Category: Daily Notes

 

That song was going through my mind as I stopped in at a local health food store and the hoarding was off the hook.  I just wanted a few things – people were jamming stuff into their cardt.  Clerks walking around w/gloves on.  Some customers had on masks – others were keeping that 6′ barrier around them and were quite protective of it.

Understandable and I respect that.

But I was still smiling and telling people not to worry.  We’re ending an old world and birthing a new experience.

I did listen to President Trump’s announcement this morning.  As all who come here know I have supported the plan but I have also continued to remain observant.  I trust/follow no one blindly.  I always have my inner radar going.

This morning I was looking for two things to ensure this national emergency declaration was part of the plan:

1. There would be no forthcoming vaccines and
2. Any testing for this virus would NOT come from a mouth swab (DNA collection)

He passed the test with me.  There was no mention of a vaccine until he was asked and he just said casually that was going to take some time which spoke volumes to me considering  not only is there a patent for the CV but a patent for the vaccine as well.  Notice as well how last week he was saying they are rushing to get a vaccine out – and now suddenly – nope – no worries.  No rush.

This is because he knew all along a vaccine was not needed – certainly not one of “theirs”.

The testing will be a swab inserted into the nose and while it is possible to collect DNA via this method – the preferred method in the past in a medical environment has been a mouth swab.

He also said “fill it up” twice – which to those not following the plan could simply indicate “gas prices falling now is time to fill up the vehicle” – which is true.  But given he said it twice, everything in me immediately knew he was referring to GITMO.  It’s getting filled.

I feel I have been waiting for this time for my whole life – certainly my mind has waited for the past 2 years – but that inner Me – decades.

And that time is upon us.  Big names are stepping aside, including Bill Gates announcement this morning.  Pretty big BOOM there.  Expect more.  I will be sharing more intel I find in my “today’s finds” piece which I will get to work on.

We got this.  You are safe.  Use common sense.  Look at those who are screaming and engaging in hype.  It is their clock that is up.  And they know it.

The time is now OURS to create fully and freely – the way we are designed to do so.  For now – the big global clean up is here.  Let us be there for one another in a way that is safe and supportive.

Love,

Victoria

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After viewing his piece on our history, who conquered us, etc. I put together some thoughts.  Not new, perhaps, but still some thoughts I wish to share.

In our divisiveness – religious, political, social, gender, etc. – their game of feeding on us continues.  They want us to think our enemy is found in each other.

The “they” I speak of aren’t human.  But “they” are everywhere and have always been here (how else do you watch your prisoners – you blend in or hide to keep an eye on your cattle – EYE OF RA – EYE OF HORUS, the ALL SEEING EYE, etc.).  They are on our currencies.  Monuments.  Churches. Artwork.  All in plain sight.

While they flaunt themselves, they don’t want us to really see them.  They want us passive.  Apathetic.  Ignorant.  And mostly – fighting with each other.

They deceive us by installing a variety of programs, including the new age religion which says All is Source.  And evil is just a reflection of your neglected inner shadow.

Their programs are lies.  Evil is NOT the same as “dark”.  Evil is a virus. Parasitic.  It seeks to feed and destroy – repeatedly – and gets a rush off of the process.  THAT IS NOT SOURCE.  

I repeat:  THAT IS NOT SOURCE.

When we look at the world and see their agenda’s – their rules – their symbols – their nonsense – use your anger back at them.  Stand up.  Say NO. NO MORE.  We will NOT be used.  We will NOT be enslaved.  We will NOT be controlled.  We will NOT be fed upon.  And we will NOT BE DECEIVED OR LIED TO ANY MORE.

WE SEE YOU.

We are NOT their play toys.

WE ARE SOURCE ORIGINALS.

WE ARE CREATORS.

WE ARE ALL POWERFUL.

Take it back.  Over and over.  Every day.

And love yourself.

Love everyone.

See past the divisive game they get off on seeing us engage in and see how we have ALL BEEN USED BY THEM.

See the innocence in every one you see.

For while humanity has some flaws indeed – and some humans here who “sold out” to them got taken over and committed horrible crimes – all of that said:  We have never been of them. We have never been like them.  We have never been them.

