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I had a new/unique experience yesterday that was a bit disturbing – at least perplexing.  I wish to keep it to myself for the personal nature of it, but am choosing to share what I have as I of read someone else – another female – mama (truther/the event/home person) – having the exact same experience yesterday as well – which she was finding every bit as perplexing.  I had a dream of it last night that deeply pulled at – likely poked at – my heart.

If it is truly darkest before the dawn we are at “peak dark” right now.  I refuse to budge from what I feel to be True – the visions and desires I hold in my heart.  Those remain no matter what is created “out there”.  Just very very much ready to have what I hold within to manifest “out there”.  What the controller’s have created is a mess and I am quite finished with their creations.  I was told by brother Rick that the “All Being Seen” in full we keep pulling for to end this game will be seen very shortly.  I hesitate to share that as we have heard that before.  I don’t play games or mix words and hold high expectations for spoken/shared words to be kept – at least owned.

I took another financial hit.  All I can do now is say “ok” – shrug it off – move on and continue to seek support/supporters from the work I do here and on my Patreon site.  The holidays are upon us.  Child has needs and wants (plus she really wants a tree) and we are barely able to keep afloat these days given the ongoing $$ hits/challenges we took all year (very ready to put this year/experience behind me!)  It has been bitterly cold (for this time of year) and we have plowed through most of our wood.  I can request a small amount of wood through a local ministry but it isn’t nearly enough for what we use to keep us warm here.  Wood is ridiculously expensive – $200 and up for a cord (which is what we go through each month).  As I have said before – the heating in our house is terrible. The front half has nothing so we rely on space heaters when we aren’t burning which is very costly so I keep that to a limited amount.  And being we have an open fireplace, well anyone who burns knows that isn’t the most efficient means. But I am grateful we have at least this for there is no way we would be able to keep this house warm (enough) w/o it.

Today I have a loaf of bread baking.  We are all healthy (aside from mate’s disease).  The temperatures have climbed out of the teens and are now around 40.  I am strongly intending for a warm winter.

My experience can only continue to improve with miracles and abundance flowing freely to me/us.

That is my wish for every one of us.

Love,

Victoria

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so i headed to the shower for what i intended would be a much needed break from the drama of today (more extended family related stuff) but once that hot water hit, all of this stuff began flowing through me.  so i thought i would share.

i saw an ocean and waves.  for decades i have used the ocean as a metaphor for Source.  each of us being the wave that makes up the ocean that is Source.  i got the feeling that Source really is about Creation – always expanding – always creating and that must include doing so Freeeeeeeeeely.

much like that wave – always moving – ebbing and flowing.  moving moving moving.  when we – our essence – leaves whatever physical experience/physical body in which we inhabit – it returns to the ocean if it chooses – returns to Source – for a rest.  it’s much easier to be in movement as a wave, ebbing and flowing, w/an entire fleet of other waves.  being in that kind of movement in a separate physical body can be tiring.

i also felt into freedom and creation.  i see what is happening here in this realm.  i see the anger and FED UP/DONE energies.  see it and feel it.  we all can.  the collective US – the Source in every one of us – is DONE with ANY sort of oppression repression deceptionand compression.  by its very nature, as I said, Source seeks to ALWAYS CREATE.  ALWAYS EXPAND.  (except perhaps when it chooses to just BE in a state of resting – but even then – by nature will automatically resist ANY attempts to control/power over/remove that experience).

by the very nature of Source expansion and creation, that energy, in “time”, will literally destroy ANY opposing energetic experience to stop that natural tendency to create and expand.  destroy.  consume.  whatever label or however one wishes to describe the ending of such an experience of restriction – that creation of power over/restriction in and of itself is destined to fail.

and that is what we are experiencing today.  this isn’t just about government’s or institutions.  this is at the very Core – the Source in every one of us saying “I WILL BE FREE AGAIN NOW”.  as MLK so beautifully said:  “Free at last.  Free at last.  Thank God Almighty we are Free at last.”

For me it has been Freedom or bust for as long as I can feeeeeeeeeeeel.  And I am not planning on doing the “bust” thing.  So Freedom It Is.  For that is WHO I AM and who every one of you are.

One last thing that has been weighing on me – the idea of another mind wipe after so many “years” as yellow rose has said.  That’s just how it is, she has said.

To that I would say that is contrary to what Source Energy is.  Any being or energy or system or whatever who says “you will now lose memory of this” is NOT SOURCE.  It is another power structure that may have Source within but is NOT acting on Pure Source Energy.  Freedom Asks.  It doesn’t take.  It doesn’t violate boundaries or choice.  IT ASKS.  And if I am not being asked whether I want/desire/need this or that, then I ain’t taking it.

I ain’t aligning with it.

And I ain’t giving it my power.

Power to the people.  The individual.  Every one of us.  Sweet love doggone it, I am SO READY to see every one of us have that fully returned.

So.  Ready.

Love,

Victoria

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