well let me begin by saying i am not the only Being feeling angst and anger and knowing the line in the sand has been drawn in terms of the experience here. it was the energy in my dreams last night. when i woke up (whatever that really is here) – i saw myself in the above image. george bailey. it’s a wonderful life. one of the final scenes where he is done w/the current experience he has had and is BEGGING to be returned to his Original Experience. i’m using that as a metaphor obviously.
This is where I AM and my done-had-it has done and had it.
browsing around online i see others saying the same when i shared my experience in one of the “Event” social media groups – i had a lot of validation and “yes same here today!”
last night’s dream had me in a room with a group of otherwise beautiful people – all of them absolutely asleep. deeply programmed. whatever label you wish to use. i had been trying to reach them. why, i don’t know given my desire to do this now while i am still awake in this body has vanished (whatever the “still awake in this body” also means here). but that is what i was attempting to do. i finally got it – and next thing i know i jump – fly – up on the table and began releasing. yelling in a way that expressed my angst. you’re all so deeply programmed. you’re all so programmed to support the system you would rather remain asleep than see the Truth. they all looked at me like i was crazy and i heard “victoria you are the one who is angry” and i said “I KNOW I AM ANGRY!” nice try passive aggressive gaslighting entity. lol i also received the energy from them that they know they are asleep. that is their choice.
if this is a movie as we keep hearing/reading – then some people are in that role to remain asleep. why? i have no clue. no idea. no concept. but given even the MOVIE in and of itself is part of what is deceptive and fake here – ALL will indeed be pulled up and out of it.
the energy built throughout the day. i had to release. i excused myself, took my boxing gloves, went to the garage and let it all out without censoring myself or holding back. whose experience is this? if we the awakened (to HOME/EXIT that is) are done – then god damn it all LET US HAVE THAT EXPERIENCE. i don’t consent to waiting. and now there is talk about an impeachment trial in the Senate in order to “red pill the masses”. at this point that feels like another program designed to D E L A Y that inevitable flow of energy i can feel is NEEDING to burst inside this realm and remove all of the deception and fakery and restore our Original Pure Experience – however that may have looked for you and me.
i know this – know it know it KNOW it – those people in my life out here aren’t going to be open to “new evidence”. you can show them PROOF on paper that there was no quid pro quo blah blah blah – their addiction to the program is SO STRONG they will claim he’s still treasonous. their hatred of him and desire to see him removed is far greater than their desire for Truth. no joke. i see it. and my goodness if the MSM is still around to display all of this – that just adds to the filters that will be shown. as i continue to say – want to end this game NOW? truly end it by red-pilling the LIES OUT of the masses? remove their programming?
BRING OUT JOHN KENNEDY JUNIOR AND HIS WIFE. i gave this thought today as well. our current POTUS is one of the most “hated” men around right now – his life in danger daily and yet he is so well protected. why not have the same protection for Kennedy Jr? isn’t that possible? of course it is.
later this afternoon i hibernated in the bedroom and visualized myself now searching for Big Me on the outside. i shook her awake and said “we’re out of here”. i drug her to a screen – pointed to this scene in my life and said “change the scene” and selected a beautiful ocean beach scene. warm. i selected clothing for myself – bikini top, shorts, one of those silky skirts. i was young. youthful. and full of energy. i placed a mix of trees around me – palm trees and fir trees. some willows. i inserted a cabin. i then ventured out to the beach and sat down in the warm sand. i let myself taste the sand and feel the warmth and support on my body. warm ocean water lapped gently around my feet. i knew it was still some matrix creation but i didn’t care. if that is where i had to remain until all of this transitions then so be it. i will be returning.
tonight as i was in the garage releasing i returned to seek out Big Me and commanded ENOUGH WAKE UP AND GET US OUT OF HERE! me here and now does not consent to riding this all out while others create these final scenes or whatever’s.
i commanded a return to ALL OF ME. i drew the line in the sand – literally (this time was concrete lol). in desperation i commanded at the very least RELEASE THE TECH. my desire to be Fully Restored has peaked. it is here. she has spoken. i command ALL that has been repressed oppressed suppressed be restored for myself and for every single one of us.
as george bailey said please god i want to live again. i want to live again.
i want to Live Truthfully Fully and Freely Again. no exceptions. NO EXCEPTIONS.
that is my Right as a Free Being and is the right of every single one of us.
love,
Victoria
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