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This is something I waited to write or more precise I needed an impuls to do it.
I have enough, my feeling are similar to what Victoria had said:
http://www.loveinactionnow.com/todays-reflection-struggling-to-stay-the-course/
Its started a bit ago before September when I was organising Event trigger meditation on 9.9.18. As you see I didnt went well, were still here 🙁 Back then I messaged countless sites, and what suprised me was response. People, ordinary people joined me and were very positive about it and helped me spread it further, with for Im still today gratefull. Only 2 big sites WeLoveMassMeditation and GalacticChanneling helped me, yet people like Cobra (although he used before my toplet removal meditation), Coorey, Wilcock didnt aknowledge it. I didnt expect them for any help just mentioning that some guy is doing that meditation on their sites(just one sentence). Especially as it involve EVENT something they were speaking for long time and what most want. I wanted to just end it here on Gaia.
This lead me into arms of doubt, self reflection and many other things….
You know Matrix movie trilogy right? There is one hypothesis that Neo wasnt chosen one. He could do all of that magic and influence on machine due to being in second layer of matrix and him regonising it. Machine understanded that some will wake up from matrix so they make just another matrix in matrix, the second one was postapocalyptic nightmare to convince that they “really” waked up from dream and live in “real world”. That they were in some sense better at observing reality and finding loopholes in it, aware that there is something more and they being a minority trying to wake up others, change and crash system. They enemy were machines, artifical, non nature, alien, incomprehensible beings that enslaved whole humanity. They were for centuries ruler of earth, and they were in charge of fake reality. Sound familiar? Yet It all could be false, another layer. Like bad guys didnt predict that they will come some guys to end all of that.
We here still wonder how so many people still keep themselves involved in left/right political system. How so many are invested deeply in dems vs reps. Maybe someone higher wonder the same about us? How come they can be still so invested in Light vs Dark? When its just free will vs free will.
Gaia is special because here conciousness is fixed in single position, thus it cannot move so freely.
But still at the end of day or world, We are a single conciousness, a single one that exist everywhere in space and time we just change focus from place to place, and pretend that were individual and separete beings. Just like children roleplaying in his mind that he is a knight or mage etc. There only matter how much he is invested in his fantasy and identify with that character, just like with dimension: 3d, 5d, etc. is only about how much you regonise that youre a part of bigger being, how much youre everywhere and everyone is you and you are everyone and how much all of this is fantasy.
You know what this guy done? He didnt waited to 2012 to get dissapointed. Nah, he ascended and you know why its important? He, Jesus, didnt wait for “EVENT”. You dont need to be perfect, dissolve yourselve and your grandchildren from everything (pls dont use bleach), nah. You just need aknowledge different state of conciousness. Just like you can act like you think as 5 years old but in opposite direction. Easier then said, I know that, still working on it. Existing outside of space and time when your conciousness that is everywhere. Trying to grasp this feeling and put as whole in myself.
As kauilapele many times said its good to remain as observer, I do as next step and remain as observer of liberation. I decided to go and study some of Thelema, yeah know what you think [bad stuff]. Well you dont study prison facility plans to be better guard but to escape from it.
But still I mean that I will withdraw from Sunday meditation, astronomic date meditation, resolving/dissolving (im not cif product to clean everything). Im pretty sure I anchored enough light to not pay electricity bill for next 200 years. Getting invested that something got removed, then later come back as it was some cheap movie sequel. Im here to get out, not do all that light crap of who got the right intel and how significant it is, who to follow for waiting when brilliant plan is put in motion.
Ah, the brilliant plan. Ok here`s what I think about brilliant plan. Believe me I would felt gratefull If my prediction got wrong and made myself turn myself into fool, yet here`s how`s my divination:
1. Today are some hearing im totaly not invested, fallout from it for next 2 weeks.
2. On 15th Russia in Syria, and syria military force do some big operation. Topic for next two weeks if USA should do something about it, bla,bla,bla Democracy, more Democracy, Regime bad. Ruskies are bad and ugly bla bla bla.
3. 2 weeks from it end and we almost into midterms, so everyone look into campain, mass arests? Nah first we get our sweet jobs again in senate to show bad guys we can do it. So we got non stop red wave, blue wave, shit wave. Someone win, someone lose.
4. Those who win and get their job position now claim its time to get blonde secretary and learn how to do that job, like their never being on same position for 20 years. So about 3 weeks of learning how to vote in senate and those who lose scream rigged election.
5. Thanksgiving week so no mass arrest since Turkey either is invading Syria or Americans tables.
6. December, you hear that? What? White hats steps for mass arrest? Nah DECEMBER! Thats SANTA. RED HAT. Christmas fever. Whole 4 weeks of being sick of George Micheal “last christmas” being focal point for everyone.
7. End of year? welcome to 2019. No mass arrest, liberation or free fries.
So now I should bid farewell, but no one say good bye to himself. Youre me, I am you. So I will live this song:
