Author: Victoria1111

My daughter and I had interesting dream experiences last night.  I really don’t know what to call these anymore.  Dreams make it sound like they aren’t as meaningful as are “waking” experiences.  So I shall just call them nighttime experiences.

In my nighttime experience, I had packed a small bag and went to some conference/gathering.  The people there knew me and had been expecting me.  I was quite tired and in need of water so as one of the greeters approached me and began talking to me, I told him to “please wait” and I took out my water bottle (the one I have here in my daily life).  The water was not satisfying.  I coughed and dirt came out of my mouth and the bottle.  So I excused myself and turned around – in need of real water.  I manifested a drinking fountain and walked over and took a drink.  Wow – the water was, in one word, PERFECT!  Cold and crisp and clear and absolutely pure and completely satisfying.  I was excited and relieved.  “This is the water from Home!” I said as I guzzled away.  After I had my fill, I walked back over to the group.  I said before any further conversation was to be had, I needed to go get some food – 3 days worth I said after reflecting – and said I would then need to rest.  I would see them all the next morning.  And with that, the experience ended.

I don’t know what the 3 days was about – but that felt important.  I only needed 3 days worth of food.  The part about the water was quite telling and aligns w/my feeling that nothing here – well at least very little – comes close to how things are at Home – in our Original Experience.

My daughter had an equally interesting dream – perhaps even more interesting (to me that is).  She had a dream where she was in Antarctica. She said she remembers thinking “what am I doing in Antarctica?”  She said she saw the ice chunks breaking away quickly, ice melting all over and giant Craft were emerging up and out of the ice.  That is all she recalls.

Fascinating, isn’t it?  I pause and smile – listening to her right now singing in her little sing-song way that only children do – acting out some scene with her dolls.  There is a lot of wisdom in that little person.

I was thinking of something rose said in her latest video about us only having had 4 life experiences/cycles as long as we have been inside this particular realm.  Hmmm….  Many many years ago I was doing past life hypnosis sessions.  It was at a time I was reflecting on my precious incarnation cycles.  I was able to recall 4 different cycles (not including this one) – and only the 4.  It is something I revisited off and on for a good 10-15 years and I was never able to recall any other life experiences.  I found this strange – very strange – because I KNEW I had obviously had countless experiences in a physical vessel so it perplexed me why I could not recall anything else.

Technically, if my memory is correct – if that inner “feeling” that aligned w/the memory is also correct – I have had, including this life, 5 cycles here. But who really knows what is Truth when it comes to “stuff” like that.  I know all that I desire to know will be fully revealed when all energies of deception and all of the veils of illusion/delusion are removed.

That is all for now.

Love,

Victoria

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repeat world.  ya’ll should hear how my mate says those two words.   sometimes it makes me laugh – when i pause and detach from my own sense of frustration and “what’s taking so dang long??!!”

today was the super bowl here in the states.  we did not participate.  why would i give any focus to not only a sporting event that was most likely rigged – but to an experience that holds that dark secret of being one of the biggest trafficking days?  all one would have to do is think of just one young person or adult having to endure such horror and then turn off the tv.  then there’s the halftime show.  (saw enough of those references on social media feed today.   U G H!)

we spent much of the day outside.  it was cold but sunny (another day they got wrong – it was supposed to be rainy – loved and appreciated every moment of it!).  i bundled up in layers and took off on a bike ride – a first in a few months.  my legs said “YES YES YES GO GO GO!”  made my body happy – well except for my face – the only part of my body not protected.  by the time i got home i had to apply a heated buddy on my face to dethaw.

i was thinking of yellow rose’s latest.  i would have liked to hear more info on this “green light/good to go” she said came through in the last week or two.

i continue to feel anything being played out on the political stage will simply not be in my reality – my mate continues to have the same feeling.  i don’t see a financial reset.  healing tech.  arrests.  trials.  MAYBE the next election but even at that – i just don’t have any real authentic interest in it.  if i do it is either forced or just a distraction – a temporary moment to give me something to get excited about.

i pause – and laugh as i reflect on the grocery list i wrote up last night.  end of month/beginning of month when bank account is low and bare shelves are showing up.  as i wrote it i felt this frustration of having to repeat yet again another month of the “repeat world”.  lol  so i began writing and let myself completely go stream-of-consciousness.  “butter.  eggs.  and almond milk.  AND hemp milk.  oh and some cheese.  can’t forget the greens and fruit.  oh and yes we also need some frigging flour for the frigging loaves of bread i am making now every couple of frigging days and hmm oh yes maple syrup and oh yes that’s right some potatoes for hashbrowns and yes some FRIGGING SNACKS because we can’t forget to have frigging snacks in the house….”  honestly it wasn’t funny at the time but after i wrote it i looked and laughed.

it’s a challenge.  it really is.  i do my best to focus on the little things – watch the inner words. it’s just this “it’s a new month new checks coming in make another list for food and pay the bills and watch it all disappear in the first two weeks” cycle.  that rinse and repeat.  to be utterly honest this is now feeling like i am trying to convince myself i like eating snails for dinner.  i can feel the gratitude for having them to eat – and a safe place in which to eat them – but the actual reality of the experience is simply not aligning with me deep within and there is no changing that.  we are seriously burned out in this house over it – and i know many others are as well.  i played the piano yesterday and stopped.  it just isn’t doing it for me the way it once did.

so the feeling of “job is done.  all is done here.” as rose and lisa have both shared – as well as many of lisa’s followers – seems to be solid and aligns w/some yet-to-be-seen/experienced Truth.

and that will just have to satiate me.  for now i continue to remain open to something fun – enjoyable – and new in the here-and-now to present itself to me.

love,

victoria