Category: Daily Notes

7.5.23 ~ Check in/reflecting and some finds

 

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Not understanding – again – how things are playing out – at least why they are.  Drugs found in the WH.  Big f’ing deal.  WHY Is there so much focus on HB?  For so long?  And a lot of alternative headlines about that 80’s female like-a-virgin entity.  Again – so what.  Total snooze-fest even with alternative media now.  Snooze-fest that is this movie too – certainly this part of it is – for most of us.  But I continue to take baby steps – searching within and without – ways to create my life the way I want and need.  Be nice if that abundance I continue to draw in and receive would show the fuch up for me already, you know?

Certain things wax in pushing me to become desperate – which is in some way my inner I NEED CHANGE NOW frustrated DONE part of me coming online.  But……I have learned this – remembering this:  IT IS UP TO ME TO DETERMINE HOW I FEEL.  It is ALWAYS my choice – even when it’s difficult as he!! due to others actions and energies – it. is. still. always. my. choice.  That being said – given the course I am on – it is difficult to near impossible for me now to be around anyone who is stuck and stagnant and choosing to give up or follow a narrative that says we are all screwed why bother.  I respect the choice – but I can’t be in that space.

Blocking is a useful tool.

Other than that – what a giant smackheaded sin it is for ANYONE to not be able to do what THEY NEED due. to. money.  P E R I O D.  OMG do I have a lot of anger over this one once again.  I don’t want to have that anger – so again I am focused on releasing and re-centering myself.  However I am losing patience in having to do this.  Why?  I should not have to.  And yet – I do.

Here’s what I’m seeing.

Love,

V.

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This:

 

ACTIVATE THEM.

 

Personally, I would not recommend – I have Z E R O alignment with this – never have – no matter how strong your mind/spirit are.  When you are venturing into experiences/realities in which you have no real knowledge of, you do it sober – not under the influence of something – and even at that – just because you CAN go visiting some unknown space doesn’t mean you should.  Not until it is safe to do so (as in the dimensionals creating chaos are gone kapoot cleared out etc.)…….

 

 

While still in this system I seek all ways to increase my income………

(there is a video circulating from a tik tok channel – the guy who was allegedly on the plane w/the woman who got off the flight after becoming visibly upset after seeing one of “them”………the guy is satire……..block him and report him……..this is serious sheot here – the war w/the invisible enemy……done w/fools who think they “know” when they haven’t a f’ing clue what has been here with us…….)

 

 

Best video of the week.  This little boy is so precious!  And the end……..just beautiful.  Kindness is everything.

 

 

 

this brings up so much emotion in me – in ways i know i don’t have to share………too many clued out parents out there………..still seeking a tribe – at this point i will go TO them……….and what happened to his 2 year old sister?  this narrator just another uncaring/detached entity disguised as a human?

 

 

United together is the only answer……For me……..Ya’ll know I’m done with the plan in terms of waiting for it to play out to improve my situation…….I too am worn to the bone w/the isolation………..as he said COME ON – let’s get this rolling………let’s DO – T O G E T H E R..………Yeah – I feel this way inside every day……..

 

 

Like and support this theory………

 

 

Over 120 up in the states at 11pm EST

 

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/medical/hidden-side-gender-affirming-care-driving-transgender-mental-health-problems-and-suicide

 

San with a lot of MEGA’s (Make Everything Grand Again!)

Gemini – Megaphone, Mega voice, Mega channel.

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7.3.23 ~ It’s tough being a human in this matrix some days….

 

And life ain’t no popularity contest.

Parents strive to find the balance between being a parent and a friend – sometimes the two don’t mix – ultimately you be the parent at the end of the day – first and foremost.  Hard to parent these days indeed – striving for a better reality but still parenting to know how to navigate this one.  Ultimately the goal is a child who knows herself – can speak her mind – has respect for herself and others.  Some days I think Yeah, I’m doing good by her – other days – like today – I think gawd help me – I’m failing.

