Energetically today felt different. I felt a lift. The experience I am seeing/feeling is as energies come in, they are removing those parts that aren’t me allowing more of Real Me to stand up and Be. And when this happens the days that lead up to these energetic breakthroughs can be difficult to downright awful.
I also see and feel this ongoing war and see how we have breakthroughs followed by periods that feel stagnate. Today we saw breakthroughs. With the covid-19 narrative being essentially destroyed, I feel we took some big steps forward today in the ongoing journey of exposing ALL that has been hidden.
I’m finding it easier to speak more truth – from a more solid stance of knowing. I trust that inner Knowing more than ever.
I’ve also been reflecting on something Yellow Rose says – how “heaven” doesn’t channel or download or speak to us as in a conversation. Even though as ya’ll know I am no fan of channeled messages (after once being one), I have questioned – well doesn’t SOMETHING from Home come through? I think so. I feel so. I feel that info comes in flashes and in visions and inner knowings. Obviously SOMETHING is entering this realm and our minds/bodies that is prompting us to Awaken. And obviously YR is receiving intel that originates from “outside”.
But as far as these long conversations that, overall, really don’t provide us any real help and essentially repeat the same “hang in there you are almost there DEAR ONES” (ugh on that phrase) as though we gotta climb out of prison after being pushed/controlled/hijacked AND mind-wiped into this experience- well, those continue to feel very matrix-ie to me and I simply don’t support them no matter what tidbit of useful info may be tucked inside. I Serve Love. Truth….all that comes from Pure Consciousness/Creation Source.
That’s all I had to share.
As always, let me know you are doing.
Love,
Victoria
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A lot of questions are coming through me today….Here is the most pressing one:
All of these psychics/mediums, etc. who allegedly channel loved-ones: Why don’t our loved ones say “you’re in a simulation – don’t come back!” Or “here’s how to escape!” It is my feel as one passes over – they leave w/the same state of consciousness as they had here. So it is possible loved ones are coming through but they’re still “trapped”. And given the energy pattern here is one of deception, Truth is hard to decipher. Murky waters of the matrix program.
I did have one experience with a very awakened friend who passed in 2012. I had the experience on my own. He came through suddenly – quite strong. I saw him in my “minds eye”. He was excited and said “I did it!” and I KNEW he had escaped the matrix. He was the one who helped confirm my nagging inner knowing that reincarnation here was a fraud – a trap – and the idea of death brings us freedom and liberation was a lie.
Other than that – all who have come through have offered a variety of info confirming it is them – but none have offered any real solid help. I don’t think the matrix allows that – certainly not for those who seek the Truth – no matter how challenging that is. In fact when I HAVE asked for guidance I have either been given useless nonsense or (my personal favorite – lol – NOT) – “we can’t do that. You must figure that out on your own.” Life lessons matrix speak.
Imagine saying that to a friend who is in need of help. Sorry – no can do. You gotta figure that one out on your own.
It would be interesting to give a psychic read another try. The last experience was a few years ago and I essentially got told “you are stubborn” when in truth I was being persistent. I was told I would “know” once I learned the lesson. I remember thinking – yeah I see you and I see your nonsense. The psychic “channeler” got quite frustrated with me. That’s when I knew – this approach was surrounded in fraud and I would only go by my Inner Guide – ME.
98 here – in the shade. Laying loooooowwwww….Felt some chest pressure earlier – crying released. Also been experiencing that gassy experience – off and on for about 2-3 weeks. Acidic. Not dependent upon diet. Taking/doing things to remedy that.
Here are the composite images – C2 and C3. I have figured out that what looks like “double” images is really just the composite – an overlay or combination of two images – one upon another. So is there really anything of importance to note with these?
And the schumann had one burst. Not a fan of those. As I said – I am ready for the whiteout to continue. Bubble of Bliss. That is when I feel most “at home” energetically.
Love,
V.
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I am feeling a sense of poignancy….and a sense of the end. And I really do feel “the end”. Now playing. In recent weeks I shared here that July 25th marks the end of the Mayan Calendar – the end of the old. The new begins on July 26th.
It is sad how this is all playing out – and ending here.
When the unawakened see the spell they have been under…
When we are all fully awake and Remember and Know again…
What emotion(s) can you apply to those experiences? The tears will do the talking.
