Plasma. Beautiful Divine Energy being returned. I really feeeeeeeeeeeeel we are being prepped for this – and part of that process is clearing out old stagnate energies – which I have been doing quite a bit of. As my dear friend calls it – at times – “ugly crying”. ANYTHING that helps move the energy out for release.
This one we don’t pay attention to that much on Schumann because it usually looks the same. We’ve never seen this. This is the electromagnetic background. To us, that blue bar is pure gamma. Explains why we have a headache, head pressure since this morning/feel super dehydrated.
Intuitive Explaination: This chart represent the change /Distrubance in electromagnetic field of the planet and our bodies. Schumann might explain the vibratory state but this chart tells the fluctuations in electromagnetic field. Seems like it’s very uneven and in a wave pattern which suggest an ongoing event. This might result in many symptoms just like solar flare or Schumann spikes. I feel pressure in head specially on top and eyes. Also very floaty feeling. — with Libiany Liberty.
If this is all “for the children” – what about those who have been jabbed against their will?
What about the children forced to be groomed with lies and ugly hidden agendas inside the walls of public schools?
What about the children whose lives were shut down two years ago after the “p.demic”?
What about the anxiety and depression millions of our babies were unnecessarily put through?
YOU DO NOT GET BACK THOSE YEARS IN CHILDHOOD. Â
And as parents – where is our help and support in helping our children through all of this?
Then there’s Musk – buying twatter. So what. That money of his was only possible after he received funding for his ventures through the people (tax dollars).
I also thought this morning about this whole “movie” thing. IF those who don’t know of this “plan” find out not only about all of the hidden crap people like us have learned/discovered over the years/decades (!!!) – but they find out the last 2 years their buddy in the WH wasn’t even the real one? You think that’s going to make it easier for their minds? You really think they will EVER see T as a good guy? They were already programmed during the 2016 election. That programming has only increased since.
We’ve been told for several years to use reason and logic. The more I do, the more I experience this “plan”, the more I see it absolutely lacking in ANYTHING Divine/Godly much less logic. As P. Brassard said – the plan is stewpid. A simple – but appropriate term. It is possible, friends, that only those of us truly from the outside/home are the only ones evolved and aware of our Divine Nature.
There’s a conversation happening with “conservatives” (Republicans) focused on the student loan debt situation and work – calling these kids lazy – they “shouldn’t” have taken out the debt to begin with – and also saying the people not wanting to work are “lazy”.
Aren’t we trying to BRING IN A NEW WORLD?
Most people I know who are out of work – is through no fault of their own – and they are rightfully FED UP with working for poverty wage jobs. Many of them hold degrees (myself included). Pay to live IS enslavement and guarantees if you aren’t at the top financially, you’re a good little slave keeping the system going while making those at the top rich.
And the whole debt situation with college – college is criminally expensive. These kids are conditioned/groomed/programmed (as I was) that the magical piece of paper can provide you with a wealth of opportunities including guaranteed jobs. I was literally promised I would be able to hold a certain list of jobs when I graduated.
Reality painted a totally different reality. And THAT is when I actively began questioning this stink pit. What else was I lied to about?
These kids are victims – as are every one of us who believed in the lies they push. The division though – and remaining lack of open heart and mind – are still troubling to me. Seems again that those like me – and you – and us – are indeed a minority.
The only thing I see that will change all of this and give us ALL the experience we REALLY WANT (which is truly a Divine/Godly plan) – is a miracle – a massive massive HUUUUUUUUUUUUGE miracle that touches every one of us.
I have to leave it at that – for typing “until then we blah blah” ain’t working to pacify.
