i misunderstood who the “team” was referring to when they spoke of “Hue-manity” as compared to “hu-manity”. while i still don’t feel ok about using a capital H as compared to a lower case h, i see they were referring to the hue being’s as being those awake – here to awaken hu being’s (hu being’s defined as being “unawake”). i had originally thought the hue-being’s were referring to the non-human being’s who are a part of this experience who often channel and use language that is vague and carries an energy of “better than”. that is a deep issue with me and so i got triggered and did not let myself see/feel different.
i do now.
that being said – i still find them repeating messages that are quite vague so i remain in a position of observation in terms of their service to us. it is possible that there are races of being’s who use metaphor’s to speak. the language barrier. who knows what our Original language was. just one more truth to be remembered. i still remain a Being who aligns with the concept of “give me action – not words”.
doing some inner quiet “stuff” a few days ago, which included some pendulum work, i got “10 weeks” (more or less). no specific dates – just a time frame.
putting this together with what i have watched tonight i am going to say this: declass happens in august. trials begin september 27th (9/27).
i will try and remember this so i can either do a “wow i was right!” or a “ok i missed that one”.
i had an interesting dream last night. i am remaining neutral on it as i know outside influence is still a possibility. it involved a character (male) i have seen in my dreams on rare occasions going back 30 years. he is always young – and looks like someone from my childhood school days. he first made an appearance in my 20’s and i felt he was wanting to show me something – guide me to a new creation. he stuck around in my dreams until i met my mate.
last night he came through again. it was a kitchen scene – the sun was shining through the windows – it was actually quite beautiful. felt like a gathering – i could hear and feel others in surrounding rooms. my mate was there with me – and the three of us talked a bit. this male character then began sharing information (which i cannot recall – it was more feeling/telepathic sharing) and i got excited as i said “you’re talking about the event!” the scene ended.
the longing for new only increases. tribal connection. home. real sense of family and friends. i am overly done with being the “weird one in the room”. i did not come here to fit in – obviously. and i am ok with that. what i am struggling to “be ok with” is not having that tribe/circle – that sense of BELONGING. that’s the term. i long for a sense of BELONGING. enough of this nonsense fake pretend crap. enough of the looks when i present myself AS I AM. the feel in my most inner self is I AM DONE WITH THIS EXPERIENCE. holding pattern i feel i am in. at the end of the diving board. the end of the road. let the doorway to the new open.
for all who wish to move on.
love,
victoria
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when i woke up this morning, i felt a hush – a quiet. there was even a lack of car and airplane noise. my mate noticed the same and commented on it. he reminded me today was the mueller testimony and reflected people were probably at home watching. i felt into that and had a feeling the narrative wasn’t going as planned for those not yet awake to the agenda(s): people were likely low in mood.
i checked online later and while i haven’t saved anything or researched how it went – the general consensus was there was nothing new to be found only confirmation of criminal activity and WHO was really behind this ridiculous show.
so i send to them – it’s ok. we’ve ALL been fooled here. let us unite as we move forward – watch the end of this movie together. remain open to our perspective changing as NONE of us have access to the full truth.
i wanted to share an unusual experience i had on monday. last weekend i went to check my change in my fanny pack and noticed it was gone. i dumped that thing upside down – removed all of my stuff. nope – no change. that was odd as i could not recall spending change.
flash forward to monday afternoon. our daughter and i were at a thrift store and i found something cool to give to my mate. this particular store doesn’t accept debit cards – only cash or check. i had neither on me so i thought to just ask if they could hold it while i went home and got some cash. something told me to look in my fanny pack so i did – and there was my change.
what the frig?? lol i told the clerk the reason for my surprise and said “it’s like i jumped timelines or something.”
did we experience one of these alleged timeline jumps? or merge perhaps? this one seems favorable given the result. i have been reading of people losing objects only to have them turn up in the same place.
for now – i leave this with some energy reads. as you can see – we have missing data (again). and proton and electron spikes going up and down as well as the plasma. and the schumann signature continues to be – unusual. in terms of how i feel – i had a lot of energy until about 20 minutes ago – when all 3 of us showed signs of needing some quiet time.
love,
victoria
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UPDATE: (sometimes perhaps i need to “wait” and let a feel resonate before i just share….it is possible the message/advice was to help us stay out of the lower energy/depressed state of “longing”….as i was outside sun gazing and drying my hair, reflecting on this, i felt it was useful to keep the desire going and to KNOW it was happening….a higher state of Being than in a more depressed state of longing……longing combined with knowing….and one last share – as Sister D passed along to me – the idea of all of this purging we are doing – feels to me like we are being poked to do – who does that feed? energetically? “them”. they’ve had enough “food” from me. from us all. so feel away – and use discernment to see if this is yours to feel or just another memory coming up that we have visited 100 times before. if we are the controller’s of our experience, then we get to choose when we are “done” with an emotional energy.
