The crazy just keeps on getting more crazy.  Mate’s still trying to recover from jabbed radiation.  I felt better yesterday then noticed I began to feel the same as I did over the weekend after experiencing the same.  Makes me wonder is it possible when someone is exposed to the jabs crap – can they pass that off on others in the household?  I’ve read where some experience this on a private social media account page with this as the topic.  We seem to be a small minority – another “misfit” category to apply to myself.  I’m used to that though – been a misfit my whole life.  The Universe’s got to open up that door to that new home – rural – as isolated as we can be – or at least away from those who stupidly partook in this evil poison.  I’m kinda out of patience for them.  They made the choice – and some of us are paying that price.  And I’m g.dayem done paying the price for the choices of others.

P E R I O D.

The grooming and social conditioning of the kids has found its way to our house where I had to explain the term “gender fluid” to my child.  The advice we received was keep her away from the kids who spew this narrative on their social media pages.

Uh – WRONG answer.  The answer is the parents who know this sheot is happening DO SOMETHING.  Call it out and DO F’ING SOMETHING.  Otherwise the silence equates complicity.  I am more than willing to back up any parent who does this.  Finding anyone around these parts like that?  lolol

I laugh.  I laugh and laugh and laugh at how crazy insane it is now and how that is impacting my brain and mind – both of which are understanding ANY of the complicity less and less…………and less and less………

An open door………….and open window…………..’tis what is needed by myself and this family.  N O W.  Not some stewpid delta or parasite cv diagnosis.  Talk about feeling forgotten.  This plan doesn’t seem to include people like myself.

Seriously.  There are MANY of us who don’t need to “see” anymore – and most of us really need a new better experience.  We need healing and liberation and restoration and community and a long LOOOOOOOOOOONG vacation and we need it yesterday – not some arbitrary date selected by SOMEONE ELSE.

Ahhh – that “someone else” being in charge.  That’s what gets me more than anything.  I like my freedom and I miss having it.  Deeply.  I love how LH (in the comment section) says the whole we create our own reality (and not just a little bit here and there but REAL creating in FULL) is a bunch of bunk here.  That was blocked.  Why?  Well sheot, if we had our full power TO create our experience/reality here, we would have been able to take out these parasites – seen and unseen – and destroyed their programs and agenda’s – without weapons/technology.

So…………even this plan taking place is about others being in charge to liberate us and while I hold appreciation and gratitude for that in moments – I have other moments where I am like “ENOUGH WAITING!  GET IT DONE ALREADY!”  Or hey – reach out to some of us who need that new world – at least the benefits OF it – some of it – NOW.  This slow roll-out is painful for us. WE KNOW.  Jesus, WE KNOW.  Want our support?  LET US HAVE ACCESS TO THE THINGS WE NEED NOW – instead of it happening someday once the “normies” see enough.

FUCH THAT.  Never will that sit right with me.  If “they” can access things withheld from us to help “themselves” – then the WH can do the same for those of us who seek it N O W.  That is what would have been my input into this plan – if I had a say that is.

Which leads me to patience – and how I feel that is a matrix program.  Just be patient while we throw some trauma bombs your way but be patient because good is coming.  After what we have gone through – awake – and continue to go through – we have the patience of God.  PERIOD.  Can’t get any higher than that.  I can’t tell others – who reach out to me in pain – to be patient.  Doesn’t feel right.  Instead I do my best to just hold space.

I do me.  You do you.  And we support one another in that.

Support………….I received one of the most beautiful e-mails today from one of you – expressing how just my words I share here make you feel less lonely.  I’ve been told this before, but the words today were different – and perhaps my heart is more open now – or more NEEDING to hear such words.  I don’t know – I just felt enveloped in love and in being SEEN.  So – when I receive gifts like that – it helps soothe the “I feel invisible” program I’ve had my whole life.  Sometimes it comes in handy though.  lol  Like those times you see someone you know and don’t really get along with them – ok – you don’t like them – and they’re coming your way and you want to hide – I will activate my mental invisibility cloak – and it’s worked.  I’ve been able to do this in the astral when hiding is necessary.  And this morning – I did something similar when we were awoken yet again with more pounding and whatever loud machine is used to cut out door frames, etc.  I had in my ear plugs – air cleaner and heater running – but I could still hear it and as a highly sensitive individual to such frequencies, I was having a challenging time keeping my body relaxed.  So on a whim I put the workers in another reality – visually and with intention.  The idea flowed to me and I did it naturally.  And then I noticed – the sounds they made greatly diminished.  I was like “wtf?  did I really do that?”

So – now and then I do have that power.  Ok – I ALWAYS have the Power – it’s just getting it to work whenever I call it up that is a challenge – hit or miss here.

