i feel i have arrived at this cross roads – what do i do? Â i continue to be banned. Â most of my posts aren’t going out to my subscribers. Â post reads are way down. Â why am i doing this? Â what’s the point? Â i’m not getting any real monetary compensation for it. Â we’re just supposed to “trust” and “allow”. Â Q says to “trust the plan” – i think we need to be QUESTIONING the plan. Â whose movement is this? Â Team Q’s? Â I feel it’s OUR movement.
what exactly is happening to this realm? Â to our bodies? Â are awakening or dying? Â or a little of both?
i feel i am running out of things to say. Â posting the circus headlines feels i am not helping the process – this awakening. Â words words words. Â funny how i have long been a writer and yet right now, more than ever, words are almost meaningless to me. Â ACTION is what i need. Â i have been in this “be in the moment” for FAR too many moments. Â i have been in this state of allowance and letting go long enough. Â while i feel too damn tired to DO much – this stay put doesn’t sit with me anymore.
hey universe – that supportive space outside of this realm – can you hear me? Â girls needs to answers. Â guidance. Â a miracle or two. Â and while you’re at it, shower us ALL with the supportive energies that were once ours, naturally and inherently.
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victoria.