Author: Victoria1111

Truthseeker. Philosopher. Commander of Freedom. Writer. Musician. Composer. Above all I Am A Creator.

Q ~ 10/20/20

 

Today’s drop is a movie clip….Given what Trump said tonight in PA about the swamp (who are in large part the invisible enemy) and their heads exploding after 11/3 I knew that had some comm/significance to it.  I also put this together with the GEORGE the Collective YouTube channel videos put out in the last 2 days and I would say perhaps the last of the clean up/rounding up OF them is upon us….(links to the GEORGE videos are below the drop)….

Q !!Hs1Jq13jV6 ID: aebf22 No.11174659 📁
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Schumann ~ Approx. 17 hour “black out”

 

Missing data?  Timeline hopping/collapsing/merging?  Intentional black out caused by a glitch or white hat or parasite control?  Almost 17 hours of it……All I can tell you is that today was far better for me energetically than the previous day (s) – for all in this house.  Given the purging I did – the releasing – and the clarity I received after feeling so squeezed – I’m saying that either this incident on the schumann is just a coincidence as to why I had the experience I did – or it helped attribute TO it.  Just had an image of a windshield wiper wiping away debris on a window.  The truth will be known. I will leave you with this:  right before I sat down to check on the schumann, i thought “i am feeling a shift.  i am feeling quite – peaceful.”  And one last thought:  at President Trump’s rally today in PA, he talked about the swamp – and he said after Nov. 3rd, their heads will explode and essentially, they will surrender.  Anyone else get chills reading those words I just typed?

 

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10/20/2020 Reflection and Finds

 

I purged a lot today – old stuff.  My feel is old trauma from the hijack are coming up.  I had the desire to play Edelweiss on the piano and as I played and heard the line “bless my homeland forever” I broke down in tears and pulled up ancient emotions.  I was also feeling Lemuria around me today – felt very familiar and close.

I also had the thought flow come to me that as I purge now, I remember more of Who I Really Am.

On another insight from today: I felt our original trauma’s were “stuck” inside the dna code of their reptilian brain stem.  How this was passed down throughout each life time, I am not sure – however if there is any truth to it, it was done in a technically controlled manner (certainly not organic/natural) to ensure my trauma stayed with me, yours with you, etc.

Sick sick sick stuff.

I also had that inner energy/knowing – memories you can call it – that I am used to creating realms.  Traveling wherever I want.  Adventures – some planned, some at whim.  New.  Groundhog day is the spell I was under – we were under.  We know that is FALSE.  I mean imagine – you being this amazing spark of Source would intend: “ok i want an experience where i have to pay to live and clean up filth constantly and prepare meals and spending the majority of my time doing things I disdain (or at the least don’t enjoy)”….

NEVER.

Lastly, after I released some tears, I had this thought as I was cleaning off the washing machine’s agitator with some vinegar (removing dirt/grime build up – something I’ve done countless times):  Grime and dirt and filth is theirs.  It isn’t natural to me.  That’s probably why sometimes I have felt critical of myself when I will take extra time to really keep things clean.  I have always had a sense of disgust over filth and feel energetically repelled whenever I’ve been around others who don’t bathe regularly or whose homes are filthy.  I feel much better when my surroundings and self are clean.  Period.  And that is just part of Who I Am.

Same for smells.  I also thought of mold and mildew – not my monkey.  Not my creation.  That is theirs and they can have it and keep it.

So – overall some movement today in the energetics – for me after a very rough time the past few days.  Well ok this entire experience has been rough with enough beauty/fun manifesting to keep me asleep to their agenda – but I have had the concern my mind is breaking in recent days.  Just a tired brain trying to deal with old energies coming up and out being guided by my Higher Self who wants to have a clean merge/emit.

Another dry, sunny warm day that allowed for another bike ride.  We continue to intend AND create sunny warm days.

Here are some finds….Love to you all.  Victoria

 

ok this first one just popped up on my twitter feed.  portal.  incoming from off-world.  disclosure, anyone?  (and does it fly?)  regardless if this is on or off world intel, I WANT ONE!

