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Today’s Reflection/Experience ~ 8/20/19

i woke up this morning and could feeeeeeeeeeeeel within i was being “jerked” around in some time-loop experience. at least an attempt to “rinse and repeat”. it’s an energy. i have no proof other than that inner feel.

and i thought “some say that’s nonsense. no truth to it.” talk myself out of it. and yet – i couldn’t so i stopped.

and i thought – why is it nonsense? isn’t it possible ALL of us are experiencing this transition in our own unique way? and those unique ways align w/others forming some sort of a collective experience.

of course.

that also explained, for me, this question of how could people look at this reality here and think it is thriving? or want to restore/repair it? none of that aligns with me. i have been searching for something that feeeeeeeeeeeeeels beautiful to me within as i look at nature, etc. and it is a challenge now. and when i am able to find something of beauty it doesn’t move me the way it once would.

so again – my experience. my inner feels. and my perception. unique. we are One but not the same.

checking out some of the social media i see others are feeling as i am. that feeling of being looped again. and the “oh dear all that is let this be the LAST TIME THIS HAPPENS I CANNOT TAKE THIS ANY MORE!” here’s the image i just had: i am seeing a child who is attempting to move forward and the parent grabs their arm and pulls them back. for us though this isn’t about keeping us safe – this is about control. matrix not wanting to let us go. to which i say – too effing bad ‘tards. we’re outta here!

and that voice of condemnation now kicks in and says “be nice be kind don’t talk that way”. eh, whatever. sometimes that voice is just another program.

i had another image around that time – a strong, strong feeling within accompanying it. i’m on a board game and i have literally walked on every piece and now i am at the end square and can go no more. why? no more square’s to walk on.

as i was having these inner moments of energetic discomfort within i finally let loose – raised my voice and cried to release. that helped some – and yet i found while out and about most everyone’s energy annoyed me. didn’t matter what i “told” myself. i could calm the inner fire of annoyance but i was not able to toss it out. so – i let myself just Be.

and in doing THAT – i went on with my experience without wanting to smack someone. lol

i pause as i am reminded of a meme i saw last night of an old woman – sitting in chair, doing some sewing project, looking at the camera with a perfect look of grumpiness. the slogan said something like: I don’t like people sometimes. They make me want to say bad words.

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lol

we all annoy one another at times don’t we? part of the experience of awakening and knowing – at least if this is YOUR experience – knowing this is a game. a trap. a controlled experience. while also knowing you are getting O U T.

with the details sketchy at best.

so we breathe. and do the best we can.

and eat chocolate cake.

love,

victoria

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Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.

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Some observations in my locality

i was just reading a post on a local social media page and read where people are commenting on how more dogs are barking incessantly lately – at all hours. my mate and i made that comment just a few days ago as it is something we have noticed ourselves in our neighborhood. most long term subscribers know my daughter and i have been chased or approached by aggressive dogs. it was something that began in early 2018 and went off and on for several months. in all of my years as a human in this realm i have/had NEVER experienced anything like that – such an occurrence only happening once when i was a child and that was only after i had provoked a dog by teasing it.

we are also noticing a change with local wildlife. the song birds seem to have disappeared. instead we have a large population of scrub jays who squawk a most horrid sound – repeatedly. the crows – which we used to have in abundance – have all but disappeared. i have seen no robins this year. i have seen a huge decrease in bees, wasps and hornets, flies, mosquitoes and even lady bugs.

the weather – has been almost as weird. much cooler than normal – and even when we have had normal heat or above normal heat – the nights are damp and are downright chilly as in i wear socks to bed most nights. we also have this near continual breeze which has been going on for months now. earlier in the year it was more powerful – now it’s just a nice breeze we have much of the time throughout the day.

and then there is the huge increase in homeless addicts and mentally ill roaming the streets. i don’t know what is more surprising to me – the vastness of the problem now or the fact that many do not SEE it. my visiting friend asked how anyone around here couldn’t see it – it’s so obvious. all throughout the city.

makes me continue to consider the possibility that some are programmed NOT to see. are they even “real”? a rather unpopular perspective – but i know enough – have seen enough – feeeeel enough to know that in any game that is controlled by unseen beings – ANY THING is possible. holograms. inserted players. clones.

so…… things are indeed changing here. let me know if you are noticing a change in your area – in particular w/the animals. that is the biggest change we are noticing at this moment.

love,

victoria

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Today’s Reflection and Experience(s)

i was out of the loop today with all of the happenings ~ and it’s likely good for my mind/heart/soul that i was given the headlines i just linked. yikes!

