So at first I thought this schumann spike today was not affecting me. I was wrong.
Ringing in the right ear.
Tears flowing.
Powerful urge to watch Field of Dreams. Did not pursue that urge. TV music channel was on earlier. Something said “go to the tv now”. I did. Theme from Field of Dreams was playing.
Will watch now.
It is 3:05pm, pacific time and I just noticed I had not made sure my kiddo’s hair or teeth were brushed. Sorry, mama doesn’t know where she is today.
When we eat meals now, it is now that – a meal. I no longer define things by breakfast, lunch, dinner. Nor do I define the day of the week. Or time.
There are many articles floating around now on what this upcoming solar eclipse “means”. I have come to believe we are not just along for the ride with earth and this realm we live in. We are Co-Creating on this journey of awakening and remembering.
There are organized global meditations for this eclipse. Since this is an event that has received worldwide attention, let’s focus what we wish to experience.
Removal of all lower vibrational energies from our individual and collective trauma’s.
Return us to Source Frequencies.
Restore our memories.
Restore our powers.
Return us to Wholeness.
These are my intentions. This is what I saw and see.
The possibilities are endless.
Let us make this our own Event. Let us use this event to come together with the Unity Consciousness that will be taking place on that day and Supercharge it with the intentions of Love and Healing and Full Restoration of WE THE SOURCE BEINGS.
Ah, the pleasure it was to head out on this cool night alone, to walk the streets in silence. Normally I am accompanied by my child, but being she was home totally tuned in (or tuned out) to her movie, I decided to take advantage of the situation.
I had not intended on walking to the sacred tree. I didn’t really feel the need ~ that is until about 20 minutes into my walk, I felt a gentle nudge to go pay a visit. So I did. I stood in front of her, hands together, in a gentle greeting. As I placed my hands upon her, immediately my left hand began to tremble with an intensity I had not felt from her in quite awhile. In fact, on the previous visit, I felt she was sleeping/resting. She was absolutely silent and still.
It was so intense I almost pulled away but I kept my hands there. The word I felt had an “s” in it. At first I thought it was “surrender”. But then felt “that’s only part of it.”
After receiving nothing more, and feeling the transmission was over, I thanked her and continued on my way. This was new. Normally I “get it” at the time. Something told me though the message would formulate with more walking. Indeed it did.
After a couple of blocks, I began to hear a message. “Greet the plants.” So I did. Only I didn’t greet each of them. Just the ones I found “pretty”.
“No,” I felt. “Greet the plants. Every one of them.”
So I did. And you know, it took effort. It felt almost unnatural to greet the plants we call weeds. The dying blades of grass. But I did. Kinda faked it until I made it.
In doing so, my heart began to expand and tears formed in the corners of my eyes.
It was then I began to Remember the sacredness in all life. Remembered it from the feeling space, not just the mind space.
I was able to Remember a feeling from a time so very very long ago when looking at life in this manner was normal.
All life.
Thoughts continued to form in my mind. I thought back to a piece I read earlier today that spoke of how it is now past time to walk the talk of living in Unity. At first I dismissed it. Ego certainly did. See the sacred in everyone and everything? No exceptions? Especially people??!!
Ack no!
What about those who…my ego began, telling all those old stories.
It is indeed getting easier to speak with this part of me and remind her we now have a symbiotic relationship.
Yes, even “those who”.
Every part of life, every person, every being has Life Source in it. No matter how hidden. Ignored. Unknown. Neglected.
These incoming energies are allowing us to Remember that all Life is sacred. I feel it.
I KNOW it.
It doesn’t matter what one has done. Or not done.
All Life Is Sacred. No exceptions.
Hard to accept at times?
Oh god, yes.
When those “yeah but’s” kick in, acknowledge the story. The emotions. Then Remember. Get quiet. And go within to search for that Light within the other.
I did that today. It was a challenge. Ego said all sorts of things but I held space in my heart until the softening occurred. And it was then that I remembered how wonderful this feels.
So much better than being in judgment and critical.
Doesn’t feel so good in the body.
All Life Is Sacred.
All this means is every living thing has a piece of Source. A piece of Us.
As we continue to return to this way of Being, it will soften and heal every one of us so that the illusion of separation just drifts away. Feels like we are being called to fall in love with life again, doesn’t it? Every piece of it. Makes me wants to just run outside, roll around in the grass and giggle loudly and large, hugging myself. And everyone I see. Remember doing this?
Of course you do.
We all do.
Reminds me of the song Blow Away (George Harrison). All I’ve got to do is to Love (you, me all of it!). All of us doing this is making for a really beautiful reality.
