I had an experience this morning that happened twice within a few minutes: I suddenly saw myself – my Big Self – that is tuned into me within this vessel – fully awake, pounding on this egg-shaped pod I saw around myself. With the pounding came this sense of “GET ME OUT OF HERE NOW! I AM READY I AM AWAKE!”
A few minutes later – I had the same experience/vision.
The thought that came to me was “this is the final awakening”.
The sense I had was that our awakening happens at the mental level, emotional level and the Spiritual Level both here AND on the outside. We have reached the Final Stage. Just my feel.
I was then able to fully “get” an issue I have been dealing with for 5 years now – something that was Divinely Guided but did not end up the way I had felt – or thought. Today I saw why. I also feel what I had wanted to create here could be created in the New. As I told my mate: “Would we be open to going elsewhere if we were Alive with creativity and energy and a solid sense of Home where we are now?”
No. We have had these longings and accompanying struggles/experiences for a reason: to make the transition as smooth as possible.
And as my mate JUST HAD HAPPEN: He has been looking for quarters with the “W” mark on it since the beginning of 2019 – with no success. A couple of months ago he decided to search again. He has said – once he finds three – it is time to go Home. He. Just. Found. #3.
Energetically things continue to build. I feel more energy today though and that is a relief (update: i crashed at 7pm until 8pm – it is now around 10:30pm and i am exhausted – so the energy increase was temporary – and i am noticing i am getting tired earlier. perhaps my nocturnal days are – for now – ending.) My girl and I headed out to a new walking place in the woods, had (another) wonderful talk with Sister D then was distracted by my mate who kept telling me “you’ve gotta check out what’s going on!” I am feeling the need to just let it all play out – but still watch now and then when I feel interested. I am having that experience now – so here are some things I am finding aligning and worth feeling into. Overall, I feel we are at the end of this movie. I feel POTUS is not at WR. I was feeling into the term “insulated” that Q used back in November 2017 (or whatever “time” we are in) in drop 35 about POTUS being “well insulated” during the OPS and I feel this is interpreted as THE BIG ops – not the ongoing arrests, clean-ups etc we have seen happening. This is like the final scene removing the really bad guys.
So – insulated but not protected. Insulated to me implies a bubble of protection of some sort. A galactic energy bubble? Some are saying he’s on a ship. Would not surprise me. 2020 has been full of surprises and I feel we’re in for some really amazing and beautiful surprises from here on out.
Oh, and btw, I heard “Closing Time” again on the radio today for the third time in the past few days. Yeah. We R There!
First here’s a gematria for “INSULATED”
Final President (!!!! – just like I have and others have seen – I continue to not see an election but instead a brand New World)
Red October (!!!)
All Is Well
The Final Day
Body Double (!!!! see below for that one)
Rocky Balboa (a character I have loved since I was 17 and POTUS’ face was put on Rocky’s body earlier this year)
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This one i feel is VERY relevant. When my mate first told me this I paused and said “perhaps we are filling in that time with our OWN ending before we transition”. He got chills all over and I did too. And we know the gregorian calendar was part of their program.
.@DevinNunes says every Republican in the house and senate should be saying this is over we want all of the documents now or maybe it’s time to start shutting these agencies down. pic.twitter.com/uYM9J5Tgeg
deeper meaning perhaps? (update: i watched this on full screen – it looks like a greenscreen. and yet – there is an interesting shadow/light effect off to the left on the curtains in that picture on that wall…. someone pointed this out out – begins at 17 second mark too.)
"…perhaps I'll get there before you get to see ME…"?? WTF Does that mean? 😂 https://t.co/N9QEM1jwEr
yes – the background is indeed moving. either in the air on water. and that look? this is the real DJT. hair also is different. “look like they’re miracles coming down from God”.
