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A quick gematria

 

Don (Trump) Jr. is back on twitter with the message:  “GUESS WHO’S BACK?”

I gematria’d it and this is what comes up:

John Kennedy Jr.

November Third

Some other interesting phrases but those two were the most significant.  Of course as most of you know at this point my patience is tapped dry…It’s like you’ve been waiting for a long time for someone or something to show and when they finally do, your “enthusiasm” was replaced by exhaustion and when they arrive instead of smiling and hugging you do one of these:

Sometimes, all that I'm hearing is white noise

Apparently Q dropped a few today – referring to how this all goes away on November 4th (day after the election).  So apparently this nazi control agenda will be allowed to play out for another 3.5 months?  I don’t consent to that.  They’re already having us under more or less house arrest (because going out and about to stores having to wear a mask and get told to leave is not something we are up to undertaking now…and they are now doing that here in most stores…and not all of those stores offer pick up or delivery so you’re SOL if you want to frequent and it isn’t like these alleged lawyers offering to help are getting to us…)….the CV narrative numbers are increasing (LIES LIES LIES of course) and the sheeple are believing it and people are getting hurt over not wearing a mask and my god – 3.5 more months of this mask sheot alone?  And we’re also being told not to give up on our citizen journalism?

Really?  My efforts have only made a difference with people who are seeking the truth.  Those who NEED to see the truth ain’t budging.  TDS is every bit as real as their other programming.

So nope – not consenting.  And what of those who continue to lose their jobs, business – and the increase in suicides as a result of the stress.  My god – who lets this play out all for some plan or so we can carry on the illusion that the sheep will baa baa wake up?  They are programmed not to.  This is a damn matrix simulation and some have different “codes” within.  I don’t like saying that – but I encounter this frequently in these parts.  Present a new view or different perception and the inner program goes “BLOCK BLOCK INCOMING”….lol….body language ensues…..arms crossed or blank stares….

Seriously – I have my own narrative.  They can have theirs.  That is their right.

However NO ONE has the right to allow trauma and harm to continue simply for some “movie” for the awakened to watch.  Heather Ann is still in jail – her sentence extended through 1/13/22.  Her family misses her.  She is wrongly convicted.  This is ok or part of some grand plan again??   Please someone explain that to my heart.  Where I come from we don’t do that!

I’m just so over it all.  The deception and drama and most certainly the harm being done to ALL OF US.  I am so past done of reading “the swamp runs deep”.  WE KNOW THAT.

deep breath….walk away walk away walk away….not my monkey…and yet what can i do now but literally “hide” in my house until this is over….(the monkey’s will like that due to my lack-of-mask conformity)….

I have been gathering dvd’s to watch – old classics – in which to occupy my time and am in search of a portable DVD player (and a used microwave as ours decided to stop working a few days ag0).  If anyone wishes to donate a few dollars for these pursuits, I would be most grateful.  And I continue to make friendship bracelets and play the piano.  And connecting with some like minded parents who actually, you know, let kids be kids and play together, that will help soothe the inner NOOOOO.

I don’t like saying this – but what choice do any of us have in changing the direction of this – changing the speed of the clean up.  Seriously – what power do we have in that?

Someone want to elaborate on that one for me?  (ya’ll don’t have to, btw – just expressing my inners)

Love,

V.

 

 

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7/17/20 Finds and Reflection

 

Today was one of reflection.  We had a Grandpa Don closure (related to his property).  It was difficult but also something we knew was coming so when the event happened, it left me with a sense of closure and release – like putting a gentle lid on the process of grief.  We miss him.  And yet Life goes on.  The new neighbors are lovely people and have been very open with us in terms of their plans for the property.

I am also FINALLY connecting w/some like minded parents and am talking of get-togethers in the new future.  F I N A L L Y.  What’s interesting about this is that I told myself for the past year or so – before we transition out I am going to find SOME sort of a tribe here.  I was determined to do so – and when my mate was even saying “you are beating your head against a wall” I refused to give up.  That’s just Who I Am.

