i feel a struggle within me…..feeling very fatigued….”battle weary”….and quite overly done with deception and trying to figure things out on my own – searching and finding different “truths” all claiming to have the answer…
and this isn’t about philosophical stuff – but about basic tasks….
i just don’t get this realm….how can everything exist as Truth at once?
don’t bother answering………lol……….this place has never felt like home to me. i just ask you send me some love please. thank you.
White House Petition To Investigate Bill Gates For "Crimes Against Humanity" Gains a Quarter Million Signatures… and approaching half a millionhttps://t.co/Pp9Qsqr74G
Musk seems to be struggling to pick a side…..his baby’s name which some theorized works out to Sasha 12.…”Watch the wives” ~ Q (in this case – girlfriend)….VK claims he thinks Musk is trolling w/the name…..
👀⤵️ So Patriots, thoughts on the meaning? •Fox News reported General Flynn said 3 times “what a beautiful black sky,” wrote McCabe while @GenFlynn looked out the window. •@JosephJFlynn1 tweeted the same with a beautiful song! pic.twitter.com/YBiEdaCjl1
There are 800,000 children missing every year in America. As I study this as an MIT PhD in Biological Engineering, one thing becomes clear:
It’s time WE THE PEOPLE demand a full investigation into the use of ADRENOCHROME and HOW IT IS MANUFACTURED!
More to come….
— Dr.SHIVA Ayyadurai, MIT PhD. Inventor of Email (@va_shiva) May 6, 2020
7 days in jail for cutting hair?? This is NUTS. And government officials don’t get to order citizens to apologize to them for daring to earn a living. https://t.co/3rulRlN0gE
GEORGE has a new video we are listening to…..KINGS OF BATTLE…check it out – it’s a COMM…..my mate said “gematria that”….so I did:
UNDERGROUND
END OF STORY
Q PLUS
I AM THE STORM
FRAZZLEDRIP (code name for that horror of a video found on Weiner’s laptop)
WORLD WAR III (we really are in WWII – mostly invisible – this is more of a psych and info war with battles on the ground and in the air mixed in)
There is an invisible enemy and it is the parasitic dimensional entities who have harvested every one of us to varying degrees for who-knows-how-long. That is why I take great issue with anyone/any being who says the power over is only between humans or it isn’t important what race of beings hijacked this realm. NONSENSE speak which begs the question: What do you have to hide?
Sending you all love, comfort and courage ~
Victoria
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Last night’s dream experience was a whole different realm – new territory I explored. In the first experience, my daughter and I were walking around a city and entered a store. At the counter was President Trump – dressed in a navy blue winter coat with a big hood, that covered his head – leaving only his face to be seen. I thanked him for the job he was doing – he smiled back and gave the thumbs up. I headed out to leave, but then stopped and turned around.
“Are you ok?” I asked. He was sniffling a bit.
Yep, he said. He was fine. And smiled again.
And with that, I turned to leave – but not before I heard “The Gap”. The store, I thought. He was working at The Gap.
I then left that scene and next, I’m in China – alone. I felt I was there to comfort the female child of a family who had betrayed her. Her brother was there but he stood back as she ran down a hallway in a large apartment complex, into my arms, weeping as she said “I can’t believe I didn’t see it! I can’t believe they betrayed us like this!” I held her, soothed her, looked at her brother, who has a look of empathy and sadness in his eyes – then the experience ended.
When I woke up, I knew the words “the gap” meant something so I put it into the gematria calculator. Here’s what comes up:
Barack Obama
I’m China
Vaccine
Alliance
I Am Free
Eight Chan
Donald Code
I pause – reflect – and just giggle – in awe and humor. This really is an indescribable journey sometimes.
I don’t know if it was the Schumann (below) that enabled this experience, but I was able to go back in time last night while in dream-state to a television studio set of a popular family show from the late 80’s/90’s. I got two names – one was a producer I felt/heard – and in a moment of synchronicity, one of their names came up tonight in a tv show my mate was watching. I don’t know anything about any of these two individuals – their names only vaguely familiar.
I was observing the children and I wanted to rescue a couple of them. I befriended one of the people on the set who seemed to ‘control’ the children actors. But the more I spoke with him, the more sick I began to feel and the more difficult it was for me to contain my emotions. He seemed to catch on to what I was really there for. I was alone – and just did not have the courage or the strength to save those children on my own so I pulled myself out of the experience. I woke up and felt very heavy and sick to my stomach. I purged (cried) later in the day when I finally spoke of it.
