Today has been all over the place. I feel in a nice flow overall ~ feeling into that ~ but that matricks program is pushing into my space. The anxiety was intense earlier – I was shaking with it. I know it’s largely about this time of year – this ridiculous sacrificial holidaze that is of their creation. I am hiding some candy in little plastic bags and cups – but that’s it. Even at that – I am just not comfortable giving any energy to their calendar satanic dates.
The anxiety lifted once my girl and I headed out and found a nice place near a creek. The birds chirping. The trees swaying. Saw some mallard ducks. Aaahhh I centered myself again. That is going to be our new “to go to” spot.
Before leaving, she wanted to play on some playground equipment. As we approached there was a grandmother and her grandson. She commented about the tire swing – where was it? I said “probably some covid b.s.” and she rolled her eyes and said “probably – don’t want to have the kids too close”. BINGO. Open door for a real conversation! So we begin talking about the “virus” and in time, Trump. She is in the medical field and knows about hydroxy and the inflated numbers and the corruption of big pharma and the insanity of wearing masks. She said she wonders if anyone is behind big pharma and I said “it isn’t just who but what”.
Anyway – it was a wonderful conversation and so rare to have that happen here – I was so enjoying myself. Then my girl began to make it clear she wanted to leave (to which I said “when I am ready”). Then at that same moment my mate calls – some issue about the wrong eggs being delivered in the food order. No big deal – but he was quite stressed about it so I said to chill – I would request a refund and go get what we needed later.
Seriously – here I was having this wonderful conversation and I’m getting interrupted – and I knew poked from the matricks (tricks) to end the talk.
Anyway….what a refreshing connection. Divine synch.
The energy feels lighter now. Once again I have not ventured off to see what’s happening on the world screen. I’ve been avoiding doing that during the day the past few days – saving it for the evening – and at that I don’t always read (in depth) of what I share (other than to vet things I feel need verification). I do however listen to the videos. Just becoming further selective in what I read, hear and thus, share.
And of interest……Here is the latest schumann. Interesting to note – those vertical lines are gone atm (I never did like them). Coincidence I began to feel better when that frequency stopped 2 hours ago?
Oh – one last thing I just remembered – last night’s dream. I woke up feeling an impression in my heart/center area – a mix of tension and longing. I had a flash of an image of many of us in a room and I began to hear “I am ready to stand” over and over. Then I woke up and was saying it out loud.
Is this an indication of what I want it and hope it to be? I don’t know. As I always say I will know when I see it and experience it first hand. For now – it’s just a share.
How are you all feeling?
Love,
Victoria
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I do not like the vertical lines, they are awful they make my heart flutter. Very uncomfortable. When they were gone the flutters were too. Full moon is bad as well for my body.
aren’t they? i have begun commanding them to leave. i don’t like that frequency/grid. and yes the full moon UGH. NO MORE
Hitting a bottom with high anxiety… I want to let go of time and expectations but sooo stuck….TODAY
anxiety has been almost constant now. my left eye has been twitching off and on for over a week.
Very interesting, how our experiences match… I got into a very strange but funny mood yesterday and we were joking around like like kids, when my mate said: What did you take? I want some of that! 😀
That’s when I realized, that something had changed and so I looked up my usual meters and there it was: The “fence”, how I call it, was gone! I took the screenshot at exactly the same time as you did. Then an hour later, it was as if someone had switched the lights off again and when I saw, that the “fence” was back, I was pissed. This must be some kind of frequency fence, that disconnects us from our soul, our higher self, maybe even God/Source? I don’t know, but it’s not funny. Maybe we should all call in a “Court Of Atonement” and make these crimes to humanity known to the universe, demanding it to be stopped…
i feel you are spot on – definitely something to feel – especially since i have been tuning in at night – every night – trying to feel my higher self and Source. i was pleading last night and felt nothing. throughout the night my mate said he heard me say “I AM DONE”. i was quite angry all night.