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i’m in the middle of my doing’s for the first part of the day and when i “get” something (message/feel) i usually will write it down and share it later. not doing that today.
i was thinking about and feeling into the advice we were given yesterday in the latest DTC video – how we are to cease longing for Home. maybe i didn’t hear correctly – but that is what i recall hearing and it hit me like a jab in the gut.
what? stop longing for Home?
isn’t that like telling a prisoner to stop longing for getting out and returning Home to friends and family whom you have been a part from for a long time? yes, yes – it is.
doesn’t the longing – the desire to return Home – keep that energy flow to Home alive? i would think family from Home would feel it if we stopped that energy flow to return. speaking only for myself – given who i am – if i were to be in the position of being outside of this realm and had loved one(s) inside, i would feel sad and concerned if suddenly i stopped feeling my loved one’s longing for Home.
perhaps it’s a semantics issue that wasn’t fully explained.
or perhaps not. i’m feeling off as i said – about this latest one. perhaps it’s because of the horrid attack she experienced weeks ago. some lingering compromises there. this isn’t to judge her – overall i find her to be like most of us – wanting the truth – and wanting to just be free to go Home (whatever/wherever that experience is).
so no – i am not able to live in an inauthentic manner and that includes ceasing to acknowledge my life long longing for Home “out there”. i don’t need to obsess about it – but that feeling i carry deep within my being and my heart – shutting it off is not an option.
i’ve been feeling into this one for a couple of hours now – this concept that we have to continue to purge until the end. in other words – struggle and suffer. what/who would want us to struggle until we get out of the game of control? the creator’s of the game. i’m just not feeling “right” within about this.
if they can take our consciousness – take a piece of that energy and insert it here in these avatars – then GOOD can use that same “technology” (or whatever method) and pull us out and reinsert back into our Real Bodies. (this is using the premise that our real bodies are at home – something LMH and Rose both say – and until i possibly know different, is my feel/theory as well) the question: what is “leaving” here? these bodies with our consciousness or just our consciousness?
i feel they are poking at us making these physical bodies suffer. the astral realm is said to be cleaned up/closed down and yet how did the entities who reside there – who play their trauma scenes while we sleep – how did they not get removed in that closing down/cleaning up? isn’t this a TOTAL CLEAN UP? why were they allowed to stay inside this realm?
yeah….not feeling ok about this.
i don’t feel we have an obligation or responsibility to do “work” in order to remove any of the sheot that THEY put into US – especially when “THEY” have all of the knowledge and we are just more or less flying blind – going by perception, reflection and feeling only.
perhaps it is time to say “nope – that is just a program. it’s an illusion.” and focus on something that brings us joy. pleasure. happiness. laughter.
i am watching one of the videos i linked in my previous piece (ancient suppressed atmospheric electricity). earlier today my mate and i were talking about this ground hog day feeling we have felt for a year or two. aka “rinse and repeat” in this house. we feel we have been reset here. others have shared this concept.
let me elaborate. the controller’s find a way to end the game just before we reach full awakening and take back our power by using dark tech to essentially press the “reset” button in this matrix game. some global cataclysm – disease – or civil war type scenario wipes us out then we are reinserted back again only to essentially have the same sort of experience (and let’s be honest here – it is very difficult to have a REAL creative free experience in this realm – in a pay to live environment – in an environment where you are poisoned, controlled, taxed, etc.).
rinse and repeat. here is a good channel that speaks about this topic.
listening to this video referenced above i can see where one of the reset points was around the time of the civil war in the 1800’s (and the civil war was not about slavery either – it was about states rights – i linked a video months ago about this). another reset point could have been during the fall of Rome. my mate had a vision yesterday that he and i were around during that time and saw it fall (then got thrown back into this pit for another go-around). and it would not surprise me if they have continued to attempt to “reset” us. maybe those are the timeline jumps some have said we see on the schumann. they make the attempt – and are blocked. could explain why in part many of us feel so exhausted energetically or explain why many have felt between two world’s for some time now. we may have been – literally.
this time – this experience – is different. we have a PLAN. if HRC had won, we would have had another reset. but now – there will be NO MORE.
please hold that intention if it resonates. hold the intention for FREEDOM. for TRUTH. NOW. please don’t let your sink into their lower energy agenda that says you have to learn lessons in order to…..that says you have to do what they say or what another says. that is nothing but just another game of power over. the Source in me says you are LOVE and you were created to CREATE FREELY. nothing more – nothing less. your RIGHT. your beautiful inherent RIGHT to create as YOU WISH without interference.
all of us doing this – in just the way i shared – and there IS no power over. no control. just live/create and let live/create.