It is pure evil how the children have been used. I saw the grooming and the way they use gifts and fun surprises to gain the trust of these little ones. The rage I felt was overpowering. I have deep gratitude and a very strong sense of humbleness towards those who are exposing and rescuing. It really does take a certain kind of person to do this.
This brought me back to something the being who goes by the name of “Thor” shared w/Terran Cognito’s latest. It has been a feeling for quite some time and is now my solid sense of knowing that Thor is not who he proclaims to be. He recently said the only remaining power-over games are between humans here. Nonsense. The “invisible enemy” are the dimensional parasites who reside in human hosts here.
Then…when Terran asked to know who did what to whom, Thor said this was not information he needed to know.
It certainly IS information we need to know. At the very least, we all have the right to know exactly how this hijacked happened and WHO WAS RESPONSIBLE FOR IT. That’s how you ensure it never happens again.
Thor speaks like Heather – far too much for me actually to the point where it feels creepy and manipulative and I feel he does this to gain Terran’s trust.
And attention.
Months ago Thor said the “next time” they chatted would be in person. Never happened. He also said we are not to seek the energy of justice against those who committed crimes. We were to be in a state of forgiveness (for to do otherwise would have us stuck here longer – even Heather said she didn’t align with that one – it was just fear talk).
Forgiveness. The ultimate goal, right? We all want that and seek it. But that takes time doesn’t it? (and can you imagine saying any of this to one of the victims of human trafficking?)
Who would speak like that? A benevolent helper of mankind or one of the hijackers not wanting to be on the receiving end of a rightfully angry populace – looking to escape justice – at least accountability for their actions?
Yeah…..
My inner truth radar and b.s. detector is solid – when it is activated that is. Much of the time I don’t know for sure what’s up – but when I KNOW something I KNOW it.
And I KNOW if someone wants a hidden truth, they have the RIGHT to KNOW it and SEE it and be given access TO it. To do likewise is just a continuation of the power-over game.
And I for one am DONE with that. I want Full Transparency and Truth – even if that means being told “I cannot tell you right now due to protocol but you WILL know that when it is safe”.
In this experience of deception, it sure has been a challenge, for me, to honor that inner, solid state of Knowing. But that’s been part of the game here – to create doubt and pull ourselves out of that state of Knowing – especially when things like logic and “facts” run contrary to that Knowing. The mind can be manipulated as can our emotions – but that inner radar? That’s Source. It may be rather muted here, but it’s still there. Always.
One last reflection to share – how I felt today. It was one of those “not all here” experiences. It didn’t start out that way – but by early afternoon I was sure in that space and it grew all afternoon. I had a similar experience yesterday too but today was more intense. It required me to partake in 2 naps.
Here’s the latest schumann.
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The silent war does continue. I feel it. Many of us do. As Prince said – the ultimate prize was for our Soul energy. But no one is going to take that from us. Be in the heart. Remember you are Divine.
Shine on you crazy Diamond (heard that song today – thought it was a nice way to end this piece).
Earlier today, I was sitting at the table eating lunch with my daughter. She had been chatting away as is very typical and lately, more than ever, my mind has not just needed but required a certain amount of silence. I was starting to get overwhelmed and somewhere in the back of my mind I called out to “please let me hear my saxophone song play!” It’s a beautiful, haunting piece called “La Sua Bellezza (his beauty)”.
Well, I kid you not – within seconds I hear it begin to play on the soundscape channel. (picture below) Talk about instant manifestation! Thank you very much!
One of the members in the household had a dream last night and saw numbers that corresponded with July 4th at 9. Another member had a dream of a funny dancing chicken-type Being looking through a portal hole – all to showcase some humor.
I felt a shift from yesterday. I still feel though i am getting ready to sneeze – holding in energy in anticipation.
Moving on…..
I wanted to share something from Sister Jules about the Starlink Satellites. I find her theory fascinating and interestingly enough, earlier today I as well was thinking about the Starlink.