So apparently this is Dark Sky Week ~ some bizarre event started in 2003 (but I never once heard of it until tonight) to get us all to turn off our lights to appreciate the dark sky minus light pollution. Anyway, in my hopeful mind I thought oooh use something of theirs back at them so maybe something really amazingly WONDERFUL will manifest during this week so let’s gematria it and see what comes up:
Simulation
Rigged Election
Election Fraud
Trump Winning
False Reality
The Time Machine
I Have A Chance To Break
The Deep State
Trump is Q
I don’t know friends – I know this is an inside experience – and I go inside and go inside and go within and I continue to come up with the same desires and wants and knowing I am waiting for something OUT THERE to change that aligns with what IS IN HERE INSIDE ME now. I mean come on – this is getting stewpid and insane and just beyond WTAF IS GOING ON HERE AND WHY IS THIS STILL GOING ON?!?!!! And What can WE DO TO SPEED IT UP??? I’d like my abundance back and my wealth and my healing abilities and all of that. I want to remember what happened here and where I really am and WHO I really am – those questions I’ve had since I was 5. I’d like to be able to not feel trauma and my mind go numb when I see something in our life here that needs or may need to be taken care of that requires money we really don’t want to spend because we have been saving (trying to certainly) for the past year to find that right perfect home for us in a much more rural, like-minded community – and oooh that search is going SOOOO (NOT) well and is producing just further frustration – but I keep at it because that is who I am – and my mind goes there because of our current situation as well as how my mate handles things when there is an expense (real or otherwise) needing to be taken care of – and I just – I go numb for awhile. The energy behind all of this is so intense – I realized when I was sharing this all with my mate – my gums bled. Ya know you have a lot of repressed stuff when that happens! So……… You know, I’m just absolutely frigging beyond damn done in knowing others have power over me/us all because of M O N E Y. That’s it – all because of MONEY because here Money = POWER. And anyone who disagrees with that one can ask just a few of the thousands of homeless people living in tents in our city because hey – now people want to charge $900 f’ing dollars for a ROOM. I don’t get it – I don’t get it at all – just because you CAN do something doesn’t mean you SHOULD – because hey – the world suddenly decided to go extra bat sheot crazy and hike up food 25% and housing that much or more but hey we NEEEEEEEEEEEEEED to do this so people can SEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEe and yet it is the people who NEEEEEEEEEEEED to see – at least around here – who are doing fine in their big homes and ukranian flags with their little sunflowers all over them because BLM is no longer popular and neither is “doing it for the all” so they needed SOMETHING to “feel good about” – and putting up a sign makes them feel soooooo good. But hey – they’re waking up and seeing right?
UGH. UGH UGH UGH UGH!
I mean – two of the gematria’s right now – staring at me in the face are telling me “I AM SO BORED RIGHT NOW” and “REALLY REALLY STUPID” – that’s how I feel. That is what is REALLY WITHIN ME NOW – surrounding the peace and quiet and desires and visions is that experience – the ME HERE is BORED and FED UP and NEEDING CHANGE! GOOD CHANGE. OUT. THERE. That positively motivates and expands on my experience. GET BACK TO US GOD orrrrrrrrrrrrrrr GET US BACK TO GOD! Like – N O W!!!
Preaching to the choir. I’m walkin’ off the soapbox stage now. Until next time, right?
Ok ~ today started out feeling quite lovely – as in neutral – which is a gift these days. But as the day went on, I felt drained of everything. I tried a bike ride but my body screamed WHAT R U DOING?! I pushed – then decided to listen and returned home. I feel heavy – and overwhelmed – numb with the responsibilities at the current time. And flat out done with waiting and having to partake in what simply doesn’t align. Knock knock – anyone answering the door outta here yet?
So………..speaking of………….I tuned into the event – to get a clearer feel on it. I’ve likely had it before – just don’t remember (memory? what’s that??!!) – but today it felt like it lined up for me. It’s simply a frequency of God/Universe/whatever it is that we once were a part of before “they” disconnected us from it – and it gets returned to us. What happens after that – who knows. Each of us will experience it differently. I like what Pattie B said in last nights video I shared – each of us decide what kind of a body we want. Current one upgraded or a new one. Considering we used to be amazingly powerful creators who could participate in creating planets and realms – creating a new body in whatever way works for each person will be quite easy.
Going within – alone – UNINTERRUPTED – is what works best to get through this. For me. I would comment on last night’s sleep – if I could remember. I had a thought – if something is coming in powering up these bodies, I will need to sleep like a baby. I cannot seem to get enough of that z-time – in a quality way. And I am also quite aware of “them” trying to poke and loosh. I won’t talk about those experiences – not worth my time or energy.
Interesting – saw something earlier today about “the tree of life” – it may have been in a book – lol i don’t remember………..(he’s referencing the image in the above video):
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Looks like the start of the roots of the Tree of Life at the East Gate
Michelle Walling from last month:
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#EEKSÂ our conversations, our understanding does accelerate our speed to exit. It is our conscience light that dissolves dark matter….