I did see the matrix at work today.  It’s a vibe I now feel in my body – I know when it’s just an experience or something I created – and when it’s the matrix at work through something else or another.  It happened at the park today.  A few years ago we had an encounter with an aggressive dog that was roaming freely at this park – no owner around – barking and otherwise scaring kids and this adult.  At the time we climbed up on some play equipment and I called the police (who were of absolutely no help).  Each time I would climb down, the dog would come up and begin barking aggressively.  It finally walked up to the other end of the park at which I told my girl “get on your bike NOW and go!”  So she hops on and I begin to – as she does the owner of the dog shows up and calls the dog – who runs towards her voice but stops by me and begins running around in a circle, barking.  I told her to get control of her dog and she said “I am” and I said “no you’re not – get it away from me – it already scared my child (I pointed at my daughter who had rode about half a block away) and the other children in this park.”  She could have apologized but made a different choice instead.  She put on a major attitude and when she finally took physical hold of her dog, I told her I was reporting her to Animal Control. That was done and a visit was paid and I haven’t seen the woman or her dog since.  At the time I was on my bike, had on my helmet, hair down and sunglasses.  Today I was in the car, hair up – so different context.

However today as I walked to the car I saw her (first time since this incident from 2 years ago) and she stared at me.  And stared at me.  And stared at me. It was almost as though she was suddenly frozen.  As this happened, a spider suddenly appeared near the car window right as my girl was getting inside.  As she dealt with that, a hornet suddenly appeared in front of me on the driver’s side.  I knew what was up.  So I calmly got out of the car – made sure the hornet left – made sure the spider was gone – looked back over at her – she was still staring – and I said “I see you”.  She then turned around and walked back into her house.  I did my own protection and we drove home without incident.

Strange.  But then again not strange when you see how the game is played here – and the potential for “agent smiths” (the program) to take over the human for a short time to poke at the awake “players”.

Other than that little “bump” it was a very nice picnic at the park today.  Energetically I felt well although I did have a couple of those moments where I felt “elsewhere”.  I have begun saying “NOT CONSENTING” to that experience.  If this is about some practice runs, I’ve done enough.  If this is about pulling out a bit more of me – enough.  If this “emit” is going to happen, let it happen.  For now, I am focused on what I see/do/experience HERE.  And I need all of me grounded here to function – especially with a child.  lol  I remember how I used to gripe when I would hear from some new age light-workers speaking how they would spend hours in bed or in meditation or sometimes days and how they encouraged all of us other “light-workers” (ya’ll know I don’t like that term) to do the same.  HA!  In what reality?  The world of “I have no job or child” world which is not reality for most of us.

Apparently 48 out of 50 states here in AmeriKa have mask mandates now.  I don’t see how this can continue and I REALLY state that in full force.  I sent several tagged tweets to POTUS about that.  E/O to remove these mask mandates.  I’m done with being questioned on this.  Done with trying to convince anyone to consider an alternative POV.  And certainly DONE with being asked “why don’t you wear one?”

Because I know what deception is.

And I know what Freedom is.

Comes with the experience of being in the Awakening process in this pit.

Love,

Victoria

Here are some finds…

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Holy sheot – the matrix clone being used over and over w/each reset they put us through here.  This is from Forbes, too!

The Dr. Fauci Of The 1918 Spanish Flu

 

Alex Knapp Forbes Staff
Science
I write about the future of science, technology, and culture.

 

More than a century ago, epidemiologist Dr. Thomas Tuttle prescribed face masks and social distancing to slow the influenza pandemic. He made a lot of enemies—but it worked.

January 1919, Washington’s health commissioner urged legislators in the state capital, Olympia, to enforce strict measures against the spread of the Spanish flu, which had just ended a deadly second wave in America. Recommended restrictions included banning dances and other social gatherings, as well as limits on how many people could attend public meetings and how far apart they should sit from one another. Both the city and county voted against those measures. In response, the commissioner sought to get the State Board of Health to enforce its police powers against the county.

