Category: Daily Notes

2.13.24 ~ Finds

 

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I know it’s tough now.  R E A L L Y tough.  I know the urge to run away – hide in the blankies – just tune out the world – FOR GOOD – is so strong.  I know the heaviness just to get out of bed and do this dayem groundhog day b.s.  I know the let down when you try something different and new – feel empowered to do so – only to have the newness wear off – quickly – leaving you back to “ok, now what?”  I know the feeling of needing PDQ and only seeing or being offered ABC when that is simply absolutely positively not what you need.  I know the feeling of fear that creeps in – when you wonder how much longer you can hold out financially alone.  I know when that ugh when it wakes you in the middle of the night – leaving your heart pounding.  I know the anger and frustration when you intend for what you truly want and power up and intend protection – over and over and over again – and see those intention get smacked around or even denied or destroyed only to have to pick it all up and keep going.  And I absolutely GET the weary voice that says “I honestly do not know how much longer I can. do. this.”  I’ve heard it in my own head, felt it in my heart too many times and heard it in the voices and words of many of you.

Challenging day – one of those where I was pushed thiiiiiiiiiiiis close to the edge – wondering how much more of this I can endure. Fought off a 15 minute panic attack tonight at the store – while in line.  I came thiiiiiiiiiis close to screaming.  Usually I can push through those things w/o anyone noticing.  Tonight – it showed.  PTSD is so challenging at times.  Sometimes you just have to ride it out.  And I realized – for as weak as I feel at times – those times I feel I’m nothing much more than a 5 year old child inside of this woman’s body – the fact that I can endure what I have – that I can stand in line and suddenly hit with a panic attack – when many if not most people would run out and catch their breath – the fact that I can be in that situation and hold the line – shows how f’ing powerful I really am.

Or just flat out ridiculous.  🙄😜

Here’s what I’m seeing.  Please remember to share and donate what you can.  Like subscribe and leave a comment too if you have something you feel like sharing.  Always appreciate seeing your words.

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I don’t know what the flip he’s talking about as I remain off of the political bandwagon – but that last part about MAGA staying home – plus the 2.22 number interesting……..

 

there was that woman who said her antarctica cruise had been cancelled suddenly (shared it here in recent days):

 

 

BREAKING UPDATE: DHS Secretary Alejandro Mayorkas Impeached by US House in 214-213 Vote!

 

 

CBS News Reporter Catherine Herridge, Who is Critical of Biden Regime, Among 800 Laid Off in Paramount Global’s Cost-Cutting Sweep

 

In Major Blow to Joe Biden, House Speaker Johnson Won’t Put Senate Aid Bill on Floor

 

 

with REAL healing – not the nightmare toxic b.s. offered today:

 

 

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in today’s uh duh uh duh uh………..people are suffering – so many are homeless – so many are hungry – so many have horrible health issues so many are barely holding on by the tiniest of threads – just ENOUGH (and see above).  HEY HEAVEN HEY JESUS HEY GOD WE COULD USE SOME MIRACLES AND HELP INSIDE HERE OK??!!!

https://www.zerohedge.com/political/cia-had-foreign-allies-spy-trump-team-triggering-russia-collusion-hoax-sources-say

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/political/over-70-service-members-say-they-felt-coerced-taking-covid-19-vaccine-survey

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/geopolitical/hezbollah-chief-threatens-further-displacement-northern-israel-residents-france

 

 

as someone who knew people who lived in Gaza – lovliest people/neighbors you’d ever want to meet – they been doing this kind of sheot for over 20 years……..

https://www.zerohedge.com/political/israel-blocks-flour-bibi-promised-biden-would-enter-gaza-latest-growing-rift

 

 

that’s why i encourage handwritten letters in this house…….today’s teachers – it’s all about typing and linking via google docs……….i still insist on handwritten papers when i’m in charge………..

https://www.zerohedge.com/medical/study-finds-handwriting-increases-brain-connectivity

 

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2.12.24 ~ Checking in…..Finds and an Excellent Gematria

 

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In the vibe………

 

The day started out a big rough – I worked through it – and then was hit with this deep hunger and absolute need to sleep.  Eyes were so heavy.  Felt like an infant needing to eat and sleep.  Had a few moments where I felt like I was on a moving ship.  On a walk today my girl mentioned the same.  Here is what I’m seeing today.  Please remember to Share, Comment, Subscribe and leave an exchange of love by hitting the green donate button below.  Thank you!

Love,

V.

