Category: Daily Notes

well it was a doozy today – for me at least.  between the feelings of anxiety and heaviness and just overall BLECK – it was a good day to stay in bed and sleep.

i told myself it isn’t mine.  it’s them – those who are crying out for their drug of choice – trapped – knowing it is the end.  it’s quite pathetic to me – they are pathetic.  sick.  not human.  and yet i hold sympathy for them – a deep sadness.  so on one hand i think “they made their choice” and another i think “what a waste.  what a sad waste of energy.”  and the heaviness of them knowing it’s over.  so today – having a struggle to feel ME and that was made more challenging in feeling an absolute sense of exhaustion.

being empathic sucks sometimes.  it really truly stinks.

so i rested – and took a nap – which helped.  but the exhaustion remains.

so i am just putting up a few things and who knows what i will do.  stare at the fire.  rock back and forth.  feeling the strong need to comfort myself as i would a baby.

i admit i am struggling to find center in this and focus to make some sense of what’s going on.  so many saying there is no virus – and yet i see people who are obviously sick with something going on – regular, normal people. in my city we now have 2 confirmed cases – both recovering.  it’s hard to know what to trust when those who DO know what’s really going on are hush on it.  there are the hints and clues but my inner truth radar isn’t working well today so i don’t have it in me to figure any of it out.  so – not taking any chances – and remaining at home unless food is needed.

donations were down this month – which i understand.  everyone is in the “hunker” down space – many have been laid off.  if anyone can pass along a couple of dollars – that is always appreciated.  we’ll get through this.

sending you all comfort, support and love.

love,

victoria

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I admit it – I am one of those when I first read or hear something about 5G – I get triggered.  We know by now it was one of the parasite’s technologies and their agenda was to weaken us.  One of their tools to deplete the population to a more “manageable” level.  So seeing it continue along has made me cautious.

And yet – I know not all is as it seems.  And I KNOW there is a plan – which I continue to feel is liberating us.  Knowing John Kennedy Jr is still with us is honestly what returns me to front and center.

So earlier today one of you friends sent me an article containing a video I had actually watched last night (after another friend shared it).  Here is a link to read the article and see the videos.

So – what is behind this 5G roll out?  First we know Trump cut off all contact with Huawei – the maker of the chips used in 5G cells.  Dirty tech.  And very connected with the deep state.  Here.

Then there is that phrase tweeted out by Trump on  May 31, 2017:

COVFEFE.  Who has been able to really determine what that one means?

Well, perhaps some are putting this together.  Another friend tweeted out this one in recent days:

Please share your findings. I'm posting mine. This is interesting…more to come. pic.twitter.com/itypcU1nKN

— thatcrazytoaster (@1crazy_toaster) March 19, 2020

I just happen to have a new Science Book (SW Advantage) I ordered for my girls curriculum which has the Periodic Table of Elements.  So let’s take a look to verify…

Cobalt = CO

V = Vandium

Fe = Iron

Now I’m sure he added in the extra “FE” for finesse.  As I keep telling people who think he’s a moron – he’s a genius.  You just gotta know how to THINK like a Genius and see Code.  Patterns.

He has also tweeted about 5G and 6G.

Now – using the theory above in making a combination of these metals to change the FREQUENCY of the original 5G tech – we can pretty accurately speculate that his reference to 6G was saying THIS will be the NEW generation of technology.  And it will be benign.

I do have one last little magical cosmic synch to add to this.

After I received the email today from one of you friends about the above referenced article/video on the 5G roll out, I decided to take a drive to the local elementary school to see if I could find anything “nefarious” or suspicious.  As I got in the car, I turned on the radio.  “You Can’t Always Get What You Want” was playing.  Synch!  For those who have read my material on John Kennedy Jr. we know that 1) he’s still with us and 2) he’s part of the plan if not the main player and 3) in one of his editorial’s in George Magazine he used the line from that very song “you can’t always get what you want but if you try sometimes you might find you get what you need”.  We also know Trump plays this song at the end of every one of his rallies.

Thank you Divine Source.

So….that’s what I have for now.  I remain as always discerning – using logic while also allowing Flow/Truth/Divine to ultimately guide Me.

Love,

Victoria

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we are at the end of one of those, what i call, “bubbles of bliss”….

today’s energies felt like “them” pushing back – which they are – and which is why i am now thinking i should not have even looked at their images and videos that were all over twitter today much less share them here.  when i woke up this morning i felt that in the vibe.

live.  love thyself.  know different DO different – which includes not getting on myself w/that “should” stuff.

still – that energy of their doing’s is in the vibe so i have been focusing on a New World the past hour or so.  putting my energy into seeing and writing down what type of experience i want.  right now in this moment – a good place to start – the removal of THEM. NOW.

i call forth the experience of total freedom.  purity.  NEW.  oh my mighty me – tonight while doing my strength training, i had on the radio.  i could not find a song that resonated with me so i tried to make up a new song.  i used to do that – for almost 20 years i wrote a lot of music.  and yet the last 3 years that more or less dried up.  and now – i long for music that doesn’t exist.  notes.  tones.  same for food.  activities.  doing’s.

i have been focusing now and then on expanding my imagination into that “NEW” that calls for me.  my mate and i discuss it.  inside of this realm – the possibilities – they’re not endless – not when so much was hidden.  so i remain in faith with this inner call for Seeing ALL.  for having access – full access to create ALL and NEW.

as far as the usual “how did the body feel” today – i was walking sideways a couple of times (yesterday too).  unlike yesterday, where looking in the mirror i looked young – vibrant – today i look tired and old(er).  sweats last night.  restless sleep.

that is all for now as my ability to even write something new has dried up at the moment.

love,

victoria

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Lifetime after lifetime – we’ve been in a movie.  Everything scripted.  And I haven’t been able to see ANYTHING NEW here for my own personal experience for the past 2 year – other than the chaos we’re seeing now.  I knew there was an end – but I didn’t know how it would end in terms of exposure/disclosure.  I didn’t know HOW the plan would expose the deception AND awaken the rest.

