As Sister D just said – oppressive.
Make that OPPRESSIVE.
Heavy and dark. That feeling of “I cannot do this any longer” took on a whole new feeling today. There is no where to run – no where to escape it. I’ve kept busy and paused to let go of some tears. But that energy is still there ~ in my heart and behind my eyes ~ and I know it isn’t mine. It isn’t yours. It isn’t ours.
And I am so blipping bleeping frigging freaking FRACKING done with these holidays – with this eastARGH nonsense. I now feel when these holidays are upon us – I ride it out until it’s over. Being an absolutely foreigner in a completely foreign realm is so palpable now. As I was wiping down the inside of the car I just melted down for a few and all I could say was “I want to go Home.” That’s all.
If I had the energy I would go in and attempt to transmute it. Maybe I will do that later. For now ~ I ordered a pizza and will be binge watching little house and highway to heaven episodes.
For now, I seek comfort however I can.
How are you all feeling?
Love,
Victoria
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Re mask mandates and non-vcxx GMO-mod agendas: What would Jesus do? One close friend who has been paying close attention to the entire Global ruse told me that some evangelical leader said Jesus would get the jab.
Really? So I guess his close kinship with divine source is not enough to survive a fake pandemic?…
And then there’s the photo of a masked Dalai Lama telling folks to get the jab.
“Gosh Toto–do ya ‘suppose the wizard would also tell all the munchkins to get the jab and support the trans humanist global agenda?”
Meantime we have satan shoes and Jesus shoes vying for market share. Walking on holy water in the soles is good for the soul? Only 666 pairs of satan shoes were available–and they’ve sold out.
Blame all this chaos and insanity on CERN, perhaps. Dreams have been rather dark the last 4 days including one involving morgellons. Is there life on Mars, and is there intelligent life in the universe?
lol the real jesus would expose the vax for what it is as well as the “virus”. then he would heal everyone who so desired holistically. good lord…jesus takes the jab….lolol
Same. This energy is beyond awful. Nightmares for days, not sleeping well, upset and shaky, and just unloaded on my mom over a lifetime of family hurts (and apologized after, because it is not like me to lash out like that, I’m more of a “quietly avoid and bottle it up” type). The nightmare this morning was still going when I woke up, and it very obviously was about my need to get OUT. Now. I had another dream 2 nights ago that I didn’t even think about the Easter connection until I read this (a white bunny was gnawing the last little bit of this giant tree trunk until the tree snapped and fell with a huge thump). Just so exhausted of this. 😓
my mate told me last night i woke him up a few times and i was angry, saying “I AM DONE”….i also recall (it’s fuzzy) saying I WANT OUT. sending you comfort. this is nuts and pointless at this “stage” of whatever it is we are in – and ON…?
Yes I agree this energy is so exhausting even though its a blue sky cold sunny day here I do not have any interest.
So I am going to force myself to plant some flower seeds or make myself make cookies. Looking at what is happening on the computer from the Truthers is so depressing, Yellow Rose must be right, they ( bad actors ) will not stop until the end.
I had a dream that keeps coming: I am in the military in uniform ( a strange gray jumpsuit uniform ).
The next nights dream I am in hand to hand combat, ( I have never fought or ever wanted to I am a vegan and meditate for heavens sakes ) but in this dream I did know how to fight and my opponent wanted to kill me and when I knocked him on the ground he did not get up again. I woke up that morning worn out and disoriented . wondering what is next. According to one Astrologer Joni Patry April is Action .
wow – that is quite the dream! my need to fight has jumped up this week. i wonder if i am doing it on the outside…..i’ve been planting seeds too and have plans to make a sweet treat next….and yes i have felt as rose has as well – “they” will be at it until the end. it isn’t like evil bullies say “ok i will stop now”. i used to spend so much energy sending them love – all it does it repulse them – if it has any impact at all.
I get so angry it shows now and my wife thinks I have little seizures. I have to step away a lot. Home please!
i hear you. it’s so intense in me this week – my eye has been twitching.