UPDATE:  it’s a bit after 8pm and the feeling i described above is near overwhelming – going to lay down and most likely eat another big meal.  sister deborah sent this to me this morning – just reading it tonight – totally spot on:

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BREAKING: Judge Says Fulton County DA Fani Willis May Be DISQUALIFIED From Trump RICO Case, Moves Forward with Hearing (VIDEO)

 

rats scrambling……..

Mitch McConnell and Senate RINOs Help Pass Ukraine Funding Package that Includes Language for Automatic Impeachment if Trump Terminates Funding for Ukraine War!

 

New Looming EV Disaster Begins to Emerge

 

BREAKING: Trump Asks Supreme Court to Pause Immunity Ruling in Jack Smith January 6 Case

 

Friendly Reminder: 1936 Recorded the Hottest Temperatures in the United States – So Why Are They Hiding this Data?

 

TRUMP’S TOUGH TALK WORKS: German Chancellor Olaf Scholz Now Vows To Meet NATO’s Agreed Minimum and Spend More Than 2% of GDP on Defense

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/technology/crowd-sets-waymo-driverless-car-ablaze-lawless-san-francisco

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/markets/cre-crash-yes-thats-not-typo-it-literally-sold-9-sqft

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/geopolitical/court-orders-netherlands-halt-f-35-parts-israel-eu-complains-too-many-people-are-dying

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/political/listen-musk-vivek-vance-sacks-and-mike-lee-discuss-impeachment-time-bomb-hidden-ukraine

 

 

i played this with my earbuds – he says “this….this is for you…..Q”:

 

 

 

 

 

 

The irony in this…….

 

DISClosure…….

 

 

I felt like doing a gematria on SPECIALIZED WEAPONS PACKAGE:

Major Events To Come

Eight Hundred Eighty Eight (888)

JFK Jr Trust The Plan Q

How Do We Wake Up Humans

Super Bowl Fifty Eight

The Keys To The Matrix

 

 

 

 

 

 

it’s still difficult to know who is genuine and who isn’t………what feeeeeels genuine to one person feels inauthentic to another………i like the words in the box below – as in i intend and wish/hope/long for/want them to be absolutely true – and i feel they are – but i’ve seen this particular person be absolutely wrong – which happens – however the words were phrased as a “i am absolutely right about this – can’t you all see?” then turns out the prediction/statement was wrong – and i saw nothing to own it after-the-fact………so it remains:  we’re all human – but still – watch who you follow.  self first.  always.

 

Tree of Knowledge:

Video 213 Climate Change and Super Bowl Symbolism

 

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2.11.24 ~ few more finds – puzzle piecing and a gematria – did we FINALLY have that 11.3 marker tonight?

 

 

was hoping that once the game was over the energy would lighten up or at least feel better.  it just doesn’t.  saw a few more things worth noting.

thinking dark to light w/these two:

 

“lightburn” – “brandon” – space force – what an unusual name………

 

i read a few years ago he was faking all along……….now – we see…….

 

all i know is energetically we are not consenting to another stuper bowl……

 

I know I said only 1 comm – saw this and followed my instincts.  Leaving it here and returning to my comforts…….

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17 post 22 (note the SWIFT) – T Swift – and SWIFT system):

 

and 25 (Proof to begin 11.3):

 

aaaaaaaaand this……..🙄

got the nudge to do a gematria on SUPER BOWL – in simple gematria it is 131=113………did we finally get the 11.3 marker tonight to kick off the show?

Superb Owl

Georgia Guidestone Destroyed

John F Kennedy

Ding Dong The Witch Is Dead

Prince Charles (what if that entity did the gender switch??)

It Is Finished

The Eagle Has Landed

Lights Out

Supernova

 

so any of you up for presenting this information to those you know still slumbering away – see if they are willing/open to see?  🥰😂😜

 

TRENDS:  (game was rigged – Antarctica is key to this place – and this entire realm has been under satanic spells)

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2.10.24 ~ Chinese New Year finds……….

 

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oooh the energy feels nice today.  at the start i had that unwanted anxiety – in the shower portal could “feel” the two timelines – back and forth – felt the good one pushed through for the win – at least for today.  i’ll take it.  the sun was also out – walks – gardening – felt so good to plant flowers.  get my hands in dirt.

things are moving.  saw something interesting on the weather channel this morning – a red panda “picking” who would win tomorrow’s gladiator game.  the choice?  KC Chiefs.  (for those like me who don’t know who is playing – san francisco 49’s and the chiefs – in Las Vegas.  what happens in vegas stays in vegas?).

here’s what i’m seeing.  hope you are all well and feeling this space.  please remember to share, comment, subscribe and click the green button below and show some support if you are able.

love,

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Two US Members of Congress DENIED Access to Secretive Federally-Funded “Migrant Facility” for Oversight of Taxpayer Spending

 

PEACE ON EARTH: Russian Philosopher Dugin Celebrates ‘American Conservative Revolution’, Praises Tucker, Musk, Abbot, Says ‘America Must Choose Trump’ To Avoid Nuclear War

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

this one originally had me fooled…….

