this realm. Not getting much. As the people who put together Schrodinger’s Other Cat’s site – the feeling is peanut butter in the ears and brain. Not much coming through but fuzzy blankness when awake. (I will link that in a bit.) Dreamstate seems to be where the clarity is coming through.
That is until the number’s appear. I had just written one of you about the number’s I have been seeing lately. I hesitated as I typed something along the lines of normally seeing the 7’s but recently I had not. HA! You will see the images below I took about an hour later heading out to do some errands. BAM! It wasn’t just 77 or 777 but quadruple 7. 7777. I have NEVER seen quadruple 7’s. And twice??!!
7777 on the odometer.
Then headed away from a store about 20 minutes later, I see a car with the license place I7777. !!! I stopped the car suddenly and set up my phone to take a pic. I had to pull into a parking space though as I was blocking traffic. I was able to take a pic. It’s rather fuzzy so you will just have to go with what I said.
So I decided to look up the meaning of the quad 7. Here is the first thing that popped up (and out at me): “The number 7777 is one of the most powerful spiritual numbers. Seeing this number sequence signifies that great progress is being made by your self for the new beginning you have always desired.”
Those who have followed me for awhile know I am often longing – combined with some days of pure WHINING – for NEW. New Reality. New Realm. New Earth. New Experiences. New People. New ways of Being/Living/Doing. NEW NEW NEW. It overwhelms me many days. Today though I was at a place of either surrender or resignation. Perhaps a bit of both. At first I thought the 7 sequence was the Cosmos laughing at me for saying “oh I don’t see the 7’s much anymore”.
Perhaps though it was the Love of ALL giving me the message that All I Have Envisioned – dreamed of – been called continuously to have the faith in – going back 20 some years – all of it – is about to make itself known to me. No longer just a desire but MANIFESTING all around me.
Heart – expanded.
Mind. Blown.
Well as much as it can be blown today. In spite of this gift…. I am dragging like a slug today – all day. Another night of interrupted sleep. Child (establishing new sleeping parameter’s and it is taking much longer than I would like it to. She also had a nightmare and needed my comfort. Then mate had a nightmare and woke up distressed so I soothed him.
I sit here now – wanting someone to comfort this tired body of mine. I am in deep need of a therapeutic massage to release the pinched stuff going on and the muscles that are in knots in my upper shoulder’s and neck. Some days it’s just too much for me – alone – in this body – with this mind – and longing heart.
So I will hold close the gift of the 7777.
Thank you for reading.
Love,
Victoria
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After rescinding my voter’s registration card awhile back, I decided to register again.
In the past week I have had 2 local political candidates walk up to me, asking me for my vote. They were obviously just wanting to give me their flyers, do the politically correct game of “I hope I can count on your vote” and be on their merry way.
Not with this woman. I had conversations with both of them. One of them didn’t even know of the Mayoral candidate I am voting for. “I would think if you are a long time government elected official, you would know all of the candidates running for mayor.”
These people really are stupid. I see this is what happens when you get so locked into the system your ability to think for thyself is drowned out by political correctness and current narrative speak. Play the game or else…. I see it – and I called out both of them on it.
Without detailing these rather boring conversations, I did find the courage to say I was a Trump Woman to one of them. I said I was not a republican nor was I a democrat. I was a Free Being who supports the idea of exposing all of the corruption that has plagued our Republic for decades (eons in this realm but that’s for another time – another conversation). Both of these people agreed with me on my main points – to which I asked “well then why does the problem continue then? where are the solutions?” Both agreed on corruption being rampant. So then why NOT support Trump? WHY continue bringing in the same candidates cycle after cycle? I said this simply made no sense to me.
There were a lot of heads-glanced-downwards in these conversations, btw…
The conversation still ended with both of them saying they hope I support them at the polls. I was in a clear “not holding back” energetic space today and flat out said “after all I just said you really think I will be doing that?”
So I promptly went home and registered to vote. Neither of these people will be receiving my vote. Not that it will matter here locally. HRC strong democratic leaning land. But at least I will be doing what I have always done – vote with my conscious. Go with my HEART instead of what the system says who will be the most likely candidate to get elected. Nonsense.
Enough of the political speak. Let’s talk energies and getting out of this realm – ending the systems and bringing down the grid!
That last one is the ultimate of importance for me – bringing down the grid – ending the simulation – letting us see where we really are. So it was of no surprise to me when brother Rick sent me a message saying Clair had a message for me. The systems are collapsing and “Yes Victoria, that includes the grid.” I more feel her presence lately – don’t really “hear” any words as I did a few months ago.
The body symptoms ~ I am urinating like mad lately. I also had a very interesting experience today – walking outside, sunglasses on, I was called to look directly at the sun for a moment. As I did I felt this energetic pulse go to my urethra. I was totally taken aback and did the “WTF?!” Never had anything like that happen. I am not one to align w/the concept that the current “sun” in the sky is creating changes to our body. Perhaps the REAL sun is – wherever that is. I had already been taking pictures of the sun today and kept seeing that flower-petal image that is associated with the sun simulator. So maybe it is possible the REAL sun is sending pulse waves of energy through the sun simulator. Who knows – just sharing the experience.
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Love,
Victoria
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