Today was – again – another “new/weird” day. Â I had some groceries delivered and had a first time experience: Â I hid inside when they arrived with my food. Â I suddenly absolutely felt this strong compulsion to not let them see me. Â Normally I will walk outside – smile – greet – take my food. Today? Â I just knew – suddenly – I couldn’t be around whoever it was – so I let them put it on my doorstep and waited until they drove away before getting my food. They shopped very quickly – almost too quickly – had my entire order done in under 20 minutes – a first – and yet once I saw my bruised apples and ugly looking bunch of chard (all organic) – I knew they were just working as a team – shopping quickly – not giving detail as all of the other shoppers I have had have given. Â And yesterday someone came over – unannounced – and again – I suddenly knew I could not be around them. Â I honestly feel that I can’t be around anyone – especially in my own space – unless they are in that same alignment. Â Not better than – just not the same “frequency” – which sounds ridiculously snobby woo woo – but it is something I am definitely REALLY feeling now.
I am feeling the biggest void/block than I have ever felt. Â It’s as though a block has been put in place so we won’t know the details of what is literally about to happen. Â To know the details can compromise this war we are still in. Â I still feel this “stay PUT” energy around me – but at the same time I am still putting out feelers on new opportunities/places.
Here are some finds for today.
Love, V.
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BEST FIND OF THE DAY: Â (it needs to be said that any plane that carries the President is considered AF1 – but the rest of this is comical)…and i vetted – she captured this from The Hill’s youtube video (where you may want to read the comments – the people are awake…explains the 440 likes and 1k dislikes)…and i checked up on the tail number 90017 (also known as the “N” number) – it says that number is CANCELLED/NOT ASSIGNED: https://aerobasegroup.com/tail-number-lookup/n90017
Then there’s this one I found – at the 2:40 minute mark – who is that in the plain blue trench style coat JB salutes (and she salutes him)? Â Ain’t military – nothing on the coat…
Don’t know about you but that appears to be another one of those “dude dressed as a dudette” (older article but sharing because this entity is one of the Impeachment Managers…)
Not Soros – however the rest is true – and has also been occurring for well over a decade. Â I remember seeing ammo shortages about 15 years ago so this is nothing new.
Hmmm….obviously looking for something given that flight pattern:
Well this is an interesting turn of events…Feb. 28th…What was the whole purpose of Huber – he either gathered everything and his work is done to pass off to the Military (OP) – or he was a nothing burger…..
Well this explains the dreams I had and how rather relaxed and chill I feel. One of my dreams I was in TN talking with Heather Ann (Tucci Jarraf) – about her release – about what’s going on.  She was calm and seemed in a place of knowing and acceptance.  “Crazy knowing” I shall call it.  I was the one saying “but you are still in jail” – but then I had this sense from her that her scheduled release date (1/22) was to be sooner.  As I left the experience, I wanted to know about this emit scenario and I heard “EGT”.  At first I thought “emergency broadcast signal” but then immediately knew – wrong letters.  lol  It was then that I heard her say “everyone goes together”.  Very much aligns with 17 “WWG1WGA”.
Here’s the latest Schumann BOB – or byob – bring your own bliss. Â Thanks to my mate for adding the “Y”. Â Body feels light – if not sloppy in doing things………
Interesting…12 21…..My first thought was the E/O from December 21 (2017) on asset seizure for those engaged in Human Right’s abuses…..We all know the superbowl is one of the top events for trafficking. Â (I am not watching – never have.)
I was reflecting on my inner teen-ager – inner rebellion. Â That energy is something to embrace and use for good. Â Remember being that age and questioning everything – challenging authority and all who tried to tell you how “life really was” while attempting to silence you when you challenged the status quo or held your own narrative/individual path for Truth?