If you’re on a phone turn it sideways and watch this video again. Stay focused on the two icons on either side and you can see the video is moving around. He’s in the air or in a boat recording this! ✈️ https://t.co/t4ZbtJwbwR
The “I am sooooo sleepy” continues ~ although being nocturnal is something we are also experiencing. I have heard the same from others. I began reading HG Wells The Time Machine today and conked out about 30 pages in. Reading has always done this to me.
Cleaning and other 3d matrix realm chores feel unnatural at this point. I don’t clean as I once did – but tonight I was forced to GI the bathroom when my girl notified me there were ants crawling on the floor. I C A N N O T have THAT! lol
“Time” is also off – in a strange space now. Zero point feels like it has arrived. So as I shared with the family – we eat when we’re hungry. Sleep when we’re tired. Etc. etc. Clocks and calendars – only need them if we have a delivery or company. Speaking of, I was looking at the calendar today and noticed Columbus Day is in a couple of weeks. “Since when is C. Day in October?” I asked my mate. He said – it isn’t – it’s in November. Not according to history. Our own personal matrix glitch or just this ongoing sense of “where is my mind – what is happening to my hands – why am I suddenly so loopy I giggle and drop things or suddenly so tired I have to stop what I am doing and sleep”. Well, you get the picture. And I also notice when these experiences happen, they affect everyone in the house at the same time. Some say it’s 5G – but if that were the case we would be having those moments consistently. Not that we haven’t been bombarded with dirty energies in the past – I just don’t feeeeel they are as “dirty” as they once were. The clean-up includes and thus touches every thing.
So I wanted to share something about this upcoming what feels ever presence imminent moment. My mate was enjoying some alone time in the man cave, quieting his mind. He came inside and told me he “got something” on what he calls the singularity event. It is very close – massive. He also got the way Good/God/Love wins – is an energy barrier/wall is being built (which is what we may be seeing on the Schumann). Evil is bouncing back on itself now due to this energy wall. So, “evil” will literally take itself out once the final energy comes in – once the singularity enters. It creates a division and it will be instantaneous.
I reflect on that and wonder if that energy wall is also what President Trump referred to in that infamous tweet from February 2019 where he was speaking of the wall and wrote criminals in all dimensions keep out.
I am all for that.
Love,
Victoria
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Well I definitely feel like I am living in the twilight zone. The energy feels new – changing quickly now and I feel the rubber-band has a lot of “stuff” it is holding and it’s really about to be let loose. – where all of the stuff lands, I am not sure. I don’t expect “normal” at all – from here on out – I sense change and more change. Momentum is growing in the energetic. Rapidly.
And as this mounts and builds, so does my need to sleep and sleep and sleep. I really feel my Higher Self gave me that heads up as a marker (and to offer support) that once we are at the official “end”, I will need to sleep more. This has been going on all week and so I am wondering – hmmm – is this really it this time? I honestly think at this point, I could sleep 15 hours a day. Or more. I’m close to 12 now and it just doesn’t feel enough. Perhaps we are all in “quarantine” now – like President Trump and Melania are. This is more than just some 3d happenings. This is a truly Spiritual – Cosmic event being played out as well as something we are all processing and preparing for. For we know this was never about a cold virus – and it also wasn’t just about the election but a combo of the election (and all that is being revealed as a result) AND the invisible enemy – those beings that hijacked, altered and infected us with the mind virus we call the matrix.
So….I’m surrendering. Detaching. Saying good-bye. Sleeping. And crying (suddenly and often). Even my normally sociable child was relieved to postpone a gathering. As she said “it just didn’t feel right” (the timing). And while I was into movies for awhile, I’m feeling the draw to read old books I haven’t read in years. We went through some old boxes of books – removed many to give away for donation (good bye Stephen King) and kept some out to read again. Where The Red Fern Grows. HG Wells The Time Machine. R L Stevenson Treasure Island.
Here are some finds I found worth sharing. Love to you all.
Victoria
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many saying “it is happening”…..note the end the talk turns to the “timing” of this “diagnosis”….my mate’s theory, and i feel it is quite accurate, is there is a coup going on – potus and family are insulted – and arrest ##’s have increased….10 days quarantine = 10 days dark….like i said – this is not about the cv virus….this is much deeper….