 

 

very interesting:

 

this is called “no holding back”……..😂

 

 

 

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Musk’s Neuralink moves to Nevada after Delaware judge blocks his Tesla pay deal – MarketWatch

 

 

 

 

 

true story:

 

https://resistthemainstream.com/hungarys-president-resigns-after-granting-a-pardon-to-man-convicted-in-child-sexual-abuse-case/

 

https://resistthemainstream.com/trump-makes-a-dark-prediction-about-the-us-a-terrible-thing-to-say/

 

ooooh……….

https://resistthemainstream.com/brother-of-jeffrey-epstein-releases-autopsy-photos-to-megyn-kelly-as-he-makes-case-against-suicide-ruling/

 

 

Body Language Ghost…

Body Language: Putin, Elected Vs. Elites

 

The melting point | Stanford News

 

MrMBB333….protons………

Sun SWALLOWS the Earth! *Radiation Storm In Progress*

 

 

looking for some new sites:

Biden claims his memory is fine, calls Egypt’s Sisi ‘president of Mexico’ – Uncensored Publications Limited

Starlink: WILL MEGACONSTELLATIONS ALTER EARTH’S MAGNETIC FIELD? – Uncensored Publications Limited

 

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Matrix Finds ~ 2.8.24 ~ Always looking for the signs/puzzles that shine “END”

 

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Difficult here (by design).  But we can knock through that difficult and keep going (because of OUR design).  

 

Today – tired of doing the above.  Yesterday was a challenge but I felt better.  Last night’s sleep just wasn’t happening leading to energy depletion atm.  Kept waking up with a jolt – those moments where anxiety has a grip on you – so I worked through it – recentered – released (this simply is NOT. ME.) – did my usual self-talk – returned to sleep only to have the same dayem thing happen hourly until I finally threw back the covers and faced the day.  Those who “get it” – get it.

Car has an appointment to get some TLC next week.  Trusting the Universe will provide the means, so I don’t have to beg anymore and apparently look like a fool to some or go into further debt.  Today had to install an air filter – which back in the day was an easy until “technology” and tiny people began designing our cars.  My god – I’m small and even with my assistance struggled to get my own hand down inside to the screws and pulling the box up and out – especially at the side.  OMG who does this designing?

Oh yes – the same people who design and maintain our roads.  🙄😂😜

Not much else to add today, so without further ado, here is what I’m drawn to/seeing show up.  Please remember to share, leave a comment, subscribe and zap the green love button below.  💖

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Well at least he got the term correct…..

Justice Brett Kavanaugh Delivers Reality Check to Colorado Attorney in Effort to Exclude Trump from Ballot: ‘Trump Has Not Been Charged with an Insurrection’

 

He called a lot out………..not as much as I had wanted………but hey I didn’t write this movie………

Putin Warns of AI, Genetically Modified Superhumans, and Elon Musk’s Microchip Implants (VIDEO)

 

i do like his twinkle and his knowing eye – calling out tucker too…..two actors on stage……..

 

 

 

most important statement, imho as this is what this war is all. about:

 

 

move countermove…………

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

i always appreciate his honesty…………not everyone can take it though……..

 

freeze their assets and give me my account and any funds in there back………

 

 

 

THIS (much better version):

 

 

Kinda no other choice when living and eating is too expensive under the usual mean$……….

Biden Effect: Credit Card Debts Hit Record High of $1.13 Trillion, Delinquencies Surge 50%

 

BREAKING: Former Brazilian President Bolsonaro’s Home Raided and Passport Seized

 

Avdiivka Defenses Crumble, Russian Forces About To Split the City in Half – Move Would Isolate Ukrainian Troops in the South From Supply Line

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/geopolitical/us-warns-against-impending-israeli-assault-refugee-packed-rafah

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/geopolitical/iraq-closer-expelling-us-troops-after-drone-strike-busy-neighborhood

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/geopolitical/zelensky-pulls-trigger-firing-top-general-initiates-major-shake

 

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2.6.24 ~ Checking in ~ A Very Interesting Gematria and some Finds including a very fascinating bit of information about the upcoming eclipse in April

 

Frfr... | Ascended masters, Inner child, Funny jokes

Some days – all of the above…..

Yesterday was a better experience for me.