I have moments where I feel I’m ok – I’m enough – I got this.  Then days like today wax in and I feel I will never be good enough.  Financially abundant enough.  Young enough.  Firm enough.  Soft enough.  Energetic enough.  Competent enough (some days I have no clue what I’m doing).  Yes, sometimes those boundaries are solid and firm – sometimes they are squishy and pliable especially when this woman is just plum f’ing exhausted.

Yesterday was far better here in my experience.  The one big difference – sleep.  I had amazing sleep 2 nights before.  Last night?  Back at it with the sleep intention seeking – leaving me feeling in some moments desperate and pleading and instead of intending the sleep – BEGGING for it.

Fuch.

I want to please people.  Probably too much.  But sometimes I also want to punch their lights out, spit on the ground and walk away.

Discovering myself again – and anew – is not always a pretty process.

So I saw this tweet below tonight – and as a mama – I appreciated it.  Reminded me again what my real role is.  Kids learn what they see and not just what they are told – and they learn best when the rules are solid.  Cross the line?  Well there’s a consequence for those times when it’s crossed.

My girl has a phone – but no phone plan.  My thought – she wants a plan – she can pay for it.  Yes the last 3 years have been very difficult for her – I get that.  But I’m still raising a child into adulthood here and sometimes you just gots to know when to let that past nonsense go and move on.  Stop repeating the story.  It happened.  Focus on the NOW – and find some reason to put on a smile – like she did today when she filled up her pool with water balloons or when she swung on the swings tonight at the park.  I reflected – watched her – smile on my face – and paused to take in the moment.  If she’s still able to create her own joy – even if it ain’t perfect – I must be doing something right.

Always room for expansion.

Love,

V.

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Not much to share………..or shall I say very little is impressing me atm….These first two describe my experience perfectly……..

 

 

 

 

Silver’s going to be the hot metal…………”they” been removing it from the coins for awhile now…………

 

Don’t know what to think about this other than the obvious creepy AF – and wouldn’t surprise me……….

 

I’ll take the exit sign for $1,000, Alex………

 

Uh huh………..

 

 

Snopes…….🙄……readers “insights” (i.e. normies trying to sound like they’ve done their research)……  😂😜

 

 

Hey hey hey now………..lookie here:

Trending in United States
Antarctica
13.9K Tweets
Sigh………..
Back and forth…………moves and countermoves………long past time for the hammer to clear the board, ya know?  I keep saying – others of us saying too – by the time this movie actually ends or gets good enough to watch 24/7 the theatre will be empty.  This back and forth bipolar schizo reality has run its course.  More and more I tell myself – just observe.  Eat a cookie.  Locate the chocolate.  Make some bread.  Ride your bike.  Throw a water balloon.  Spit on a demon and scream a little.
UGH sigh.
Love (again),
V.
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7.2.23 ~ Synchs Galore

 

5:55 atm………so add that one.

Something lifted and cleared out overnight.

Sat down to eat – nudged to turn on the radio – Axel Rose is singing “Take Me Home”.  Didn’t really want to listen to the entire song so something nudged me to go to another station – which I did.  What is just starting?  Collins – In The Air Tonight.

Later on head out – turn on the radio – The Final Countdown just starting.  Guided to look off to my right – car with license plate QQQ.  Arriving home the odometer read(s):  111.1.

Just putting out what I’m feeeeeeeeeeeeeling……..

The Great Lakes.  Something with that.

7/11………..feeling that (as well as 7/24).

The storms taking place last night and into today – including the flooding in Chicago – clearing out the sulfur dioxide.  Spoke with LH about this – she shared with me a very good insight on that – about it coming from underground.  I read yesterday on t’er – someone saying no way was it coming from balloons/from the air – you’d have to dump that by the billions of lbs to get that level of coverage.

Race on tv – keeps showing Christmas in July (also really feeeeeeeeeeeeling that).  Also on the race – Kennedy’s speech he gave just. before. the. Bay of Pigs.  The ad was focused on an event they say is released 7.10.23.