CARNEY: The New York Times’ claim that President Donald Trump paid just $750 in federal income taxes in 2016 and 2017 is wrong, based on a flawed understanding of how taxes are paid. https://t.co/Zf7EHtEihu
That’s my feel anyway – feeling I reached a peak and now I’m in this space of full on surrender knowing what is mine and what isn’t.
I had a conversation with Sister D and we each had an identical experience with our landlords this past week or so. In each conversation with our individual land owners, both of us felt we were saying thank you and good bye – and the energy exchange went both ways whether the exchange was conscious or not. My mate and I had a convo w/ours this week and it wasn’t until later in the day where we both commented how we were saying good bye to one another and giving gratitude. For me it felt like an energy “cord” was healed and cut.
My girl and I headed out today for a nature walk. The first place we wanted to go would have required me to wait in traffic gridlock (road construction) and my sensitivities simply cannot do these experiences now, so we headed to another place. As we walked in one direction towards the road, I could hear cars. Each one stood out and annoyed the sheot out of me. With my girl chatting away, I had to plug my ears and take deep breaths to stay grounded. (Did I mention my sensitivities are imploding now? ha!) As we headed back up and away from the noise of traffic, I commented that I would be absolutely wonderful to never hear another damn car noise again.
Sister D and I spoke of the debate. She didn’t watch. We started to – and my mate and I struggled to get into it -but we were simply frustrated – then suddenly the internet went out. It didn’t come back on in a consistent manner until after the debate. Attack or divine providence? I lean towards the latter. (we have been having a lot of internet disruption so it could be just another system here crumbling.)
We also spoke of hand holding those who may be “shocked” as the truth is shown in more “obvious” ways (not that it isn’t obvious at this point but that is just my perception) – neither of us have the desire to “be there” for others in those moments. I’m thinking that was just another matrix program. I have zero zip nadda desire to do that now. My focus now is within and getting out of here and stepping into the New.
And I am not aligning with seeing full disclosure either. Just not interested. Others have shared the same.
I am also seeing others share their experiences and insights on the new – how in the new we don’t have these tedious chores. The cooking, the cleaning, the dusting – all of these “slave jobs” that take up far too much of our time. I remember I once felt guilty and lazy for wanting the Easy Life. Press the EZ button. Now? No guilt. I know what I want and I don’t let old programs of self judgment to interfere.
My girl and I had an odd experience hours apart last week – we both had a sudden, painful poke near our elbows – mine on my left, hers on her right. It was as though someone poked us with a needle. It didn’t feel “evil” or anything negative – just interesting. Perhaps one of those “something being done in the outside” experiences. (And btw – that’s really all I want to talk about now. The call to be in that space is ever present. I appreciate speaking about the awakening and all of that – but now unless the conversation is about Home, I am just not energetically aligning with full authenticity.)
Energetically I am quite exhausted much of the time. Mentally detached too from things around me. Again the feel is part of me is absolutely elsewhere. It makes no difference what I eat or how I move my body. Even going for a nature walk did nothing for me today other than a temporary distraction. All I could feel and think was how I would rather live elsewhere with a path to the beach near my home. I am waking up with anxiety – which has been ongoing. Sister D remarked the same. But it feels different than waking up suddenly in a panic. This feels like an anticipation or as the “experts” label it – anticipatory anxiety. Let’s just call it excitement that something big HUGE new is coming and my human brain still doesn’t know exactly what it is so there’s a little apprehension in the energy.
And speaking of excitement, I will end this piece with a message I received from Brother Rick just a bit ago – we are so close, Home cannot contain the excitement any longer. As I shared that one w/my mate, I rolled my eyes, sucked in my breath and said with my jaw tense: “are we ready to go?” My mate gave the same look and said in the same manner “F YES!”
