Category: Daily Notes

well….the Oregon Supreme Court temporarily reinstates Governor Brown’s restrictions….they will continue while they consider the case…

moving on……..may these energies below blast out the swamp creatures from our experience…….

Schumann is at it again….(left ear has been ringing off and on too)…

Here are some beautiful sunset captures in recent days…

So….as ya’ll know by now I got triggered (ya think??) by all of this talk on vaccines.  Now while I am still keeping a very watchful, discerning eye on this one, I am reminding myself that it is possible for something to be injected into the human body that is helpful.  My discovery and research into vaccines goes back over 15 years and given what I have learned, I get a little anxious (ok – A LOT) when I hear of another vaccine coming out – especially one that is being so fast-tracked.  There is the possibility it is something already available and they have to give the public the image that it is just being developed…for those not awake.

Feeling that this awakening and the plan is benign – helpful – it IS possible this “vaccine” could be helpful and healing although some would say otherwise.  (However, I am thinking a new term may need to be used.)  I know of a clinic in AZ here in the states that does IV colloidial silver as one of their treatments via injection.  And we all have heard of vitamin injections, namely B12 and C.

It depends on how you define “vaccine”.

There is so much disinfo now – and info that conflicts – it’s like every single damn narrative is being vomited outward.  The above link leads you to a youtube video – speech by Robert Kennedy Jr and in it, he says there is no such thing as a safe vaccine.  He was put on a vaccine safety commission in the Trump Administration in early 2017.  I wonder what his thoughts are on this upcoming vaccine….

Expanding on that….if Yellow Rose’s intel is correct about east/west experiences….and Trump is setting up the experience for those “going west”….this could explain why some of what he says/does simply doesn’t align with me.

So….all of that being said….I still want to know what exactly is in this upcoming vaccine.  It is something to be monitored closely, imo.

Now onto the next little story I am mulling over.  The Sun.  Earlier this week, NASA said our sun has gone into “lockdown”.  Interesting phrase.  Coincidence?  lol  Yeah we go into lockdown then the sun follows.

Anyway……the definition of “lockdown” is really solar minimum – which is not unheard of, obviously.  However….”Experts believe we are about to enter the deepest period of sunshine “recession” ever recorded as sunspots have virtually disappeared.”  (SOURCE)  I was also given a link to this video – which speaks of the two comets (Atlas and Swan) and how they are about to “intersect” and “cause a major EMP”….in about a week.  My friend who posted this video link did so on Yellow Rose’s channel and this is what Rose had to say in reply:

This is what fear can do:

I went to the store today – minus a mask.  I have researched this enough to know that masks don’t work and you are also breathing in your own bacteria that you are supposed to be expelling….plus you aren’t doing your immune system any good.  I am in a state where masks are recommended but not required.

So I head inside, go down the first aisle.  I have several things to get in this particular aisle.  A woman (with a mask on) had entered the store behind me and stood about 5-6′ away from me – watching me – as I selected items.  I quickly realized she was waiting for me to finish my work in this particular aisle.  Once I moved forward, she took a step or two.  To be honest it was both a little creepy and comical.  I don’t like to be watched – especially for such a duration of time.  I realized I had forgotten something so I walked back down the aisle to retrieve the forgotten item.  She walked backwards – again waiting – and watching me.  So at that I leaned forward over the meat section and with my head, motioned for her to just go past me.  Nope.  She remained.

I also noticed when I would stand up or return upright – she would back up and away.  Each movement I made, she responded.

I finally just shook my head and giggled before I headed off.

THAT is the power of fear.

THAT is the power of the media programming.

And THAT is what I am trying to point out and help break w/those in my daily reality.  And I am not having any success.

Later on in the store I had several people with masks look at me and give me a look.  It was an odd experience.  Normally a masked individual receives the quizzical look.  Now it’s the unmasked ones.  I read last night there is talk from our governor to encourage businesses to require a mask to shop inside their stores.  I will not comply and neither will my mate.  I am hoping by that time, if it even manifests, the Justice Department will follow through on their statements saying States cannot violate our constitutional rights even during states of emergencies.

