Now and then I have moments of surrender and humility. I was playing the piano tonight to find my Center. I get so lost in my own b.s. – in my own thoughts and fears – I forget what’s really at the heart of all of this awakening – the children – which in a way involves us all as we’ve all been children – used and indoctrinated to continue the deception.
The children. Those who weren’t as “lucky” – who were taken and used for things I still cannot grasp. How many of those precious Souls prayed and cried and screamed for help until some were killed or continued to be used – likely their minds having to go totally numb in order to survive.
How the hell does someone ever recover from that? You know?
I also thought of the children who did get rescued (perhaps are still being rescued – I certainly hope all of that is done and over) – the men and women in the military taking on that role of pulling them out. Imagine what those men and women represent to those children – angels. In human form.
It’s a f’ing twisted exhausting journey to walk – this awakening – not to mention living in this reality day in and day out. Obviously. I hope each of you have been able to find some angel – in human form – to help you through the really difficult times. I’ve had some show up – in some of you – and probably the best one is back in her room singing one of the songs she’s written lately. 💖🙏💖 These are the moments together with the heart knowing’s that give me pause and encourage me to keep. going.
Love,
Victoria
