I received some tech support with my site today. It should now upload faster. To bring it to where I want would cost me $719.56. I passed on that for now and went with the free versions. Finds later. For now – just know if you feel like you are having a mental breakdown – especially this past week – you are absolutely not alone. I thought it was just me – my god – that scene from the matrix where Morpheus is under attack by the AI Smith program – where the AI is trying to break Morpheus’ mind to get the codes to the mainframe. While I have had that similar experience off and on in a mild manner – it is constant now. Three times this week alone I have said “my god I am having a mental breakdown”. Today I have seen like-minded friends saying the exact. same. words. Go eat a cookie. Hug a tree. Watch the sky. That’s all I got. My capacity to handle any further 3D “look over here and DO THIS NOW” is gone – the give a fuck bottle empty. When pushed, I lash out like a feral cat. It ain’t pretty. But it’s who I am at this point in this god damn war that needs to END.
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Victoria