 

ok this one is creepy weird – “evergreen news and commentary”….evergreen?  and “launching soon”….biden will be gone – 2 weeks to go – who else would they throw in but a clinton…eyes open (and i’m sure there are some patriot anon hackers on this one):

https://clinton-harris2020.com/

 

i heard we are (allegedly) in the debris trail of haley’s comet now…cover-story for these “end times” rocks?

this one is a “HOLY SHEOT” capture:

interesting William Moon photo of a frog (KEK):

 

yes!

ok, that’s it – we’re outta here….(seriously this is my favorite holiday special ever):  (here’s a link to watch it – not the best quality)

BREAKING: Giuliani Gives Hunter Biden’s Hard Drive to Delaware State Police Over Photos of Underage Girls, Inappropriate Texts

oh dear…..well just to give a heads up to anyone in the states – there is talk now of others rioting if Trump refuses to concede….(insurrection act will be used if necessary)….

 

Oh Boy: Rudy Giuliani Reads Text Message from Hunter Biden to Joe Biden talking about FaceTiming 14-Year-Old Girl Naked While Smoking Crack (VIDEO)

Project Veritas Strikes Again: Google Ad Manager Caught on Camera Admitting They Can Offer FREE Advertising Credits to Democrats, Censor Republicans

Trump Admin Announces First Govt Center for Countering Human Trafficking – Reporters Ask ZERO Questions (VIDEO)

DOJ to File Landmark Antitrust Case Against Google for Abusing Its Online Dominance and Stifling Viewpoints

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10/19/2020 Reflection and Finds

 

I feel I am being squeezed – all that isn’t Source Me – GET IT OUT.  On a walk alone today, I just observed the mental dialogue playing out in my frazzled, pained mind.  With each and every thought of judgment about others and about myself (which not surprisingly there are far more judgments about myself), I said a mantra:  I bless this thought with Love.  I bless myself with Love.  I will have to do that one a lot in order to break through to the heart and authentically feeeeeeeeeeel the truth of the words.

This feels like one of the final squeezes.  I feel movement – anything physical – to move this energy is something I need to do.  Wild dance time.

Crazy Dancing What are these people doing? ... GloZell ...

This morning, I awoke and lay in bed – feeling I still needed sleep but not quite at that moment – felt the need to just go within.  As I did, I was guided to connect with Source – but in a different way.  I felt a new term come to me:  Original Source – from which I originated.  Pre-hijack connection.  Original Source.  As I did, a smile came over my body.  I did some stuff w/that – mostly asking for healing.  Given the energies and emotions that came out of me today, I will say I got just that.  I will also remember to ask for assistance with that AND the ability to take in only what I am able – I felt myself going too intense today.

I am remembering.  I feel we all are.

For some shares – first of the cosmic/spiritual type:

I decided to check on the cats – see what they have to say.  Here’s a link to their latest along with a phrase or two I see/am in alignment with.

LINK

  • “We are literally in the homestretch of The Event. We can’t comment any more than that.
  • And it’s Monday. Expect things to get even weirder.”

It feels weirder than sheot for sure.  Here’s one from Sophia Love talking about the med bed availability that I am feeling in alignment with as well.

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“As the med beds have now become part of the broader discussion here, success is assured. It is seen however that they will more than likely not be delivered until after the event, or after some event. I am not clear on exactly what event, only that it will push our unity consciousness over the top and then they will arrive, be put to use, and help our race as they have always intended. They assured me that they are ready and also that they expect this to occur before the end of 2020. I pushed a bit for this confirmation, yet it was repeated to me.”

I decided to do a gematria on the “password” 2 of the cats received during a dream they each had (same dream):  Bristol Peril.

Enter The Dragon

Impeachment Hoax

Singularity

I am getting a feeeeeel as I do these gematria’s over time:  The duality playing out – each “side” fighting to have THEIR ending be THE ending.  I see the phrases showing up in the gematria’s each time I plug in a term/phrase.