We have had enough encouragement. Enough messages. Enough intel. As Brother Rick sometimes says JUST GET ‘ER DONE.
Today was awesome (the title will come into play later). A group of heart-centered, awakened, “real” humans as I call them got together at a local park and let our kids play. No forced distancing. No masks.
Free and frolicking – the way Original Divine intended. The way WE intend.
It was wonderful. The conversation was lively – authentic – honest and not once did anyone give the “wtf?” look. No blow-back when criticism was given about the systems of science and education.
WE ALL AGREED.
THE CHILDREN PLAYED.
IT WAS WONDERFUL!
Something we all needed – young and old.
After living here for many years – having seen all former friends and connections just fade away slowly or abruptly end – all because of perceptions – I cannot express how healing it is for me to FINALLY be connecting with like minded people. We all spoke of the experience of feeling like outsiders here.
I have intended all year that before this game ends, I am going to find at least ONE like-minded person here as well as these people having friends for my girl to play with. And I along w/the Divine manifested it.
Anyway….so after play time was up, my girl headed over with one of the families to have dinner with them and as such, I decided to head to the store before going home. My usual go-to store for they allow you to shop w/o one of those mask things.
That is, apparently, until Friday.
I went in and had no issue. Shopped for a bit – no issue.
But then I got in line.
And encountered a bot.
A bot with an agenda to poke.
Repeatedly.
“Where’s your mask?” I hear come off to my left. I ignored it.
“Where’s your mask?” I hear again. Oh god, I think – I am not doing this.
She kept at it so I glanced her way and said “I am exempt. Medical.”
Apparently she thinks she’s the local mask nazi for she kept asking me and mumbling or saying things I couldn’t make out. She did, after all, have on a mask.
So I finally glared at her and said “Look, you don’t know my situation. You don’t know why I don’t wear one. So it would be best if you just shut it or I am going to report you to store management for harassing me.”
It was then my turn in line – the clerk asks how I am and I said “I was fine until that woman behind me began verbally harassing me for not wearing a mask. Can you tell her to shut up?”
Instead of showing some good customer service, the clerk says “well we are no longer allowing for medical exemptions”.
“Since when?” I asked.
“Since Friday,” I was told.
So I took a deep breath – calmed myself – and decided what the hey – let’s use this as a chance to drop some truth.
So I said this was not about a virus. I talked about programming and the agenda and concluded in saying “and those masks you’re wearing? They don’t work. In fact you are harming your immune system. I suggest you research all of this.”
The clerk said “Oh I don’t want to get into the politics of this” and I said “But it IS a political issue. This is about conformity. This is about our Freedom!”
At this point one of the clerks walks towards me and asks if I want a face shield. I put up my hand and said “No.”
As I took my food and walked out, I noticed the bot (aka agent 44361) behind me refuse to put her groceries on the conveyor belt until the clerk sprayed it off – which she did willingly by saying “yes of course”.
O M G
I laughed – then looked at 44361 and gave her the look below and said good thing her stupidity wasn’t contagious. Then as one last moment of courage, I said loudly “TRUMP 2020!” and left the store.
So my mate and I figure ok if we gotta do this on occasion to get some food, time to get creative w/this mask issue. Not that I want to comply – but I know I also don’t want to deal with confrontation – especially now the way some “people” are these days. I would say the agent smiths have been activated now.
I woke up this morning hearing the phrase “let the music guide you home. Let music set you free.” Some people speak the language of math and science ~ I speak the language of music. Over a year ago, Brother Rick passed along the message to me from Clair that music would help set me free. Guide me Home. I had no idea what that meant at the time. Pursue my music? Really? AGAIN?!
Now I see that music speaks to me. Songs. Titles. Lyrics. Melody. I have shared here many times over the last few years music that has spoken to me. So when I heard this phrase this morning upon waking up (here – ha!), I felt perhaps there was some inspiration in that to motivate me out of the funk I had fallen into last night. Challenging day in the household. I have yet to master the ability to be around strong emotions and remain centered. I can – for a time – but I automatically shut down and it takes me 12-24 hours to bounce back.