We have never been and never will be.

That is all.

Love,

Victoria

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yes zzzzz is a word.  i’m the teacher in this house so…..lol

last night i put out a comment on yellow rose’s latest video – comment section – anyone else feel the need for sleep amp up even further this past week (as if that’s possible at this point??)?  several responses – all agreeing wholeheartedly.  as one person shared – falling into a comatose state.  Y E S!

today i am once again not really that interested in what’s going on in the world.  i have days where i am and others where i’m not with the overall experience being one of really not aligning – other than in moments here and there.

the spraying has been intense the past week.  i still don’t see how anyone can observe the skies and think this is somehow “normal”.  whoever said this program was taken over by “white hats” is either completely wrong or they are utterly off in their timing.  some have stated they are spraying us with “good” things.  healthy concoctions.  possible – but i’m not buying that one until i KNOW.

in recent days i have either heard or had someone tell me the longing for Home is nothing more than a longing for oneself – an inner experience.

wrong.  wrong wrong wrong wrong and wrong  lol

and how presumptuous and honestly, rude.  how can anyone proclaim to know what one’s Truth is?

it is my Truth that this is an inside AND an outside experience.  what good is it to just be in a state of peace while still in a prison of deception?  that’s like having the cake presented to you but all you can do is look at it.  you can’t touch it.  you can’t eat it.

I WANT MY CAKE AND EAT IT TOO!  lol  hey no wonder that phrase got hijacked and used to make us feel guilty for wanting to eat that delicious treat!

i know what i know.  i know i have longed for “Home” since i was a young child.  and it isn’t about dying and being with Source/God.  it is about KNOWING there is someplace else I BELONG.  with people – with others – with a family.  and not only that, but most importantly, doing things different than what is done here.

if someone doesn’t align with this, fine.  we are ALL experiencing this awakening in our own way.  honor the difference.  as i am in no mood due to lack of sleep and frustration of the rinse and repeat experience to allow anyone to come into my personal space whether inside my home or in a conversation out in the world or in a social media environment and tell me what it is I really Want.  Need.  AND KNOW.

R O A R.  lol

love,

victoria

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these “clouds” did not move.  i first spotted them around 5:30pm and they were still there as the sun was setting (another one decided to join in). other clouds of course slowly moved/changed positions- i watched as we had an onshore flow/wind.  so……they’re heeeeeeere (and i as wondering what they are dooooooooooing – so i asked….i didn’t feel anything, so i went inside and noticed there was a song on the music channel that said “here with you” then the song ended, a new one came on and i saw “clouds” in the album title….so perhaps that was a message)…..

 

and here are some recent captures on the COR2…a lot of activity coming from that object we call the “sun”…..all while the KP index remains low….

 

there is a lot of structure in this one:

other than that other-worldly weirdness, today i felt as though my head was, well, in the clouds.  again so sleepy – very hungry and equally as thirsty.  the feel continues that i cannot keep up w/all i need to do and i feel challenged to eat enough, drink enough AND sleep/rest enough.  i had several moments where talking was a challenge (giggles ensued).  eyes continue to feel heavy.  and yet in between i had moments where i felt amazing – up – quite happy and elated.

one new choice i have been employing is noticing when i am feeling tight or stressed somewhere – stop – then gently tape my upper legs, one at a time, in order to create a bi-lateral experience in my mind.  it’s very soothing and brings me back to the NOW moment.

which speaking of…..my mate and i were equally lamenting and laughing over our girl – how she bounces from one activity/thought/etc. to the next – with ease – and quite quickly.  that’s how kids are – beautifully equipped to simply be in the moment.  we spoke of how we are also innately able to do this – but having all of these “chores” to do each day takes us away from that experience.  add in the thoughts about ok how will we pay for this, what needs to be taken care of today….as my child says “and, well, yeah there ya go”…  as we stated – we could easily be in the moment if we had a self-cleaning house, replicator, full access to every one of our innate abilities then remove the pay to live system of enslavement and HECK YEAH – we’ll be in the moment with ease.