Here are her thoughts in her own words: “I just had a realization… “STAR”link is being set up for the WW, and ONE of the things it will do is be their STARS! Our CURRENT stars are part of one of their systems – the constellations are part of HERE, and they have PEOPLE we call “stars”, who are astrologically connected to those big stars in the sky we look at on the dome, and they literally “hold” that energy there in the program – like they are responsible via their satanic contracts, to act precisely according to that powerful astrological sign holding the energy for that star… any way, all these systems being taken down. So the WW will expect stars in the sky, but they won’t get THESE ones. The constellations will be ended, and those satanic locks won’t bind our souls and connect us to those archetypes. But WW will still see STARLINK! It will still be PART of the twinkly things they see in the sky… they will still have a system, and this net will be one of them. But no more mah net, and other systems like the constellation stars! I never rattle it off the way I’m seeing it but it is cool for them! And their stars will move and do fun things and they will know the system and what it is offering their world. They won’t be tricked into thinking those lights are something else, but they will do more than the stars we see. They will do light shows, and they will have project BB but for global transmissions – truth shown to the world, etc. All through this skylink tech.”
What I had been thinking about earlier in the day was how Starlink will be used for the Sky Event (which I still feel has more than one meaning)….I thought back to the dream I had last week where i saw it all go down in the sky and thought perhaps some of that was Starlink together with The Alliance. I also recalled the dream i had about 3 years ago where I was literally seeing the “stars” fall from the sky and had no fear – just relief and happiness.
If we are in a matrix – a fake simulation/copy of the Original – which everything in me says we are – then it has to come down. Period. Just like taking down a movie set.
Now as far as Starlink…
I was never a fan of Musk. I didn’t like how he essentially stole the name “TESLA” and used it to make inferior products that certainly did not use real Tesla Tech. However, I am sensing and seeing he has either flipped or is controlled. Of course none of know for sure because we don’t have access to the actual movie script being played out. (btw i am still for pulling the plug on the projector).
I was having a conversation with Brother Rick on my walk tonight….both of us commenting on how we are noticing flowers blooming that don’t normally bloom until summer. Peonies (which here normally bloom in july) are out…the Heliotrope….Wysteria….the Irises (which are usually a mid summer plant)…..Rhodie bushes – it’s almost as though the flowers all want to be in the last scene….it hasn’t been unusually warm overall – pretty average – dryer than normal – and cool nights. He also commented he was up at 2am and saw an unknown light – same experience we had a few nights ago…and the energy was wonderful. His theory? It’s the REAL light coming through the matrix – the real light from Home. I happen to love that theory. Enough of FAKE!
While we have seen two narratives playing out, I am not buying their fear. I am not buying their hype. The agenda of forced vaccines and mass mind control and other horror stories just will not be happening. Too many of us are awake and not consenting. They are pushing as long as they can but as far as full manifestation? NOT HAPPENING.
I sense the war – and I knew from the time I was small that I was here for something BIG and wonderful – but I would have to “wait” until later in my adult years to experience it. I knew I was here to experience an END to the old.
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At 2:22am last night, the whole family was suddenly WIRED and wide awake. I came into the kitchen with my child to heat up some warming buddies to help put us back to sleep. She and I both looked out the window and what the heck? It was as though a full moon was shining from the sky making everything lit up. However, the moon is at crescent and I saw it setting in the western horizon on my walk at 8pm.
We looked to the north, south, east and could not see anything unusual. There was some cloud coverage however not enough to create that kind of light.
Every night before I go to bed, I have a little routine that includes looking out the kitchen window and the only time I have ever seen such light is when there is a full moon. Period. Something on the outside of this realm was creating this light source. And it was definitely a synch that this was happening when the whole family was suddenly wired, wide awake.
I also had a dream I was packing – 3 different bags in 3 different locations. At the last place, I heard Yellow Rose’s voice talking. I don’t know or recall what she was saying but her presence was there. I then went on to have a dream about Grandpa Don – again in the same yellow shirt – and like YR, I don’t recall what he said.
Anyone else notice the skies last night and have a similar experience?
energy is up and down today….that’s about the only way i know how to describe it…
last night i had a dream i approached bill gates at a party. i “acted” as though i were just sincerely wanting to ask him some questions – behaving in a way where i communicated my support of him.
he’s a small man. energetically – not powerful. at all. rather weak (but still controlled by some powerful entities). he agreed to speak with me. i got him outside, kind of in a corner by a fence. i was praising him for his work but then i asked a question about vaccines and at this moment i have forgotten the conversation or how i turned it around on him. he suddenly appeared to be confused and as he tried to answer i said “time’s up billy boy” and i grabbed him by his belt and called my posse of men behind me to take care of him. these “men” were goofing around however – which rather peeved me – but once i got their attention they took care of b.g. on the other side of the fence.
strange times can produce strange dreams. but i know this – i am done with messing around, waiting and with obvious nonsense. that is the warrior in me.