Michell Walling http://Howtoexitthematrix.com
politics still doesn’t align with me anymore……….spoke with Sister D today and we talked about how were both soooo into the plan and T – at least the political part of it and now – nothing…….
still wondering if this is even a distraction……..a “light knock” to reach the sleepers subconscious to let them know and feel SOMETHING is off about this reality….when i seeeeeeee and feeeeeeeeeeeeeel it all – you know, come on – what’s bigger? calling out the human twats (which most have been dealt with) or realizing we’re inside an energetic prison by invisible enemies and we’re going to be set free? yeah….
So we seem to have not only two different timelines (really trying to be and feel into the one I WANT but being denied the right to sleep for whatever outside reason is interfering) – also seeing people having totally different realities inside these timelines. Seems to be a matter of luck. maybe? I’m quite honestly DONE hearing from/reading others who have no children – are single – and/or live alone who are meditating and have all of this private quiet time to tune in and feel and are in the flow and then turn around and tell people like me what to do – and/or don’t want to listen to what I am struggling with – and right now – it’s a lot. It’s really a lot.
Someone came at me in recent weeks about “choices”. “You made your choices.”
Choices?
CHOICES?
WHAT CHOICES?
If you are talking about controlled choices in a system of constriction and control that LIMITS your choices and ignores every word you state that clearly indicates what it is I need while the voices of the system say “you cannot have that” – then yes.
But that’s not what was presented to me.
I am so tired of all of these programs that aren’t mine – playing out in my mind and in my life – and I reject them – I say “NOT MINE” and focus on what I want – REPEATEDLY I do this – and yet they come back in anyway.
Today I feel defeated. I felt up and motivated yesterday and asserted myself in what I want – did the whole intention thing (WHICH I STILL HOLD in my heart) but then something came in last night and kicked my ass down – HARD.
Where’s my help?
Where’s my protection?
I honestly don’t know how much longer I can do this. My mind at least. If this war is real – where is my protection? Where is that protection of mine in the dimensional spaces? I need some proof it’s there and that I’m not just going this alone. My ability to hold this all together now – just ain’t happening.
T having a rally today. Big deal. Nonsense at this point. These things do nothing for me. Nothing for any of us. Who the hell is this plan really for? You know? Anyone else not feeling aaaaaaaaaaaaaaany resonating energy with it – when you’re really honest with yourself? (it’s just a distraction – one of many that are rapidly ending in their ability TO distract)
One last question: Anyone else waking up with your hands in tightly clenched fist? Every one in this house is. Last week when I woke up I literally had to use my left hand to unclench my right. Kinda scared me at first. The term that just came to me: We’re being throttled now.
I woke up this morning and thought ‘today is a 2-day’ – then shrugged and said, to no one in particular, ‘who cares’ then went about my day. It began as a long night until I finally got up at 3:30am – had a bowl of cereal with cashew milk and sat there – alone – in the dark – and really reflected. Clarity came after I asked myself some very honest questions – dismissing all of the “yeah but this is how the world and system is” and instead came from that state of pure knowing of what I want. So I have a couple of things to focus on – mate is in alignment – and we will see.
Internet’s been weird – very slow – including my site. Stagnant and sketchy. I checked on downdetector – quite a few issues but none with wordpress.
I haven’t gone “out there” yet to see what crazy is being pushed and what “our side” is accomplishing – I seem to do that later and later now. I did see earlier today that someone was trying to fire up CERN – then saw further confirmation in the comment section from one of ya’s.
Just like I always used to want to know in my youth WHO was operating the keg and WHO was rolling the joints, I want to know WTH is wanting to turn this thing on again.
Aye aye aye………….
We heard word from a family we know – proof of the grooming the schools are engaged in (in this case – elementary). My mate had already passed on some info we had all seen. They received a call inquiring about their “son” – when they have a daughter. Not according to the school. They now refer to their daughter as a boy – and she even has a new boy name. How nice of them to tell mom and dad, right? That was it for them. They’ve seen – it’s hit home now – and they’re doing something about it. Mate let them know we support them completely and are here for them – as always.
That’s how we wake up – and how we get through this:Â TOGETHER.
Speaking of, I want to say this: It humbles the ever-lovin’ socks off of me to know that even just one person reads my words/work and gets something positive/helpful/supportive out of it. Seriously – it still surprises me at times when I hear from one of you – either in a comment or personal e-mail. I will never lose that sense of humble – and is something I focus on regularly in maintaining – especially when my ego wants to fly in with my heart and say LOOKIE ME LOOKIE ME LOOKIE MEEEEEEEEEEE!! Those of you that I know – have connected with – YOU ARE AMAZING! You inspire me. You are a gift to me, the misfit, and I hold a lot of gratitude for those connections.
