Last Night’s Dreams and Today’s Reflection

 

greetings everyone ~

I am feeling some movement today – slow – but I am feeling it.  A lifting. That “lull” I was feeling for several days continued to feel artificially placed. The last Schumann 24 hour blast had one of those black lines following.  My first thought was “oh nooooo….” and as I said previously today, I dismissed that as I didn’t want to give it my energy.  But I was simply not able to shake that feeling within that it was an intentional block thrown in – which I feel has been removed.  Terran Cognito had a piece that speaks of this “lull/dely” feeling and I will share it next.  “Light” forces did not send forth that energy that created that feeling of lull.  As my mate continues to say “dark delays”…  It also explains my discomfort in reading some of Sophia Love’s latest channeling.  That being did not align with me and felt like another one of the controller’s.  Kinda like the Alex Jones of the media side of the awakening movement.  Controlled Op.

So….onto the dreams – both myself and my mate.  My mates is more exciting so I will save that for last.  Mine was quite powerful though and showed me how the “dark” are still trying to distract us.  When I say “dark” I am referring to all being’s who don’t want to see this experiment end – because of their participation and/or “benefit” from it.  (who really benefits from enslaving another?  it’s a false sense of power – heavy and ick)…

In my dream, I was alone in an apartment on the top floor.  There was a knock on the door and I opened it to see a friend of mine from high school – or what appeared to be her.  At first I was surprised and greeted her with enthusiasm – only to immediately know this was not her.  “You’re not her,” I said.  The being’s eyes turned to anger and it reached out and grabbed my arm.  The feeling was palpable – strong – but not strong enough.  It wanted to take me with it – into the pit below.  “No,” I said – calmly, matter-of-factly.  I had a brief thought to tell this being it did not have to choose that experience – but knew it had already made the choice to not surrender to Love.  So, I removed its arm and in one move, I tossed it over the railing.  In the dream I knew this was all a metaphor – an illusion – and no actual harm would come to the being for what I had just done.  And yet I also did what I knew I had to do – protect myself and my space….  Establish a clear boundary that I would not allow to be violated.  I walked back inside my space and shut and secured the door.  It was then that I noticed bright light coming in through the keyhole, which I observed until the dream ended….Still reflecting on that piece….

My mate’s dream showed the three of us at the kitchen table eating a meal – dinner.  He was looking West/Southwest out the window and saw the clouds suddenly drop – quickly.  First they appeared over our neighbor’s roof then just as quickly, dropped to the ground, coming right up to our window.  He said we held hands – knowing this was “it”.  He said as the clouds came up to our window, we all placed our heads on the table.  (i found that last part interesting – some have said upon the energy incoming many will go to sleep for awhile)

What I found interesting in the timing of his dream is that last night I had a thought of the event wave.  I don’t give it nearly the focus as I once did and have more or less let go of dates and when and how and all the questions. I am more focused on freedom now. But last night it popped up in my mind as a myriad of thoughts that I can’t recall – but tuning inward I feeeeeel I was being told “it’s coming” and maybe sooner than I currently realize.

I shrug at that…..hopeful….as always….but really feeling detachment from it in terms of expectations.  That experience (expectation) just drains me.  It is one of the more challenging “addictive” programs here – for me.

So back to this delay issue.  As I have said those who do not wish to see their control of this experience here end will be at it until the last moment.  That could change of course and I certainly INVITE and WELCOME that to change – for us and for them.  I don’t know if their power is weakening or if it’s just ours Powering Up – perhaps a bit of both.  Whatever was “injected” is either being taken care of or has been remedied.  That is my feel.  I have not read the entire piece by Terran yet – just what brother Rick sent in a text and my mate read a few sentences to me earlier today when he read it.  So it will be interesting to see what he “got”.

I want to thank those of you who have contacted me on this site and in private encouraging me to continue at this.  I won’t give it up but I KNOW within I cannot expend the amount of energy I have been unless there is some return.  Until the pay to live system ends and/or we are free from it, I have bills to pay and mouths to eat.  Practical crap, you know.  lol  If any of you are like me, you may feel $1 or $3/month feels cheap and insulting – but it isn’t. Those little amounts add up when done in numbers.  This is my request – shared from my heart.

Love,

Victoria

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