Today we call them trolls. Â I have no tolerance for trolls – those who find their way into your space and attempt to poke with insults while doing NOTHING to actually create positive change. Â Why not use that energy and unite with others – power in numbers – to CREATE the change. Â I am just one person doing this – and I continue to seek others like me who want to UNITE IN PERSON and BUILD and CREATE a new community. Â The most important things are Truth and Freedom. Â And that Truth thing is something we all continue to seek – and sometimes you have to really dig deep and reflect – in silence – in order to SEE truth behind something that may at first glance appear to be perplexing or bring up doubt. Â Those who claim to know it all are arrogant narcissists – which is the real mind disease of this realm – something that was plugged in to all of us in varying strengths. Â Unplug from it. Â Find some inner humbleness. Â Reach out a hand in kindness – for a hand reached out with wisdom only to pound you with an insult loses ALL of that wisdom it attempted to share. Â
I was not a fan of the collective “feeel” – vibe – today. Â I don’t know what to think about tomorrow. Â Big production or nothing? Â Lots of chatter. Â Super Bowl 55 – Puppy Bowl 17. Â I won’t watch either mostly because I don’t like football and because it’s, well, professional sports. Â Rigged. Â Trafficking. Mash looshing event. Â I am feeling reflecting and the deep need to be withdrawn. Â Neutral on just about everything – tired. Â That “behind the eyes” tired. Â Not much of an appetite. Â Very thirsty though. Â Dreams were annoying. Â I woke up irritated.
Here are a few finds. Â Love, V.
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Notes from tonight’s GEORGE Livestream – the following are comments “he” left (they said they were in NYC atm, btw)….
Are your flags out?
Last four years were not just for “this”.
There is news – we just can’t share it. Â (military would do this perhaps? Â i don’t know…)
Justice WILL be served.Â
CPAC credentials yes not sure yet. Â (no idea what this was in reference to – couldn’t find anything)
Two Terms followed by a checkmark and UM and an image of an eagle
When the time is right MOGUL on DON JR telegram “just to say hi” soon. Â (MOGUL?? Â don’t know)
Perhaps we are getting more “control” over these experiences in that astral world…??
Last night I had a dream where I saw clouds falling – in front of the sun. Â It all began with me being at some party where I felt absolutely out of place so I announced “I’m outta here” and as I left, some unknown male (who I have seen in the astral several times over the last 3 years or so) accompanied me – wanting to help. Â I located a nice ranch house – abandoned – walked inside and found a nice room – which was circular – fireplace in the center. Â Off to the right of the fireplace was a window overlooking the trees. Â A couch faced the fireplace and window so I plopped down and enjoyed the silence. Â This male person sat down off to my left and was quiet. Â “This is nice,” I said.
But then – swarms of people – young and old – entered the room from all directions. Â “NOOOOO!” I said – locating a tiffany blue parasol (manifesting I should say) – putting it over my head, trying to hide from them.
Didn’t work. Â So I got off the couch and asked for everyone’s attention – stating this was MY space and they needed to leave. Â This was ineffective as well. Â So I said “forget this” and pulled myself out – and landed back here – to my current home – in the same location as where I was in my dream the other night where I saw the sun explode.
I picked out an outfit – something similar to the 80’s. Â I had my hair in a big, wild ponytail – tank top with a drapey shirt – cut off shorts – and these really funky black boots – Doc Martin style – only they came up to my calf (I am on the lookout for something similar – I’ve wanted a pair like that since high school). Â I walked into the kitchen – looked west out the window. Â My mate walks in with a tie dye tank and shorts – hair all styled straight out of the 80’s – and asks if I was “ready to party?”. Â I laughed and said “Aren’t you going to get cold? Â It isn’t that warm outside.” Â “Nah,” he said. Â I looked back out the kitchen window – and watched the sun setting. Â It was beautiful – colors of deep orange and pinks/magenta’s. Â Suddenly this mile-long (or so) band of clouds fell slowly from the sky. Â The dream ended – but not before I glanced down at my boots again and thought “wow – these are really cool boots – I can’t believe I own a pair”.
This was – again – another experience that  my entire body felt.  It was very visceral – and like the dream from 2 nights ago – that feeling is still felt within.  I am not sure what this 80’s theme is about other than the age I am desiring to be/feel again happened during the 80’s.  And I was listening to a song on the radio yesterday – Turn Up The Radio (Autograph – check it out here if you aren’t familiar – it was a favorite of mine as a teen – I saw them in concert just to hear this song.  lol)  There are some interesting futuristic tidbits in the video too – including instant manifestation via portal type energies.  The robot stuff – I can leave that.  This just feels like that part of me wanting to feel ALIVE and YOUNG again.
Now here’s something even more interesting to add to the dream(s) from above: Â I heard from a friend last night who had a dream a few nights ago that the sun melted.