Feeling more into Laura’s View and Tarot Too read on July – land of confusion until middle of July.  Then very positive movements for ALL OF US (well those of us on the final timeline of Good/Freedom/Liberation etc. etc.)……….

Saw this on twitter – find it very interesting……….aligns w/In The Air Tonight, Final Countdown songs I heard………Dial of Destiny – Harrison Ford’s latest – just out (6.30)………..Films focus is on the Antikythera mechanism:

“is an Ancient Greek hand-powered orrery, described as the oldest known example of an analogue computer[1][2][3] used to predict astronomical positions and eclipses decades in advance.[4][5][6] It could also be used to track the four-year cycle of athletic games which was similar to an Olympiad, the cycle of the ancient Olympic Games.[“

Orrery?  Yeah…………Things have to be lined up to get. out.  UNLOCK THE MATRIX.

That’s enough for now.  Going to go play.  Keep the focus on the experience you want.  

Love,

V.

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7.1.23 ~ Reflecting and finds

 

WWE comms today – triple 8’s in reference to the number of people in the audience.  It was held in the O2 Arena – which is interesting given how I’ve been drawn to oxygen lately – and how f’d up it is here.  We’re not breathing enough.  71% nitrogen – 20% Oxygen.  You go to the hospital – what do they do – give the patient nitrogen?  Nope.  The patient is given oxygen.  Those numbers should be flipped.  Anyway….  WWE comms – the bloodline fell and the king (roman reigns) is gone.  Interesting………..

I continue to be like this (thank you to my dear friend LH who not only engages with me in some of the most encouraging honest conversations I have ever had but sends the best GIFs lol):

For now……….join in with me and LH in commanding the return of our WEALTH that was stolen from us – from EVERY LEVEL of “their” societies and systems.  It is wrong on every. level. that I (and anyone else) is blocked from doing what is wanted and needed because. of. their. money. system.  ENOUGH!!!!!

Love,

V.

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Ok this was the last one I found to share – but I feeeeel it is so big – it need to go at the top….check out the last paragraph.  BAM!  (btw – I am sharing this because Jack Dorsey’s twitter account retweeted this…..)

jack Retweeted

https://twitter.com/BrianJo78940026/status/1674770881955115009

 

 

you know – i’m feeling we’re in the thick of the confusion part………….what IS real now?  verify first then go with the trust thing, right?  the train derailments – read there’s an average of 1700 per year – as in they are not uncommon.  what’s really in the air with these air quality alerts?  something is happening as i have family in one of the areas experiencing the alerts.  i hope to what is REAL that the deception and confusion get removed from the program this month.

 

dude on the right – walks past T – holding the black suitcase……..

 

interesting to see this show up……..

 

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And I saw that article (AP) in my local paper back in 2008……..

 

 

U.S. Approves World’s First Fully Electric Flying Car “Model A” by Alef Aeronautics – Now Accepts Pre-Orders

 

Trump to Massive Crowd in South Carolina: ‘Now the Gloves Are Off’ Against ‘Crooked as Hell Joe Biden’

 

 

he met up w/a red panda………

 

Fia, huh?  Thought this reference to NPC was interesting (first thing to show up in my search):

Step 1: Meet FIA

Fia seems at first like just another NPC in Elden Ring’s hub area, the Roundtable Hold.

 

 

Birds again at 2am………..now my feeeeeeeeeeel on this is – more signs of the simulation…….MrMBB333….I know some days around here I will hear a lot of bird noise – but not able to see the numbers I should be seeing…….or sometimes they simply sound like someone turns on a speaker – then shuts it off……..hard to explain – just a “sense”………

Almost LOOKED human but COULDN’T have been!

 

https://resistthemainstream.com/watch-biden-admin-responds-to-video-of-feds-cutting-through-razor-wire-to-let-illegals-into-texas/

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Finds, etc. ~ 6.27.23

 

Puzzle piecing too…………Please remember to share and donate what you can.  Funds running low.  Love, V.

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Really. feeling. this. today.  Also feeling like I am heating up inside…….

