Category: Daily Notes

i am feeling into something i just saw:

https://anonup.com/upload/videos/2021/09/Un6Ql4VgnUGGJ8JklKog_15_17fd372e2a984a13bbbaa51e75a55c6b_video_original.mov

again i apologize – my site won’t upload .mov files so you will have to go to the link to watch.  if you aren’t on that site (which is excellent, overall, btw) – it’s a man in a restaurant standing in his right to eat among everyone else.  he is unpoked and states his religious exemption – which the restaurant has a notice saying they will not discriminate against x y z including religious beliefs/practice.  so the guy is refusing to leave.

we need more of this.

i recently shared when my mate went to a local business in support of someone who was being hassled for not wearing a face diaper.  my mate was stating his truth – telling people what he knows about the cv, etc.  when the local patriot group arrived, my mate was told he needed to not cause a disturbance.

bullsheot.

we NEED to be loud.

we NEED to be SEEN.

truth is inconvenient only to those too weak or scared to see it.

we need people to STAND.

BE in the position of FREEDOM we want to be IN.

so cause a disturbance – which when done correctly is really just sharing and showing a truth that is uncomfortable.  the days of being p.c. are over.

moving on…

i want to thank those of you who have reached out and asked about our girl and shown concern for her recent experience of betrayal.  while i am saddened and disappointed at some who i thought would have shown something by now (and have not) – it does help me see who, in the end, really cares about her.  about our family.  it just takes a few moments to show that.  it’s better to know who really has your back and who doesn’t.

one last share – i had a dream i was looking in the same direction i have long seen “things” happening.  i saw 5-6 white orbs moving around, getting in position for something.  it felt like today, to be honest.  very present – nothing long into the future.  the air was warm – it was dusk – i grabbed my camera, called out my mate and daughter – and we watched.  then the experience ended.  this was after i had a dream i was “going Home” after being in another country that was like america but wasn’t the real thing.  i had 3 bags packed that i was trying to drag along with me to hop on the plane.

definitely things feeling different.

so again – blessings and thanks to all who have shown support for my girl – who is still upset.  we all do lousy things at times of course – but it’s when we own those things and/or when we know someone has been harmed and we reach out – especially when it’s a child – that matter.  at least to those of us in this house.

love,

victoria

I deleted last night’s post because it turns out what we feared had happened to one of our girl’s friends – did not.  The child made it up.

What is distressing me the most is how upset my child is.  She feels betrayed – which she has every right to feel.  She was a good friend last night to her friend – thinking something really frightening had happened – sitting there with her on the couch comforting her, telling her she did the right thing, she’s safe, etc.  I later told her what a wonderful friend she was.

My girl and I had planned on taking over cookies to her today to see how she was doing.

And then this happens.

So….tooday I feel discouraged.  Hurt that my child was hurt (and so manipulated – W O W on that).  And hurt that what she needs and deserves to have – now – while she is hurting – she isn’t getting.  So her dad and I are picking up the pieces – although I will be honest – dad is doing a much better job of it than mama is.  For me this was kind of an END point given how much energy I have invested the past two years into trying to make our girl’s life better – after the death of her grandpa, the “death” of her activities/friends and old way of living/being after this scandemic b.s.  So for me – when I now see someone I thought was a friend to her has hurt her – yeah, I kinda go mama lion now.

NO MORE.

Perhaps it’s in the air as I have felt “silence” from a lot of people I know.  Going within?  Or just not caring?  I don’t know.

All I DO know is my child’s heart is hurting and that makes my heart hurt (and brings up far too much of my own sheot) – and it doesn’t have to be this way.

We have red pills.

We have blue pills.

How about consideration pills?

I have a ton to give out.

Email me.  lol  (not really the lol – just gotta laugh at times – better than screaming – and my sarcasm has saved me from going postal at times)

Love,

Victoria

I had another T dream last night.  He was younger and thinner – but it was his energy.  He stood in front of me – sideways – hands in his pockets.  He was dressed all midnight blue with a muted, thin yellow pattern.  “Blue Monday”, was all he said.

So I decided to gematria BLUE MONDAY.

Prince Purple Rain (last night, as I was drifting off to sleep, I began to hear “the skies were all purple there were people running everywhere”)

Celestial God

I Am The Light

I’m the Bible Code

Hold The Line (i have a feeeel “they” are about to throw more crap our way so be NEO to those “bullets”.  Hold the line and say NO.)

