Today’s Experiences, Reflections, Energies

 

today has been one of if not the most challenging, difficult, uncomfortable day throughout this entire awakening/transition.  panic, anxiety was the most intense i have experienced – and it came over me like a huge wave – an unexpected wave.  i literally went from calm/centered to WTH AUUUGGGHH!!!???

i went home and took a nap until dinner.  that helped.  also experiencing a lot of nausea throughout the day…and this new type of woozy – or perhaps just more of it.  a few times today – including once on a walk and once at the store – i felt that pull from the left.  i had to literally move my body back to center as the pull was actually drawing my body off to the left.  i also felt myself outside of myself – and could see/feel i am really in a dream.  this entire experience – is really a dream.  that was powerful.  very brief/momentary – but powerful.  i have had that ponder – and have read others share the same.  is it Truth?  who knows.  i’m just sharing what i experienced today and as you can see – it was a lot.   the cats had a good one today.  i’m not much up for linking stuff tonight so i’ll just pass along the link.  pretty much aligns w/my own experiences energetically….

i have also been drawn to play the piano – in particular Queen.  brother rick has said for months at times when he has dream experiences of being at Home i am playing the piano – Queen.  i asked him a few days ago, as i was feeling guided to begin playing Queen and practice, what songs he hears me playing.  Somebody to Love me and the classic Bohemian Rhapsody.  ok then i can do that.  i went online to get the sheet music for B. Rhapsody.  i already play most of it but it is a complex song including scale changes so i have yet to master it.  now i want to.  usually when i look for sheet music it is a challenge to find it for free.  this time?  second search option was an entire PDF file of B. Rhapsody – all 9 pages – full size too (often free sheet music is small).  wow!  score!  (pun not intended – ha!)  i was then told today, by my mate, that there was a movie out last year – docu/drama – on queen.  NO WAY (i am so out of the loop when it comes to movies, music – anything really from the entertainment industry)…. so i look it up – found a trailer – and wow.  i was overcome with emotion.  everything in me said i needed to watch this movie.  tonight on my walk the people i stopped and spoke with knew of the movie – said it was wonderful – nomination for best picture. then i see where terran cognito has a picture of the queen’s head overlaid on Freddy Mercury’s body – a social media meme.  so yeah – Universe/Me are guiding me here to practice up on the Queen.  follow the Flow.  what else is there to do at this point in all of this?

and now i sit here – mate and i both – feeling nausea, craving white bread – so he’s off to do a late night run to snag a loaf of basic white bread.  funny – sometimes i wonder if he and i share the same space on the outside as we often have the same cravings or experiences.  i have had images of us side by side in our pods, holding hands.  weird.

now i hear this in my mind:  is this the real life.  is this just fantasy.  

i will end this piece by sharing that most amazing song.  once i have it mastered on the piano i will record it and share here. and as always, i like hearing your experiences.

love,

victoria

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