No sooner had I posted the Schumann and said I felt the “break” ~ 30 minutes later something went through me. Mate felt it too at the same time. An unusual anomaly came up from south america (will link that later) around this time, although it doesn’t show it heading much farther north than mid U.S. Brain blitzes – took me 6 times to spell anomaly correctly. Oh well ~ no biggie. Can’t hardly pronounce the word either.
Can’t speak well either. And fingers not functioning well. Body is indeed changing and I am along for this beautiful challenging amazing ride.
So……. All I know is I feel it in my bones suddenly. Heading to the park to be in nature, color/sketch and let my little one play.
We see a world where we have expanded the definition of our family; where we are not only family to those with whom we are blood related, but that we are also part of a larger family – a soul family that is made up of those we made arrangements and agreements with before we came into this lifetime for the purpose of learning lessons and helping each other in our evolution.
We see ourselves understanding that the members of our soul family do not always provide us with pleasure and beneficence, that sometimes they come to provide us with adversity and challenges so we can become stronger of character; and as we let go of our self-importance, we are better able to recognize these soul family members and the gifts they bring to us.
We, then, see a world where we recognize that everyone we meet, everyone we share this beautiful, abundant Earth with is actually part of an even larger family that has come here at this time to experience a Grand Oneness together. Indeed, as we create this Oneness, all opposition and judgment is set aside forever, and we, once again, see the wisdom in redefining who our family is.
For, at this point, we are the Family of One.
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Well another day where I have been off about the calendar day. Each day has a “feeling” to me and this one felt like Friday just as yesterday felt like Thursday. The calendar ~ well SOME calendar as I somehow lost the one in our kitchen and have made no attempt to replace it or look for it ~ says Thursday. I’m still sticking by my “today is Friday” though. In perhaps the New Reality.
The Schumann Spiking today and corresponding energies had me thinking about returning to my Original Self ~ the one who I was before I experienced trauma’s, made some decisions that were not in my Highest or best interest. The girl, the Being within the woman who is trusting, deeply kind and compassionate, giggly and silly and even naive in some ways. Today I was hit hard again by how much I miss her. I don’t like this apathetic, doubting, distrustful person I have become over the years. This is NOT WHO I AM. It happened slowly. I really didn’t even notice it. Which is why I didn’t notice it until much later.
I want her to come home again. I want her to come out and play again. Embrace the world again. Embrace life. Adult Wise Woman there when needed or necessary.
Along these lines I received some help in this area this week.
We have new neighbors, very close to our home, who also have a little girl. Our girl and their girl have played together several times already. The joy it is bringing me watching these two girls play is growing. Expanding in my heart. It is bringing me such pure joy in seeing my girl so happy. There has not been a girl her age in this neighborhood since we moved here and oh how we have intended – both of us – for a girl her age to move in. Just one week ago, at the end of the rope was I in trying to arrange play dates with other parents. Block after block kept falling in place until I said I had to let it go and Surrender. Trust. Allow that the Universe would provide an answer to the intentions of both myself and my girl for the right child for her to play with. Be besties with.
One week ago this was.
And now today we have created this, manifested such a situation. A perfect situation. I don’t know who is more excited over this – me or my girl. Slumber parties. Giggles. Dress-up. Barbies.
And while I am receiving a gift in expanding my joy again, opening up my heart in new ways in observing the happiness in my daughter, I am also receiving a gift through my interactions with the mother. She radiates kindness, maternal softness, joyful enthusiasm. In the past I would likely have pushed the experience away. But today I find myself savoring it. As we spoke about the city north of here ~ where we both lived and hung out at the same or similar places ~ I could feel my inner girl being return. Excitement building. A few times we both giggled and got excited ~ just as I did when I was younger.
IT WAS AWESOME!
It hit me quite hard how powerful this was for me. How healing it was for me. This gift from the Universe is not just about my daughter. It is also about her mama.
At this point, whatever my Higher Self and Source send my way to heal, I welcome for nothing is more important to me than that I release all of the stuff that has kept me from Being Who I Really Am.
After having my own intuitive feeling for awhile now and then having one of you “sensing” the same thing, I have decided to see a Shaman. There is a local woman in my area who I have spoken with and she charges $50/session. I just need the money to do so. So if any of you feel the desire to do so, I could really use the donations to see her. I have felt “stuck” (fragmented is more the word) with an issue for over 25 years and things like counseling and even energy/body work have not helped. I had an intuitive read a couple of years back by a man who saw the same “stuckness” and while he claimed to remove it (he was not a Shaman and his technique was far too simple in my mind), I noticed no improvement. Just more of an “oh yes now I see”.
Anyway, it would mean a lot to me. I want so much to be healed. Thank you!