Instead, he lost his job.

A public health official getting fired over unpopular social distancing measures during a pandemic has an eerie echo today, when business leaders and politicians are chafing against restrictions urged by authorities to contain the COVID-19 pandemic. But it was precisely these restrictions that enabled Seattle and other cities in Washington to protect themselves from the Spanish flu—and similar actions helped Kansas abate another influenza wave in the fall of 1919.

CONTINUE HERE

Heads up to my friends in NZ ~ Your P/M has gone bat sheot crazy too…

Checkpoints, soldiers, door-to-door testing: NZ’s new Covid outbreak plan
Justin Giovannetti

Prepare to go much harder and much earlier if coronavirus appears in the community. Justin Giovannetti reports from parliament where plans have been released for swift regional lockdowns and managed-isolation for domestic cases if Covid-19 ever breaks out of border facilities. 

New Zealand hasn’t detected any community transmission of the Covid-19 virus in 75 days, but that pandemic holiday could come to an end at any time, prime minister Jacinda Ardern cautioned today.

CONTINUE HERE.

Covid-19: What is the evidence for cloth masks?

BMJ 2020; 369 doi: https://doi.org/10.1136/bmj.m1422 (Published 07 April 2020)  Cite this as: BMJ 2020;369:m1422

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Very little good quality research exists on the use of cloth masks, especially in non-medical settings. One randomised controlled clinical trial of cloth masks, published in BMJ Open in 2015, compared their effectiveness with that of medical masks worn by hospital healthcare workers.2 The study, involving the industry partner 3M (which makes medical masks), reported that healthcare workers “should not use cloth masks as protection against respiratory infection. Cloth masks resulted in significantly higher rates of infection than medical masks, and also performed worse than the control arm.”

In an updated comment on the study (30 March),3 the authors said, “There have been a number of laboratory studies looking at the effectiveness of different types of cloth materials, single versus multiple layers and about the role that filters can play. However, none have been tested in a clinical trial for efficacy.”

They also advised healthcare workers who choose to wear cloth masks to “have at least two and cycle them, so that each one can be washed and dried after daily use. Sanitizer spray or UV disinfection boxes can be used to clean them during breaks in a single day. These are pragmatic, rather than evidence-based suggestions, given the situation.”

A preprint of a rapid systematic review has assessed the current evidence on respiratory illnesses and the use of face masks (mainly surgical paper masks) in community settings.4 The paper, yet to be peer reviewed, included 31 studies, of which 12 were randomised controlled trials. The researchers reported that “wearing facemasks can be very slightly protective against primary infection from casual community contact, and modestly protective against household infections when both infected and uninfected members wear facemasks.” However, they said that many of the studies “suffered from poor compliance and controls.”

TO READ THE PIECE IN ITS ENTIRETY, CONTINUE HERE

 

I’m feeling something “special” about DOQ – have for awhile….he did recently say something about it is time for an E/O on these mask mandates:

 

“numerous”…

Democrat Illinois House Speaker Implicated In Bribery Scandal, Office Subpoenaed

BREAKING: Black Lives Matter and Antifa Terrorists Are Targeting the Columbus Statue in Chicago Tonight – 18 Officers Injured (VIDEO)

Senate Judiciary Chairman Lindsey Graham Released Document Today that “Demonstrates How Unsubstantiated and Unreliable the Steele Dossier Was”

EXPERT EXCLUSIVE: With COVID-19 Scientific Disinformation Is, Quite Literally, Killing Us

BREAKING: New Documents Reveal Completely Dishonest NY Times Report on Trump, Stone and Manafort Ties to Russia! — GIVE BACK YOUR PULITZER!