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TV show of a dystopian future – residents live underground – a researcher searches to find out the Truth…………..3 days until the finale (stood out for me)…….

 

Add this in with VK’s recent EVENT HORIZON tweet as well as San Tarot’s read last night and there we go…….(remember earlier this year Elon also made this obscure comment about how his he was born 69 days after 4.20 – which is tomorrow, 6.28……..)

 

Weeks ago VK tweeted about spending time – I think he said returning to – the place where he is around Red Panda’s……..They are magical – still feeeeeel they were inserted into the timeline from Outside/Home……….

 

 

 

I will say this.  When I was little I used to “see” and “sense/smell” them – this is the color I saw………Just sayin’………..who knows………

 

DOQ dropping  – looking to see J Jr. trend on t’watter…..

 

 

 

 

 

Blackpool Tower………….Felt there was something to that……….First looked up fmi….the Standard……….where we hear that before?

Then did a Gematria:

Eleven Eleven Eleven

Merry Christmas (keep hearing that phrase – tuned into that in the portal – got a new insight – when this is over and the timeline is restored – we won’t be where or WHEN we are inside this space…….)

It Had To Be This Way

This Is Not A Drill (which rang a 17 bell):

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Oct 21, 2020 10:21:53 PM EDT
Q !!Hs1Jq13jV6 ID: 292db4 No. 11202027 
BOOMS EN_ROUTE TOMORROW.
THIS IS NOT A DRILL.
Q

 

 

Saw this:

Juniper Fire consumes 50 acres in Perris; multiple homes burned – CBS Los Angeles (cbsnews.com)

Felt “off” – nudged to check the population…..A bh attack back on good given T’s inauguration day triple 7’s………?

“Perris, CA is home to a population of 77.7k people”

PRAYING FOR COOL MOIST AIR AND SEEING THE FIRE PUT OUT.  Join in with me!

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Just a few finds for today………6.26.23

 

Something has been bothering me in recent days.  Given all we are seeing – of “their” activities – especially with these “parades” of “theirs” and the parents bringing their children to watch perversions, etc. – what. is. the. purpose. of. that?  Why is this plan allowing for children to be HARMED and TRAUMATIZED to wake up their parents?  I don’t get that – at all.

AT.  ALL.  I said earlier today to my spouse that this plan is NOT DIVINELY inspired or implemented.

Currently focused on developing/writing up personal plans – flushed them out tonight on voice recorder – writing up next – which I will then share with those I feel the most comfortable.  It is time.  Healing within to manifest different with”out”.  Love, V.

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WOof………..seen it heard it yawn moving on……….

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Theory:

 

 

 

Time for the Divine:

 

Had a sense last night that this week he would do this….(still unclear as to who he is – feeeeeeeeeeeel there are two energies being exhibited – one could be AI the other his avatar here……..don’t know – just seeing two versions……in war disinfo is necessary which I get………sigh just be so relieved when it’s all over as i don’t jive with disinfo or deception……..)

 

Laura’s View and Tarot, Too:

Russian Civil War: Done and Dusted

 

Ok I am really thirsty for something more spiritually inclined – deeper stuff – where my HEart is and seeks to be always…..  Looks like SAN TAROT dropped again.  Needing an adventure – something new – new direction with a lot of potential (aligns with where I am)………Seeking others out with the idea(s) – finding one/others who are all in with the new idea.  Courage to step into the Light.  Perfect Storm – perfect combo of energies coming together – significant timing.  Not seeking what is needed i immediate environment – perfect timing enters.  Ready for a trip.  Shifting timeline.  Moodiness energies coming in to say be wary of what you’re doing which to me says is matrix blocking program nonsense.   TRUST the feeeeeeeeeeeling.  Getting out just in time.  READY!  Set!  GO!  Also feeeeeling the storm card aligns w/the storm coming in on “them” and we get OUT just in time.  The wheel of fortune and lost compass cards are amazing.  As a certain energy comes in, the storm front, pushes us out ahead of it.  We escape the impacts because we are in INTEGRITY.  NO maps needed – being squeezed out – going by feeeeeeeeeeeeeeling/intuition.  World Event Moment.  Storm is approaching – squeezing us…..Exit a situation….just in time…..Friend group……collaboration………so much info in this one……….