So – I’m about to dive in and share what I’m seeing. I have a sense I may need one of those hazmat suits.
Feels like a marker…
The painting “Washington Crossing the Delaware†is going up for action next month.
Maybe after 4 years and 6 months Durham is done?
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No ‘green screen’ here folks, this looks real.
Here Russia’s V group is in action in Mariupol, firing at Ukrainian snipers and anti-tank teams in apartment buildings.
This is apparently the last residential neighbourhood controlled by Ukrainian Azov battalion.
My old stomping grounds……….they done turned RED…..lol
Barbarians are at the Gate (noting the caps of Gate):
“The expression “barbarians at the gate” is often used in contemporary English within a sarcastic, or ironic context, when speaking about a perceived threat from a rival group of people, often deemed to be less capable, or somehow “primitive”.’
(i am in no way saying i don’t see what the -mostly men – are doing – behind the scenes – the rescuing, the battle underground, above and up above……and i appreciate that…..just saying there was a crucial element left out and as a woman, i see it clearly now. far too many of us have had too much suffering – too much trauma, anxiety and struggle – when NONE of it was necessary – nor helpful. i am not interested nor will i participate in the male vs. female subject nor am i interested in nor will allow on my platform the “be patient”/”tell you what i think you need to do” crap. i’ve had it and i intend to do something about it but i cannot go it alone. if you are with me in my idea and can/will help – let me know.)
So…. let’s talk about this Plan.
As a woman – in my 50’s – if I had been involved in this plan
I would have ensured a big platform or two that was designed, behind-the-scenes, to create financial fundraising to HELP OUT THOSE who have experienced suffering/harm due TO this plan and how it is playing out.
See – that’s how women think.
Most of these BIG platforms are men – who only toot their own horn without ever asking WHAT THEY CAN DO FOR OTHERS.
They go to events and share info we ALL KNOW already.
But I don’t see them responding to people crying out for help on here or other platforms. How many of you think we need to change this?
Today is a good day to find an abandoned cabin and get away from all of the drama – as far into nature as is feasible. Today turned into a day where I am left feeling the overwhelming need to run away to save my mind that feels like it’s cracking. Many of us are feeling this. I have moments where I fantasize about the RV life – selling/tossing most of my belongings and living that life. But then I think an even tinier space – with my girl – and my tall/large/loud spouse – and I know/feel:
I have no answers. Got nothing. No one knows what’s up – no one has the full truth – except for the very few who do and they ain’t sharing w/the rest of us who want to know. Seems to me we’re all stuck together – waiting on the world to change/shift – on some outside event – that frequency event that changes everything. All I honestly feel I can do is wait – because doing/thinking/focusing different never ever ever E V E R changes what I feel within. And from what I have seen here – if the inner doesn’t align w/the physical, you’re doing this when attempting to change your experience:
Perhaps I will feeeeeeeeeeeeel different tomorrow. For now – I am exhausted – my body is achy and sore all over – which indicates incoming energies doing something needing to be released. A good massage is in order. The KP is not showing anything – which is strange – the Schumann however is giving us an indication of whassa happenin’….I have a hunch something is afoot that we don’t know about (in terms of these “solar” happenings)……..It’s not coming from that object in the sky………..whatever is happening that we are feeling is coming from outside and beyond………or perhaps from within too…….
On a hunch, I decided to check out the heliplots. Every one is LIT. Check it out here (over half are offline/data not available).  Checking the earthquakes today – the realm was rockin’…..
….and I have a quiet inner hunch something big is about to go K A B O O M which I am wondering will leave some looking like this…..
….maybe finally THE show and tell moment? We’ll see……….
Here’s what I’m finding.
Love,
V.
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Maybe this is what I’m feeeeeeling? White Swan Event………..?
— Dan Scavino Jr.🇺🇸🦅 (@DanScavino) April 22, 2022
White Swan Event:
High certainty
3 principal characteristics:
 Certainty
 Impact easily estimated
 After the fact
explanation shifts the
focus to errors in
judgment or some other
human form of
causation.