I feel that quickening now. Â It is upon us.
One last thing – I woke up hearing The Battle of New Orleans. Â Then just as I’m in the kitchen a minute ago to heat up my lunch, he begins singing – well – I will let you guess:
NO JOKE. Â !!!
That’s all for now, friends. Â Finds dropped later.
Love,
Victoria
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This was an odd dream in that it felt like I was really witnessing it. Â The visceral feeling within was powerful and left a lasting impression that I can still feel.
It started out with me looking up at the window beside my bed – which faces east. Â The blinds were down and I could see the sun flashing through them. Â I got out of bed – pulled up the blinds – and saw the sun in the eastern horizon – probably mid morning – and it was H U G E. Â It began to flash and pulse. Â I went to get my mate and when I returned (before him) – that’s when I saw it: Â It literally exploded. Â What remained was some leftover light that was being given off by the pieces and particles of the now destroyed sun – which were floating downward in the same way that fireworks do after they are set off. Â Within moments, the sky was suddenly like twilight – not totally dark – still some light. Â And the sun was completely gone. Â I just watched – observed – felt both this sense of “YES!” (relief/about time/this is it) and excitement for what would come next.
Now speaking of odd things in the sky – check this out. Â If this doesn’t show proof positive we are NOT a part of a (normal) solar system and all of these “planets” we see are actually projections on a dome.
Russian cosmonaut Sergei Kud-Sverchkov on Tuesday published footage of the #Moon setting filmed from the International Space Station (#ISS).
And speaking of the moon – check out MrMBB333’s latest – go to the 4 minute mark for further clarification of this simulation in which we are in.
I feel better today – I am tuned into the “winning side” – love and truth. Those energies aren’t going anywhere and neither are those bringing them forth.
Love,
Victoria
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Whew – today was I N T E N S E – as in the most intense energy/feeeeeling yet. Â I spoke with a few today who are having the same. exact. experience.
I think we ALL now feel this “bubble” that has been holding its own for an unreal amount of time is about ready to pop. Â The pressure….
So last night was a long one in this house. Â Little sleep for any of us. Â First our child had disturbing dreams. Â I soothed her – did my protection – and fell back into a deep sleep. Â I was awoken some time later to my mate whimpering in his sleep – saying “no, no, no….” Â I put my hand on his chest and told him he was ok – he was safe – while putting out my energy for whatever was attacking him to back the F off. Â He calmed down – all returned to sleep. Â Child again woke up – whimpering – mate brought her into bed with us. Â Again, I returned to sleep only to have my own experience. Something – some being (felt there were 2 and they were not my friend nor were they human) was trying to physically force my face to look at an image on a screen. Â I could see myself – I was big – could see myself shaking my head, saying “NO”, refusing to engage in their story they were trying to force on me. Â I felt the one more in the background comment how “stubborn” I was – and to keep at it. Â I continued to refuse until the experience ended. Â My mate said he had a similar experience – something trying to force him to look at an image which lead to his whimpering.
My intuitive feel – this is how they create these astral experiences. Â We just call t hem dreams. Â We are lying down in some sort of pod/table on the outside – and they show us images on screens of their choosing (which explains why our “dreams” rarely feel like they are something we would choose to experience). Â Sometimes we get more choice – more control – depending on if we are being monitored at the time. Â There are far more of us than there are of them so they can’t monitor every one of us all the time.
Just my feel. Â Anyway….I slept a couple hours more before dragging myself out of bed to “do” the day. Â Usually when I am at that level of exhaustion, I am really cranky – but today I felt another energy – a supportive energy. Â It was likely this:
Other than that – things just feel weird. Â Different. Â New. Things are moving now after feeling more or less a “lull” for a time. Â I am focused on this movement clearing out “them” and revealing the Full On Truth. Â We deserve it. Â And we need it. Â And we deserve and need it NOW. Â The ability to tolerate blatant blind ignorance and just plain ‘ole “wtf are you even saying do you hear yourself??” is just gone. Â Just….gone. Â Inner Lion is activated and roaring when need arises.
That’s all for now. Â Sharing some finds in a bit.
