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Small focus atm…………6.25.23

 

I felt “their” stuff come in last night – seems to come in around the same time too.  Was very exhausting clearing it out – even at that it was a minimal success.  Wax and wane continues until.  For now – focus is small.  Some good wisdom recently shared by VK – about what we focus on and most especially not letting ourselves get lost in over-the-top and in the react-when-there-is-not-a-need-TO-react.  Love, V.

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Many of us are feeling the same…………Please may this event happen asap….I get bursts of energy as Martin says where I begin the process of creating something new for myself so I can create the freedom I so desperately seek now – even while still in this realm/frequency space – but then exhaustion mentally kicks in and I have to rest the brain with something mindless – aside from the myriad of tasks there are to do with a child to guide and house to run….I need an assistant to help me take my life experience forward………Anyone out there mentally fit capable like-minded want the task??

 

 

Tesla………

 

 

Bring him back onstage………

 

How ironically beautiful that in the end it was best *not* to fit in….

 

 

 

Ooooh……….aligns w/DOQ saying JB in orange suit by 7.3……….MOVE IT FASTER!!!!  We got a train to catch!

 

 

Another train reference………..red……..and gold(ish)……note the 17 on the hat……..

 

 

Yes. it. would. get. it. done. i. have. already. ripped. off. my. “graduation”. gown. next. step. is. to. plasma-beam-thru-the-ceiling………..

 

WATCH LIVE: President Trump Delivers Keynote Speech at Oakland County Republican Party Lincoln Day Dinner in Michigan (VIDEO)

 

 

Ryan Hall Ya’ll LIVE atm…Praying/intending for safety and soothing weakening those dayem storms of “theirs”…….

LIVE – Severe Weather Coverage With Storm Chasers On The Ground – Live Weather Channel…

 

 

San Tarot….serious investigation………..time to step back and let go – gathered enough – learned enough – learned it inside out……….very interesting……….last night i left a comment on LMH’s utube and also relayed to my mate that if there is more to learn/see of this place it will happen on its own – but for now – i feel i’ve seen enough learned enough……….for me this is quite collective for those of us consciously on this awakening journey…….

Pisces – Feels too soon but the timing is perfect.

 

I am so absolutely fully completely finished DONE with this behavior – I don’t engage anymore.  I end calls – walk away – you name it.  I see it for what it is – and I can say these people never. see. and. never. change.

What Is A Conversational Narcissist? 4 Signs To Look For | mindbodygreen

This is different from a chatty and extroverted person, who would likely be aware of, and even acknowledge, that they’re talking a lot, “whereas conversational narcissists are not even aware that they’ve hijacked the conversation and made it all about them,” Behary says. …

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Don’t take it personally

Whether responding with distance or with confrontation, Durvasula says not to take the experience personally. “You won’t be the one to change them,” she says. “People with this pattern tend to not be particularly insightful.” Pointing it out to them may make them defensive, and they won’t always change their pattern.

 

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Excellent Finds and Goodies ~ 6.24.23

 

 

Fuch ya!  Patterns……..people………..systems……..

 

May be an image of text that says 'The word "FUCK" is a form of meditation and the more you use it the more your throat chakra clears.'

This too……..

 

I had a theory come to me while doing some mindless cleaning….Mel Gibson – who is he other than just an actor from Australia………I had the nudge to watch Conspiracy Theory again – looked it up – read the plot (which this particular site gave the entire movie in about 15 paragraphs) – decided not to but wondered why the sudden nudge?  So today – after remembering his character in the movie – thought hey what if he works for one of the good government agencies as a good guy – brought in decades ago to gather intel.  We have bad government agents – why not good?

Anyway – that’s about all I have atm.  Beautiful day – finding time alone and in quiet is a bit of a challenge so dinner time arrived and I said “eating alone”.  lol  Saw a Hawk getting pestered by 2 crows on a bike ride today and thought this was a good metaphor for the spiritual war – the Hawk is us – the 2 crows poking and pestering the system/ai/parasites.

 

 

 

 

 

Here’s what I’m seeing.  Please remember to drop a comment, share, subscribe and donate what you can.  Thank you!  🥰💜🎶

Love,

V.

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“Cash cow” for defense contractors……….

 

 

 

 

Prudential Building……….Ice wall (antarctica) reference?

 

Kinda like those twin tower building owners………

 

BREAKING: Train Plunges Into Montana’s Yellowstone River, Potential Hazardous Spill (wltreport.com)

 

 

 

Watch until the end.  How did that guy know to hold up that sign and how did the media outlet know to capture it?  Scripted sim you say?