First a reflection. While I haven’t listened in full, I was told POTUS was talking about the “virus” and how it “reacts to the sun”. Everything within me knows there is a deeper meaning than just your standard virus and sunlight. The parasites – those dimensional criminals he tweeted of in February 2019 – they hide – underground (and take over humans and use as a host to carry out their doing’s). Much like vampires they don’t like the sun. In fact being in sun – in full form – likely kills them. It’s the stuff of movies of course – but there is truth in movies as we know by now. When they conquered us and created this realm, they brought w/them their creatures. The spiders and mosquitos and tics and fleas, chiggers and other forms of life that feed on humans and animals – spreading disease and otherwise causing misery. As we heard from one of the members from Home in a recent LMH video – this realm we are in is a copy of the Original and a poor one at that. I agree. I tried to love it here – but the more I awakened and searched for the truth – the more I saw and the less I aligned w/the experience here. You cannot force a narrative that doesn’t align with one’s inner Truth.
POTUS is of course now being chastised for some of his “bizarre” therapies he is pushing. Why, he is sounding like one of them conspiracy theorists!
Have you all seen what the Schumann did again last night? I think those energies allowed me to have some freedom in my sleep state. Before going to bed last night, I was setting up protective energies for all of us – especially our girl. She had a difficult time falling asleep. We all did. It wasn’t that we were agitated – we just couldn’t get sleep to come. I also sent out a last minute message to Grandpa Don – help my girl. Keep her safe from the astral parasites.
So I had a dream where I saw Grandpa Don – sitting in our house – in his favorite chair of ours – the sun shining bright all around him. He had on that same yellow shirt I keep seeing him in and he had our girl snuggled up into him. “I’m keeping my sweetheart safe!” he said (he always called her sweetheart). I thanked him and as I was pulled out I heard “one more week”. I don’t know what that is – it could be a reference to my mate’s birthday. His protection worked. Our girl slept peacefully last night – unlike the night before.
So here’s the Schumann and some finds of interest. Everything’s going to be OK – as the sign in my front window I made a couple of weeks ago says.
interesting possibility – esp. considering the solar activity going on now….an Rose’s theory – if correct (sun goes NOVA after we emit) – that would take care of the lot of them:
Obama knew. Clinton knew. Biden knew. Comey knew. Brennan knew. McCabe knew. Strzok knew. Clapper knew. Rosenstein knew. FBI knew. DOJ knew. CIA knew. State knew. They all knew @RealDonaldTrump was innocent but they smeared and spied on him. Worst scandal in our nation's history. https://t.co/X2vCGLVAeH
that’s right. we will NOT go back to “how things were” because how things were do NOT work for We The People. this is an awesome video. this is true solidarity.
Listening to the CV Presser. (is it just me or does Mnuchin look robotic) Some words/phrases that “nudged” me…he also mentioned The Comfort will be relocated in other locations – getting it ready for its next mission…
PAUSE (POTUS stated this in reference to this time of “shutdown“)
Adrenochrome
Arrest
COVFEFE
Plague
Plasma (another synch – just as I see this one he says the word “convalescent plasma” – which is donated blood that contains antibodies to the virus….hmmm….i don’t like the feel that gives off…)
DNA modification
A LOT OF LIGHT AT THE END OF THE TUNNEL
John F Kennedy
Theres No Place Like Home Theres No Place Like Home
Three Weeks
You take me home tonight
Holocaust Remembrance Day
Let The One Forty Four Come Back Home
Your Friends From The Other Side
Their Threats Show Desperation
WE’RE STARTING A VERY IMPORTANT PROCESS
The Revolution Will Not Be Televised
The Meaning Of Two Two Two
Humans Were Not Invented For Your Games
HANDLING
Done Deal
Find Q
Loosh
False Flag
Checkmate
One last catch – when being asked about another “flare up” later this fall and testing/antibody testing and blah blah constitutional violating b.s., he said “it’s gonna be gone gone at some point“….so here is what comes up w/this one:
FBI Waiting
Amazing Results
Rejecting The Mark
Certain Things Have To Be Done Still (i type these as they are written – including typo’s and absolutely improper sentence structure)
Dry Spell Trumps Hot Streak
Why Won’t You People Wake Up
The Cosmic Hammer Will Demolish Draco
The Confusion Will Be Over Soon
Freakin friggin’ frack let it be DONE (that one is mine)
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As always, question everything…say NO TO TESTING OF ANY KIND…tune in to the inner Truth Center…and trust yourself above all others.
