10/20/2020 Reflection and Finds

 

I purged a lot today – old stuff.  My feel is old trauma from the hijack are coming up.  I had the desire to play Edelweiss on the piano and as I played and heard the line “bless my homeland forever” I broke down in tears and pulled up ancient emotions.  I was also feeling Lemuria around me today – felt very familiar and close.

I also had the thought flow come to me that as I purge now, I remember more of Who I Really Am.

On another insight from today: I felt our original trauma’s were “stuck” inside the dna code of their reptilian brain stem.  How this was passed down throughout each life time, I am not sure – however if there is any truth to it, it was done in a technically controlled manner (certainly not organic/natural) to ensure my trauma stayed with me, yours with you, etc.

Sick sick sick stuff.

I also had that inner energy/knowing – memories you can call it – that I am used to creating realms.  Traveling wherever I want.  Adventures – some planned, some at whim.  New.  Groundhog day is the spell I was under – we were under.  We know that is FALSE.  I mean imagine – you being this amazing spark of Source would intend: “ok i want an experience where i have to pay to live and clean up filth constantly and prepare meals and spending the majority of my time doing things I disdain (or at the least don’t enjoy)”….

NEVER.

Lastly, after I released some tears, I had this thought as I was cleaning off the washing machine’s agitator with some vinegar (removing dirt/grime build up – something I’ve done countless times):  Grime and dirt and filth is theirs.  It isn’t natural to me.  That’s probably why sometimes I have felt critical of myself when I will take extra time to really keep things clean.  I have always had a sense of disgust over filth and feel energetically repelled whenever I’ve been around others who don’t bathe regularly or whose homes are filthy.  I feel much better when my surroundings and self are clean.  Period.  And that is just part of Who I Am.

Same for smells.  I also thought of mold and mildew – not my monkey.  Not my creation.  That is theirs and they can have it and keep it.

So – overall some movement today in the energetics – for me after a very rough time the past few days.  Well ok this entire experience has been rough with enough beauty/fun manifesting to keep me asleep to their agenda – but I have had the concern my mind is breaking in recent days.  Just a tired brain trying to deal with old energies coming up and out being guided by my Higher Self who wants to have a clean merge/emit.

Another dry, sunny warm day that allowed for another bike ride.  We continue to intend AND create sunny warm days.

Here are some finds….Love to you all.  Victoria

 

ok this first one just popped up on my twitter feed.  portal.  incoming from off-world.  disclosure, anyone?  (and does it fly?)  regardless if this is on or off world intel, I WANT ONE!

 

ok this one is creepy weird – “evergreen news and commentary”….evergreen?  and “launching soon”….biden will be gone – 2 weeks to go – who else would they throw in but a clinton…eyes open (and i’m sure there are some patriot anon hackers on this one):

https://clinton-harris2020.com/

 

i heard we are (allegedly) in the debris trail of haley’s comet now…cover-story for these “end times” rocks?

this one is a “HOLY SHEOT” capture:

interesting William Moon photo of a frog (KEK):

 

yes!

ok, that’s it – we’re outta here….(seriously this is my favorite holiday special ever):  (here’s a link to watch it – not the best quality)

BREAKING: Giuliani Gives Hunter Biden’s Hard Drive to Delaware State Police Over Photos of Underage Girls, Inappropriate Texts

oh dear…..well just to give a heads up to anyone in the states – there is talk now of others rioting if Trump refuses to concede….(insurrection act will be used if necessary)….

 

Oh Boy: Rudy Giuliani Reads Text Message from Hunter Biden to Joe Biden talking about FaceTiming 14-Year-Old Girl Naked While Smoking Crack (VIDEO)

Project Veritas Strikes Again: Google Ad Manager Caught on Camera Admitting They Can Offer FREE Advertising Credits to Democrats, Censor Republicans

Trump Admin Announces First Govt Center for Countering Human Trafficking – Reporters Ask ZERO Questions (VIDEO)

DOJ to File Landmark Antitrust Case Against Google for Abusing Its Online Dominance and Stifling Viewpoints

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Author: Victoria1111

Truthseeker. Philosopher. Commander of Freedom. Writer. Musician. Composer. Above all I Am A Creator.