I tried to share the plandemic video with people I know and online at some local social media outlets.  The posts were removed from the local media pages and so far, those with whom I shared privately have essentially said not interested in all of that.  That’s why I continue to say in my experience out here I am not seeing people awaken – much less even wanting to.  I am ready to see that change.  I am ready to frigging connect with others around me who authentically want to know the truth and are open to seeing another perspective aside from the one on their mainstream media outlets, mainstream science, university studies, etc.

I remain very thankful for my mate and for all of my friends on the internet. While we may have different perceptions on some things, we all share the general knowing that we have been lied to by all of the systems at play….and we each want the Truth and we each seek to know it – even if means letting go of a pre-conceived narrative.

So….feeling alone in ones physical space is draining and I am SO DONE with the experience.  Tonight I had to run outside to the garage and release my frustration on my punching bag while my mate exited the space (I tend to get vocal when I wail on the bag).  I wonder if even upon seeing the depths of deceit – visible for all to see in the upcoming days – if this will be enough for some to “change”.  Expand.

I felt the war amp up again last night and into today.  Not surprising given what is being exposed today.  And it is this reason, I feel, that prompted Q to share the Armor of God prayer.  The team knows this is a dimensional war, although I feel most of those entities have been dealt with…however there are still some around – likely inside the human hosts.  Again – this is my feel and as always, I remain open to expanding on that and changing my perception.

For Truth is what I want.

Truth is what I seek.

And Truth is what I – and all of us – will have.

Love,

Victoria

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“WEIRD” is the new normal now.  Everything seems to be weird including the birds.  They are staying on the ground more today – not flying as much and the beautiful songbirds we have been hearing daily now are quiet.  The only birds we hear are the varieties that squawk.

Physical experiences are weird too.  Chest tightness – pressure.  Struggling to keep a straight thought.  And as is often the case the need to just be alone in my own space/silence is intense.  Having GI oddities too.

We spoke with a relative today who is not into any of this awakening stuff.  She began having odd sensations in her inner ear.  She was off balance – struggling to walk straight so she went to the E/R where she was told she’s fine – just inflammation.  What was extra interesting about this is she said the E/R staff said they have been seeing a lot of people with the similar symptoms.

Getting pulled in and out.  Many of us have had that experience off and on for 2-3 years.  Now when it happens I just go “oh, ok”.

It seems some (who otherwise have not) are starting to have the experience in dream-state of waking up on the other side – on tables/gurney’s – feeling very groggy and disoriented – seeing others around them – assisting/helping.

And the attacks continue for many.  I know it when it happens .  No sense in pretending this isn’t a phenomenon as some who claim “you are creating this – no one else”.  Not true.  Until we are out of the matrix program, the invisible ones are free to do their nonsense – and we continue to see this inside this realm w/the “deep state actors” pushing their agendas.  However we ARE powerful and I know we have the ability to protect ourselves.  Here is an awesome suggestion from a friend from Rose’s youtube page (for those whose old methods aren’t working as well – the burning of resin, sage, mantra’s, etc.).  I like this one because it taps us into the most powerful of all forces:  LOVE. Below this suggestion is a comment from ROSE that I appreciated.  This has been my experience as well – trying to do anything new actually – I continue to feel this energy of “stay where you are” – but also continue to call forth NEW too.  It can be a very frustrating paradox to experience.