I was feeling in the flow – starting to see some things happen – ever so slightly – in creating what I want/need.  And then BAM.  Sleep interference.  Matrix hassles over money.  Unwanted drama and chaos.  And me in this current state wondering when my golden ticket is going to show up.

I feel I am pushing through this energy that is thick and unwanted with the need to create more financial abundance in order TO because the current has become simply a big ‘ole vibrational mismatch.

I saw a beautiful image in the sky today – the rays of sun peering through the thick cloud cover – casting a heavenly image.  Gave me a moment of comfort.  I called out to heaven for help.  Loudly.

Like everything else in this ridiculous aggravating movie/war/show and tell/whatever other label you wish to insert……..WE WILL SEE.

Until then…..

Could be worse yes.  And I know many of you reading this understand and are experiencing similar yourself.

Today – my heart screams IT COULD BE SO MUCH BETTER THAN THIS FOR YOU.

It’s coming………..so close – it’s coming…….

Seeing a lot of “we are going to” (fill in the blank) and “soon”………triggering words for those of us at it the longest and the most desperate and destitute.  Play us carefully……..  😂🙄😜

Love helps.  Asks what is needed.  Someone in pain and vocal – remember that.  Having a very challenging time these days seeing others doing so well financially – traveling, upgrading, buying fun new toys etc. and just watching me struggle.

Here’s what I’m seeing.  Please remember to Share, Donate, Subscribe, Like and leave a comment or two.  Makes me feel better.  Seriously – it really does.

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and last night there was a couple of podcasters who had thousands of people watching as they teased/implied they had the video……wonder how much they made in that little scam?  on it goes – liars get the traffic and funds – while the real ones get lost in the crowd……….

 

 

just popped a couple of cashew cookies for comfort……..

 

 

this…..long time – complex – changes the brain……….interferes with sleep and daily functioning……….chronic financial pressure just makes it that much worse……….i pray the children are all accounted for – if so – jesus end the movie here so we can all heal and enjoy life freely again………

 

 

now this is my kind of speak/truth information……….i did not know this.  this is very. interesting – aligns with my feel that the eclipse (sun/moon alignments) are playing a role in our exit/transition/whatever you want to call it omg i am tired of talking about this lol……….SAVING ISRAEL FOR LAST (we are in Israel)……….X marks the spot……….sounds kind of like a play on heaven too (backwards)………

Nineveh – Wikipedia

first mentioned in Genesis 10:11

lion:

 

Today, Nineveh’s location is marked by two large mounds, Tell Kuyunjiq and Tell Nabī Yūnus “Prophet Jonah“, and the remains of the city walls (about 12 kilometres (7 mi) in circumference)…..The ruin mound of Kuyunjiq rises about 20 metres (66 ft)

interesting pop culture references:

In Jonah: A VeggieTales Movie, Jonah, much like his biblical counterpart, must travel to Nineveh due to God’s demands.

In the 1973 film The Exorcist, Father Lankester Merrin was on an archeological dig near Nineveh prior to returning to the United States and leading the exorcism of Reagan MacNiel.

“it’s going to be biblical”

I decided to do a gematria on this:

GEMATRIA:  NINEVEH (77)

Wake Up

Come Home (those two are enough for me)

Bob Joyce

I Born To Break Curse (anyone else having the call to break the spells and doing so?)

 

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/markets/new-york-community-bancorp-cut-junk-moodys-33-deposits-uninsured

 

 

so the plan is to allow the small banks to be eaten up by the bigger ones?

https://www.zerohedge.com/markets/bank-blow-fears-spark-bid-bonds-bullion-bitcoin

 

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Do some people just not GET the whole money struggle thing?

 

Here is what I’m seeing pushed – by larger outlets:

  1. Eat keto.  Steaks.  Eggs.  Bacon (as in 1/2 to full pack).  Every day.

I get 3-4 steaks per MONTH and have to divide each one up into 3 portions to feed us.  Tiny portions.  Cheapest cut of meat too.  I would LOVE to eat the nice cuts of steak – a few times a week.  My body certainly craves this – has for a couple of years now.  Spouse as well.  After losing muscle mass and increasing my meat protein levels, I noticed I began to put on a little extra weight.  Still not enough.  Was advised to go to a local butcher to get deals.  lol  Those still exist?  The only butchers around here are at the big corporate stores and they’re just under paid store clerks who can’t and don’t give special deals the way the local neighborhood butcher would do.  Don’t have space for a freezer to buy in bulk (1/4 cow) but even if we did have the space, I don’t have several hundred dollars to invest in that anyway.