We know what “wins” – what survives and sustains:  Truth.  Love.  Freedom. And I feeeeeeeeeeeel the energies of truth/love/freedom are smooth and consistent – unwaivering – unstoppable – while the fear energies (rage, panic, etc.) are jagged and frantic and unpredictable (and as such can seem to be “winning” some days and moments – but those energies of Truth are always there – always – found within in that subtle but unwaivering energy).  Yeah, so being in the Heart – is key now for our/my own sanity.

TRUTH energies are squeezing every one of us to release ANYTHING that isn’t Authentic Us.  Authentic Original Source.

DEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP breath.  Smell the symphony of nature.

We got this.

Here are some other finds from the 3d world…

Love,

Victoria

BREAKING NEWS: Here’s Why the Mayor of Moscow’s Wife Paid Hunter Biden $3.5 Million… And Likely More!

The divide needs some healing – some full on Truth reveal – like a Trump card – a John Kennedy reveal.  I go from feeling anger over this to just sadness….I do know though that not all who are exhibiting this behavior are human so there’s that…..it isn’t always pain lashing out needing healing – sometimes it is pure evil.

Biden Supporter Arrested For Firing Shotgun at 2 Trump Supporters Who Honked at Him While Driving by His Property

This is what “the invisible enemy” does:

UPDATE: Proof That Michigan Governor Whitmer Deliberately Displayed ‘Kill Trump’ Symbolism in Background During Sunday Interview

 

He’ll still rock it:

Debate Commission Changes Rules Again, Will Cut Mics for Two Minute Responses by Trump and Biden

 

I saw this video – it’s very telling:

O’Keefe Strikes Again! Google Program Manager Confirms Election Interference in Favor of Joe Biden (VIDEO)

John Roberts Sides with Liberal Justices – Allows Pennsylvania to Count Non-Postmarked Ballots Three Days After Election Day

MUST READ: Today’s FBI Announcement on Russia Hacking Proves the FBI Is Trying to Influence the 2020 Election — The Charges Follow Long History of FBI Deceit

Trump Campaign Manager Fires Off Letter to Debate Commission After they Change Third Debate Topics to Rescue Joe Biden and Ignore President Trump’s Historic Foreign Policy Successes

 

Our ballot boxes here are outside – instead of being inside as they always were in the location we use.  We are videoing and photographing and are part of a group that provides links to ensure your ballot was collected and correctly counted…

Up to 100 Ballots Damaged When Someone Started a Fire Inside Official Drop Box in Los Angeles County (VIDEO)

No idea why – maybe they want to include Google in that after today’s PV drop?

Gloves are off…

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Massive 7.4 magnitude earthquake strikes off coast of Alaska sparking tsunami warning and problems at the USPS

 

throwin’ all sorts of stuff at us to keep us in fear/distracted from the behind-the-scenes clean-up…

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By LAUREN EDMONDS FOR DAILYMAIL.COM

PUBLISHED: | UPDATED: 

A colossal 7.4 magnitude earthquake hit the coast of Alaska on Monday, causing a tsunami warning.

 The National Oceanic and Atmospheric Administration announced that a earthquake struck 55 miles southeast of Sand Point at 4.55pm.

Just eight minutes later, the National Weather Service issued a tsunami warning in the Aleutians Islands, telling residents ‘you are in danger.’

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My mate went to the post office – line was out the door so he visited the local PakMail to mail his package.  He was told they couldn’t print out USPS labels – the service was down – and instead they could only ship via FedEx, UPS.  Here is a link to the live USPS outage map (they say there’s no problems – but the map shows otherwise).  Interesting timing too w/the mail-in ballots taking place starting this week (ballots just arrived last Friday)…..

https://downdetector.com/status/usps/map/

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Reflections….Finds….

 

Ok this one went out – accidentally – wrong title – and unfinished.  Mama brain.  Ascension brain.  Menopausal brain.  3D brain.  etc. etc…….