 

This is feeling more and more like Gilligan’s Island………..3 hour tour but some people bought a TON of clothing make up gear, etc………unlike this time 24 hour tour no sign of food or water…………

 

BRING.  IT.  We’re 5.5 months and counting…..

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RFK confirmed this this week – attacking both genders – we know….Jesus, most of us have known this for years – decades………..

 

 

 

 

Petri dish………

 

I’m reflecting on this one………..are we being told that the fight between the “good” AI (Musk) and the “bad” AI (Z’berg) – will be the outcome of this “movie”?

 

 

I used to call this behavior “parade rainers”……….i like her phrase better…….lol

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/geopolitical/putin-blasts-wagner-treason-betrayal-clashes-erupt-southern-russia

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/markets/money-supply-growth-falls-depression-era-levels-second-month-april

 

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A couple more interesting finds…..6.23.23

 

Technically it’s 6.24………

So I saw this – first one the song In The Air Tonight began going through my mind – then I saw his tweet.  Discernment as always.

Then this:

 

And this:  (that number – 12:34………)

 

And then this:  (I would say “yes” – and could be cables about to be cut for a switch over)……..

In the air………

 

There is a tit for tat – gaslighting – old programming under narc control energy in-the-air now.  Seeing it a lot online at the moment.  We’ve all been on the receiving end and giving end (to varying degrees of course) – however for those of us on the real path of awakening within, we become more comfortable in seeing where we have been on the giving end and thus work on making changes with our behavior.  There are some unfortunately who won’t – who can’t do this.  That’s where people like Melanie Tonia Evans enter to help those of us trying to heal from the damage done as a result of such relationships/exchanges and help us not feel so crazy at times.

I remain a work-in-progress as I continue to see those very ancient old wounds within still needing seen healed transitioned into New and Healthy.  And sometimes that including cutting out such conversations when you see that any attempt at rational logical reasoning – sharing from your heart – your Truth – cannot get past the wall of the persons programming.  And this decision could be considered stonewalling when it’s really about personal protection/boundary setting.  This is a very good – validating – enlightening piece.  I love her work.

Emotional Invalidation In Relationships: How To End The Cycle

The full delusion of toxic invalidation is displayed when this person plays the victim, telling you why everything and everyone else is to blame whilst being completely non-accountable themselves.

 

The worst:

Soul Invalidation

This invalidation level is even more toxic and damaging than not allowing the teamwork and trust of your input.

A narcissistic person will commonly start this invalidation when you try to have a serious conversation with them about the way they are behaving. Even a casual conversation about something that the toxic person needs to do or something you are bringing to their attention, can trigger a deep narcissistic injury due to ‘any perceived criticism’.

Deep traumatic invalidation occurs when you are told your thoughts and feelings are wrong. “You should not feel that. You are too sensitive. That is not what is happening. These are all the reasons that a whole other reality is happening.”

This person will also give you a compendium of excuses and justifications – bringing in irrelevant examples such as how other people behave – to invalidate your experience and tell you why you have it wrong.

And how YOU are wrong for even bringing this up.

Naturally, your head starts spinning.

It doesn’t matter how often you explain WHY you feel this way. The toxic person refuses to acknowledge it. In shock and distress, you may lose your temper and stay awake all night, heartbroken, while this person sleeps soundly in the spare bedroom, happy to have gotten rid of you.

Traumatic invalidation includes gaslighting. Lying to you to skew your reality. Saying they never did that or said that. Or can’t remember saying it. Or you misheard it.

6.23.23 ~ Finds

 

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Here we go……..

JUST IN: DNI Releases Declassified Covid Origins Report

 

 

You don’t say….

OceanGate Received $447,000 In PPP Loans During Pandemic

 

 

McCarthy Says He is Backing Proposals to Expunge Trump’s Impeachments

 

Stella Assange in London: “How Can the UK Deport Julian Assange to the Country that Wanted to Assassinate Him?

 

 

Northern is beautiful…………

EXODUS: Nearly HALF of Californians Are Considering Leaving the State

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/geopolitical/wagner-chief-declares-full-coup-against-russian-defense-ministry

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/medical/3m-reaches-103-billion-settlement-over-us-allegations-forever-chemicals-contamination

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/political/distraction-questions-swirl-over-timing-sub-story-biden-bombshells-hit-target

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/political/cnn-producer-sentenced-19-years-prison-pedophilia

 

Batman……..

