Not for the weak-minded.

Only for those who are willing to ask the tough questions.

So….today the thought is #2021 or Bust.

The question – what kind of benevolent plan allows for the killing of our children (whose parents made a mistake – an ignorant choice – with injecting their precious babies with the poke)?

I want to know – what kind of benevolent plan?

And I say to anyone who says it could have been worse:

PROVE IT.

Seriously at this point – put up or shut up.

I see others asking the same question – making the same statements.  Thankful for that.

Even if there is some real plan taking place to clean up the “swamp/evil” – on the  other side freedom and celebration:  Which of these parents who have lost their children to the poke are going to want to celebrate?

Put yourself in their position.  Can you even IMAGINE the horror and shock they will experience learning the truth of that issue alone?

I was trying to have a conversation recently about this – someone defending the plan – pointing out what about the children?  What about my child who has lost 2 years of her childhood?  It was put back at me – what about the people who have died rescuing the children?

TOTALLY DIFFERENT CONCEPT.  My child never asked for this.  None of it – certainly not the last 2 years.  The adults rescuing the children made the choice.  And not that I don’t respect them for that work – I do.  Just done with such conversations – esp. involving my child.  I want to know and surround myself with people who care about my girl.

I had a dream last night – someone around here I know – not a fan of them.  Never been friendly to anyone in this house regardless of our attempts otherwise.  In the dream there was a celebration – light all around – and they were kind.  I pointed this out and was told by them “I’m one of you.  Just don’t tell my spouse.”  I started to fall for it – stopped myself – and said “this is an illusion.  I don’t trust you in the ‘real world’ – not gonna trust you here now – and I’m going by what I see in that experience.  Not here.”  Got out – and had a renewed sense of what I needed to do – go by what I see NOW.

I never saw this madness going on this long.

I especially never saw the poke issue pushed this far.

Not once.

So at this point in this battle – and it is battle just don’t know who exactly is fighting against one another – I am now a full on realist.  I will not give my energy to things unseen/unknown.  No more la la crap.  No more focusing on numbers and other nonsense that produces NOTHING (and let’s be honest now shall we?  all of these meditations on dates and number focuses HAS NOT BROUGHT US WHAT WE SEEK, has it?)  I am now fully focused on WHAT I SEE with these two human eyes and human mind NOW.  (while remaining true to my own inner desire of what I wish to have/see/experience)

The only thing I can see that would make this all “ok” is some giant beautiful event that ends this horror – whereby we see this is all a giant illusion – a giant stage – and none of the children died of the poke – and are reunited with their parents.

That’s all I have atm.  Perhaps…..until.

Love,

V.

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This is why my ability to be patient and trust the plan is, more or less, tapped out.  I certainly don’t have either the way I did 3-4 years ago – even 1 year ago.

My mate is sitting in his recliner next to me – moaning.  He is so uncomfortable now.  He bleeds out his rectum daily – has off and on for 15 years – and the system says it’s hemorrhoids and constipation – but it’s beyond that now and has now interfered with his daily doings.  He has lower left stomach pain – has for those 15 years – but it’s at a new level.  He’s marked in the local medical establishment because he insisted they treat the lyme which they don’t acknowledge.  They just want him gone and likely dead.  That was the conclusion I came to after I got into it with them over their ignorance (you don’t have lyme – we don’t know what you have but it isn’t lyme you need a different diet – olive oil, nuts – even though those items make him physically SICK and no diet he’s been on his helped including gluten free – and I told them that to which they gave the matrix blank stare).  He needs real healing and medical care not found in this realm.  

My girl was down earlier (she’s humming now – thankfully – smile)….masked zombies everywhere…Parents all around here toss their babies into the indoctrination satanic camps…..I have reached out to parents left and right to find someone who has a girl her age to play with locally or talk to online.  A real child – a real human – someone who is thoughtful and knows how to be a friend.  Every damn time I do this, my girl ends up doing all of the reaching out (most have been in other parts of the country).  She’s done with it.  And I am mentally taxed from reaching out – asking mama’s “hey is your girl still interested?”  Are there any real humans left??!!  She and I look for places to rent elsewhere – and wow has housing risen even more under this “fake presidency”.  Fake my ass.  This fake movie whatever it is is having REAL consequences – negative – harmful – on many if not most.

I have a dear friend from childhood who has a rare form of brain cancer.  I’ve been telling him since 2017 that healing tech was coming out – that would cure his disease.  A dear friend’s mother died last year – cancer (well the treatment did it).  Again – I said healing tech is coming.  Today?  I sound like a f’ing fool today.  We all do now – to the “normies” that is.

And while I see the children being rescued – allegedly – from trafficking – they are now allowing them to be used for medical experimentation.  What’s the f’ing difference?  It feels like they swapped one horror for another.

FFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCHHHHHHHHHHH ENOUGH!  Where is our God?  Where is our real power and our real support?  Why is it evil seems to have all of that power and we’re left with zero tech and just ourselves, our voices and some measly 3d guns?!

Perhaps it is time we all reach out to these alleged plan leaders and tell them our support is over.  Let them know we absolutely do not consent to protecting the ‘normies’ by not releasing too much as to not overwhelm their precious stupidity.  F THAT.  Seriously in all ways I can muster in support of that term:  F. THAT.

And so ok – we let them know.  Then what?  More waiting?  I pray for answers.  I go within.  And I get nothing other than let it go and allow.

Neither is helpful.  But it’s all I got and I honestly don’t know what else to do now.  All is a distraction as evil is now everywhere.  You either see it or sense it by now.  And if you don’t, as one of you said months ago, shame on you.