I had a sudden, strange experience about 30 minutes after I showered:  I could suddenly smell things in an intense manner.  Normally I have sinuses that don’t allow me to smell things normally (deviated septum).  And who knows what else is behind this issue.  Grief.  Trauma.  etc.  Anyway, its essentially been life long and I am used to it.  Today though suddenly what I could smell was so powerful – it was like smelling in a new way.  I thought perhaps it was just me but my child had the same experience.  It was weird and I wasn’t sure I liked it – it was as though I was pulled out and something else inserted.  Perhaps one of those “I am here then I’m not now I am returned again.”

The merge.  The purge.  I engaged in both today.

I have read and heard from several who are also talking about this neck issue I began working with about 2-3 weeks ago.  I’m pretty sure I mentioned it here.  I began feeling the need to “unplug” that piece of me – that reptilian brain stem.  As I have mentioned, for over 20 years, when I have been in the presence of a counselor/healer I have consistently said whatever it causing trauma-like symptoms comes from the back of my neck.  And regardless of the methods I have tried:  EMDR, RET, Holographic Repatterning, Tapping, Hypnosis, cognitive behavioral, exposure therapy – nothing has removed that core trauma/feeling of being trapped nor have these methods removed that tension in the brain stem.  Now that I see people are now talking about having issues with their neck, I am seeing something collective is happening.  There are a variety of opinions – my feel is this has to do with that brainstem.  Getting unplugged.  Getting that coding removed (as I type those words that area of my neck is buzzing). Yellow Rose mentioned once we’re out, that part of us doesn’t go with us.

I do THIS gesture upon reading, feeling and knowing those words:

I am “seeing” – sensing- knowing – more and more what is not natural about this experience.  I had moments today where I could feel the matrix dying – whatever it is that created this realm/experience.  I am also seeing that when I try to figure things out mentally – my brain does not provide me any answers.  Going within takes on a new purpose now – for me.

Here are some finds:

 

LOVE this:

 

we were talking about this last night – how the elite and rich haven’t been impacted by these lockdowns the way the poor and middle class have.  their money can buy them all they need – private flights, food delivery galore, likely even the best defense and protection if they violated a mask order or social gathering (they can fly in the entire family to some exotic island).  the rest have lost income.  businesses.  children have had activities cancelled.  the rise in stress and anxiety have been met by counseling clinics and healing clinics who have had to close down thus services – those much needed services – just aren’t there for all who need – certainly not in the manner we are accustomed.  enough of this b.s.  regardless of what people think about the mask crap and the forced separation and the “doing it for the common good” – most everyone i speak to is DONE with this agenda.  DONE with the trauma of this year and want healing and lives returned.

 

Simple words – but I’ve been feeeeeeeeling “early christmas” for a few weeks now.

 

And interesting – this is said to have come from a Team Trump text/message:

 

 

Much more UGH than I thought….

 

Developing: Ukrainian Lawmaker Says Government Has Seized Second Laptop Belonging to Hunter Biden’s Business Contacts

Facebook’s Lead Executive on Election Policy Is Former Joe Biden Advisor on Ukraine — This Helps Explain Their Censorship of Hunter’s Emails …Update: Makanju Pictured with Biden and Ciaramella!

Bags Full Of Stolen Ballots Found In Seattle Suburb

 

“The Gateway Pundit could not independently verify the claims, as that would be voter fraud. We have reached out to the Oregon State Elections Office for more information and will update this story if a response is provided.

Obviously, if someone can in fact cancel out ballots that have already been sent in, the potential for voter fraud with the vulnerability 4chan users may have exposed is jaw-droppingly massive. 

We will be continuing to provide updates as the story unfolds.”