Georgia’s Republican Gov. Brian Kemp Sues Atlanta Mayor Keisha Bottoms Over Her Mask Mandate

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7/16/2020 Finds and stuff….

 

I continue to feel energetically squeezed and trapped….

Something has to break.

This nonsense continues to amp up.

Today I was asked if I wanted to talk about pandemic guidelines when it comes to allowing the children to play.

I said “we don’t follow the guidelines”…..however we want the kids to play together.  Outside.  Bike rides.  Skating.  etc.

I did not hear back.

I won’t tolerate fascism.

And I won’t tolerate willful ignorance.

Not when it comes to my child…who is being harmed by this crap.  She broke down in tears today – again.  She just wants someone to play with.

I do what I can to comfort and distract but she is brilliant and knows this is wrong.  We talk – deeply and honestly.

She cannot get this year back.

Childhood is PRECIOUS.

F’ing enough – don’t parents SEE THIS?

Creating harm in their child’s life over a virus that their child has 2% chance of getting and over 99% chance of surviving (which goes up if the child is healthy).

Social isolation and covering up their little faces when out in public.

Not having birthday parties or other fun things.

These lying thieves owe us all restitution.

Someone I know shared with me the story that her friends spouse was dying – and the healthy spouse was not allowed to visit – until the last few moments of his death.

I mean come on – how f’ing criminal is that?  Would he have lived longer if she had been able to stay with him?  And isn’t that the RIGHT of every spouse to be with a dying spouse as they lay dying?

O M G ENOUGH!

I am being told to fight – to speak up and out – and I am doing that.

But it is also a balance.

And when you are essentially alone in a physical space of programmed sheep who cannot and will not hold a different perspective…

Several times lately after conversation we are asked “What’s Q?  What’s the georgia guidestones?  What’s the act of 1871?  What’s the strawman?  What’s the project for a new american century?  What’s the bilderberg group”

The looks of confusion given and the “nope never heard of that”…

On and on and on…..

Will they research or will they just go back to their comfortable little controlled box?

Blah!  Or shall I say “baaaaah…..baaaaaah”

I don’t get it.  I have always questioned reality – questioned things told to me by teachers, church “leaders”, the people on television, doctors, etc.

A L W A Y S.

I’m just speechless that so many don’t come with that “nudge”.

Hence – sheep.

Yeah, well there ya go……..Here are some finds….

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Speaking of….brilliant and to the point….Question the narrative – always:

School’s Out — Forever?

The cartel of teachers unions is making totally unrelated ideological demands.

 

Does this mean we are about ready to break down this s.hole?

 

We will see….I know this much about Who I Am – I DESPISE “dangling carrots”….either produce the carrot or keep silent….

 

My new favorite….

Exposing the Foreign Agents in this country – this will destroy the Univerties $$slush funds….

 

 

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Adding on to a current ANON theory

 

So this theory has been floating around for a few weeks now:

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If it is true, we are in week 11 – “BLACKOUT NECESSARY”.  Twitter was hacked today:

WW1WGA was offline/down (it still is as of 10pm PST) as was Qmap.pub (up and running again).

11 – 11 – 18 actually breaks down as week 11 and from the week between the 11th to the 18th (Saturday to Saturday).

18 = R

R = JFK Jr  (We know POTUS confirmed this with a recent tweet about the Monumrnt – which indicated JFK Jr did scale Mt. Rushmore on the 4th).

JFK Jr went missing on July 16, 1999 and was announced officially missing for good by the Coast Guard on July 18.

America Unified on or by July 18 – just a few days away?

It would take a miracle at this point.  You all know who I have been saying would do it – for almost 2 years now.

So….I am just putting this out there as a possibility.  Hopeful but it also feels like a stretch – but miracles are always in the offing ready to appear.  And humanity really could use one of those now.

