Today's Thoughts/Feels/Experiences ⋆ LOVE IN ACTION NOW

Early today I saw this question posed: Are you feeling the true zero point? it’s here. The time (at that time) said the message was posted 34 minutes ago.

Interestingly enough, about 30 minutes prior to that I was in bed – awake after a much needed nap- trying to get some answers. Something I could grab onto. A visual. A thought. A plan. An answer. SOMETHING. I couldn’t get or feel or see a thing. Not one thing. NO THING. I felt inner distress. The stories began. “I SHOULD be able to find SOMETHING. I SHOULD be receiving SOME guidance/answer.” argh!!

I felt the need to move and release and get out of me what I was feeling ~ which was the need to destroy. Tear up. Rip apart something.

Darkness. My darkness.

Of note – at the same time mate was also lying in bed doing the same – and he shared how saw dark rings coming out of him. He knew it was his darkness. He let it go.

I got up – saw the post above on zero point – shared my experience – then I began to release. Talk. Cry. All of the disappointment. The anger. Coming down to feeling how much of “ME” was robbed during this life experience. the abuse. The horrors. Trauma’s. How difficult it is for me as I have “aged” to be around Light at times for it reminds me of how that was attacked.

And then of course…the Truth….that Light never “left”. Never did get destroyed. Just hidden. Gone in hiding for fear of being Seen which in past has lead to attacks. Even today….

But what shall I expect? The dark to embrace the Light?

Isn’t it the other way around?

I shall leave it at that….

Much love,

Victoria

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