Burglary suspects stopped by a masked man – WV MetroNews

 

Makes me miss Grandpa Don….I like to think we alleviated any loneliness he may have experienced before we moved in….

 

 

a theory……….

 

Me trying to understand his drops……..what can you do (upside down phrase at the 18 sec. mark……..mirror 24:42……..watch the water (turn into a massive wave)….xrp flash at the end………

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

And built to last 30 years……….

 

 

This definitely…….

 

 

 

 

 

I like his approach…however he leaves out weather modification and creation……….it isn’t just that lightbulb in the sky some call the sun…..

 

Extra [E] – missing an [I] (see below image):

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17 drops with [E]:
17 drops with [I]

 

Make time to Dance……

 

And on WWE tonight – they said “the bloodline is going to civil war next saturday” (July 1)…….pre-recorded – scripted – rolled out for the public to SEE………

 

Laura’s View and Tarot, Too:

What’s Up With Closed Ports, the Supply Chain, and Say What? The Panama Canal is Drying Up?

 

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More Finds ~ 6.22.23

 

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So the collective “I WANT TO GO HOME” has returned for many I am seeing.  It is very palpable today for me personally.  I grow weary of crying and purging to release/let go but the longing remains – the longing for something while also trying to put on the good face of distracting myself here.  New ideas – the enthusiasm fades – but I still continue to do what I can to create New here.

But still……….ya know?

On we go……….

Here are a few more goodies to share.

Love,

V.

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Chief ‘Diversity Officer’ Latondra Newton Is Exiting Crumbling Disney

 

Excellent! Judge in Flynn v. US Government Denies Defense Attempt to Move Case to DC, Case Will Remain in Florida

 

 

 

 

 

 

Programs shattering – being unplugged – plus it’s the AI lashing out (see above) via “them”……..just my sense……..what is not of US ORIGINAL is being pushed out………again just my sense………i know nuthin’ other than what i desire……..

 

wondering if blackout also means the lights on the stage go out……….and we STAND………?

 

 

A divided House votes to start inquiry into Biden impeachment | The Seattle Times

A few finds and a correction ~ 6.22.23

 

I was wrong about the full BUCK moon for July – it is July 3rd.  Weird as my search last night said 3 sources say it’s July 3rd.  I check today – (as someone pointed it out to me) and sure enough – 7.3.  Sooner is always better.  Woke up hearing I’m Still Standing in my mind.

Here’s what I’m seeing atm.  Love, V.

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“WE HAVE THE SUB”………And the name of the vessel – Oceangate…….as though they want us to seeeeeee there are things to look at……..dig…….

 

 

Always know/knew………..

 

Oooh she did it – the Earth Sign I was looking for……..

SAN TAROT…….Moving away from the “watchers” – returning to our Original Self……….Something we want to penetrate but unable to access – that block having to do with the “watchers”.   Been working on this for a long time.  Collective – but also definitely my experience.  !!

Capricorn – Your identity being made known to you.

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A few more finds on the D “show” today in Congress………Sub info and a couple other tidbits to close out the day

 

 

 

 

Well this is interesting……….if not comical………That thing in the sky is full on 7.13………..

 

 

 

It is a nice idea………..i am hearing those songs and phrases in my mind a lot this week………..could be collective………truth………..both

 

 

 

 

Interesting……..

 

 

 

 

 

Some Finds……..6.12.23

 

How are you all doing?  Feeeeeeeeeeeling the effects of what came in a few days ago.  It’s guiding us – bringing us in direction(s) we are “meant” to head – need to “go” for our best healing result.  A little bit of this feels like absolutely flying blind – but there’s a quiet growing knowing.  Inner Feeeeels starting to align with some of the dreams I have had about the end/transition.  Today I had the vision – of my Center being the calm in the storm.  A paradox.  Feeling inward for the Calm – but dayem – outside it is storming – until it isn’t.  Ready for the Sunshine and warm beach.

Here’s what I’m seeing.  Please remember to share my work, leave a comment and donate what you can.  Thank you!

Love,

V.

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REALLY ready for this – feeeeeeeeeeeeel it:

 

Follow the White Rabbit………(interestingly enough – when I gematria white rabbit and john durham – w.r. = 117 and j.d. = 112)……..and when i “g” FOLLOW THE WHITE RABBIT what comes up by We Are Living In A Simulation…….

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Laura’s View and Tarot, Too – this should be an interesting read……….

Missing OceanGate Submersible

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