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i went to bed very early last night after getting hit with a sudden blast of exhaustion and nausea.  slept in fits.  all of us.  feeling a lot of purging of very deep “dark” behavior’s.

i continue to have financial needs and am requesting donations for this work i do.  the needs of my family have increased in recent months as i have said.  subscriptions to my site have increased greatly and as such i really need the donations to increase as well.  we are currently facing a dishwasher in need of fixing and lessons for our child.  i am needing body work for a chronic condition.

in a nutshell:  i am under immense pressure to increase my income to the household.  that is where you come in.  if you feel my work has value, please donate – whatever you can.

a lot of happenings going on which i will share later in the day.  for this moment my need and focus is money.  thank you for understanding.

love,

victoria

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Earlier today I looked at myself in the bathroom mirror and announced that I wanted to hear We Are The Champions.  The music of Queen and Freddy Mercury have been in my presence for weeks now – but I thought nothing of my sudden desire to listen to this song as I was in the middle of getting ready to leave the house.  I was able to do that today as I had no sudden need to sleep and sleep.

Jump ahead several hours.  I decide to turn on the radio as I put dinner together.  Michael Jackson came on and I danced as I cut up potatoes and put together a green salad.  Near the end of the song I did a twirl and “saw” Freddy Mercury in my minds eye.  As I did I said “this twirl is for you, Freddy”.  Seconds and I mean seconds later – Queen comes on the radio.  The first one – We Will Rock You followed by We Are The Champions.

So fun this experience was!  lol

Sensitivities still remain elevated.  Today at the store, I was waited on by new clerk who was quite lovely.  However she was a talker.  She talked the entire time she ran my items through the scanner.  She had comments on each of my items and would start talking about one then go onto scanning the next.  She then was complimenting my necklace.  I was immediately on overload.  I can’t do conversations like that – I couldn’t keep up.  Even my daughter, who herself is very masterful in stream of consciousness dialogue, was giving this girl looks.  lol  Anyway, so I smiled politely, nodded and kept my eyes on bagging the groceries.  Eye contact with her had to be kept to a minimum as well.

Perhaps I am remembering the kind of energies I truly align with.  I like big energy – as long as it is flowing smoothly – and takes time to pause.  That’s what I need – a pause button to send to others who don’t seem to have one.

One last synchro.  I don’t remember if I shared the feel that came through me earlier – I think I did.  Sitting out front and I felt/heard “everything changes tomorrow”.  Or shifts.  Later in the day brother Rick contacts me and says he heard a message yesterday saying “it has ended”.

So………….there ya go.  Let the party begin, or as Gaia Portal said – fireworks commencing soon.

We will take that now.  With an order of mint chocolate chip ice cream.

Love,

Victoria

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NEVER had a day like today.  Until about dinner time it was a completely nonfunctional day.  I slept much of the morning and afternoon and do not remember much of the waking moments until I awoke from the long afternoon nap.  I also noticed dreams were under influence.  One in particular I was creating a magical experience with a couple of musicians who have passed (including Freddy Mercury who has been very much in my presence lately).  The influence was more of a nuisance – I was able to see the nonsense and pull myself out of the experience.  Still….poking is a real pain in the @$$ – meaning I choose pure and free and supportive.

I did quite a bit of mental exercise throughout the early evening and as of now I feel a bit of a shift for the B E T T E R.

My mate?  He had the exact same experience including influenced dreams as well as the absolute need for sleep.

Today – there was absolutely NO pushing through the fatigue.  Sleep was required and came fast and went deep.

Panic/anxiety/super heightened sensitivities also on the menu today….and I also felt very winded at times (although I did manage a bike ride with my girl earlier this evening)….

I began composing a song that came to me before I got out of bed for the day.  Words first then the basic melody.  I will share it once it’s more polished/finished.  The title is “Angel in a Foreign Land”.  A life long feeling of course for me – but it has become even more apparent and intense in recent weeks.

The schumann is back to doing a strange grid-like pattern.  Lots of orange.  I ponder what that is about – and have absolutely no answer – other than perhaps a different kind of energy?  Another “notch up” perhaps in this ongoing quest for our Freedom.  It looks like some sort of an overlay to me. So…..enough of the speculation (hasn’t that gotten far beyond old??)  Check it out:

Plasma low in density….helps explains part of my absolute need for sleep:

I tuned in as much as I was able to get SOMETHING from Home – “out there”….a lot of focus on Source of All and requests for peace.  Love. Support.  The only feel I received was “Rest.  Sleep.”  Trust.  Allow.  Seems to be all I can do lately as the Self formerly known as me seems to have fallen off the wagon that contains all the tools for creating a new reality.  Trusting that has already been created and I’m just slowly being drawn out.

Although I know I will continue to question everything until I no longer need to…ha!

Any one else feel they slipped into the serious twilight zone today at a new level?

Love,

Victoria

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