Love,
Victoria
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I am reflecting on the video I shared previously – AnMarie Uber and the programs she speaks of – those that are being pushed on us at this moment. It was good to hear. Â Even though I knew what I was feeling was collective – it was a good reminder to know that I – that we – CAN deflect them. Â Nope – not engaging in this. Â Overall I highly aligned with what she said from the use of drugs to go off traveling (in their realm) and even doing astral travel – which is still visiting – outside of your body – into their space. Â Go within, go within, I continue to feel. Â Trust that inner ME.
Her view on this split so many of us are feeling was interesting. Â I don’t think any of us know for certain how it plays out. Â All I know is I desire Freedom and a REAL experience – without deception. Â No games. Â No simulations. Â No bots or androids. Â No pay to live. Â Just good ‘ole Real Organic Freedom – HOME – how it was prior to “this”. Â So I continue to hold that line for the experience I desire.
One last thing I took away from it as well was how she said “they” will go after us in ways that most affect us. Â For me – it is money and the life long challenge I have had with it (as well as the inability to fully comprehend markets, investments and the like). Â As I shared, Patreon shut down my revenue generating channel last month. Â Facebook also restricted my account for 30 days. Â That has since been restored – however I cannot share this site there for that is what got me on restriction to begin with. Â My mate and I have been trying to save money when we can to move. Â I have a big electric bill this month too. Â I appreciate every one who donates – but I can always use more! Â So anyone who has extra and wants to share, please use the pay pal icon below. Â Every little bit helps. Â And I try and personally thank every one of you individually when you do.
Love to you all. Â Keep on keepin’ on…..
Victoria
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I don’t have it in me atm to dive in and see what’s going on. Â I am really struggling today (and I have heard from many who are feeling the same). Â I was up a lot last night – weeping – wanting my tribe – wanting my community – wanting what I, well, WANT and not just want but NEED. Â This lack of social connection is taking a serious toll on my mental health. Â I have my mate and my child and that is something I am very grateful for – and many of you to talk with – but I need a FRIEND I CAN TOUCH AND SEE. Â A friend I can talk with in person and hug. Â Oh my gosh that need to hug another is near overwhelm. Â (i thought about making a sign saying “IN NEED OF A HUG? Â ME TOO. Â KNOCK TO RECEIVE” and put it on my front window) I need to sit with a friend without any damn distance or stupid face diapers and just talk and laugh and hug. Â You know? Â Like NORMAL people. Â I need this so much! Â I could feel it last night and for a few moments I thought – this is it – my mind is going to crack. Â But of course it didn’t and I go on as I always do.
But I have to say – my heart feels very heavy like a weight is around it and my left eye is twitching so I know that means my body is under serious stress. Â Everything I do is a distraction now for what I want and need. Â I honestly don’t know how much longer I can be surrounded by mask wearing idiots. Â Today I was walking around saying “Go on and get your vaccine! Â I heard great things about it!” Â Why? Â Because the sooner they are gone from my experience the better off I am. Â They have a right to their experience – I have a right to mine. Â And I cannot control when I get triggered now – just what I do with those emotions. Â I never thought hell would include masked entities all around you with BLM signs saying we will talk with you once we have our vaccine.
Well, they can have that. Â I give them my blessing for a good life with that.
The time for the split is SO NOW. Â SO SO SO NOW. Â
UGH! Â No – I left UGH last week. Â Today’s word? Â I M P O S S I B L E.
So……..Where is a good affordable quiet safe rural mask-free place? Â We are back to looking for that pot of gold.
I also have spent a good amount of time screamin’ at God. Â Where is this Divine Loving Force? Â The piece of it in me is calling for the whole Lot of it to get in here and blast this realm with LOVE FREQUENCIES. The piece of that Consciousness in me is screaming for the experience here to come to its rightful end.
Holding the line and researching and sharing with those who have yet to see – I feel no energy in that. Â Feels much like things do at the WH in DC – just dead. Â So let’s bury it all already, shall we?
I saw someone on social media saying how they are just DONE with the whole notion of “create your own experience”. Â This was in response to a meme speaking of how when we expect better for ourselves the Universe responds.
Yeah, not here so well, right? Â When I say “they” compromised EVERYTHING here I fully assert EVERY THING.
I remember about 14 years ago or so, a psychologist telling me that for every thought we put out to the Universe that held a desire in which we were wanting, perhaps one out of 100 or so would manifest. Â That had been my experience – continues to be my experience – and yet even at that moment I knew there was something VERY wrong about that.