coming SOON to a NEW experience to you.  and you.  and you.  and you. and…..etcetcetc

love,

victoria

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after yet another experience of “I NEED TO SLEEP NOW” – where i drag myself to bed and don’t even recall falling asleep – just waking up an hour or so later.  tonight – when i woke up – i felt my muscles were quite weak and i was shaking all over – almost as though i was very cold suddenly.  my mate had the same experience.  and our girl – while she didn’t sleep – commented she felt her muscles were like jelly for a few moments. interesting as i had told my mate in private my muscles felt like jello.  she has also told me in the last 2 days she feels butterflies in her tummy as though something big is about to happen. butterflies of excitement.

something’s definitely “up”.

but what is “it”?

i like to know.  i like to be in charge of my ENTIRE experience.  deception and i don’t align.

i also had some moments where again i felt i was walking sideways.

something about our reality is being changed – affected – by something.

the question is:  what is that “something”.  benevolent or otherwise?

others say to trust – do not engage in doubt.  and yet they are the ones who claim to hold answers and “secret” intel – having alleged access to these “comms”.

by nature i am a leader – not a follower – so this is especially challenging for me.  more than once i have commanded to be “in on the gig”.  let me see.

for now – i am going to detach and find something funny to watch.

love,

v.

 

to start, i had an interesting synch today.  a fun one.  last night i was dreaming of coins – silver coins.  when i woke up i was guided to continue the collection of silver coins (which in our opinion, is the most under-valued of metals – gold being the most over-valued – in terms of abundance and use in this realm).  so….earlier today my mate went to return a movie and on a hunch, decided to check the coin machine (coin star).  he returned with a silver 1949 canadian piece.

looking online i see a lot of the new age philosophies – coming up and out – that serve one thing:  the matrix programs.  the first one was how it is up to each of us who is awake to awaken the rest to raise the vibration of the planet.  false.  first what is the truth of “awake”?  we don’t know everything – yet – at least we don’t know all that has been hidden here.  i can’t awaken anyone anymore than i can control another.  all we can do is be ourselves and hold the knowing of who we really are within and be that – as we are in our current state of Being.  will some of that “rub off” on others?  yes –  of course.  we are all connected.  but to hold the thought that it is our responsibility to awaken others?  nah.  that’s an individual doing.

the other one – that is actually one of those trigger phrases for me – it is our pain that allows us to know who we are.

uh, no.  i do not align with this one in any way.

we come into this experience knowing who we are.  we carry that with us. always.  what happens is due to the “rules” and doing’s of the experience here, all suffer some level of trauma.  the purpose of trauma is to BLOCK us from knowing/being/remembering and most importantly REMAINING in our True Selves.  it’s been a cycle.  hurt people hurt others.  on and on.  it’s part of the virus.  we don’t need to go through “hell” to know “heaven”. this is a “new age” program that serves the continuation of harm.  evil.  free will. can any of you remember being a child – or even an adult – and having an experience that left you asking “WHY are you doing this to me?”  pain ensues.  we have this response because we KNOW it doesn’t align with who we are.

so let the healing continue.  but let us also embrace the Truth that we don’t need to continue the cycle by essentially asking for more of the same.  for if we believe it is true that pain helps us remember who we are – we are actually calling for MORE pain to enter our experience.   who in their full self – right state of being – would do that to themselves?

Love Heals.  Love Awakens.  Love Supports.  THAT is what we REALLY need.

and as my trauma healing practitioner reminded me this week – the strength (and Truth) of YOU has always been inside.

embrace it.  know it.  Be it.

love,

victoria

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so….i don’t know if this very new (never before seen) and unusual signature had any influence on how i felt today….but all day i felt very neutral.  calm. no strong emotional pokes or feels.  just – chill.  i’m just sittin’ here watchin’ the bubbles blow all arouuund….

i could also sleep and sleep and sleep and sleep and, well, you get the picture…

so – i really have nothing other than that – nothing new – to say or add so i will keep this one brief.  here’s the latest schumann read with those 3 horizontal signatures.  trying enlarging it.  it is really unusual.  the top two are similar – the bottom one – in a class all by itself fluctuating between 36 and 32 Hz.  other than that – a lot going on below…

love,

victoria

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