Aries – Just in time.

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6.26.23 ~ Reflecting on what is most needed Now for ALL to W I N

 

So……….

Seeing far too much suffering and struggling now.

Truly enough IS enough.

But I didn’t design this war/plan/roll out so I’m stuck with it as it is happening – putting in my own energy to WRAP IT UP as much as I can.

Finding real comfort and support is pretty slim pickings – but we can have that – if we unite together.  There ARE enough of us in the same or similar situation.  Walking this journey alone is a frigging choice.  I am always here to listen and help in whatever way I can.  A L W A Y S.

I am so done with reading/being told/lectured to have patience.  To suck it up because this is survival of the fittest (war).  To stop whining to stop saying x y z because “I would never do that”.  It’s one thing to offer up these thoughts when it is followed by “what can I do for you” but to have it presented as it without the love?

FUCH THAT.  Girl is DONE beyond DONE w/that cruelty and hardness and judgment (and I got the “removal” and “blocking” fingers to prove it – lol).

WTF is missing here?

WHERE IS THE LOVE?

What kind of an experience are we creating when we still have children suffering and single mother’s alone without support even though they reach out and ask for it and when people like myself just want to find SOMEONE to help me increase my frigging income already with website promotion and/or someone to do a crowdfunding fundraiser for me (AND I WILL PAY/SHARE THE $LOVE$)?

AWAKENING is not just about seeing the filth and evil around us – it is REMEMBERING WHY this evil enslaved us to begin with:

WE. ARE. POWERFUL. BEINGS. OF. LOVE.

We are COMPASSIONATE.

We are SUPPORTIVE.

We have Souls.

We have pure Hearts.

Yeah, I get the whole war thing – how it is – logistics – hang in there/keep going, etc.  I GET that.  But that mindset alone is NOT ENOUGH.

LOVE IS MISSING from this.

SUPPORT.  R E A L SUPPORT.

Attrition my arse.  We can LOWER that by ORGANIZING and creating SUPPORTIVE COMMUNITIES.

AM I THE ONLY FRIGGING ONE SEEING OR WILLING TO DO THIS?!

I really FEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEL women can step up now and BE this (and men who align are welcome to join in too).

WE ARE THE TEACHERS, ladies.

WE ARE THE NURTURERS.

THE CAREGIVERS.

THE CREATORS.

THE INTUITIVE ONES.

And without US and those energies this awakening is going to fall flat and short.

War is about utilizing the Masculine energy.

Support during war – the Feminine.

WE NEED BOTH to WIN.

Love,

V.

 

Excellent Finds and Goodies ~ 6.24.23

 

 

Fuch ya!  Patterns……..people………..systems……..

 

May be an image of text that says 'The word "FUCK" is a form of meditation and the more you use it the more your throat chakra clears.'

This too……..

 

I had a theory come to me while doing some mindless cleaning….Mel Gibson – who is he other than just an actor from Australia………I had the nudge to watch Conspiracy Theory again – looked it up – read the plot (which this particular site gave the entire movie in about 15 paragraphs) – decided not to but wondered why the sudden nudge?  So today – after remembering his character in the movie – thought hey what if he works for one of the good government agencies as a good guy – brought in decades ago to gather intel.  We have bad government agents – why not good?

Anyway – that’s about all I have atm.  Beautiful day – finding time alone and in quiet is a bit of a challenge so dinner time arrived and I said “eating alone”.  lol  Saw a Hawk getting pestered by 2 crows on a bike ride today and thought this was a good metaphor for the spiritual war – the Hawk is us – the 2 crows poking and pestering the system/ai/parasites.

 

 

 

 

 

Here’s what I’m seeing.  Please remember to drop a comment, share, subscribe and donate what you can.  Thank you!  🥰💜🎶

Love,

V.

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“Cash cow” for defense contractors……….