Until it no longer is.

Love,

Victoria

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Ignorance.

The real disease.

The real virus.

Jabbed shedding ignorance – not an excuse.  We can’t let it be.  I can’t let it be.  Not when it is making people in my household sick.  !!!!!

I spent much of yesterday/last night having to rest and do extra health protocols because I was in someone’s protein bubble and got the same damn symptoms:  Burning in my privates, strange things on my tongue, malaise and inflammation in my nose along with feeling like I literally have particles in my throat that I have to cough up.  It built up – I was out and about a lot last week – and by Saturday evening apparently my body had had enough.

Mate went out today – got it in spades.  He also had to deal with a mask nazi at a pharmacy.  Here in our special place in matrix hell, you don’t have to wear a diaper on your face inside retail stores – but health facilities you do (which includes pharmacies).  It’s so stewpid and ridiculous and every word I can think of.  It truly deeply insults me as a thinking human with a usable brain.  Walk around the store without being covered where you can cough and sneeze all you want – but literally cross a f’ing line to the pharmacy – which in this case is open and part OF the store – you have to mask up.

AND NO ONE THINKS THIS IS THE EPITOMY OF EVIL?  AND STEWPID??

My mate refused to comply so he went to the outside window – where they still refused service because he chose to speak up and obviously triggered their weak minded widdle programming that set the pharmacist off on a 3 year old tirade.  Corporate’s getting a phone call and a lawyer will be searched for as we have HAD ENOUGH!!!

But this is just part of the plan – allowing the insane to play out while innocent AWAKENED RESPONSIBLE people like us get attacked and harmed.  And I have f’ing HAD IT.  HAD IT HAD IT HAD IT!

Then there is this:  we had to have a conversation with our daughter about “gender fluidity”.  She’d never heard of the concept – until she saw a local friends social media account claim she was “gender fluid”.  This is a frigging 10 year old child.  C H I L D.  Their minds have been programmed and groomed to go to these sickening levels that only ADULTS with full frontal-cortex development are truly capable of understanding.  And it SICKENS and ENRAGES me the parents who LET THIS ABUSE OCCUR.  WTF is wrong with them?  NOT HUMAN???!!!!  

As I said – IGNORANCE IS NOT AN EXCUSE.

But again – just part of the plan.  And we still have ass hats who tell us to chill – trust – while they either aren’t sensitive to the spiking or have their own in-person tribe and haven’t a CLUE what it’s like to be AWAKE and SEE surrounded by sleeping zolts in OBVIOUS HELL and wanting OUT but as always MONEY CONTROLS THAT ABILITY.  

Oh but tell US to chill out without offering a DAMN bit of support.  I have f’ing lost all patience in dealing with NPC’s like that.

Just as ignorant as the sleepers at this point.  You’re either helping or you’re harming.

I’m losing my f’ing ability to cope here is what I’m saying.  Oh I’m trying – I suck it up a lot – I do A LOT of deep breathing – dancing – walking – releasing – but I am still forced to return to the SAME DAMN SPACE THAT IS CREATING THESE ASSAULTS UPON ME ON A NEAR DAILY F’ING BASIS.  

If a wonderful new Home would actually MANIFEST………..The ongoing searches we do for something SAFE and CLEAN and AFFORDABLE in a much more rural area would PRODUCE SOMETHING……….

If real people of like-mind would say or show interest in WANTING TO UNITE AND CREATE NEW – and if ONE of us knew someone with the MONEY to make this happen – I could find more reason to feeeeeeeeeeel far better than I really am.

Until then I do my best not to use that walking stick of mine to rip down those nazi sunflower blue and yellow flags and beat the stupid out of those supporting the narrative.

That’s all I have for today.

F’ing U G H!!!!!!!!!!

Love,

V.

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UPDATE:  Got another one.  Getting dinner together – something nudges me to turn on the radio.  This was playing (and what’s so comical to me is after decades of not hearing this song – it’s been in my space quite often this year)……..

….so I share when it happens.  Earlier was out doing laundry – felt the nudge to turn on the boom box to a particular station – which I did.  These two songs played back-to-back:

I tried to tune into that Home Timeline and while I couldn’t feel it at the level I did 36 hours ago, I feel more of it.  I’m seeing people break through some huge blocks in recent days – including myself (manifesting something for my girl).  We have the “music” in us – we ARE the music.  Don’t give up.

Love,

Victoria

Remember when I’ve shared that the day after election day, November 2016, I felt wonderful?  I felt like I had stepped into a new experience.  A new energetic reality.  My mate felt the same.  Most everyone around here had voted for hrc so the local mood was very low and normally as an empath that would have been difficult for me to sustain feeling so light – but I was able to.  It was like literally stepping into a new Frequency.

