Late night reflection ~ What Now Truthers?

 

i had a conversation today and i was sharing alternative (non-MSM narrative) info on the recent shootings.  if it was “real” it would show up on CNN or NBC was the response.

sigh.

the only way – that i continue to see – there will be an awakening among those who are still plugged in will have to be a new narrative that will have to be spoon-fed to them via their favorite outlets – at least in the beginning – and even then if a new face appears – there will be heavy resistance.  i feel the addiction to the perfectly groomed face on the screen is stronger than is the addiction to the information being shared.

and indeed – more trust is put in to the familiar face on the screen than is placed in we awakened family/friends/neighbors.

how sad is that?

how sad is it that family holds more trust in some media pundit or church leader than in a fellow family member.

same for friends.

i have said the words “why would i lie to you?  i have no motive to do anything but tell you the truth.  you KNOW i care about you, right?  it’s not like i have a corporate sponsorship and contracts keeping me in line with this information i am sharing.”

i am a seeker of Truth – not some information junkie and certainly not someone who seeks to fill up my space here or with my personal conversations with anything i find to be simply sensationalistic (yes that is going to have to be a “real” word for this piece).  sensationalism sells – but if it feels off to me i don’t share it.  and if i later find out something i share is false news – i pull it.  if it has some truth but still holds something that is false – i update.  in short – if a piece of information or an opinion has changed – on paper and/or in my mind and heart – i share the new perspective.

that person on the pulpit or on the television screen is getting PAID – often a ridiculous amount of money – to spoon-feed the masses a narrative.  an agenda.  as such that agenda is likely manipulated in order to keep you coming back for more.  and today – more than at any point in our experience here – the energy of attack and ensuing drama is at an all time peak.

do they not see this?  do they not care?  don’t they FEEL that ugh in their bodies when they watch or listen to this crap?  are they so desensitized to it – it goes unnoticed?

i follow a myriad of local social media boards – and overall in my community people put more concern in using correct language and allowing for ALL to enter our country regardless – than they do in seeing the homeless crisis – than they do in seeing the needles and trash and human excrement littering our walkways and parks and waterways.

apparently i am officially burned out.  i know i more or less “preach to the choir” here – and yet – what good is it doing?  am i really having a positive impact in this awakening at this point?  i know i provide reassurance to many of you for you have told me so – so that is what keeps me going.  but now – doesn’t it feel like we have reached this point of “what now?” perhaps this really is the (highly uncomfortable) calm before the storm – the storm – when ALL is FINALLY seen FOR all – regardless or whether one wishes to see it or not.

perhaps then i and others of you will feel more of a sense of purpose – where we will feel we have a place – where we will feel we are being seen and heard by those who really NEED it.

for now – this in between “space” kinda sucks.  lol

carrying on in love,

victoria

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