Love,

Victoria

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7/14/2020 Reflection

 

I had some things saved to share – but I can’t get into “worldly happenings” today.  I felt so detached and not all here.  Stumbled around – at times struggled to talk. And all day I longed for Home.  And that song “Tuesday Afternoon” played too in my mind.  I was called to know the lyrics.  Here they are:

Tuesday afternoon.
I’m just beginning to see,
Now I’m on my way.
It doesn’t matter to me,
Chasing the clouds away.
Something calls to me.
The trees are drawing me near,
I’ve got to find out why.
Those gentle voices I hear
Explain it all with a sigh.
I’m looking at myself, reflections of my mind.
It’s just the kind of day to leave myself behind.
So gently swaying through the fairy-land of love,
If you could just come with me and see the beauty of
Tuesday afternoon.
Tuesday afternoon.
Tuesday afternoon.
I’m just beginning to see,
Now I’m on my way.
It doesn’t matter to me,
Chasing the clouds away.
Something calls to me.
The trees are drawing me near,
I’ve got to find out why.
Those gentle voices I hear
Explain it all with a sigh. 

So very appropriate words for now….

I wanted to talk of Home today.  I did not want to see anything happening here in this realm.  The feeling today was one of longing and a sense of desperation – needing something to connect to.  That happened tonight when I was drawn (called) in to a conversation on twitter with other like-minded Souls.  I met some new “faces” too.  It is always a welcome gift to my heart and Soul when I hear of yet another who has felt the same way as have I – lost inside this place, not able to find/create a space to fit in and having had the feeling of homesickness throughout their life.

The fatigue is intense now – sometimes lasting all day (like today) sometimes just in moments.  It’s like I am literally going between two realities.  As someone said tonight – the feeling of fatigue is so strong one feels drunk.

Absolutely.

I was also drawn to look at that image shared in a recent Lisa Harrison video – one of her members who drew that spiral of images (33 in all) several years ago.  Those last 3 that lead up to the portal out (below).  To soothe myself, I reminded myself that we are at the place of the Portal image.

Some days are just more difficult to be here than others.  Today was definitely one of those days.

I am off to sleep.

Love,

Victoria

 

 

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7/12/2020 Reflection

 

I am REALLY feeling the movie experience here.  Today I felt more detached than previously.  Conversations weighed on me – taking a drain on my energy.  This virus nonsense needs to be shown fully for all – in full on Truth – for it is causing damage to everyone I know.  Families in isolation. No gatherings.  People programmed living in fear and supporting mandatory vaccination for everyone so we can “get back to normal”.

Ya’ll know I have never supported this violence and chaos and certainly do not see the purpose in allowing it to continue.  This is, as I said, nonsense and the nonsense is now BEYOND nonsense to a category of which I cannot title much less comprehend.  These whoever they are created this virus – this weapon – and unleashing it on the people then hyping it to extremes where the fear is palpable even if one is not tuned in to the media narratives – these entities then essentially putting everyone on house arrest at the most extreme and at the least – limiting what one can do.  Brainwashing the masses to attack anyone who choose not to mask up.

Unite?

How the hell can we unite in this current scenario?  Seriously – how is that possible?  SOMEONE needs to get their ass on the media airwaves and show ALL the damn truth for I am DONE seeing my family suffer.  My child – no children are allowed to play with her the way children are supposed to play. I am tired of virtual online videos and phone calls.  I don’t give a flying crap if this is allegedly for the “betterment of all” or part of some “grand plan”. My baby cannot get this year back.  None of the children can.  There is nothing “spiritual” about this.  Nothing to find “Light” in.  And NOTHING to be gained from it.  Some of us adults may “get” that perhaps – perhaps – there is a bigger picture (as in some positive ending) – but children?  Come on – they don’t understand – not that part of them that is a child.

And no amount of $$ restitution will make up for this.

At the very least:

It is time for an E/O to remove this mask mandate.

It is time for an E/O to remove the social distancing mandate.

It is time for an E/O to release the cure to whatever it is that’s going around (in my state, you can’t get it unless you are part of a clinical trial – clinical trial for a drug that’s been around for 40 years).

