editor victoria’s comment ~ i am relating to this one in particular to the current eating habits. Â i’ve been really craving bread and butter. Â noodles. tonight for dinner i wanted bread, butter and ice cream. Â i’m not nearly as interested in eating veggies and as i shared with linea, a little over a week ago, i had this thought that it doesn’t matter now what i eat. Â most of “me” isn’t here and this experience is nearing the end. Â i now sleep more and all of those feelings of needing to just be with my own space/energy has kicked up a notch – and it was already intense. Â i don’t want company these days. Â i don’t want to talk much. we had company over the weekend – i was mostly quiet. Â didn’t really engage – overall this is unlike me. Â and i as well have really been letting go of beliefs – to the point where i don’t resonate with even wanting one. Â i want new. Â real. Â supportive. Â and pure. Â … Â the trust issue – yes. Â unless one is awakened to the idea of the control systems, i can’t trust them. Â or shall i say i do not give them my trust. Â until one becomes in knowledge of most of their narratives are intentionally created and inserted (introduced/pushed) programs, they can “act out” and “attack” or betray. Â been there, done that. like-minded Being’s who align with Home are my tribe. Â i am also very in knowledge of and in gratitude of my mate – who has continued to awaken and grow in heart along with me. Â it’s been rough – very rough at times – both of us have had our own illusions and programs to explore – and in this realm it has been more acceptable for women to do that exploring – but we know that has changed and more men are “getting it”. Â no more hiding. Â authenticity is the way to Be. Â our Heart’s know of no other way. Â and love her concluding words. Â we aren’t here to get lost in Bliss in this realm or save this realm (this planet). Â it isn’t Home. Â and her unintentional use of the term – new cage (meaning new age). Â cage – absolutely. Â we came here to bring this experience of control and deception to an end. Â Part 2 linked next. Â
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Published on May 27, 2019