That’s a pretty good metaphor, don’tcha think?  Free will and free choice are words formed in the brain that come directly from “them” and we spew them here and there without really THINKING.  Ooooh on days like today I want to get this book and glue it on some people’s heads until this ability SINKS IN….and STICKS………

Of course this could also be one of those “what is common sense to me is just stewpid/bizarre to you”.

Or not.

Critical thinking:  WHY?  HOW?  WHERE?  WHEN?  Or if you’re like me now, this:

So inside this place – we have freedom of choice – except when we don’t.

And we have free will – except when we don’t.

And we get hooked up with God again and Flow – except when we don’t.

Power on – we feeeeeeeeeeeel good – things are moving – then some evil twat slams down a rock blocking the current.

I get the ebb and flow thing.

But God is CONSTANT.

And the fact we don’t get that “constant” leads us to conclude we aren’t in paradise or any creation of our choice.

Speaking for myself that is.  At this point I hold no interest in talking to anyone who thinks we’re in control here and created this place.  I see my role like the big mama who comes into the room – sees the mess – and points it out to everyone – helping those who can’t see – then organizes the clean up and barks orders now and then until it’s all cleaned again.

Or something like that.  My “maid” duties have worn on me and I just want some Peace of Mind and Freedom.

I read something earlier – Be Like A Tree.  Hmmm….be like a tree.  Ok….So I will stand outside – ground my feet in the nice soil – while people walk by and admire my graceful limbs – the sun and nature provides for all of my needs.  Tree don’t have to go anywhere or fight crowds – all needs of Tree comes to her.  So I enjoy the experience until some rogue dog comes and decides to use me as a toilet.

Be like tree.

Yeah………………My tree smacks down confucius buddha crap with an out of control willow limb.  My friend Sue – who pulled a Jesus and jetted outta this world at her prime – used to say buddha was just some lazy fat guy who sat on mountain top all day and got waited on by servants and was able to share all sorts of flowery bullsheot that didn’t really change things at the core needing TO be changed.   Did he ever change a diaper or get woken up at 3am by a screaming child?  Did he ever scrub a toilet or have to worry about putting food on the table?

Looks like someone put on her 5 year old hat today……….

I am going on very little sleep today.  I ended up taking about 150mg of cbd oil to get to sleep – only to be awakened early by more pounding next door.  In the rain.  We’ve lost privacy and sleep since they moved in.  Then the lawn people came and mowed in the rain and blew around, uh, water, w/the blowing machine.

One of the many times in which I woke up, I was tense and angry – as though I was fighting back against something.  So I relaxed myself and soothed myself and did all of the things I would do for my girl.

Does any of this really help?

Temporarily.

Does it stick?

Nope.

Why?

Because not any part of me is consenting to whatever it is that is happening as I try and sleep/rest my body.  And I’m out of ideas as to how to change my experience here – any of it – for the better – and on a permanent basis – other than what I’m already doing – which today included hiding out in the cold garage – radio blasted – dancing to move some of this “heavy” that I ain’t wanting in me.

I do the best I can until I no longer HAVE to.  And all of you going through the same/similar – you have my understanding and grace.

Love,

Victoria

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Wow was I in the flow (WE were in the flow).  Something came in an hour ago to disrupt it – and one by one I felt a variety of pokes/attacks – still clearing it.  That’s what happens here.  You connect to God and “they” (whoever/whatever does it really matter now the label?) say “NOT having that” and divert.  As I have now fully accepted – embraced what I’ve already known for decades:  Something “they” cut us off from our – My connection with God/Divine/Universe.  It’s coming in easier now – lasting longer – but that back and forth b.s. continues until it doesn’t.

I did feel something lift last night.  Same pattern.  I see us busting through these layers (nesting egg/doll image).  Interesting it happened on the full moon.  Perhaps we’re using it now FOR us.  We’re using everything they have used – their tech – their symbols – against them for our liberation.

I’m also feeling more and more the concept of us being time travellers.

And getting a visual of that button they use on the game show Family Feud – some people tapping out of the game.

I also remembered the pulse that was seen (but not felt) around the realm on 11/11/17 at approx. 17 second intervals – off the east coast of Africa (there it is again) – 15 miles off the coast of Mayotte Island.  Scientists couldn’t determine the cause – and the story disappeared.  But it was significant and I feel – signaled the start of something that had to do with changing the frequency here – ending theirs so we could be liberated from “it”.

