i had such a beautiful dream last night. i was dancing – sometimes alone – sometimes with others. i felt young – was young – and i was covering the entire dance floor. i felt amazing. AMAZING! all of this was just flooding out of my heart center. at one point some pesky entity disguised as some girl from my past (who made my life hell in high school w/her relentless bullying) walked over to me – attempting to break up the moment of joy i was having dancing with someone. i looked down at her – put my fingers in her eyes and nose and pushed her away while saying “i never did like that girl” then went on with my wonder and fun.
as i woke up i carried that beautiful feeling of love and connection and vitality and joy and creating. i began to shut down the experience for i was “awake” now and that was “just a dream” so best to let it go and focus on “reality”. that is when i felt this powerful but gentle force within call on me to embrace the experience. those experiences while our body is resting are every bit as real as the experiences we have when fully “awake” and functioning in this 3d type experience. inner me said “seek them now wherever you can – even if in dream state.” the message was clear – SEEK THEM NOW. call them forth. THAT is who we are and THAT is who we were Originally created TO be. ALL experiences are in Joy and Freedom – and ALL from the Heart.
the synchronicities that began to flow after that – off the charts! energy from Home – HUGE! even now as i type this the new song to just come on the music channel – “Heart Chakra”. last night i read some message – and now i can’t recall where – about how the Love is now pouring into this realm and we will be feeling it at any moment. i thought “yeah i will believe when i feel that.”
ok so i am feeling it.
after breakfast, i began reflecting on relationships – how restricted they are here. how restricted EVERY THING is here. we have been (HAD been) removed from the most beautiful energy space of the Universe – having only little bits of that flow enter our lives now and then – when in Truth my friends – we are to be in that Flow CONTINUOUSLY. WITHOUT EFFORT. without asking or praying or meditating. we are One with it – ALWAYS.
and we are being returned back to that Flow. it IS powerful and I am feeling it happen – at least in my experience – likely as a prep – for yes it can feel almost overwhelming. but hey – i am an excellent “student” and i learn/adapt quickly. and remember, too.
so back to relationships. i have been thinking of people from my past with whom i felt connections with. it seems, at times, the most beautiful and most heart-felt relationships whether they are friends or family or lovers are pulled apart. those tragic stories we see on the tv screen and all of “that” are just indicators that this matrix energy space has indeed created that destruction. Original Source would NEVER EVER EVER create such an experience. what would be the point? what point is there in suffering and in loss and grief? NONE…. other than to feed some entity who “gets off” on seeing others suffer.
yeah – ENOUGH OF THAT.
we are in our heart – LONGING to connect with one another – openly and freely. LOVE SUPPORTS THAT. LOVE SUPPORTS FREEDOM.
so the synchro’s today – aside from the one i shared above….prior to that i received a message from sister deborah earlier and we exchanged some thoughts back and forth. she had this amazing experience this morning and the person left her with a phrase that struck out at me – it was the SAME PHRASE someone from my long ago past left me with – and this same person entered my “space” again in recent days. a very unusual phrase too – “next time i see you will be in heaven”. who says that? i’ve never said it. but i heard it just once decades ago – and sister d – today.
as i felt into all of these reflections and synchro’s – i was called to look at the television again and look at the title of the song. “song of the banshee.” when this friend of mine from the past who said the “see you in heaven next time” told me of the birth of their child, they said they “wailed like a banshee”. i had no idea what that meant at the time so i had to figure that one out. but that word “banshee” has stayed with me ever since. so yeah, imagine my “uhhhh” moment for the brain when i saw that word in a song title. (below)
no one gets to tell us how to live or be or do any more. NO ONE. no one or no thing gets to bully their way into our space and tell us “NO” to what it is we desire to create. that experience is absolutely contrary to Original Source Experience.
when i woke up this morning – after having the insight into finding love in ALL experiences including dream state – i heard “it is time. i am ready to go Home.” energetically that is lining up. has lined up. not just from within but also because of what is being accomplished OUT THERE energetically and literally to allow us TO walk into that state – that experience – of love and freedom once again.
love,
victoria
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