So….my girl and I headed out today and drove around this end of town – venturing down streets we haven’t been on for a time. The song “Closing Time” was on the radio as I changed the station – the very last couple of moments. Hmm, I thought – Closing Time. Haven’t heard that one in a long long time.
10 minutes later or so, on a different station, that song comes on again. Ok – that was obviously a synchronicity for me that contained a message of some sort. I listened to the lyrics and soon was in tears. Here are the words that spoke most to my Heart:
I know who I want to take me home.
I know who I want to take me home.
I know who I want to take me home.
Take me home
Closing time
Time for you to go back to the places you will be from.
Closing time
This room won’t be open ’til your brothers or your sisters come.
So gather up your jackets, and move it to the exits
I hope you have found a
Friend.
I cry even now just reading those words again. My heart is heavy with longing. I am doing the best I know how to stay in my heart and stay centered. But dayem – I am LONELY. Lonely for connection and friendship. In person connections. Online isn’t pacifying me as it once did. Connections that happen organically and naturally. I long to play music with others too. All of the choices I have made here for years to do all of that have left me where I am today – alone and waiting. I know I am not alone in this feel/experience.
Ok. So…..here’s a totally spontaneous synch: my mate just comes inside – says he just turned on the radio in the garage – REM is on: STAND. Your head is there to move you around. So STAND.
Bring on the transition. I am ready to put this computer aside – this website aside – and jump into the New and Remember and Heal.
Shared with permission. I love her insight….and absolutely relate with lacking the desire to engage in most everything – and I too don’t have the need for disclosure. I am perfectly fine in seeing all of that post-transition/shift.
I’ve been seeing 17 allot lately too. One thing that Q has said more than once is are you ready to stand? At first I took it as standing up for our rights or protesting and I think many followers think that but for some reason I felt it meant something different. I’ve heard when we leave or ascend its called “standing” and what I feel Q means. I’ve also seen Trump tweet allot “We will NOT stand” when he talks about unlawfulness. When I see that I feel like he is saying DO NOT stand right now which fits with saying we shouldn’t be participating in protests and that we will stand when it’s time to stand and those standing now will sit. Basically musical chairs at the very end. I have lost most desire to engage in anything too. It’s been that way for awhile and getting worse. I also wonder if the next lockdown will be to force the rest of us to sit while the dark will also be hoping to get people to stand because they are fed up with the control. One of those double meanings which I believe all of what’s going on has both a light and dark purpose lol. I also dont care about disclosure anymore. I feel we can find out in the archives or as Rose says watching the movie later. I feel like knowing now would cause a plummet not a rise but the hope of it being exposed causes a rise in people so that’s why they dangle the worms and trickle info to keep hope alive in people who think they need it to play out. Plus it helps wake people up to start questioning things and helps them find truth and prepare them mentally for all the crap going on as it really does make it so your not as affected as if you were asleep and afraid.
Yesterday and today the desire for that New Reality was full on overwhelming. Doing certain chores – doing things FOR the system (according to what the matrix says is how things are) was enough to make me scream inside. Energetically I have to push myself to new levels to do certain things. What was once a struggle became a challenge and now – well I won’t use the word “impossible” – but whatever energy is right in back of that term (in terms of next in line) – that is where I have landed.