Just a very strange day.  Weird head stuff happening – very unusual for me.  So tired – then wired – up and down.  I made a big dinner – but now I’m not hungry (and ate light today) – at all.

So it goes.

Love,

V.

There’s something to this…………likely began as “their” creation (perhaps the center that has kept us here in endless resets) but we are using the same technology for our Liberation.  Speculation it was/is originally Atlantis (which I feel it just yet another civilization we’ve had inside of their Dome experiment – even tataria, lemuria, etc. because each one has been wiped out/destroyed BY them and reset – so we don’t really know or remember what our experience WAS before they f’d with us.).  However – there doesn’t appear to be any indication of structure.  Here’s the Thunderbolts Project Video and below that, a spoken reflection by myself and my mate. Note the term “KEYSTONE” – which I/we feel is a frequency that holds things together AND takes things apart.  

Andrew Hall: The Keystone Pattern | Thunderbolts

And lastly, a gematria:  RICHAT MAURITANIA

FOUR FOUR 44

Your birthday

NO mask needed The End

Pastor Bob Joyce (aka “elvis”)

Robert Trump (T’s brother – T double)

Kill the virus (“them”)

Blinded By The Light

The Great Solar Flash

CYMATICS FM (keystone frequency – using the radio frequencies)

A Conscious Ring

Trump Kennedy

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I’m grumbling here……I keep hearing you’re not getting notifications.  …..I had to go through and re-select all email addy’s on the subscribe list and do some maneuvering – moving all to public and subscribed. So that means some of you who unsubscribed may be subscribed again.  If so – follow the link at the bottom of the post notification email and hit unsubscribe.  If that doesn’t work for whatever reason, contact me and I’ll do it manually.

So – as always – I post here pretty much every day so if things go quiet – just know it’s likely a site issue and until I fix it – you know where to go to see my latest goodies.

Love,

V.

How are ya’ll doing and feeling this experience atm?

I don’t have anything super insightful – just some stuff i’m reflecting on.  “Them”.  Where they are – outside in the world and hooked up into us.  The whole snake thing is, for me, an exposure of our original hijackers.  I’ve never liked snakes (among other things).  We visited some people last year who have one.  I heard the dad talk to it and at first I thought I was hearing one of the voices from the kids horror movie.  It startled/freaked me – so I asked “why are you talking to it like that?” and he said the snake liked it.  So I walked over to the little beast – my heart open and greeted it with openness and love – like I would a dog or a bird or any other a nimal.  It coiled up and lunged at me hissing (thankfully it was in a glass case).  I jumped – but then said “ah ok – you don’t like that.”  I paused…..Then I proceeded to tell it I “saw it” for what it was.  Just doing that it shrunk back.  I said I didn’t want to scare it – just talk with it – but it had no interest in me as ME.  So I said ok – whatever and walked away.

Does it really matter now where the virus came from?  They are the virus and they are everywhere.  They have their bio-labs all over – and I feel there are layers here.  China.  Ukraine.  Taiwan.  Israel.  Here in the states as well (waiting for that one to drop).  Each lab perhaps did their own “projects”.  Doesn’t matter.  Destroying it all and liberating us FULLY from ALL of their programs and frequencies is what is most important to me.

I also had a metaphoric thought come to me – not sure about it – but it was something to ponder.  Is it possible the original hijack was really just another “trafficking” event of theirs – and this is their underground world.  Again – layers.  Most of us are “above ground” – with the rest underground.  The point us – we’ve all been influenced by them – controlled (seen and/or unseen) – some more than others.  But even at that – does THAT even matter?  It had to be that way – for them – for it every one of us experienced the same level of attack from them – the whole sheot show would be easier to see.  But if some only experience THIS and others THAT – it has made it easier for them to keep their game going.  We’ve all seen it.  New cage is full of it with their “well you are creating this because I AM not feeling it” and blah blah blah.

Ain’t nothing pure or real here except US.  That and the war (even at that though I wonder how much of that is their influence – keeping this giant illusion going).

That’s all I have atm.  I’m quite tired – needing to rest the mind and body.

Love,

Victoria

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