Now – I am seeing that.  And wow is it happening FAST.  I have felt for awhile now that the chess pieces, once laid out, would be cleared quickly. One by one.  bam.  bam.  bam.  bam.  bam.

Those who haven’t seen are now seeing.  All these people they trusted – even worshiped – lied.  Deceived.  They engaged in horrible activities.

We have the whole lock-down taking place – people closing businesses, being laid off – and yet instead of a President who bails out the big corporations, the banks, etc. he’s helping everyday americans – those hit the hardest.  If this doesn’t wake up those who hold a hatred for him – at least soften their hearts and see our President from a different perception, well……  And we see this with other heads of states as well globally…..

I am not able to see my new experience – because I have not had the ability to HAVE a REAL self-created/self guided experience in who knows how many life cycles.  In charge of our own experience here?  Bloody nonsense!

But once we are liberated?

YES!

It will probably feel foreign at first.  Or maybe once I am fully unified and restored as a WHOLE BEING of ME again – I’ll remember immediately and continue on where I left off – before we got put into a controlled experience.

Today was beautiful.  No trails.  Warm air.  Nice long bike ride.  Walks around the ‘hood – talking with some neighbors here and there.  Most were pretty calm but there was an air of fear and some were starting to feel frustration at having these imposed restrictions (although we are free to pretty much do what we want – most of these “restrictions” are suggestions).  Each one I reassured – it’s all ok.  It’s all going to be just fine. No worries.  Very much like the day after the 2016 election when I knew the experience here had shifted and all would be as I had wanted and felt and seen for many years.

We are seeing pockets of chaos so we are staying close to home.  My mate called a local store to inquire about a product for our child.  The clerk suddenly began talking with a patron who was talking gibberish and quite loudly.  The clerk then said they would have to leave the store or he would cite them for trespass.  There was the sound of a scuffle then the phone got disconnected.  My mate told me what had happened.  “Call 911”, I said.  So he did and was told they were on the phone with the business and an officer was on the way.

Yesterday he saw someone again talking in gibberish to a store clerk – clearly struggling in some way mentally.

Downtown is like a ghost town and you can feeeeel the silence.  A stillness. As I said last night – when THE BIG moment arrives – as I saw it – everyone was home.  That was one thing I remembered – everyone was home.

I had a dream last night – or perhaps it was an experience.  I was in some type of building (craft perhaps?) with a hallway with individual rooms. People were starting to come out of the rooms.  I was there to see and meet and greet just one person (in this particular moment that is).  I was so excited and when I saw this person walk out of the room I called their name and felt my heart burst wide open as I ran up to them.  They looked a bit dazed but there was a smile and a recognition.

Reunion.

For now, I continue to do what I do – share what I get and what I find.

Love,

Victoria

That song was going through my mind as I stopped in at a local health food store and the hoarding was off the hook.  I just wanted a few things – people were jamming stuff into their cardt.  Clerks walking around w/gloves on.  Some customers had on masks – others were keeping that 6′ barrier around them and were quite protective of it.

Understandable and I respect that.

But I was still smiling and telling people not to worry.  We’re ending an old world and birthing a new experience.

I did listen to President Trump’s announcement this morning.  As all who come here know I have supported the plan but I have also continued to remain observant.  I trust/follow no one blindly.  I always have my inner radar going.

This morning I was looking for two things to ensure this national emergency declaration was part of the plan:

1. There would be no forthcoming vaccines and
2. Any testing for this virus would NOT come from a mouth swab (DNA collection)

He passed the test with me.  There was no mention of a vaccine until he was asked and he just said casually that was going to take some time which spoke volumes to me considering  not only is there a patent for the CV but a patent for the vaccine as well.  Notice as well how last week he was saying they are rushing to get a vaccine out – and now suddenly – nope – no worries.  No rush.

This is because he knew all along a vaccine was not needed – certainly not one of “theirs”.

The testing will be a swab inserted into the nose and while it is possible to collect DNA via this method – the preferred method in the past in a medical environment has been a mouth swab.

He also said “fill it up” twice – which to those not following the plan could simply indicate “gas prices falling now is time to fill up the vehicle” – which is true.  But given he said it twice, everything in me immediately knew he was referring to GITMO.  It’s getting filled.

I feel I have been waiting for this time for my whole life – certainly my mind has waited for the past 2 years – but that inner Me – decades.

And that time is upon us.  Big names are stepping aside, including Bill Gates announcement this morning.  Pretty big BOOM there.  Expect more.  I will be sharing more intel I find in my “today’s finds” piece which I will get to work on.

We got this.  You are safe.  Use common sense.  Look at those who are screaming and engaging in hype.  It is their clock that is up.  And they know it.

The time is now OURS to create fully and freely – the way we are designed to do so.  For now – the big global clean up is here.  Let us be there for one another in a way that is safe and supportive.

Love,

Victoria

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