Then there are the numbers – in particular the number 17. I am seeing it everywhere. It has become my most present number. Here are some photos I decided to take (and this doesn’t include all of the moments):
First last night – after seeing it throughout the day – I noticed my twitter account follower number: (fuzzy I know but the count is 1717)
Then tonight, again after a day of seeing the number, I hopped into the car to head to the store. Check out these numbers:
I glanced at the clock on the dash. It contains no 17 – but the numbers do add up to 17:
I also an interesting experience this morning. I was still in bed – eyes closed – honestly, hiding from the world. I did not want to face this reality – at all. So I was doing some self-comfort practices when suddenly, in my “minds eye”, I saw an object shaped like an eye. Oval. It was surrounded in blackness but the object itself was a shimmering light. It opened – forming more of a circle – and I began seeing objects and beings exit. All was being lifted up and out. It seemed to contract – open and close – while beings and other forms exited. I couldn’t see faces or see any real detail – just outlines of solid, obvious forms. This experience went on for several moments – a first (in terms of lengths of these very rare experiences). The last thing to exit was something I found interesting and perhaps humorous. Remember the movie Contact – when Ellie is sitting in that chair inside the craft? I saw that chair lift up, go on its side and exit out – then the object/portal shut. Then I saw a flash of an explosion and the experience was over.
The duration of this experience was long enough for me to enjoy it – and talk about it to myself. It was literally like I was watching a movie in my mind.
I wonder – why that chair? What does that chair represent? In the movie it was something the humans made out of fear. The Beings from the outside never included it in their diagrams but Ellie was required to strap herself in nonetheless – that is until the vibration coming from the chair was so intense – it knocked loose the compass Palmer had given her – so she releases herself from the chair to snag it – and right after she does, the chair slams into the top of the craft.
Perhaps it was a message saying to TRUST and allow this process to happen – without relying on some human-defined (limited knowledge) process or assistance.
For what is happening is far greater than my human brain can grasp.
Or – perhaps as Q says – multiple meaning can apply. So – as my mate just amazingly shared with me, the chair represent “we are sitting”. When we leave – we Stand. (MIND. BLOWN. lol)
JUST AS ROSE SAYS.
I’m not done. Speaking of MIND BLOWN….lol I decided on a hunch to gematira “sitting” – which btw adds up to 17 in simple gematria:
God’s Here Find Him
The Alien Signal
Together
Go Big Or Go Home (we say that in this house sometimes)
Do Not Fear
Falcon Rising
Beam of Light
Good To Be Back Man
Escape Sign
TO GO HOME
There ya go.
Love,
Victoria
p.s. ~ as i go to share this on facebook, i see i have 17 notifications….i also glance at the clock right after – 9:35pm – adds up to 17….
Today’s title is dedicated to my girl who, upon seeing her mama take some time in the bathroom to have a mini melt-down, said “mama – today’s a fidget spinner day. When you come out, use your spinner. We all need those today!”
She was absolutely correct. A wise girl, as I told her.
Each of us had such moments today – each for our own personal reasons.
I don’t like these calendar days where much of the world focuses on some date that “they” decided to create FOR us. I can sense their ceremonies. Today, I lamented how I am finished having to detach from that and do the extra work to be in my Heart space and vibe as “high” – as best as I can. It’s like being in the middle of a storm with winds trying to push you around – and remaining still, feed solidly planted on the ground.
Sometimes the wind knocks you off your feet for a brief moment or two.
So get out those fidget spinners and breathe deeply. Eat some chocolate.
Experiences today I find “relevant” for these “times”: Suddenly knowing I’m in a dream and having that experience of “am I about to awake”. And getting into the car today, I hear the end of an REM song “that was just a dream, just a dream, just a dream…..” Suddenly feeling a part of me – in full – doing something else – and calling me forward to join in some way – big or small I don’t know. After being ravishingly hungry, able to eat pretty much anything, nausea is upon me – sensitive stomach – craving root veggies – a sign I need to ground and detach from those around me. For as I said – it was a fidget-spinner day – and I am having to walk a fine line between being supportive and letting others have their own experience based on their own choices…
And this is happening as a whole but also VERY uniquely and individually. I saw that very clearly today on a walk I took. Seeing a variety of different experiences – some with Biden signs – some wearing their masks outside – each comfortable with their own experience – whether based in logic, fear or from the Heart. Let it all Be, I felt.
I continue to choose the Heart as best as I can. And when I fail to do that, I got my fidget spinner.
Spin away Wild Ones to whatever experience you desire for yourself.