And it is time to expose it all to the public.  EVERY DANG THING.

Define insanity.

This current reality.

And I don’t consent to letting all play out.  No need.  No purpose.  I don’t need to see anymore, do you?  Evil is as evil does – knowing it has infiltrated most everything here is enough for all of us.  Further exposure creates more trauma to the body so my feel is – watch what you continue to look at. Social media is assaultive to the senses w/images of children now.

I don’t want to see anymore.  I don’t need to see anymore.  None of us do.

All we need to see is justice now and an end to this lie.  We cannot have further division.  Someone recently said “it’s just going to get more crazy”.

N O.

Not if we don’t allow it to.

Someone is in charge of this here and we need to collectively put an end to this “let it all play out”.  Freedom – NOT more harm.

I cried after I spoke with my parents tonight – both of them essentially in isolation.  They aren’t living.  My dad wants to engage more but most in his life are letting fear of the “virus” dictate their choices so he’s left without many of his usual activities – activities that keep him healthy – and happy.

I’m just done with it all.

I wish there was someplace I could escape to…chocolate and meditation don’t remove that inner “DONE” experience.

Nothing will except for when all IS done here.

I’m outta here for the night.

Love,

V.

 

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7/11/2020 End of day share and finds

 

After writing up my piece earlier and then having a healing Sister talk w/Sister D, I felt myself return to center again.  I spent time in the sun.  On a walk tonight, I noticed something I hadn’t seen before.  Walking down a very normally traveled street, I noticed bushes that, until now have been small.  This time they were almost 5′ in height and grew out over half a foot onto the sidewalk.  It was having to dodge them that first tugged at me.

I thought of timelines and the mandela effect as well as the feeling of being pulled out of here and/or not altogether here.  I’m getting pretty used to all of that.  But I did get a new thought as to what this could be interpreted as – in particular this concept of “merging back together” – all of our fractals.

It is said this is a simulation.  This space we call “earth” is a copy of the Original (and as we have heard via Lisa Harrison’s channel, a poor copy at that).  It is possible that there have been multiple versions of us scattered in different layers.  What I felt, for example, was there have been many “me’s” who have the same mate, same child, live in the same house, know the same people, etc.  You get what I’m saying?  And in each of those versions is a slight variation, which could explain the mandela effect – which could also offer some proof that we are merging back together into One Consciousness.  It’s a mind warp and taxing on the body and that would explain my personal experience mentally and physically the past few years.

I also spoke with Brother Rick and with his permission to share, he had something amazing to say.  I will just write it out verbatim as he told me:

“I walked by a bunch of suits, as  passed I heard one say the corps know the exit is near and are running down inventory.”

WHOA….

So I clarified – they said EXIT?

Yup.

Exit.  Not transitioning.  Not ending.  E X I T.

So I reflected on that…..Heather’s paperwork is coming to fruition.  And Rose has spoken of The Corporate Store (and our exit obviously).

So….yeah…..EXIT.  I would say he was Divinely guided to hear that.

As I reflected further, I thought all of those with access to time travel-like technologies – the “good” and the “bad” guys – ALL know how this ends.  They may not know the exact moment – but they know the signs to look for as we approach the end to this matrix game.

I have also been thinking lately about Kim Clement (the man who has prophesied the Trump Presidency).  I don’t feel he is necessarily a prophet but more likely someone who was brought in and shown the Plan and thus used the platform of being a Prophet of God to appeal to a wide audience and thus share clues and comms to the masses.