Songs continue to speak to me. Homeless….The Soul’s Awakening….And right now – Out Of Time. One of my favorites. The melody of this song is a perfect alignment for the energies I am feeling at this moment.
And how absolutely divinely timed this song was for me. As I was searching for some information on the July 25th date – check out the article that popped up:
July 25 DAY OUT OF TIME….”On July 25th we enter the day out of time portal. A place that would tie the ‘string theory in knots’ if they ever met. The Mayan ‘day out of time’ is the last day of the galactic year in the Mayan calendar. “:
today songs speak to me. i woke up hearing a tears for fears song (which i cannot recall) and tonight i headed out for a few things (alone – YES!! lol) and on my drive, i heard two tears for fears songs – literally back to back. the first “Shout” and the second “Everybody wants to rule the world.” The line “nothing ever lasts forever” stood out. i have been feeling the weight of eternity lately and i hear in my mind “this won’t last forever”. it provides some comfort – temporarily. mostly i want to “SHOUT” it all out now. today the chaos of the world has put me in this state:
seeing people in masks – every day – is challenging my Spirit. it’s traumatizing. over and over and over. this is what i see when i see so many masked persons:
i get the whole “comply for work” thing…or “gotta get food, etc. so mask up for a few”……i can talk myself into understanding that..a little anyway….but when i see them in their cars and walking and biking and running with them on – and when they have been put on the beautiful faces of our children – jesus……that is when i know IQ points have plummeted and we are now in a new twilight zone.
so we are intending on a new location presenting itself. easily. very rural – few people and of those – like minded. mask-free space.
as i have been thinking lately – “i can’t believe i am even writing these words much less forming them in my mind!”
Life will open up that door. it always has. staying here feels like what Captain Von Trapp said to Maria in The Sound of Music about how they had to get out of Austria – before things got worse.
i know that theory others share – we have to let things play out. things have to be exposed. and yet why? why is that? why not just shut things down now before the chaos increases? why is it evil is having its way while we are being forced to go along with the insanity? why is evil having so much negative influence on our lives? i don’t get it – i never have – i never will. i don’t want to have understanding of that. it doesn’t align with my mind. with my heart. with my Soul.
for i don’t play games. i am not good at puzzles or figuring out movies. i have sucked it up and done enough of that. i want freedom. i want transparency. honesty. kindness. generosity. if by finding a new space to live and create we have a bit more of that, then i am ready. oh i am so ready.
NEW: A federal judge denied a request by the Oregon AG for an immediate order that would force federal officers in Portland to identify themselves when making arrests and place limits on when they can make arrests. https://t.co/KsTYEmcU6Hpic.twitter.com/PzYy0zW8zG
so the last few days – today in particular – christmas songs have been playing in my mind. a lot. i dismissed them but then tonight as i was going through an old box of CD’s, there on the top was one of my girls old christmas books. a message of some kind? i don’t know. we are to remove doubt and fear. how do i remove doubt in the experience of deception? i know what i want. i know what i feeeeeeeeeeeeeel. but here – has that really mattered?
ugh.
so POTUS keeps speaking of distancing ourselves and wearing masks and hand washing…..vaccines and therapeutics. some are saying now that he is saying ok mask up there will be no reason for vote-by-mail. i get that. but is this the reason behind his recent stance?
i don’t know.
vaccines….some have said hydroxy combo acts as a vaccine so is this what he is pushing?
i don’t know.
are the therapeutics new tech? (like i have been speaking about for over 2 years and by now i am looking ridiculous to those for whom i have said “hold on new tech is coming for all dis-ease”)….
drumroll:
i. don’t. know.
we are still seeking a civil rights attorney. this is proving to be more challenging than i thought. we have several messages “out there” and continue to wait for some response and now have a few more to call. i placed my first online pick-up service order tonight at one of the local nazi stores. i don’t know how long i will be willing to do this. while most of our stores we shop at don’t offer pick up or delivery and as such are “allowing” those with exemptions to shop mask free, a few are now saying if you can’t wear a mask, use pick up or delivery – even if this service will cost you or if there is a minimum purchase. i still cannot believe i am typing these words. i NEVER saw or felt this one coming. it hit me out of the blue – like it did for many of us – if not all. why weren’t we able to SEE this?
