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editor victoria’s comment: the electron/proton “zaps” have more of an impact on me than the Schumann, which just creates a very relaxed state within…i still have to ask though how “real” these graphs are. if this is all a simulation just what is it we are feeling? is it real as in organic? or fake/just another program? (the magnetopause – again – is down)….
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It was too late for me to share this one last night. I was so engrossed with Lisa Harrison’s latest – realizing once again I often receive the same feels/messages as she does only I don’t pay them any attention because they arise so gently and quietly and are very fleeting. Given how occupied I am on 3D…uh…crap most of the time, I do not take the time to give them the focus they need.
So last night had an experience in the shower (where else!) and it aligns with what Lisa said about guilt (at the 27:40 minute mark in her recent video). She says the guilt she is feeling feels as though it is coming from BIG her saying, essentially, “i am sorry for putting little through all of this.”
so I am in the shower and I am looking at the duck my girl had brought into the bath earlier in the evening. It’s my duck from when I was an infant. For obviously cosmic and necessary reasons, she decided to put it into the bath last night. A first. So I am looking at this baby toy of mine and I wondered why I kept it. What made me keep it all these years. It isn’t like I played with it once I outgrew baby toys in the tub. I heard “I guided you to save it for this very moment in time so I could tell you I am sorry. I am sorry for putting you through this. I didn’t know how hard it would be on you and for you.”
Wow talk about a moment. That brought up some necessary tears. I will leave that one at that.
I was awake this morning at 5:00am – wide awake and hungry. So I quietly went into the kitchen and drank from OJ and had a slice of bread. An interesting choice but that’s what my instincts said. As I went back to bed, I began to receive a bunch of “stuff” – I couldn’t begin to keep up – and as I did my entire body began to shake and tremble – including my head. It was intense and I began to panic but soothed myself. I don’t recall anything else after that as I returned to sleep.
I am also seeing that big Me speaks more than I realize. As I stated above, I just don’t always give those feels and messages focus.
I saw again today when I am in drama or conflict of any kind I want to scream. I become choked up and congested.
Some of us with children are noticing they are becoming a bit “bat shit” crazy. Very emotional. Outbursts. Sleep disruption. Just your overall craziness. So we are having conversations about that. Talking about the programs here. Fear/programmed speak as compared to Love speak.
Today while out and about I had a moment of overwhelm in the car. I went “above” and beyond the mental chatter and said “this is just a program. it cannot harm me.” I felt a calm go over my body and as I did, I was guided to look at the trip counter on the odometer and the clock on the radio. The trip counter read 44:4 and the radio, 4:04. (i was driving or else i would have taken a picture with my cell phone. it’s old and takes several steps just to take a picture so you will just have to go with my words.) I am no longer trying to “figure out” the meaning of the number sequences. I instead see this as highest Me feeling into me, reaching out to offer love and support.
As far as energetics today, I was quite tired again. I had to lay down after dinner in bed where I was out in moments for about an hour. I will link some graphs next. For now I am allowing this “existential cleanse” as Lisa called it. Very fitting.
I do want to add this before I close up this one. It continues to be my feel that we do not NEED to be fully healed or to be totally detached from all of our programs in order TO….transition..exit….go home….absorb the event or experience it….etc. etc. It DOES however, for me that is, feel as though this is my path, my choice TO detach and release as much as I am able to to keep me focused on HOME. Perhaps that will make it easier on me. Perhaps it is simply part of my path TO home. I know this ~ I do have visions at times and can FEEL such visions within of my physical body being released from energy cords (programs). And when I have these experiences, I literally move my body and shake off whatever energy was attached to me – here there and everywhere. And I am still playing with that dream I had where I saw myself inside of a room surrounded by computers where I had the desire to yell “WAKE UP” I have a feeling there may be quite literal about this and not just a metaphor.
Truth and Freedom for us all.
Love,
Victoria
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editor victoria’s comment ~ i found this on a private social media group. i appreciate the explanation on the “where is huber?!” question.
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Highlights from the Clinton Foundation Hearing
Fitton says pay to play emails came out in 2016. and that they were working to target Trump. Strzok was in charge.
Fitton: McCabe said DOJ taking overt steps during the CF during the campaign, and that McCabe was pressured to shut down the investigation, and refused subpoenas, and since then there has been a new investigation launched.
Foundation is acting as an agent of foreign governments and hasn’t registered FARA- therefore they aren’t complaint with 501c3. Misrepresented to donors on presidential library.
Falsely attested that they received funds and used for purposes – profit orientated and taxable- failing tests for philanthropy. Not a charitable org, but a closely held family partnership. Governed to advance personal interests of principles.
The private foundations that donated to CF are themselves subject to tax payments – ie: it was a big damn scam.
John Solomon was provided documents by these “whistleblowers”. He provided them to committee, including some apparent photos of IRS agents.
It’s now CONFIRMED that there is an ongoing CRIMINAL INVESTIGATION into the Clinton Foundation and they can’t provide the documents because of THAT. This is why Huber couldn’t be there.
Remember, the planes that took BOATLOADS of information in a huge plane out of Little Rock. This is BOMBSHELL. They also informed the IG via letter mid year, and have not heard back.
They also confirm PAY TO PLAY.
TWO AND A HALF BILLION DOLLARS IN REVENUE that was supposed to be taxed and was not. My goodness. My. Goodness.
THEY JUST CONFIRMED THAT THE PLANE LOADS OF DOCUMENTS WERE COMING OUT OF THE CLINTON FOUNDATION.
#FRANCE: From an anon.
“My wife is French & in France & said there is misunderstanding of the Yellow Vest movement. She said: “I am seeing a lot of wrong information, so I prefer to explain a bit better: It is not just the tax on fuel; it is mostly the Macron Govt cut the retirement paycheck for everybody (including my parents), and they increased gas and electric bills in all homes, all taxes increased (property taxes, habitation, city taxes, income taxes), and cut the taxes for the ultra rich (ISF). Macron does not care for the ecology. He did not increase gas tax to protect earth but to make more money. One of the best french environmental activists, Nicolas Hulot, was Ecology Minister under Macron but he resigned because it was impossible to do anything sincerely for the environment in the Macron government. Also, fuel was already over the equivalent of $5 per gallon with high taxes, and most people already drive very small cars. Increasing the tax is very regressive, hits the poor hardest. They cant get to work. Another approach to ending oil addiction is needed.
Altogether, it is ultimately class warfare.”
“Macron gave huge tax breaks to the very richest and then tried to put the climate burden on the working class. So the working class are rioting. They’re not protesting globalism, they’re protesting oligarchy and the domination of the very wealthiest. We live under class warfare and we lay down and take it. Time for REAL CHANGE.”
Sourced from here.
LIVE FEED: Clinton Foundation Whistleblowers Congressional Hearing
BOOM! Trey Gowdy Warns ‘Forgetful’ James Comey After He Shoots Off His Mouth — “See You on Monday!”
BOOM! Trey Gowdy Warns ‘Forgetful’ James Comey After He Shoots Off His Mouth — “See You on Monday!”
WATCH: Nancy Pelosi is Willing to Keep US ‘Government Closed Forever’ Before She’ll Fund Border Wall
Sorry Kids, President Trump Cancels Christmas Party for Naughty White House Media Hacks
this guy rocks it.
Soros!!!! 🍿🍿🍿🍿 Lovin life right now!! pic.twitter.com/NrRmOn1SFO
— Karli Bonne’⭐️⭐️⭐️ (@karli_bonne) December 13, 2018
Sourced from here.
he was set up ~ by Strzok and McCabe (need we mention both were since fired). court needs to toss this case.
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https://assets.documentcloud.org/documents/5526092/DEFENDANT-s-MEMORANDUM.pdf
just got this one: FOCUS ON YOUR INTERNAL MOVIE INSTEAD OF THE OUTER ONE. ok then…..will do.
editor victoria’s note: i am only 7 minutes in and already i am crying. I CAN RELATE SO DEEPLY! a very beautiful, painful, necessary listen. for me that is. i have been feeling as well – quite faintly/quietly – that big ME/ME’s are merging with me. just this sense of merging. and i have also been questioning my roles. a few days ago, in the bathroom (where else?) i was frustrated with my child and the demands that go along with that and i was frustrated with my mate too and inside i was screaming THIS IS NOT WHO I AM. i am not this role of mom and wife. i am more than that. i felt tremendous guilt and stuffed the experience away. MUST STOP DOING THIS. allow to understand and release and heal and BE. anyway….i’m just going to share the comment i left on her page: this morning i was bursting inside and what came out was impatience, frustration anger then disappointment (with my life and my choices) then this sadness of why can’t i just finally get this LOVE thing. why do i still cling to all of the damn stories? i keep coming back to this and now i am HEARING the questions instead of just the stories, if that makes sense. the mucus stuff OMG coughing up mucus – i have been doing that off and on for 2-3 years! began in my mouth in 2015. when i tuned in i was guided to speak words of love to release. yeah i am a S L O W learner because here i still am with the same symptoms. one day recently i sat at the table hacking away and my girl said “mom you are purging a lot of emotions now.” maybe the dying matrix is trying to remain intact by triggering our own programs to keep going. still grasping that all is a program. i know i am letting myself be triggered now. my question now: how do i be in that place of love knowing what i know – and most especially while still being here (when home is so longed for).i did begin to do the Hoʻoponopono prayer the past week – guided to do so – very effective in all of this esp. forgiveness of self. thank you for this one.
Published on Dec 12, 2018
