energies are kickin’ my @ss today. i had a few of those “i am in a boat out at sea” experiences. one such occasion i had to balance myself on the wall. sleep was interesting – very deep until around sunrise then i could not sleep for another 2-3 hours. just as i slipped into a nice deep sleep i was awakened by my mate sneezing and my child climbing into bed with me, flopping around like a little fish.
still not wanting company or to engage in any kind of small talk. just continue to want to be with my energy and my energy only (as much as i can). on the agenda tonight is to make some homemade mounds chocolate candies and that is giving me an inner creative satisfaction. coconut oil, coco flakes, vanilla, m. syrup and melted dark chocolate. perhaps once back on real earth i will have a little candy shop – making healthy goodies inspired from da matrix realm. no need for lawyers or liability or state certifications. i remember years ago i wanted to make and sell homemade dog cookies. i had several recipes. got the website, e-mail, sign, product. i called the state (ag dept.) and was informed i had to make my products in a certified kitchen. ok, cool, i thought – i’ll just get my kitchen certified. nope, no can do. i had a dog at the time. (yeah which is why i how the idea to make and sell the cookies i had been making for years for her.) i found the one and only such kitchen here in town and they wanted a biz plan and preferred i take a biz/marketing plan at the local college. i didn’t have the money for the class but i did draw up a plan and submitted it. and waited. in the end i was not selected (there were many other people looking do also rent the kitchen space). when i recently said i have been “hit” by the system and its controls throughout my life, i ain’t joking and i am far BEYOND done being told “NO” when it comes to me wanting to create, do, be…..
some bee gee music soothed my soul and heart earlier – and brought about laughter when my girl walked in from outside and said “oooh mama you’re playing the gee bee’s”. i pause and still giggle at hearing her say that.
the schumann site hasn’t been coming up this evening so i have nothing to share there, but i do have some images showing some decent proton spikes and i notice the plasma took a couple of brief dives. for now i am going to enjoy a hot shower and engage in some creative confectioneering. the headlines are too drama-filled for me to read much less share. ya’ll know where to find all of that.
oh yes – i just remembered – one last thing – last night’s dreams. WOW! this is either night number 3 or 4 – maybe 5 – where my dreams are literally brand new. new people. new places. VERY neutral and i feel i am regaining control. last night i was in japan and seeing some of what has been going on there. the only thing is with these dreams – when i awaken – i don’t remember any lasting details. just more of a feel and a few lingering quick flashes/visions. i did get this sense of a “changing of the guard” and have a flashing vision of this happening. the celebration over this, i felt, is not just happening here but on the outside and i feel another chess piece has been removed. to that i have to say “thank you” and BRING IT!
love,
victoria
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