4Chan Users Claim to Have Found Way to Easily Change People’s Voter Registration and Cancel Ballots Online in Oregon and Washington

I gotta tell ya – this would not surprise me.  I can see the truth in this:

 

here’s the Q drop:

Q !!Hs1Jq13jV6 ID: 0a3163 No.11130733 📁
How do you inform your target(s) [‘business partners’] what you have?
Why would H. Biden have such material on his laptop?
How was the content *originally* received?
Email?
Why would H. Biden risk turning over such material to a computer repair shop? [contents unrestricted?]
On purpose [years of being treated poorly by ‘Pop’] or simple negligence?
If such information existed on laptop why wouldn’t contents be claimed?
Several attempts made to contact to claim?
Messages left?
Why wouldn’t H. Biden want to reclaim *knowing* the contents on the drive could bury *Pops* & family.
A troubled life?
A troubled family?
Looks can be deceiving.
Q

 

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Last night’s dream

 

I forgot to share this.

I was in a new place – new scene – which was not familiar to me.  There were homes scattered across an otherwise beautiful landscape.  It felt very rural – farmland type landscape.  There was a bunch of people in water.  The water kept rising and most kept wading out into the deeper water – willingly.  I felt some wanted me to go with them – and I had the brief desire to help them – but I knew they really weren’t “seeing” me.  I also knew this was NOT a journey for me.  So I said my “nope not my monkey” and walked out of the water – headed towards this beautiful sunset off in the distance. Reds.  Oranges.  Purples.  The sky was brilliant where I was headed and the light of the sun felt like it was exactly where I wanted to go.

The experience ended.

I’m tired, boss.  Can we just go Home now?  (I tried watching The Trump Card documentary – I couldn’t get into it.  I appreciate the work shown – but it simply doesn’t feel like my experience or anything in which I align.)

Love,

Victoria

 

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Some finds for 10/17/2020

 

energy was rough today….heavy…..feels better tonight….

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first here is a link to watch Trump Card (free) – the documentary that was released last Friday (10/9).  watching this tonight:

 

 

Interesting dates.  My focus:  HOME.  Fully restored/healed.  The beach.  The woods.  The house.  The tribe. Freedom.  The perfect weather (been working on manifesting that here now)…..I know this idea we see playing out now:  socialism or capitalism – neither resonate with me.  Both can be disasters if unchecked and under the control of malevolent intent.  I choose New Earth/Home and Freedom.    

Schumann ~ current bubble of bliss:

 

this video is part of a video that was released back in april.  still waiting on those indictments….i’ve also been wondering about durham.  who is this guy?  it’s hard to find anything about him – especially his family other than just his wife’s name and that they have 4 sons and 8 grandchildren.  perhaps that is because he was known as a mob boss prosecutor and thus needs the anonymity.  just something within makes me pause and do the “hmmm” about him….

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10/16/20 Reflection & Finds

 

I am laughing as I write this:  My ability to add and subtract in my checkbook is just not happening.  I used to have an accountant brain.  I loved numbers.  I actually enjoyed balancing my checkbook.  I would curl up on the couch with a cup of tea, calculator, checkbook and statement and get busy.  Today?  I struggle to use the calculator – hands are floppy weird some days which ends up with me pressing buttons I didn’t intend.  And then there are the moments when I rely on my brain power alone to add and subtract.

Tonight I had to order some shoes for my girl.  Her feet have grown rapidly over the summer and we realized what she has doesn’t fit – other than her sandals and she can’t wear those during the colder weather.  The challenge I had placing the order then figuring out the numbers in my checkbook left me scattered.

3D matrix doings becoming even more challenging.  This frigging better have either a shift or some much needed healing tech.  My brain functioning with such tedious tasks is no longer symbiotic.  Somewhere in the cosmos I am composing amazing music and having fantastic adventures.  That’s what I tell myself when I find myself really struggling with certain cognitive tasks.

I noticed today when I had a couple of “me and only me” moments –  outside – when I had nothing but silence.  It was like a breath of new life flowed into me and I could think straight.  So part of it is that – needing many more of those moments where I only have one thing in which to focus on.  I could write a comical piece on tonight’s adventure in shoe ordering. My child was next to me on the bed with nothing but a tape measurer at her disposal – and an active mind and tons of energy.  I kept having to ask her to hush so I could F O C U S.