So………here are some finds.  This first one was prompted by Sister D who asked if I had seen POTUS wearing a mask.  I was out shopping when I received her message and my first response was “WHAT??”  So I knew Sister Jules would have seen this and done some digging – and I was correct.  I know if she is calm on a situation, I can be too (at least when it comes to things playing out).  lol  My feel?  He was showing respect for the military patients (given this happened at Walter Reed Medical Center).  Now…if he starts sporting one of these dayem masks at the WH or other public places, I’m gonna have reason to doubt and question seriously.  For now, I’m just taking it one moment at a time as a vacillating casual-to-astute Observer.  (could also reference 5:5 too…)

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humor:

 

good one to share:

 

Three First NBC Executives Indicted For Fraud against Failed $5 Billion Bank

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7/11/2020….Beginning of Day (for me) Reflection

 

I had a very challenging night last night.  I cried a lot – but that did not remove the anxiety and heaviness I felt.  It was an accumulation of “NO!  I HAVE HAD IT!  I AM DONE!  LET ME BE!  LET MY FAMILY BE!” feels and energies and experience.

I have dealt with one big issue for decades – agoraphobia.  That is just a fancy label for someone prone to anxiety and panic in any environment in which one feels unsafe or trapped.  I am also highly sensitive so that has made it more challenging to “warrior up” and do and be me.  I can do that when I need to but to be honest, the more I have awakened, the more challenging that has become.

To see and thus feel the brevity of evil we have all been enslaved under – little drips of intel and info I have discovered over the last 25 years or so – it has taken a toll on me as I know it has on all of us to varying degrees.

I admire those who can go out into the world each day and do and be among the insanity.  I have never been able to do that for long before exhaustion kicks in.

When I woke up this morning, my hands were itching.  Eczema.  I call them my emotional bumps of “fed up/done”.  No coincidence I get these experiences when I am caught off guard with something difficult.  I was also trembling so I buried myself under the covers and cried it out – got up and unlike most days when I essentially tell myself to “warrior up and do girl” – I am just letting myself be this way.  Why lie to myself and dismiss that inner experience by painting some hardened lead over myself?

I go to my phone and see one of you had contacted me saying you didn’t know how much more you had to give.  More tears flowed over not just the validation but the depth of how this experience is leaving so many of us feeling.

I am done with being told to suck it up and warrior it up and do.  You don’t tell victims to do that.  You don’t tell beings stuck in a world they don’t wish to do that.

I keep saying that we have all been victims here and love is supportive of that.  I know at times it is necessary to stand firm when no one else is around to offer support – but sometimes there are those moments of collapse.  And I am having such an experience of that now.

Still waiting to hear if someone can represent my mate and fight back this local nazi institute.  And I am still waiting to find some local family with children our girls age who see through the bullshit and want to see kids playing together again.  Organize and bring back activities.  We adults can make up for this experience of imposition – but our children cannot.  And that brings out a deep rage and pain.

How are all of you doing today?  I haven’t “dove in” to see the happenings – but I don’t really have to do that these days.  Until this crap is over, I will continue to feel and experience it – no matter how many mantra’s of protection I do.  We are Human – not robots.  We cannot be programmed not to feel this.  Perhaps in the end, that’s what separates us from the rest.

Love,

Victoria

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7/10/2020 Reflections and finds

 

Anyone else having that challenge of being all here?  I was ok until a couple of hours ago when suddenly I felt something in my head – felt I was being pulled back and forth.  I get this image – of myself here – the eternal energetic form of me is vibrating strongly – the matrix created vessel, fading away.  This is the image I am getting….well it’s close – the energy I am seeing around me in my minds eye:

Search photos by Nikki Zalewski

Those sparkling lights are the Eternal Me – that I feel is all around me and this physical vessel stands in the middle of it.  Now I don’t FEEL like I am “lit”….my brain/mind are too out of it to feel anything but zoned out exhaustion.  But still I thought I would share as the image I am receiving that is happening for me – at some layer/level.

I have also felt this heaviness around my chest area….like I have a weight strapped to my body.

