And aren’t I just done with this. Open the exit gate. I command the portal for our exit be open now. N O W
I can’t get warm enough. Then I get heated and struggle to cool down.
Sleep is a challenge much past 30 minutes to an hour at a time.
Heart expansions continue. Did a lot of energy work around that last night.
Voice – speaking – continues to be a struggle.
So much sinus congestion…
Feeling “off” – uneasy. Unbalanced.
Dropping things. Feel the world around me wobbles.
No longer ok with feeling like I am being squeezed from within. I have purged and let go and surrendered countless times. I am as “advanced” as I can be. This is no longer a journey I enjoy much less benefit from.
Can I say it again? Unlock the gates to this fucking prison and let us all GO.
Continue with my obsession to be alone in my personal bubble space. No desire to talk with others “out there”. Today I went for my walk with a heavy coat and dark sunglasses, half hiding in my hood. (it was overcast and cold – the norm for weeks and weeks now)
Silence is my best friend. My necessary best friend. I do not have nearly the amount I need. Today I had that chance – sat down at the piano and began to play only to look off to my left about 15 minutes later and notice our neighbor had just walked in (to return something he had borrowed). He didn’t want to disturb my playing. Not ok. ALWAYS knock. (note to self always make sure the door is locked 24/7)
Putting up boundaries without guilt or concern with what others may think is becoming natural.
Easily irritated. Mate – ditto.
Phrase of the day : We’re done.
Paradoxically enough, I am quite done with having that thought.
Birds are showing signs of weird behavior as well, along the 41st parallel interestingly enough. Southern Oregon (where the birds have disappeared) and in Connecticut. (where birds are diving at people) As I took my walk today, I notice the trees look stressed. I sense they are not happy. They begin to open, then close up again. Perhaps waiting as many of us are. As I heard last night “all go” – people, plant life, animals.
And with the patience waning…
But on we go nonetheless.
Just weary tonight. Bone tired fucking weary. Some are in bliss. Some are not. Let’s all be kind and accepting of one another in where we are and remember to ask what one needs instead of assuming (I see that far too much). No more of such power-over behavior.
Love asks. Period. And carries on with a listening ear, mind and heart.
Victoria
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Over the last few weeks, the energy of the sun has been astonishingly high. At the moment, there is a massive chasm on the Earth-facing side of the sun. This 200,000km wide coronal hole ejected a high-speed plasma wind out into the solar system on March 13th. These ejections are so powerful and so fast (over 600km/sec) that once they get near the earth’s electromagnetic field, all sorts of geomagnetic events begin to occur. Solar storms like this one temporarily affect the earth’s magnetosphere as the solar wind and flares make contact with the earth’s aura. We too are affected by this as our electromagnetic aura is profoundly and intimately integrated into the earth’s field as well.
The effect of this storm is most powerfully felt between March 21st and March 26th and can have a series of impacts on your personal experience throughout these days. This can be even more palpable if you already are emotionally/mentally/spiritually sensitive, empathic, an energy worker, etc. Not to fear though, these fluctuations are part of our personal evolution and we can ride out these energetic shifts through introspection, proper rest, adequate water intake, positive affirmations, meditation, and unconditional love.
One of the things that can occur during this period is the experience of an ‘ascension flu.’ This happens when our full-being is going through a quick increase in our light-holding capacity. It’s almost like a biological version of a computer operating system upgrade where the body needs to purge, reset, and regroup with the new information. As the body begins to hold more light, the lower density energy must be released. This can happen in all kinds of ways, including:

