So this happened today…
— Victoria, Certified Pattern Recognition Specialist (@nina_leone11) June 9, 2026
We HAVE to be at the end.
I have spent all of 2026 so far trying to get funding for educational training for a new career.
This after I literally wasted all of 2025 with another agency doing the same thing.
I was to have my final appointment today…


I’m not quite sure how to feel about this or how to take it.
I need to feel safe.
My daughter needs to feel safe.
So I don’t always look out into the world with eyes that say everything is ending new is coming in.
I look out into the world as a mom first and foremost.
I don’t feel I have the luxury of just being in a state of allowing and letting go.
I’ve always told my daughter Safety First and that remains my priority.
And to build that safety to create it to manifest it in this current reality requires a lot of money.
Perhaps one of the reasons why I’m going through this and experiencing this is to get that message out into the collective Consciousness because there are still far too many people who aren’t hearing me or seeing this reality.
I’m not alone in this.
I see so many other stories from women especially moms who say “all I need is a financial miracle to take the next step forward.”
That is exactly where I am.
🙏💜
Victoria