This morning – while still in bed – it happened again.  

I did nothing to bring it in.  IT CAME TO ME and entered my body slowly like a gentle wave of water.  It grew and expanded until I felt – once again – that same sense of wonderful.  It caught me off guard and I thought “where’s this coming from?  IS THIS IT?”  I recalled feeling this same energy in 2016 – it has its own signature/sense/feel to it and I can only describe it as how we are ALL SUPPOSED TO FEEL.  It stayed with me and I observed what I felt.  It wasn’t one of those schumann blissful states where I feel woozy sleepy.  My energy felt PERFECT.  I truly felt ALIVE.  My heart was fully open.  I felt nothing but calm and Love.  I even tried to challenge it – see if I could talk myself out of the experience – see if I could hold an obnoxious thought/judgment against another and feel it.

Nope.

All I felt was Love.  

After awhile I felt it fade and slowly, as slowly as it entered, it subsided.  I resisted.  NO.  I called it back.  I intended.  I remembered what it felt like.  But it was gone.

I knew I had felt the Original Timeline and how we will all feel once we are out of their frequency “prison” and back to our full connection with God/Universe.  The experience is there.  It isn’t going anywhere.  Once things wrap up here – that is where/what we’re returning to.

And OH how I am SOOOOO ready FOR it.

Talk about instant healing.  Instant understanding.  Instant forgiveness.  No more of this b.s. we push ourselves to do (and no more of the religious and new age crap pushed on us that tells us “you create your own reality” – NOT HERE we don’t in their environment).  All of these spiritual tools – while they are useful here (mostly as a means to protect ourselves from “their” frequencies, etc.) – they are not necessary on the outside because we don’t need them.  When we have our RIGHTFUL PLACE with God again – that is all we need.  And it will happen.  And we won’t have to DO A THING other than to ALLOW it in (and if my experiences – today and in 2016 are any indication of Truth – the allowing just happens – I literally didn’t do a thing to have the experience).

I wanted to share this in case someone needs some Hope.  Vision.

The war is real.  But so is God.

And so are We.

Love,

Victoria

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Well I could talk about the solar stuff.  But what’s the point?  Ooooh incoming CME’s.  OOOOOH let’s talk about dna upgrading, etc. year after year while these vessels remain the same.  Personally, I feeeeeel most of this activity/energetics are disconnecting us from “them” which then allowed “them” and “their” programs to get cut off and/or blown up/removed.  I just can’t get into most of the ascension narrative – other than destroy them and GET ME THE F OUTTA THIS PRISON……  Which is interesting ~ as I see what a simplistic mindset I now have as compared to years past when I would talk at length using all sorts of new age/spiritual talk & lingo to explain why I was feeling as I did and what I could do about it and what I needed to learn and all of that.

Very stormy today………..local talk about “profiling”.  Why?  A local described an intruder who came onto their property but now some have their tightie whities in a wad over how he shared the description publicly.  How else was he supposed to do this?  Telepathy?  Given how others are saying they saw someone similar on their or other’s property – isn’t that a good community approach to take?

I don’t “get” much of anything here now – which is to say alignment activities continue to fall apart.  I wake up at night frustrated – challenged to shake the feeeeel.  I distract myself.  Soothe myself.  Cry if I need to.  Refocus.  That inner truth of needing new and liberation is as solid within me now as is a metal pole embedded into 1000 feet of the best concrete mix. 

And no amount of distraction or new/different thinking will change it.

And I don’t want to change it.

It’s ME in all my loud commanding messy pure-of-heart truth.  After decades of vascillating between being ok w/how this place is and finding peace in that space and then feeeeeling and hearing my inner voice saying “here IS NOT OK” – my truth is rock solid now.  And it isn’t much to ask for – unless you’re here in their world.  Now.  Of all “times”.  I could cry at that – or laugh.  I choose laughter.  Here’s a meme my girl and I made last night:

For now – I’m trying a new bread recipe.  Exploring a new work-at-home opportunity that thus far, while it isn’t consistent or guaranteed work, it doesn’t require pooh pal.  And continuing to seek the right home/community and raise money.  And create a nice space here.  One foot here – the rest of me there.  A paradox perhaps – but that’s how we roll here until something beautiful from the True Divine comes along and says “jump”.

And – we Jump.

Love,

Victoria

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Donations for my work are very appreciated.  I provide all of this work for free because our FREEDOM and sharing the TRUTH is what matters to me more than anything.  But doing this takes a lot of my time and I have expenses.  So as always, any financial contribution is not only appreciated, but also helps keep me going.  Thank you and blessings.  Please click that green link below to leave a little love.