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Today’s thought: Clowns to the left of me, jokers to the right

 

and here I am….stuck in the middle with Q.  You.  Me.

Clowns, clowns everywhere.  (i don’t like clowns, btw – they’re creepy and deceptive)

The clowns.  I’m seeing and feeling – easier and quicker now – their deception.

If this really is a movie – a game – then there will be players on both sides. Although those seeking to expose and remove/heal ain’t playing a game. They’re hero’s in it to reveal truth.  I see my “role” and yet I don’t consider myself a “game player”.  Those who play games seek to deceive and to win at any cost – even if that means to harm others along the way.

NO.  THANK.  YOU.

There is now a channel I have been listening to for awhile – and now, not so sure I will be listening (or sharing).  In this particular video, a link to last night’s Q video link was shown – only the font was clearly different than youtube video fonts and the time of the video had been altered.  It was the time of the video that was the basis for the video for the author says it lead to an important “comm” (communication).

There are many alex jones’ out there.  People who share truth sugar-coated with deception.  If there is one thing that bounces off of me immediately – that is deception.  Intentional deception.  I miss the mark at times when it comes to sharing my truth and feels (like here it is getting near the end of this late october/early november I was feeling for much of the year for something big to switch/change – and yet, well, here we are….).  The one thing I do here more than anything else is to figure out what’s true and share it.  If I am wrong, I will admit it.

There are also the alex jones types in the spiritual community.  A group of alleged psychics recently claiming to now know the date of the event – toying w/people they would share it the next day – then everything changed for them and they gave an approximation.

Does a clown admit its a clown?  Nope.

Just something to take in and feel and keep in mind.  I feel a sense of responsibility to share what I feel is true – in a way that is authentic and transparent.  And wow does it piss me off when others create deception just to draw in an audience.  Those of us who are sincere truth seekers – it is easy to fall into their traps.  Another thing that awakens my inner roar – when I see others being lead astray.  I want to bring out my sword, cut through the nonsense and say “YOU WILL NOT DECEIVE THIS PERSON”.

Reveal thyself….remove thy mask!

I feeeeeel what is happening here is all that is not authentically US is being revealed.  It is easier now to spot deception.  To feel it.  It’s as though all of the hiding places – those little energy corners inside here – don’t have anymore covers.  Blankies been removed.  Both out there and within our own self.  For we have all done things in this experience – inside this pit (or whatever “it” really is) – to make it.  All sell out – most unknowingly – but some knowingly.  The entire pay-to-live puts us in situations where we do/say things that are absolutely against and contrary to who we really are. That’s why “they” – those creepy clown types – put it here.  Any thing to knock us out of alignment w/Who We Really Are and out of our heart-space.

So while there are clowns to the left and jokers to the right, I remain (as best as I can) centered in my Heart.  That is where truth shines brightest.

Love,

Victoria

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Qanon’s Back ~ 11/2/19

 

first here are the two tweets (dropped today) referenced below in drop 3574:

Q!!mG7VJxZNCI
Q!!mG7VJxZNCI
Q!!mG7VJxZNCI
/SEC_config_A/1
/SEC_config_A1/2
/SEC_config_A2/3
/SEC_config_D/1
/SEC_config_D1/2
/SEC_run_COMM]s/
/SAFE_2/
/DoD_route_1-9/
/DoD_route_10-19/
/DoD_route_20-29/
/DoD_route_9999999/
/DoD_pack_1-99/
Q
Q!!mG7VJxZNCI
/BAS_Test/2

LASCO reads

 

no missing data today.  perhaps i caught these images before they are removed.  ?  it’s difficult for me to tune in today to what’s happening energetically.  i was focused all day on 3D creations – visiting neighbors, making phone calls – all to facilitate the situation going on with adopted grandpa.

 

a couple of “bursting object” images:

 

another “no clue – what IS this??!”