anyway so i placed my first order tonight. 24 items. i go to view my cart – get the message “something went wrong” and all of my items are gone. empty cart. this took me 40 minutes.
now if i hadn’t already gone through the night before to make sure all of the items i wanted were in stock and if i hadn’t written them all down in a nice orderly list AND crossed them off as i went tonight – i would have shrugged and said “that’s ok” and redone it.
but given this was something i did not want to be forced in to and given the time i invested in this last night and tonight, i let off some words including the proverbial f-bomb.
then took a deep breath and redid it. 2nd time worked – although for some reason they removed my watermelon request. i had to have watermelon. turns out i had to place a separate order for that. one item. watermelon.
at least the service is free.
shizbot when will this end!
don’t answer that. lol
energies energies….hmmm……well i experienced dizziness earlier in the day….it was intense enough i did not want to drive but i really had an errand i wanted to run and make a stop at our local farm stand….so i stated outloud to Home to remove the dizziness NOW and amp up my energy (as i also did not have adequate sleep……child woke up at 5am having had a frightening dream….i was in a very deep sleep….. so i ended up sleeping with her in her bed until, well, i don’t know – i just know i woke up – cramped – the sun was up – and i crawled back into my own bed and slept in fits – mostly because my little one followed me back to bed and proceeded to wrap herself around me.)
so…….after i made this command – i got a boost – the dizziness decreased dramatically and after that was just that feeling like i was on a boat somewhere.
alright then…..i’m about ready to mention the weather which is an indication i am done talking of anything remotely resembling significance…
here are some finds….
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robbed? or raided?
Ellen DeGeneres, Portia de Rossi's Montecito home burglarized, authorities say-incident took place at DeGeneres' Montecito home on July 4.https://t.co/W7Rcql5lK9
me thinks it is time for we freedom-loving types to Unite and make our OWN demands…the experience of Free Will/Anything Goes continues – we may as well use that energy to our advantage…
PORTLAND WISHLIST: Protesters Release Demands to End Riots: Defund Police 50%, Mayor’s Resignation https://t.co/l41FuApPaM
'Filled with racism and hatred': Louie Gohmert introduces legislation banning Democratic Party from Congress https://t.co/cRQbQwcIcl
— John F. Kennedy Jr. (@John_F_Kennnedy) July 24, 2020
some of his speech from today:
WATCH: GOP's Rep. Louie Gohmert introduces resolution to ban Democratic Party: "That any political organization or party that has ever held a public position that supported slavery or the Confederacy shall either change its name or barred from participation in the House." pic.twitter.com/iXSEw8gzqi
SCOOP: Declassified records from @DNI_Ratcliffe reveal FBI "counterintelligence + security briefing" to then-candidate Trump, @GenFlynn@GovChristie August 17, 2016 — 17 days after FBI Russia probe "Crossfire Hurricane.” According to docs, this was run through Agents Strzok + pic.twitter.com/nbXMd8ToLE
i don’t understand this one….perhaps they saw a F/F? perhaps because people would freak COVID CASES WILL RISE (although if masks and s.d. really work – they could allow for less people – what’s the worry??) perhaps it’s because, as i have seen for 3 years, there will be no election (at least after most of us get the frig outta here after this transition event which may happen before the date of november 3)? perhaps it’s because of that ingersoll lockwood book “the last president”?
BREAKING: President Trump has canceled the RNC convention in Florida.
yeppers….this really is about evil – which is why i feel sick inside whenever i see someone with a mask on….