General Mills. Well some say that’s to wipe out the crappy food so we can have incoming NEW and GOOD/Healthy food. That’s a nice thought. But is it true? (General Mills also owns the Annie’s Organic line). Most good food now – those organic brands – have been bought up by the Big Dudes over the years. So to me – the way to bring in new is just to BRING IN NEW without having to destroy the food supply that’s already in place, right? Not like this. Trauma ~ fear ~ is not necessary to roll out this plan. You know, what about Love to inspire and motivate and assist? Hmmm? But hey, that’s just me and I’m female and it seems to me it is the masculine (need to blow up) that is behind this plan and that’s starting to piss me off some. lol
Speaking of Elon, he’s promoting this sheot on his twatter page…….
The Boring Company just raised $675M at a $5.675B valuation from A-list investors. Purpose is to recruit amazing people, scale up boring machine production & build thousands of miles of tunnels.https://t.co/BpSE9syuGs
I went here with a pleading energy of PLEASSSSSE BP give me something gooooooooooood…….As he says – nothing more most of us can do now. We already know – perhaps too much (in terms of keeping ourselves mentally well)……….The whole snake venom – showing how there are compounds of it in the human body (well this designed model that is) SCREAAAAAMS to me and any one of us who is really awake – how “they” f’d with our DNA and inserted their DNA into our vessels.
They can keep that sheot. I plan on jumping into my REAL body – untouched by them – asap. We are HUMAN – MAN/WOMANKIND – not parasitic reptiles. (and uh – so much for those “freedom” phones – i’m waiting for everything to change b4 getting any of these sparkly goodies they keep pushing at us – their website claims they are “completely uncensored” – they sure aren’t if what BP claims he experienced is true – see his experience in the link below)
Seems to me – T drew out everybody on both sides leaving us with uh how many in the public eye we can actually trust? These big accounts who claim to know so much?  I like spacious homes with big yards – and small channels who own errors and can say “I don’t know”.
I went out to get some food and couldn’t find anything aligning on the radio. On the way home I requested some “good music now please”. Song up next – same one from earlier today – White Snake – Here I Go Again On My Own. When that finished, I switched the station. The song that began playing? White Snake – Here I Go Again On My Own. I smiled – then requested My Home, My Tribe and My Freedom. Never ever EVER give up.
I live here. I experienced first hand the DUMBS below being blown up in the “Ridgecrest Earthquakes”. The Base is testing the system for the long waited announcement we know is coming very soon. I have to say I am VERY excited.
WWG1WGA
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New one……………I will say this – I felt really out of it today – more than the usual “out of it”………..and driving to get food my head did something strange – felt movement like something was pulling at me. As is with so many things “spiritual” – it was subtle – and quick. Earlier today I felt the need to walk outside – and stand on the porch – facing south at what I call the “event tree” – nicknamed back in 2018 when I had my first “IT” dream. I just watched it – noticed the wind – which smelled divine – unusual for here. Again – a very subtle experience. Just thought I’d share………And something ain’t adding up – nothing is showing up on the KP “their” tool……..but allegedly all of these CME’s are blasting us………
The first one brought back a memory. Late summer after my high school graduation. It was filled with a lot of fun for me. I shoved 4 years of partying into those 3 months and it left me with a glorious blur of YES. This night however my bestest party buddy and friend had returned home to Arizona – my boyfriend had dumped me – I was recovering from having my wisdom teeth pulled and my parents were being royal PITA’s to me. So I turned on my boom box, stuck in my Van Halen cassette tape, put on my headphones and cranked it up – singing and bemoaning “WHERE HAVE ALL THE GOOD TIMES GOOOOONE” – writing out my teenage angst in my journal. Ahhh – glorious youth. I miss those days – never “grew up” quite right beyond them you could say. I was always – ALWAYS – looking for something fun to do. I was kinda like Kramer in that way – someone would call me up and say “want to go with me to pick up my grandpa at the airport?” and unless I had to go to work soon, I’d drop whatever it was I was doing and say “YEPPERS!” And if I wasn’t looking for something fun to do, I was also always on the lookout to find something to rebel against.
Today though – while the desires still remain in my heart – I have “issues”. My mind doesn’t always cooperate with what my heart wants to do – and at times, neither does my body. Good intentions are often left at just that given who I became here.
More Than A Feeling……………I just closed my eyes and I slipped away……Within to where my dreams still remain in my heart. Today I told myself – even if EVERY THING I read is some false narrative – I will NEVER EVER EVER GIVE UP on the vision I hold for myself for Freedom. The house I see. The tribe I want. My Personal Paradise. And like White Snake sang to me – Here I go again on my own – going down the only road I’ve ever known……….if I have to go it alone lifetime after lifetime until, I am in this UNTIL.