So…..3d practical stuff…..went out and found rubbing alcohol.  Finally.  I make my own hand wipes when I realized I could do it cheaper.  For my hands I just use soap and water but now and then I use the wipes to clean my computer, phone, etc.  It’s a hot commodity right now and I was surprised to find some.  So while in the store, some masked human was staring at me.  Male.  I thought oh god don’t ask me where my mask is – I don’t want to deal with you and my censor button is broken now.  I didn’t like that so I looked at him and said “what?” and he says “6′ distance” and I said “that’s right” and went back to my shopping.  He was in line and I was looking for something on the aisle next to him – apparently in his 6′ “safe” zone.  Whatever.

Other than that, we went into the pool and painted rocks while waiting to see if a local like-minded parent will see my request for a child to play with for my girl.  I am done bending over backwards to accommodate programmed robots who insist on keeping the kids physically distant from one another.  That is causing harm and I am not having it any more.  This is about my girl now.

Here are some recent solar happenings…

The 30 second mark on this one has a V shaped object…

https://sol24.net/data/html/SOHO/C3/96H/VIDEO/

 

The double-sided kaboom still going on….

The KP is also vacillating between zero and 1/2…..So we are essentially open to all incoming lovelies:

Planetary K-index 3-day Plot

 

Here are some news-worthy finds.  This first one brought out the YES MA’AM in me….GREEN TO GO….evil chess pieces being removed and replaced with WARRIORS…

get yer guns californians….

oh my how times change a person…..notice how he doesn’t age too….hmmm…i wonder what number he is

 

Wayfair (horror) exposure…this is just…..

public executions begin next week too…..

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YES!!  YES YES YES!!

BREAKING: President Trump Commutes Roger Stone’s Sentence

WOW! NBC Guest Doctor Who Was Suffering from Coronavirus in Hospital in TV Interviews — NEVER HAD CORONAVIRUS! (VIDEO)

BREAKING: President Trump to Sign Executive Order on Immigration That Will Include DACA, ‘We’ll Give Them a Road to Citizenship’ (VIDEO)

BREAKING: Unsealed Govt Memo Dated January 30, 2017 Reveals Obama Cabal KNEW Flynn Wasn’t Lying and Wasn’t an “Agent of Russia”

TRUMP GOES THERE: President Threatens to Take Tax Exempt Status Away from Left-Wing Schools and Indoctrination Camps

“It’s Suppression of Speech – I’m Not Apologizing” – Goya Foods CEO Robert Unanue Refuses to Apologize to the Cancel Culture Mob After He Praises President Trump (VIDEO)

BREAKING: President Trump Admits the Only Reason Seattle Mayor Cleaned Out CHOP Zone Was Because He Threatened to Send in National Guard (VIDEO)

 

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Schumann’s buzzing off and on…..massive power coming off the “sun”…..a good energy day today in terms of having energy….i did 2 food shops at the big stores given i am not shopping at “that” store….got a lot of looks and one under-the-breath comment about “where’s your mask”….turn over and i’ll show you….(chevy chase christmas vacation people will get that one – and no i didn’t say that out loud)….it’s interesting – there is a part of me that likes attention….usually when i go out i feel invisible….now i feel i am on a freak stage and i ain’t liking it….today on the way home Van Halen “where have all the good times gone” was on – been hearing that song lately….anyway i changed the lyrics up a bit and sang “where have all the real people gone”…..

we are still in search of an attorney and spoke w/the Qanon/Digital Soldier running for Senate in the next county….she’s an awakened Soul…..

today’s moment of humble thoughtfulness came after engaging with a conversation with a local teenager….he is from a very large family….we usually hear the kids during the summer outside playing….it’s a very nice sound – especially now given most kids are isolated inside with their families…..masked when they head out….so i asked this boy how he was doing – how his family was and he says “well you know, i have clothes on my back and food in my belly. it’s all good.”  a solid, thoughtful young man.

perspective.  ditto that!

love,

victoria

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two recent solar videos (C2 and C3):

https://sol24.net/data/html/SOHO/C3/96H/VIDEO/

https://sol24.net/data/html/SOHO/C3/96H/VIDEO/

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