"So why would they force you to wear them under penalty of law? Because, in the grand scheme of things, wearing the mask has nothing to do with coronavirus. It has to do with initiating you into the new global order, and your new place within it." https://t.co/VxrpCVLt3J
🚨GTMO SITREP🚨 We seem to have some new activity today in and out of the spa. Med Air LLC again – came out of FFL to the spa, on to NJ. Also have a bird out of Canada that looks to be on the same flight path inbound. Watching. pic.twitter.com/G8TCytdG7c
the blonde on the lower right – you can see her IQ drop to negative territory (and if you listen to her more than once you may see yours drop for a brief moment)….
i was thinking today of the phrases “it’s going to be biblical” and “symbolism will be their downfall”. i expanded my perception on how religion is all about control (obviously) and how they use spells (bible verses) to program the mind. my perception is that jesus represents our pre-hijack version. powerful. powers we humans today would say are miraculous. fully in control of our experience (freedom). the hijackers of our original experience created religion – used jesus (metaphor) to throw into our faces while saying “this is your goal. you will never attain it but you must try.” such nonsense.
i see what is playing out is biblical. literally good (original) versus evil (hijack of original). symbolism is being used on both sides. these masks represent control. wear a mask – they view you as compliant. complacent. and we know they laugh and mock at those who go along.
resist – as much as you can and are able. i fully understand how many would lose their jobs – their incomes. however – united together we can end this current narrative. BE THE JEDI (love that metaphor LMH used).
Many thousands of MSDNC direct attacks have failed to control the reach [sway opinion] and prevent growth [‘free-thought’].
When direct attacks [use of inserts [cutouts]] fail > censorship [ban] deployed as aggressive method to slow/limit growth.
Next: more ‘act of violence’ frame-ups
CONTROLLED INFORMATION DISSEMINATION SYSTEM DESIGNED TO CONTROL YOU IS THREATENED.
If you posed no threat [reach and topics] to their control [information dominance] they would not continue to expend ammunition.
They would not care.
#2 attacked topic [#1 POTUS].
ALL FOR A ‘CONSPIRACY’.
INFORMATION WARFARE.
INFILTRATION NOT INVASION.
Q
this message (which was left in the comment section last night) was quite a heart-needed treat this morning. throughout the day and into last night i was essentially – no literally – pleading for a message from Home. the pleading was mostly internal but a couple of times it was stated out loud.
i needed something to confirm what that quiet voice within was saying which is essentially what you read below – let go of this experience and know i am on my way out. all i see is happening for a reason and on its own and there ain’t a dang thing i can do about it – the chaos.
yesterday and in recent days and weeks – as that chaos has increased – so has my doubt. am i falling for a false narrative? how is that possible when i question EVERYTHING now. i haven’t been able to get that inner knowing feeling to shift or change.
another question: is this how it’s ending here? and yet – if nothing of the old goes on and thus we are called to let it go (so it is easier TO transition) – would that look like an experience of paradise where we absolutely loved our experience – or would it look like, well, this? and everyone i speak with expresses feelings of discomfort and dismay and sadness. no matter how programmed one is, ALL are feeling this very uncomfortable energy. ALL want it to end.
and what a way to make it easier for all to exit out.
even though it does royally suck.
it’s still very difficult. i spent some time so far today purging – as in crying and releasing. i don’t know what else to do with this purging. i look where i am holding tension (which lately has been throughout my body) and soothe it away in the same manner i do when my child is in need of comfort.
last night i thought of those suffering and wondered – how can i help them? i feel helpless in this regard. and i am. just like i can’t take away the pain of my child, i can’t take away anyone’s pain (i have yet to master doing that for myself). all i and any of us can do is hold space and if we see someone struggle and we are able and/or willing, ask if they need anything. and to be honest, i feel the main focus now is on helping ourselves.
although i am reminded of that beautiful statement i read in the last year which is “some day someone is going to hug all of your pain away.”
perhaps upon our arrival.
anyway – i hope this brings you all comfort. i am grateful for the gift Lisa left – and grateful that somewhere, somehow, i was heard.
love,
victoria
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Message received from home on June 29:
“What is this I see…yes…much disruption
What would you expect from such a mush mind
All as expected
I feel the new book of life is welcoming you
Feel it I can
Thus you must release first
Yes I feel this is true
Release and let go you must
Nothing of the old comes into the new
All of it is new
You must let go, Just let go
And allow the new to pulse within you, then out.
No need to fear anything
It’s all happening as it must
It is time to let go, you must
I send this feeling to all
We cannot assist in this process
Let it happen naturally
But you must let go”
IF, ‘I feel the new book of life is welcoming you ‘.. and ‘Nothing of the old comes into the new’,
then this is the final and finest sieve, letting go of all fear and doubt.
As for me, feels like it is going to play out in line with original Star Wars….