 

and another “no clue” on the C2:

Today’s Headlines

 

HUGE! Top Obama Official Funneled Steele Documents to Dem Lawmakers in Late 2016 and Was in Contact with Russian Embassy ‘Political Chief’

DEVELOPING: Schiff’s CIA “Whistleblower” Eric Ciaramella May Be Implicated in Upcoming FISA Report

CRIMINAL DEEP STATE: Corrupt DOJ Admits FBI LOST AND DESTROYED Original 302 Report from Michael Flynn Interview

Trump-Ukraine Whistleblower Suddenly Won’t Testify; Lawyers Break Off Negotiations Amid New Revelations

Clinton-Obama emails sought by Sen. Ron Johnson amid Dems’ impeachment inquiry

https://www.zerohedge.com/political/how-school-districts-put-politics-children

https://www.zerohedge.com/economics/plunge-global-shipping-container-rates-means-economic-rebound-will-have-wait

https://www.zerohedge.com/health/does-daylight-savings-time-make-any-sense

https://www.zerohedge.com/geopolitical/russia-calls-baghdadi-spawn-us-policy-still-awaits-dna-proof-death

FBI dumps a lot of epstein files:

https://vault.fbi.gov/jeffrey-epstein

Today’s Energies

 

Schumann (!!).  Electrons and protons….currently dealing with a headache (high unusual for me)….and chest pressure (dealing with that off and on today)………….dizziness too here and there………

 

LASCO continues to have missing data – 4 hours, 5 and 6 hour chunks of time missing on C3 – 9 hour chunks on C2.  Caught this on C3- don’t know what it means – but sharing….

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Today’s Reflection ~ One Last Dance

 

i am grieving today.  we found out our neighbor and adopted grandpa will have to go to hospice.  the cancer is a new kind.  the doctor says 6 months – if he’s lucky.

we – my family – are devastated upon hearing this news.  this is the one constant we have had in our lives for the past 8 years.  within 2 weeks of meeting him, he was grandpa.  he has been family, friend, dad and has helped us out along the way – too many times to count.  he’s very generous – and saw our struggles.  we have celebrated most every holiday with him – always having him over for a meal, desert and as always – really good company.  he and my mate have a special bond.  he would come over regularly with projects he wanted help with.  they did a lot of projects together.  he’s been a friend and surrogate dad to my husband.

to our child – he’s been grandpa – for as long as she has known.  she has always been his little sweetheart. their birthday’s are 2 days (and 80 years) apart so every year we have celebrated their two birthdays.  i am heartbroken she is going to lose that – lose his presence in her tender young life.

to me – he was, like my mate, an adopted dad.  i have always offered him cookies and my homemade food – and he has never turned down my cooking because, as he said, i made everything from scratch with lots of love.  “just like my mom’s,” he would say.  although there was that one time when i made something – from a recipe – and it tasted awful.  i offered it to him and he said sure – he’s try it.  well he brought the bowl back, saying he threw it away and said “it tasted like crap”.  lol  (he is an honest soul)  cracked me up.  no offense, he said – none taken, i said, agreeing it did taste like total crap.

i also played music with him many times over the years.  he has a beautiful voice.  he would sing, play the guitar and i would accompany him both on the piano and the guitar.  last summer, during our cities street fair, i hauled out my piano and he came over and sang while i played.

lastly – there were the times we would dance.  if he happened to come over while i was playing music, and if i began to dance around him, he’d stick out his right hand – take my hand – and he would twirl me around.

what’s beautiful and just tearing me up inside right now is i had a dream of him this morning.  we were in my kitchen (which is where we did most of our dancing).  he was smiling and he held out his right hand – i took it – and he twirled me around and said “one last dance”.

lisa harrison said several weeks ago that things were really going to start getting better now.  that has not been my experience.  this matrix has taken more of my income lately and now it is wanting to take one of the most precious people in our life.  and i am angry and experiencing a sadness and a grief i honestly have never felt before – not at this level.

earlier today – before learning of this news – i had a purging meltdown in the shower.  i felt this deep sense of panic – in the middle of the pain – where i really felt i was out of ideas to improve my life and create what i really want to create for myself.  not only out of ideas but out of energy – and out of money.  i did feel lifted after that release and thought ok – things will get better.  i will be ok.  then a few hours later i hear his voice saying the words no one ever wants to hear coming from someone they love.

i just hope our transition is before he leaves.

i just hope if it isn’t, he goes Home and will be waiting to greet us upon our arrival.

and…..

i just hope i can arrange one last dance.

love,

victoria

 

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