 

2. Buy organic bedding and clothes.

Ok – I’ve known about this for over 25 years.  At the time when things were more affordable and I was living at that middle income level (close to it), I had the means to buy myself some organic cotton based pajamas and sheets.  Today?  Nope.  My budget is $10-$15 per item of clothing which means sales, off brands (which I don’t care about such things but realize the possibility of not the best fabric).  I also made the choice – we all did – to go without rather than buy used -which I did for years.  Smells and energies get transferred to clothes.

 

3. Downsizing.

Some are talking about downsizing.  I told someone if I downsize anymore, I’m going to be living in a tent down by the river with the rest of those unable to afford a roof.  Sleeping on an 18 year old mattress.  Couch has lost most of the spring action as our girl used it as a trampoline during her toddler years.  😂🥰🙄  When I have needed to replace sheets or higher priced items, I’ve had to do the payment plan, which atm I have 3 going.

Spouse walks in and tells me we need a new rug for the toilet.  The old one was, well, you know in need of being tossed.  I told him “not in the budget atm” then paused – toilet rugs – something nice to have but not a need – but still – not in the budget atm?

I know I am blessed to have what I do have.  I get that.  I practice gratitude regularly – at times even if I have to force the energy.  I know thousands just in my area are living in tents or over-priced run-down pieces of you know what or couch surfing.  I get that.

But dayem – I am WEARY finding the energy to be grateful for an ongoing situation that I have yet. to. find. the. means. to. shift let alone the unbelievable cost of food, supplies – living.

Thoughts and focus?

Check out the 3 journals I have filled up since last summer intending.  I continue the process.  As does my girl.

Then I see where Joe Rogan – a truther – sign a contract with spotify for over $200 million.

Two. hundred. frigging. million. dollars.

😠😩😮

While I do my own part in this awakening because I too felt the call and was motivated by that.  Just thought I would have reached my financial goal by now.  7 1/2 years.

When I was 5, I wanted to be Under Dog – a journalist by day – crime fighter/exposer of evil by night – so I’m living that childhood dream which is quite poignant for me.  🥰

Just didn’t think I’d be living in poverty to do so, much less living in a reality where companies making cashews want me paying them $15 a pound.

Hey – it’s cheaper than a steak.

I think.  😂🙄

Love,

V.

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2.5.24 ~ Checking in and some Finds

 

 

Sleep was better.  The astral was quiet until it was unpleasant.  Clearing/releasing old energies.  Remembering how do simply do Me – spending more time doing that and less on the movie.  Below is what I am seeing atm.

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Love,

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Their games and spells they do are so transparently clear…….Back and forth until……..

Dow ends over 270 points lower as Powell signals no rush to cut interest rates – MarketWatch

 

Pennsylvania statewide court agency’s website hit by disabling cyberattack – 6abc Philadelphia

 

all caps:

 

 

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2.4.24 ~ Headlines, Finds, Goodies, etc.

 

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got tired being upside down………😂🙄😂

SLIM Moon Lander Is ‘Asleep’ Again for the Lunar Night – Japanese Space Agency Will Try To Turn Spacecraft on Again in Two Weeks

 

Ascension………Returning to Real Space………

 

The World’s First Dating Website for the UNVACCINATED is Here! Sign up For “UNJECTED” Now and Meet Other Singles That SAID NO TO THE COVID VACCINE! VIDEOS!

 

Maria Bartiromo After Speaking with President Trump: “I Think There Will Be Major Changes Made in the Republican National Committee Very Soon” (Video)

 

The “We the People: Take Back Our Border” Trucker Convoy and Rallies Take Place in Texas, Arizona, and California

 

Speaker Mike Johnson Drops Bomb: Biden Is Not the One in Charge

 

Rapper ‘Killer Mike’ Arrested at Grammy Awards Two Days After He Refused to Endorse Joe Biden (VIDEO) | The Gateway Pundit | by Cristina Laila

 

 

 

 

 

admitting T’s already in term #2……….

 

 

 

 

 

T and 17 synchs:

 

 

 

new parody account………..

 

 

 

 

This is really a rub in the face for me at this point – for all of us who could do beautiful things with our lives with this level of abundance.  Enough is enough.  I could use a tiny portion of this and FINALLY change my life the way I need.

 

 

Continuity of Government……..makes me wonder if what the head of the DC Guard said on television on 1.21.21 was disclosure as to what sort of situation we had already been under………

 

 

Reading the Lockwood trilogy atm…….nice timing……

 

 

unless the original images were photoshopped to remove that part……..i really don’t know for certain, ya know?

 

 

i purged decades of old stuff at the cellular level……….

 

 

 

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