Some reflections and finds………..1.5.23

 

Walked away from an ongoing convo on our children and putting them on hormonal blockers and other toxic horrors upon puberty.  I shouldn’t even be having the desire to even HAVE such a conversation.  Some people just don’t see it – tossing studies done by the very parasites who do this to our children.  And those of us with passion about this and truth telling that don’t hold back are the “problem”.

So to provide a little more info as to my mate’s doc visit this week.  Physically, he’s essentially back to where he was in 2012 – the original diagnosis.  This brings me back to that place mentally/emotionally – and I don’t have it in me to revisit that.  I did fundraising and organized a community yard sale – went to his doc visits, helped him remember supplements, etc.  I was a different person back then – in a different reality/experience.  I had it in me to step up and do/be what he needed.  Today?  I simply don’t.  I hear a crazy laugh in my mind – Victoria can you be that same person again?  lololol  Uh, NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

That being said – naturally I support whatever medical choices he wishes to make.

When I look at the members in this house – I look at this insanely eye-rolling show taking place out there – and with anger and sarcasm say how NICE it must be for these “actors” to have big homes to live in and food brought to them and top notch medical care when they need.  They don’t have to worry about the skyrocketing costs of EVERYTHING.  They don’t have to look at their situation and wonder “sheot – I need that but I can’t afford it so I guess we’ll just have to go without – AGAIN”.  TONSSSS of attention these freaks get while the “little people” get nothing but scraps – if they’re lucky.  I’ll bet not one of those f’ers has to haul out laundry in the pouring rain and boil pots of f’ing water to add to the machine.  I mean come on – in some ways WE ARE LIVING LIKE IT IS 19f’ing40 here!  (like I said – this plan holds NO energy of Divine to it – if it did there would have been help/organizations/assistance put in place so the suffering could have been far less -which is why I have always scoffed at the idea that this is somehow “god’s plan” – i think that’s just a sweet sentiment to reassure the religious folks – of which is like what, the vast majority of the worlds population)

EVERY SINGLE THING that is not EZ or SUPPORTIVE to the Divine Being I AM is being pushed away and returned to the evil creators who took us without consent and threw us into this zoo.

AND I AM $(#*$&% FUCHING GOD DAYEM DONE WITH IT.  (having a Clark Griswold moment here)

THAT is the Truth of this roaring truth telling sharing Lioness.

I would LOOOOOVE to take a bike ride or a long walk if the air and weather would cooperate.  The air here has just been stinky – off and in since last October.  It’s like it just doesn’t move the way it normally does.

Deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep breath.

Here’s what I’m seeing.  As always, please share and donate what you can.  Comment.  Share your needs and wants if you feel so called to.  I’m not good for anyone atm – but I can at least hit the “post” button if you got something to say.

Love,

V.

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Breaking: Republican Holdout Rep. Ralph Norman Expects Written Offer to End Standoff for Speaker by Friday Morning

 

Amazon Announces Massive, Unprecedented Layoffs, Citing ‘Uncertain Economy’

 

IT’S ON: DeSantis Orders State Colleges To Report How Much They Spend On “Diversity, Equity And Inclusion”

 

 

this is all that will pacify/soothe me and many of us at this point…..

 

 

Tired legend………….

 

 

Very true – sometimes it’s easy to rise back up.  Other times it isn’t – especially when you’re in a house with ongoing nagging and bickering and drama on top of everything else ya be getting hit with……….As i said – people keep turning to god when we need to be turning to EACH OTHER.

 

TGW Live – New years letter to the Past…

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Author: Victoria1111

Truthseeker. Philosopher. Commander of Freedom. Writer. Musician. Composer. Above all I Am A Creator.