Wrong indeed. Â It’s “wrong” because that was not our Original Experience as Creator Beings.
We are Source. Â We have that Code of Source in us. Â That is what “they” wanted to take from us – and knowing they couldn’t fully take it – they created an environment that made it much more hampered in our ability to utilize that innate part of us (while fractilizing us in the process). Â And yeah, ya’ll know the rest – at least as much as we have been able to put together for I know there is more yet to be seen – once their reign and rule is fully gone and ALL mechanisms of control are destroyed.
I woke up this morning with a song playing in my mind – felt like it came from the Outside to keep me going. Â The Creator in me – as tired as the rest of me is – wants to Create. Â Wants to bust outta here and be Free to play and live and create once again. Â I’ve had more “memories” return – more of those things that my body carries. Â I feel I have come to this place where all I need is ME within to guide me. Â I am certainly done with feeding anything that is theirs and at this point – EVERYTHING pushed at us here is theirs – or was compromised by them. Â This planetary crap and astrological crap and date calendar crap. Â Do this on THIS day.
NOT HAPPENING. Â We don’t have to WAIT for some particular day or date or planetary alignment to DO. Â That isn’t Original Creating. Â Original Creating is CONSTANT and UNIMPEDED. Â I don’t have to answer to ANYONE. Â Neither do you. Â The Source in me says to YOU – create. Â Be happy. Â BE FREE.
So….this person today as I was first sharing – is done with hearing you create what you desire here. Â Me too. Â We are all quite literally waitin’ on the world to change – waiting on the removal of the entities who hijacked – waiting on the end of their ruling structures and systems. Â Do we remain in these bodies? Â I am still not sure about that. Â I know this body needs a serious upgrade and an END to their b.s. aging agenda. Â And I know that no matter WHAT I say to/visualize/focus on to the contrary, my body is still following along with what it was programmed to do. Â Today at breakfast, I was giving my girl her supplements (whole food). Â I’ve felt off about the whole supplement industry. Â Another one of their systems. Â Hijack the food and then say “lookie over here at all of these supplements you need due to the nutritional declines ya’ll have experienced due to how we manufacture food”. Â Even eating “organic” is compromised – all of that food still requires the same air and soil (laden w/their poisons) and water in which to grow. Â Soil used to be nutrient dense – that is hard to find now even in the world of organics. Â So yeah – we rob your right to healthy food and take more of your money with this supplement to make up FOR the lack of nutrients.
I pause as I typed that out….for it can lead to an inner battle, doesn’t it? Talk positive to your body that is under ongoing assault. Â Accept, we read. Â Allow. Then “YOU control your body”. Â I remember something I saw on a Greg Braden (name?) video – showing someone with a tumor on their kidney – and a group of doctors stood over the patient and prayed/intended the tumor away.
Interesting to note – this healing came from others (with an open minded patient too of course). Â And yet even though this was powerful and beautiful to watch – it is supposed to be EASY and is supposed to come from WITHIN and not requiring a group to create that process.
What comes to my visual is that healing ENERGY is Source and when there are a group of people focused on the desired outcome – miracles and healing take place.
And yet even at that – this doesn’t work 100% of the time here does it? Â I think of my friend who passed a few weeks ago from cancer – the most positive/God focused woman I have met in this lifetime. Â She had HUNDREDS of people and herself focused on her healing as well and yet – her body died. So…..I KNOW our ability to Create FULLY and FREELY our own experience is how it is supposed to be. Â !!! Â (stomping my feet like a child – lol – i have said that phrase “but that’s how it is SUPPOSED to be” countless times since childhood to others – mostly adults – and been given the same look or attempt at silence and i get that – it is a difficult place to visit – that truth) Â … Â But I know – the matrix is at work – allowing for some miracles to take place to keep us trying and always reaching for that dangling carrot they ultimately have controlled. Â Heck, they even hijacked the experience and relationship with Source, didn’t they?
I don’t share any of this to be a downer – only a realist in what I have concluded after 50 plus years of going within and questioning and researching. Â So….for now….I continue to hold what I desire – I cannot do different and I won’t. Â But I also don’t beat myself up anymore for my struggle to Create as I desire. Â It once was EZ.