Victory

John Durham

Pray To God

Ressurection

At The Crossroads

Time Is Up

Great News

We’re Coming

Show Time

Pretty interesting isn’t it?  Blue Monday.  He also asked us all to be in Prayer (Armor of God) the next 21 days.  It’s interesting – weeks ago I put “T minus 21” on the calendar last week and I can’t recall why I did that.  Apparently it was relevant, although I got the date wrong – at least according to T’s countdown – which also aligns with a 17 post:

Then this showing our side of the movie.  We have a “good” actor on our side….The news says the kids punked a clueless JB in PA.  I don’t feel this – I’m pretty sure this was the “good” actor and it was all staged (The “Q” in the corner says it all).

1776 Again @bludgeont

2 minutes ago

Another very, very interesting angle of this picture. What’s that up in the top left? 😏 😏😏

Whew boy do things feel even more intense.  As always I am doing all I Can to focus on the timeline/experience I want but keeping my eyes on the other side.  And the other side cranked it up even more – but the blowback continues to strengthen.  Saw this earlier and decided to do some gematria around it.  Notice how they say Guardians AND Airmen.  Absolute clue/proof that Space Force involves humans here and others from the Outside (REAL SPACE).  And the “never before has this been attempted”…..Rose and others have said our upcoming escape (return to Real Space) has never been done before…..And all we need is a “SPARK” (a frequency..?) to re-ignite the engine….

Robert Wakefield @robertauthor

38 minutes ago

3 Factor.

Next gematria:

THE FORGE

WWG1WGA

Five Five

Precipice

Dog star (sirius – perhaps there is something w/this sky object and the forge..?….remember Jetson White saying upon the split he sees one group goes to Spica and one group goes to Sirius – not saying I am still fully on board with this narrative as I am feeling most all of this “exiting” is a narrative….and Space Force/Alliance is absolutely behind us all getting out.  We are sooo not doing this alone – even though at times it sure does feel isolating….)…and isn’t it possible that the “Dog” star is really the GOD star?

Original DNA

New Dawn

Move On

I’m having something come to me……….perhaps WWG1WGA is more significant than I realize.  What would want us to have a split at the end – where some return to “paradise” and the rest to a better version of this place?  Another matrix hive mind ai program?  Yeah….

What if not just all of us get out (which I have felt all along) but we ALL RETURN TO PARADISE?  Home?  I’ve never felt fully comfortable with this idea that some go to the west (or east depending on if you believe Rose or Jetson) and then totally get mind wiped and forget those of us going to heaven/home/free world (and then after a “time”, we go back under the veil until the next gathering – NO WAY is that a creation in a Free Universe – that still screams of control/another matrix).  Wouldn’t a Benevolent Consciousness/Creator want ALL of its creations that were stuck here to return back to where they once originated – and be free and REMAIN FREE to create as they wish?  And…..Would it REALLY matter what they become inside this hell?  How can anyone ever fully take TOTAL 100% accountability for an experience that has been so manipulated, controlled, hijacked?

For me as long as it isn’t evil, it gets out and returns to Original DNA Experience.  So…..WWG1WGA.  That is what aligns with my Heart Center.

Love,

Victoria

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(last night was a challenge……..at one point i was literally pounding on some things in an effort to be released from this prison…..it took awhile but i finally felt that protective/divine energy take over my space and peaceful sleep came….which i am grateful for but also wondering WHY THE F is it a challenge now to call that in?  i am not liking the experience here now – at all.  war or not – i no longer care or consent to how things are being shown or revealed or allowed or wtf ever….)

And whoever else is part of this “plan” taking place.

WE ARE DONE.

Do you hear us?

We ARE DONE.

We are DONE seeing evil’s plan and filth.

We are DONE consenting to have this play out so a bunch of retards can “see”.  (Retard as defined by someone who is mentally fit but otherwise a dolt whose arrogance and inability to utilize their brain refuses to “see”).

OUR LIVES ARE NOT FOR SALE “for the common good”.

OUR CHILDREN’S CHILDHOODS ARE NOT FOR SALE “for the common good”.

WWG1WGA is a bunch of s h e o t.

We don’t WANT to go with the sheep.

WE ARE LIONS.

We want to BE and “go with” those who are LIKE US.

AWAKE.

WE SEE.

WE KNOW.

WE INTUIT.

We don’t WANT to be with these evil sympathizers.

We desire our FREEDOM and we command it f’ing NOW.

Months ago our line in the sand was drawn.

I am insulted to hold any thought or see any truth to the idea that things “had to be this way” for the retards to see.

INSULTED.

You either KNOW or you don’t.

You either SEE or you don’t.

At this point – the above two statements are as clear as pristine, still water.

So do whatever needs to be done to END THIS GAME.

Bust the timelines apart.

WE COMMAND OUR RELEASE.

N O W.

Please PLEASE share this with all you know….Thank you.

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