 

 

 

 

Prudential Building……….Ice wall (antarctica) reference?

 

Kinda like those twin tower building owners………

 

BREAKING: Train Plunges Into Montana’s Yellowstone River, Potential Hazardous Spill (wltreport.com)

 

 

 

Watch until the end.  How did that guy know to hold up that sign and how did the media outlet know to capture it?  Scripted sim you say?

 

This is feeling more and more like Gilligan’s Island………..3 hour tour but some people bought a TON of clothing make up gear, etc………unlike this time 24 hour tour no sign of food or water…………

 

BRING.  IT.  We’re 5.5 months and counting…..

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RFK confirmed this this week – attacking both genders – we know….Jesus, most of us have known this for years – decades………..

 

 

 

 

Petri dish………

 

I’m reflecting on this one………..are we being told that the fight between the “good” AI (Musk) and the “bad” AI (Z’berg) – will be the outcome of this “movie”?

 

 

I used to call this behavior “parade rainers”……….i like her phrase better…….lol

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/geopolitical/putin-blasts-wagner-treason-betrayal-clashes-erupt-southern-russia

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/markets/money-supply-growth-falls-depression-era-levels-second-month-april

 

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6.23.23 ~ Finds

 

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Here we go……..

JUST IN: DNI Releases Declassified Covid Origins Report

 

 

You don’t say….

OceanGate Received $447,000 In PPP Loans During Pandemic

 

 

McCarthy Says He is Backing Proposals to Expunge Trump’s Impeachments

 

Stella Assange in London: “How Can the UK Deport Julian Assange to the Country that Wanted to Assassinate Him?

 

 

Northern is beautiful…………

EXODUS: Nearly HALF of Californians Are Considering Leaving the State

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/geopolitical/wagner-chief-declares-full-coup-against-russian-defense-ministry

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/medical/3m-reaches-103-billion-settlement-over-us-allegations-forever-chemicals-contamination

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/political/distraction-questions-swirl-over-timing-sub-story-biden-bombshells-hit-target

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/political/cnn-producer-sentenced-19-years-prison-pedophilia

 

Batman……..

Burglary suspects stopped by a masked man – WV MetroNews

 

Makes me miss Grandpa Don….I like to think we alleviated any loneliness he may have experienced before we moved in….

 

 

a theory……….

 

Me trying to understand his drops……..what can you do (upside down phrase at the 18 sec. mark……..mirror 24:42……..watch the water (turn into a massive wave)….xrp flash at the end………

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

And built to last 30 years……….

 

 

This definitely…….

 

 

 

 

 

I like his approach…however he leaves out weather modification and creation……….it isn’t just that lightbulb in the sky some call the sun…..

 

Extra [E] – missing an [I] (see below image):

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17 drops with [E]:
17 drops with [I]

 

Make time to Dance……

 

And on WWE tonight – they said “the bloodline is going to civil war next saturday” (July 1)…….pre-recorded – scripted – rolled out for the public to SEE………

 

Laura’s View and Tarot, Too:

What’s Up With Closed Ports, the Supply Chain, and Say What? The Panama Canal is Drying Up?

 

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A few finds and a correction ~ 6.22.23

 

I was wrong about the full BUCK moon for July – it is July 3rd.  Weird as my search last night said 3 sources say it’s July 3rd.  I check today – (as someone pointed it out to me) and sure enough – 7.3.  Sooner is always better.  Woke up hearing I’m Still Standing in my mind.

Here’s what I’m seeing atm.  Love, V.

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“WE HAVE THE SUB”………And the name of the vessel – Oceangate…….as though they want us to seeeeeee there are things to look at……..dig…….

 

 

Always know/knew………..

 

Oooh she did it – the Earth Sign I was looking for……..

SAN TAROT…….Moving away from the “watchers” – returning to our Original Self……….Something we want to penetrate but unable to access – that block having to do with the “watchers”.   Been working on this for a long time.  Collective – but also definitely my experience.  !!

Capricorn – Your identity being made known to you.

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