1. A New Hope…expose and take on DS/Virus
2. Empire Strikes Back…..where we have been since March
3. Return of the Jedi….superpowers…we win
keep getting the glass of water image, all the sludge is sitting on top with the clear water/energy filling the glass, feels like a final purge/push to finally get it all out the top of the glass…I know it’s uncomfortable, a real place of tension but feeling the positive still underneath it all.
Had 2 big energetic ‘hits’ over the weekend, ‘the tide has turned’ and ‘the heavy lifting is over’….
ok…..so today i was thinking about something i saw on twitter – how the dark is being exposed and again i thought back to dark and light. dark is those things hidden and light is the exposure OF what was hidden. both experiences are part of the Whole of Creation.
and then there is evil. and i don’t know about you but i don’t know of ANY ONE in my experience who is creating the evil we see being exposed. evil is a separate experience – in its own category. it seeks to prey upon and enjoys the experience. there is nothing within that virus that desire to change – that feels remorse or the will to change.
and it is that virus that i feel is behind the matrix. it is the virus in which lisa harrison speaks of.
again – i am just speaking from my own perspective after having given this a lot of thought this past year.
so this evil being seen now…we are creating the EXPOSURE of the actions of this evil – of this virus – through our collective awakening.
i had this thought today – about the movie “they live”. what i feel is happening is the energies that have been coming in are changing the frequency here. i know within i feel completely different than i did 10 years ago – even 5 years ago. even a year ago. i can feel those shifts as we rise up. and as this is happening it is allowing ALL that was hidden to be exposed which is why it is easier to spot these evil parasites now. they can’t hide anymore. and We are also getting back our gift of “sight” and vision – that all comes from our Soul/Spirit/Original Consciousness.
i was thinking of all that has changed – because many days i look out into the world and think “nothing has changed.” certainly now i feel that when the chaos is just too much to “take in”.
but when i pull back and look logically and honestly – lots has changed. child trafficking has had more arrests and exposure than ever before. the WHO has been defunded here in the states. the CDC can now no longer report on those lying covid virus numbers here. the chaos in our cities is now being dealt with by federal agents (rooting out terrorist ties w/BLM and ANTIFA). something is happening w/the markets too – globally and indeed here in the states. government spending and debt is rising while personal debt and credit card debt are plummeting. why is that? i feel the white hats are draining the central bank. they are wracking up massive government spending (to bankrupt the US, INC – corporation to restore it to a republic) – and eliminating the debt of the people. trump has also installed more than 200 new judges – a record. we are also seeing big names over here in hollywood and tv disappearing. shows being cancelled.
i envision this swamp mess and the creatures who created this pit as an octopus with tentacles that go everywhere. it took years to install – it’s taking years to remove.
one tentacle at a time – being exposed and removed bit by bit.
as yellow rose humbly reminds us – me at times when i am in my “I HAVE HAD IT” state: this is war. while it is possible – likely – it is also a movie we are viewing – on the outside – real “stuff” is happening to break down the matrix virus program(s) that got us trapped HERE and out THERE to begin with.
other than that…..the mask wearing idiocy continues. i visited my new “go to” store and was greeted by a young person asking if i had face coverings. “nope,” i said. “i’m exempt and my child is under 12” and kept right on going. i had a chat with the clerk about this and said “i need to know if this is going to change to the point where no one is exempt from visiting because if so, then you need to make sure i can get food here because as of now, you offer no pick up or delivery service that i can use.” so far their website has not changed – but i continue to monitor – and connect with others locally who are like-minded. we are sharing our experiences so we can keep a tally of which stores are supportive and which are outright nazi-like.
i won’t take a knee. i won’t consent. i am a Free Being.
we all are. ride the waves of frequency as we slowly (oh god it feels so slow) but steadily ride up and out of THEIR experience and back into our OWN – of our own choosing.
we got this! even when we are kicking and screaming some moments.
love,
victoria
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Thank you all for your wonderful support! I appreciate every one of you.