When I begin to lament on the possibility these brain issues are all due to the mama brain and aging brain issues – I think to others with whom I speak having the same challenges who are either not parents or if they are they are 20 plus years younger than I am and are perplexed at how they are so absolutely scattered these days – unable to be anywhere except in the full moment – forgetting what they ate for lunch that day or what they just said 10 minutes ago.

I tried to do more today but still had the feeling to just SIT and LET GO. However, waiting isn’t aligning so I’ve made a couple of new steps to do NEW – here –  now.  I will see how that plays out.

I want to share a very serene moment I had this morning.  Yesterday as I (think) I shared her last night was a challenging day for a few reasons.  I went to bed earlier than usual and slept hard for about 7 hours straight.  I woke up early morning, heated up my warming buddies and as I returned to sleep, I tuned in and worked with my energy and inner dialogue.  At the moment I am drawing a blank on what I said to assist myself – but I do remember the feeling was wonderful.  I was able to lift myself up and out of the murk/energy of trauma.  I felt, well, ME – the ME I know I am and the ME I am becoming.  As I shared with one of you recently, it has been my feeeeeel lately that the energy of trauma was designed to “stick” – using that reptilian brain code of theirs – which is why it is so challenging to totally and I mean TOTALLY heal from trauma.  I don’t know of anyone who has had a traumatic experience and the energy around it completely removed – as in no more issues with it – no more triggers – nothing.  It’s like there are layers of energy – depending upon the trauma.  And that, IMHO, ain’t part of our Original Design/experience.

Donations have dropped off quite a bit in the last several months – which I understand.  This “lockdown” has impacted us all – some far more than others – especially economically.  I still ask though if any of you can afford a few dollars, please consider donating for the work I do.  All go to living expenses.  (although I’d love to have extra for that 2 week beach vacation I continue to envision – not that anything is open in our area – at least not without having to wear a mask and that ain’t happening)

So…..for now, I leave you with some finds of interest.

Love to you all ~

Victoria

So….first of all I forgot I wanted to share this one.  The other night my girl and I watched Contact.  I mentioned here a few others were also drawn this week to do the same.  There is one image that literally flashes on the screen – so quickly you essentially miss it.  It occurs once Ellie is off on her travels in the craft and we see the image below flash right before she gets drawn back into another wormhole.  So we paused it (took several times to do that) and I took a photo.  Very interesting.  It’s a series of panels – stacked upon one another.  It is perhaps a disclosure of the construct here.  Anyway, sharing it as well as offering up an interesting comparison someone captured on one of the NASA cams this week:

CLIP FROM MOVIE:

 

NASA CAM CAPTURE:

SOURCE

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Things to make ya go hmmm….

And here’s another thing to make ya reflect – a sun/sky capture I was suddenly guided to take as I enjoyed another beautiful day outside.  It is possible this is some sort of a lens smudge – but that object above the sun is very circular…..

 

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breaking it down:

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movie humor:

more movie humor:

Hunter and Joe Biden Scandal Takes a Dark Turn — FBI’s Top Lawyer on Child Porn Involved in Case

CONFIRMED: FBI Chief Chris Wray Hid Information from the Public, Congress and Executive Branch that Absolved President Trump During Impeachment (VIDEO)

REPORT: Hunter Biden’s former Business Partner Bevan Cooney Has Flipped – Is Working with Reporters Peter Schweizer and Matthew Tyrmand

This is a first:

WATCH: President Trump Tells Crowd He 100% Agrees With ‘Lock Her Up Chant’

BREAKING: RNC Files FEC Complaint Against Big Tech Oligarchs for Censorship of the Hunter Biden Emails Reports

 

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The AwaQening: ” Will JFK Jnr return 17th Oct. Galactic Beings say POLISH YOUR SILVER – someone important is coming!” and a gematria

 

new power rising on the 17th (states time zone) 18th (australia time zone)….i decided to gematria “POLISH YOUR SILVER” as i found that to be a very interesting message to receive – esp. repeatedly.  that is below the video….love, v.

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*The AwaQening 11.11*
*The AwaQening 11.11*

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