“So I was told to think of my babies when they were little and smile, remembering the love, then surround myself with that love and push it outward. When I did that, the “thing” that was attacking me was shoved back violently. I did it a few more times and it wanted nothing to do with me. I’m guessing that’s like the bubble that you suggested.”

this morning i had an interesting experience during that state we call sleep.  i was at a familiar – but different – house.  there was a reunion taking place. i visited with a few people.  the dream got weird for a bit – confusing (because we are still here after all so not all is under our full control yet)…after a bit of searching which included hibernating in a familiar bathroom so i could recenter again in a private space, i knew it was time to go.  so i packed my bags, called out to my daughter it was “time to go Home”..i heard her in the distance say “ok mom!”  i was then hugging someone from my past who has since passed on – she looked great.  young.  healthy.  she was with some unknown man.  i told them it was time for me and my girl to go home and the man said “ah, i see you decided to hook to the left and go east”.  yes, i said, smiling.  the experience ended.

as i always do when i share these things – i shrug and say “ok.  we will know soon enough.”  direction doesn’t really matter to me – what is in my heart does.  Home.  that is what vibes.  Home.

today we had a “social distance” (UGH that phrase….) birthday sing for our daughter which then quickly turned into a sprinkler run which morphed into an awesome water fight.  i got in on the action.  there was essentially no “social distancing” at that point.  the parents just let the kids be kids.  we already said we were done following the guidelines but of course respected other parents choices for their kids.

the talk turned to the virus of course and once again i was left feeling so out of place.  the “leaders” being listened to by our visitors…..deep state actors….every one of them.  i said the only one we go to for real information is POTUS and his pressers.

i would love to have a convo about Q.  The Plan.  The Great Awakening.  The Matrix.  Home.  The hijack.  All of it—just once – have that conversation with someone local who GETS IT – other than my mate.  I am weary of feeling alone in the company of others so in a way this lockdown has given me the excuse to avoid gatherings.  It’s painful.  My heart and my soul and my very essence – the totality of my being LOOOONGS to feel Home and Connection. Authenticity.  Conversations free of matrix programming and system words.

To quote my child:  Raise your hands if you agree!  lol

Love,

Victoria

I was thinking about emotion today and how this realm has “educated” us to think that showing emotion – especially strong emotional response – is something to control, to repress.  Today I wondered if those who essentially show little to no emotion are really human.  You know – always in this state of self-control – a robotic like state.  To me, our emotions are what make us human.

I was reflecting on one particular experience of mine that happened in the past couple of years.  During the Eclipse in August 2017 here in the states, as I have shared here, I captured the pock-marked planet.  I didn’t know it until after I uploaded it on the computer.  It was not something these eyes they programmed us with could see.  That’s long bothered me – why can my camera see things here that I can’t?

Anyway….I was pretty excited when I noticed my capture.  I showed a few people.  A couple showed some emotion – surprise – and asked questions. My dad was immediately excited – eyes big – saying “You need to put that on your site!”  First time he had shown any interest in what I do here – but his response didn’t surprise me.  But there was one instance where the person showed no response.  Nothing.  It freaked me out some.  So again I said “look at that!  Isn’t that amazing?  It was there – but only my camera caught it!  Don’t you want to know what it is?”

I get so uncomfortable where I live at times – feeling like I am surrounded by robots.  Zombies.  Very polite – but still – the disconnect is so big and so apparent now – it is like I really am in a movie and I am the only one who knows it.  Or so much of my surroundings are fake.  It really is as though some are simply programmed to be that way and cannot have a different experience.  It isn’t on their radar.

Anyway this came up after one of you showed me such raw, beautiful emotion – it was a GIFT to witness and put me into a state of reflection.  Pure raw emotion is not a sign of insanity or mental illness or crazy – NOT having those experiences is what is messed up.

So………..one last thought.  I was taking down some winter decorations – especially since it was in the 80’s today.  I’ve meant to take them down but the task has felt just too daunting.  That is a pretty common experience now – normal every day tasks sometimes just feel unnatural and daunting.  So as I was taking down these items, I was feeling the energy drain and thinking I simply need that new experience.  WHERE is it?  I also thought of this east/west concept.  I’m even weary of pondering that now.  Which is it, I wondered.  East.  West.  Home.  I just know it’s Home.  And suddenly I wanted some reassurance.

I was guided to look at the television.  Here was the song playing:

Divine was not done.  I was guided to change the channel.  Here is what was playing on the next channel – just a couple of seconds later:

Keywords East.

Home.

That is all for tonight.

Love,

Victoria

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