comments are interesting – one in particular speaking of having to really increase the meditation as these magnetics are really creating a lot of internal stress/pressure. difficulty with keeping focused. feeling woozy – like i am dragging myself through each moment. lately i could sleep off and on throughout the day. the comment was made of people losing their sh## out there. i am seeing more incidents of the mentally ill homeless people in my city. it is – insane. we visited with a neighbor tonight – went to go see her – just 6-7 blocks from our home. she was telling us what she sees daily on her street. there is graffiti across from her beautiful home. some homeless addict has occupied the park just 1 block from her home – totally illegal of course (he busted in as the park has been blocked off due to construction – so in other words, i cannot take my child there due to the construction but this freak can bust in and set up camp and all the police can do is arrest him – which happens each day for the past 3 weeks our neighbor said – and he then gets released and returns the next night).
it is UNREAL to me – like i am living in the twilight zone. it has been a growing problem but it has exploded the past several months. they’re taking over the parks. blocking walk ways and bike paths. drugged out – strung out – they violate ordinances. laws. they are relieving themselves in doorways to businesses around town. they leave behind their trash which includes needles. mattresses are being found in the local rivers. they are killing local wildlife and leaving behind dead animals (pets) in carriers.
this is hard to read isn’t it? it has been difficult to read of this and see the images being captured by locals. it is hard to imagine someone so far gone – they don’t care. they flat out don’t care. locals are speaking of taking action as our mayor and city council allowed this to happen and have NO action plan in dealing with this crisis.
so i have seen what the sanctuary city agenda is – and it is to allow for the mentally ill to roam the streets by closing down the state mental hospitals. provide them with cheap opiates we allowed to enter freely through our open border policies. install politicians at the local levels to support this agenda. tax the hell out of the local citizenry in order provide services for the criminals and immigrants here illegally while neglecting infrastructure and not protecting the law abiding citizens by refusing to clean up the literal mess that has been created due to their policies.
i see change happening slowly in other parts of the country and world but here in sanctuary world? the social problems have only increased as a result. those (few) awake here are rightfully mad – and are tired with the focus and compassion being shown to these criminals who have no value for themselves and as such, those around them.
violators of freedom. anyone who engages in that behavior whether sober or wasted is still making the choice. and my once great compassion for them has waned. i would like the money to move to another town – to a state – where this sanctuary agenda is recognized for what it is and as such – is not allowed. we don’t need to make it illegal – it already is.
for now – here are some reads. the proton and electron reads have been offline the past 2 days.
The geomagnetic wobbly woozelies just keep coming!
so today feels like i am purging out quite a lot of toxins. my mate is having the same experience. absolutely exhausted too which given the plasma reads today, that would likely be a big contributor to the zzzzz experience. and by exhaustion i mean stumbling like i’ve had too much to drink (too much plasma perhaps?). emotions all over the place. the need to scream and cry – release. i am seeing this in all the members of my family.
today’s plasma read:
this fatigue is what is getting difficult. it doesn’t help that i have been woken up by either my child or our neighbor’s barking dog in recent nights. that dang dog barked non-stop for over a half hour in the middle of the night. apparently this dog been doing this for over a year – disturbing our next door neighbor and she won’t call animal control and deal with it. i am only able to hear it now as i have cracked my window to keep the room cool at night. if this keeps up i will deal with it.
are my experience simply part of this alleged transition process or the result of living in this system which has just become all but unbearable. i had a friend over last night and we had a very honest, open, totally authentic conversation – the only kind of which i am comfortable in having now. she has chronic health issues and lives on a fixed income. we both agreed our lives would be SO MUCH EASIER and far less stressful if we had the money we NEED. i told her i showed my mate a visual by saying “this is our current needs” – and i placed my hands about 2 feet apart – then said “this is our ability to meet them now” and placed my hands about 4 inches apart. it was WONDERFUL to have that feeling validated for she has the same feel and life experience.
how long are we supposed to trust and wait? all of this talk of abundance and the healing tech to alleviate our struggle and suffering. damn – ENOUGH IS ENOUGH. less talk – more action. the speculation and talk has really left me feeling quite short-tempered now. when i read or hear or am told of “it’s done” or “now is the time” – SHOW ME. i am reminded of the movie – Jerry Maguire:
“SHOW ME THE MONEY!”
back up the words with PROOF. for until it has entered my experience – until i receive what is rightfully mine (and yours) – it is all just WORDS now.
words. words words words words.
give me action. action. action not words. apparently i am quoting def leppard now. lol
that is all for now. here is to A C T I O N.
love,
victoria
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we wondered what all of the low flying choppers were about this morning. no one was injured. this is just an example of the crap that is going on in this sanctuary city. there are a lot of unanswered questions and it feels very “off” to me (controlled situation). allegedly, according to a statement from his mother, he was taking some of the marijuana concentrates and given what i know about them, they are VERY high in THC – VERY potent and should not be available to the public, so perhaps this was all it took for this young man. our police department is top notch though, handled the situation perfectly, and i am grateful for that.
link to watch video: https://www.koin.com/news/oregon/reports-of-active-shooter-at-foster-farms-in-corvallis/
