I was thinking about emotion today and how this realm has “educated” us to think that showing emotion – especially strong emotional response – is something to control, to repress. Today I wondered if those who essentially show little to no emotion are really human. You know – always in this state of self-control – a robotic like state. To me, our emotions are what make us human.
I was reflecting on one particular experience of mine that happened in the past couple of years. During the Eclipse in August 2017 here in the states, as I have shared here, I captured the pock-marked planet. I didn’t know it until after I uploaded it on the computer. It was not something these eyes they programmed us with could see. That’s long bothered me – why can my camera see things here that I can’t?
Anyway….I was pretty excited when I noticed my capture. I showed a few people. A couple showed some emotion – surprise – and asked questions. My dad was immediately excited – eyes big – saying “You need to put that on your site!” First time he had shown any interest in what I do here – but his response didn’t surprise me. But there was one instance where the person showed no response. Nothing. It freaked me out some. So again I said “look at that! Isn’t that amazing? It was there – but only my camera caught it! Don’t you want to know what it is?”
I get so uncomfortable where I live at times – feeling like I am surrounded by robots. Zombies. Very polite – but still – the disconnect is so big and so apparent now – it is like I really am in a movie and I am the only one who knows it. Or so much of my surroundings are fake. It really is as though some are simply programmed to be that way and cannot have a different experience. It isn’t on their radar.
Anyway this came up after one of you showed me such raw, beautiful emotion – it was a GIFT to witness and put me into a state of reflection. Pure raw emotion is not a sign of insanity or mental illness or crazy – NOT having those experiences is what is messed up.
So………..one last thought. I was taking down some winter decorations – especially since it was in the 80’s today. I’ve meant to take them down but the task has felt just too daunting. That is a pretty common experience now – normal every day tasks sometimes just feel unnatural and daunting. So as I was taking down these items, I was feeling the energy drain and thinking I simply need that new experience. WHERE is it? I also thought of this east/west concept. I’m even weary of pondering that now. Which is it, I wondered. East. West. Home. I just know it’s Home. And suddenly I wanted some reassurance.
I was guided to look at the television. Here was the song playing:
Divine was not done. I was guided to change the channel. Here is what was playing on the next channel – just a couple of seconds later:
Keywords East.
Home.
That is all for tonight.
Love,
Victoria
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