Love,
Victoria
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today just sucked. the energy was heavy like tar. i felt it all night as did all in this house. none of us slept well. my girl had monster dreams all night. i https://twitter.com/We_Have_Risen/status/1241470432806465536protect this house each night as does my mate. they poke because they can.
and they act out through others too – those deeply plugged in to this matrix.
today – yet again – the same neighbor decided to quiz my girl on math – this time i was inside lying down. according to how my girl described it, it was done in a passive/aggressive manner – i was and am livid. thankfully my girl put an immediate stop to it (because we had spoken of it and i told her how to respond if it ever happened again – which i honestly did not think it would). this woman – who is also a mother – has crossed a serious boundary – yet again – and now there is no going back. to do this once – and seeing my girl was uncomfortable is one thing – but to do it again – especially when i was nowhere around to hear – there is an agenda behind such behavior. she will be hearing from me and i will make it clear: this will not happen again.
my patience w/those “not awake” is leaving – quickly. who says i have to hold patience and understanding for others who otherwise violate basic boundaries – especially at the expense of my child. DONE.
i’m here to help awaken such folks?
nonsense. part of the narrative here. in this convoluted realm, question ALL narratives. if they involve selling yourself out in any way – it is a lie.
be true to thyself first – be respectful of others – but take no shit. and there is a lot of that here – and on some days it is mind boggling.
so as i have said – this “silent war” is something many of us feel and i was not the only one who woke up this morning feeling the heaviness given others i spoke with in the tribe. i did all i could to shake it – i finally just let it all be and accept this is part of it right now. a nice nap under warm blankets helped as did playing dolls with my girl. and now – i am hibernating alone in the back room. here are some of today’s finds.
love, victoria
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this is some good news – although the $$ needs to allocated for REAL small businesses this time..
The bill passed in the Senate today will provide an additional $310 billion for the Paycheck Protection Program! pic.twitter.com/naxt5dq0DT
this goes for all universities….nothing more than supporters of the system of crime and evil and they often use the students for their agenda’s while giving out far too many useless papers with the title “DEGREE” upon them….this particular system suckered me when i was young…now – i know different.
Harvard should give back the money now. Their whole “endowment” system should be looked at! https://t.co/LcjOcsnCWT
Here's something you won't see on CNN or MSNBC ever…Schiff is under investigation by the FCC *as we speak* for running a shadow "surveillance" scheme during the Impeachment shamhttps://t.co/2eVvuhq4fj
BUSTED: One of the authors of the "study" saying Hydroxychloroquine doesnt work at VA hospitals got research grant from Gilead, making a competitor drug
For Hydroxychloroquine plus azithromycin, deaths not substantial enough to rule out other factors
oh wait – i thought she said “public school indoctrination” is where the real danger is….because, that would, you know, hold more truth
Harvard law professor calls homeschooling "dangerous" because it lets parents control their own children. Harvard would SO much prefer Lenin or Mao doing the job. https://t.co/vEitT2vaMY
as i said – ANY organization who uses a snake as their emblem is not to be trusted…
@WHO No thank you. We see how you’ve handled this. We don’t want your global takeover. Nice try! Once trust is lost, it’s time to move on.
Embattled WHO says worst of COVID-19 pandemic lies ahead — but offers no explanation as to why: ‘Trust us’ https://t.co/ccoTFr7aeB
— 🇺🇸тrυтнвoмв тrιcĸy тroυѕerѕ🇮🇪 (@Rionach_KAG) April 21, 2020
There are no bats in the Wuhan seafood market.
The idea that covid19 spreads so fast through a population in the way described, "through the seafood market", is highly unlikely and improbable. pic.twitter.com/iSMXZtm8rB
hmmm…gotta watch ANYTHING musk creates/sells….he used a beautiful genius’ name to make a bunch of crappy products….but it is possible he is now being a good boy…
Tesla is currently looking for a location in the U.S. to build a factory to produce it. While cities in TX & TN have been rumored to be in the running, Joplin, MO is publically offering the co an incentive package it says will save the co $1 billion.https://t.co/2OtyM8Ubmd
— 🇺🇸Anastasia Beaverhousen🌱 (@hey_its_snoopy) April 21, 2020