Today was a challenge for all in this family. A local parent informed me unless I was willing to mask up my child, she was not welcome to play with her kid. I attempted to have a conversation with this woman going so far as to offering her the opportunity to speak with a local friend who is a nurse and saw the horrors in NYC earlier this year but nope – she spoke with a local doctor from the local hospital – which is corrupt as hell. It’s the same hospital who misdiagnosed my mate for over a decade – knowingly – and essentially gave him the boot when he spoke up. Anyway – her source was enough for her.
Think about that. Her source – a local doctor who has not seen the true impact of CV while denying an actual medical professional who saw what happened with CV in NYC.
So I was cool until she accused me of creating unnecessary isolation for my girl because I won’t mask her like some damn dog.
Wow. Gloves came off. WAKE THE HELL UP. You are being lied to!
I am enraged at the audacity and outright STUPIDITY of parents who are training their kids to get used to wearing masks for hours a day. The insanity of putting a mask on a child – in the summer no less – so they can run around and play while depriving their little bodies of oxygen. Oh but those studies are ridiculous for normal people, she said.
Normal. Notice that term friends? Isn’t that why we call them the “normies”? THEY ARE INCAPABLE OF REEXAMINING THEIR OWN BELIEFS.
Seems there are many of us having similar experiences with these fascists. Put on your mask!
Even though they don’t work.
Even though they are causing unnecessary, negative effects.
Take for instance the young boy today at the store entrance – handing out masks. It was warm today. He had to get some relief, stating he was too hot and not able to breathe in his mask and was about to pass out.
I’m telling you, that’s what it is going to take – some employee having a reaction and then turning around and (rightfully) suing the pants off of their employer for making them cover their mouths denying them the right to breath normally and healthy. I have already read of such situations but so far no court or legal action. But it is coming – I am feeling that.
Anyway so that’s how it is here folks – mask your kid or keep them away from my kid. I got a giant finger gesture for that one.
My mate also paid visit with a neighbor. Last night they were throwing furniture into a dumpster until 3am. Woke us all up more than once. So he went to ask them to not do that again. Were they decent? Oh heck no. Within moments, my mate said he was surrounded by a group of thugs threatening to assault him. So he came home and called the police.
What was insane about that call was he got asked if he or anyone in the house had been sick with a cold virus or similar lately.
WTAF?
What if we had said yes? Would we have been denied police protection or response?
Social distance policing.
“Officer someone is breaking into my house! Help!”
“Well I CAN but FIRST you must put on your mask.”
“I can’t find the one I have!”
“That’s ok, I’ll wait.”
“But the thief is taking all of my stuff.”
“Sorry. Can’t help you until you put on that mask, missy.”
(the previous is a parody – gotta say that for those normies who may peer inside these pages to see what this “crazy conspiracy theorist” is up to….i swear i have them here given what some in my life have dropped and mentioned – and i KNOW they do it because somewhere within they think “you know maybe, just maybe, some of what she is saying is true….but i can’t change my narrative because that would upset my life and those in it so i have to stay safe but i will still take a peek”…..i know because i was once one of them and did the same thing!)
Anyway….the suffering we are enduring (for what reason I see NONE) having to deal with this entire mask bullshit agenda and fascist sympathizers….my god people don’t even know what Fascism is. They’re calling Trump the fascist and praising governors responses like Cuomo and the others like him dictating our health choices for the alleged “good of the whole”. Excuse me but IS THAT NOT WHAT FASCISM IS? Government over-reach? Government mandates controlling what we do and where we go? Again under the guise of the “common good”?
We got a mix of socialism with some sprinkle of fascism being beat up in a frenzy with a spoon of stupidity.
ENOUGH!
Many of us are saying “we do not consent” to this continuing until the election (here in the states). NO EFFING WAY.
We will not take a knee.
We will not submit to fascist, freedom-destroying agendas.
We will not submit to lies and deceit.
We command Truth, Freedom and JUSTICE.
N O W.
Someone mentioned – perhaps this continued agenda to the election is for those going west.
I can consent to that.
I’m on an eastbound train Home.
For now….the spiritual tools must be utilized. I saw some useful advice – on being in the heart and sending blessings to all you encounter. That may be a challenge now – certainly on days like today – but it IS a healthy, useful practice. (And remember to start with blessing yourself.) While the division may be at an all time high now, we’re still all here in this mess – together – like it or not. And we all deserve the Truth…Love….Peace….and the true experience of Freedom.