i was however tuned in to the All earlier – the Flow. i have a life long friend in town. we haven’t seen each other in years. we have always had this common connection and have been able to maintain a friendship even when we have vastly different perceptions at times. today while in the shower portal, i was thinking about our visit. she was coming over today and i had been thinking about what to say to her. what to talk about. i felt this quiet but still very present sense of urgency to “spill the beans” on the things i have researched and what i perceive as happening here in this realm and outside. at first i resisted thinking i didn’t want to overwhelm and i did not want to come across as arrogant or preachy but something – the Flow – just came through and essentially said “go for it. share it all.” all of it?! i thought. yes – all of it.

i then had this inner knowing that NOW was the time for her to hear these things. and again i thought oh that sounds so arrogant – but the feeling of arrogance was not there. i felt there was a reason she was here in town NOW and that NOW was the time for me to tell her and for her to hear it.

so – a few hours later my beautiful friend arrives. we hug and laugh and talk….like old girlfriend’s do. we settle ourselves out back while our girls went into the pool. we had not seen one another in 4 years and i felt there was so much to say where do i even begin? we talked for a few minutes – getting into the flow of conversation. and then i felt it. felt that nudge and i just began to talk.

i began by talking about the site and how that came about. then, well, out it came. the stuff about where we are. the controller’s inside and outside. our “fall” (hijack). the deep state. jfk’s assassination. the cia. the plan. trump’s role. even jfk jr. it just all came out in this flow – in bits – but still in this flow. my mate wandered in and out of the conversation from a distance and said, “honey don’t redpill her too much!” i wasn’t trying to do anything really. this came from my heart.

her eyes popped open wide several times – and she was open and receptive and well, in short, she believed what i was saying – at least she wasn’t surprised. she’s already very awake to the nonsense in the world. the media. politics. the role of big pharma and the corruption of the medical system. but, as she said, until just 2-3 weeks ago, she couldn’t stand Trump – but she began to question the insane hatred being thrown at him.

and now, well, she seems to get it. and she even said she never did feel JFK Jr died. lol she is very intuitive. always has been.

i just know this had Divine Plan in our conversation. it’s interesting too as she lives in a sanctuary state and her city has become as much of a horror show as has ours – in ways that are a little different but she as well has noticed how this horror just kinda went nuts this year. she had driven around our town enough to see the tents and campers littering the streets and was shocked – also saw a camp in a local park. also of interest – her child had displayed similar behaviors recently as has our own girl and a couple of our girl’s friends have as well (according to the parents). so yeah – she knows something big is up. and now, i am hoping, she has a better view of what that is. the more you know, the more you can approach the situation.

i pause – and laugh – as i think how i have rather longed for just one experience where i am sharing my perspective and especially my support ot Trump and not get attacked. “just one experience,” i have said for some time now. and today – i received.

it’s crazy out there now. hold onto one another. energetically. physically. emotionally. however we can. and it will be all right. it will be MORE than all right.

it will be – perfect once again.

love,

victoria

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Today’s Energies

Today’s words: flustered and agitated

WOW! I feel like I’m birthing a cow – inner energy experience….

Today was a day to just unplug from everything. No talking. Solitude.

I had neither. lol

The drama is off the charts now. I took one look at twitter and said “uh, no thank you” and exited. The attacks going on from both sides are at a zenith level now – neither “side” seeing the division they are creating. There is this external pressure to “pick a side” while the rest of us (myself included) say “i don’t align with picking any side”. Freedom and love. Quiet. Peace. And the inner exhausted voice says “and to be left the frigging he## alone!”

I have been doing a lot of “I Am Love” remembering – reminding myself of just that. A LOT. Quietly. Deep breaths going along w/the doing. And always and only coming from my Heart space.

One of our neighbors – who doesn’t look into the whole awakening/truther movement – commented that the insanity between the “two sides” is off the charts, most particularly today.

Where is this going?

Is this a giant whirly derby of energy that is going to continue to increase until the bubble bursts and suddenly we’re all just finally AWAKE? The energy increases until it hits TRUE Zero Point?

Where all just IS………….

And in that all just IS………..no one harms another.

Live and Let Live.

As I continue to say. (i have mastered persistence in sharing a message – i am a mother….sounds better than saying i am a master nagger)

This is more than just physical human being’s and their human parts. This is an Energy pushing through this entire realm exposing and purging and cleaning and sucking up and out anything that ain’t going forward. And this will continue until the end of this year, I feel. I keep feeling/getting that NOTHING of the “old” ways goes forward into next year. There is indeed a cut off point – a space and a place we can measure on our calendars – when all of this chaos ends.

And I feel we will have days that are energetically more in alignment with peace. Love. Freedom. Soft, gentle energies of Home/Original Source Experience. If this is what is happening as I have described, that would be the Loving way…..like cleaning a house that has become totally cluttered. You feel ick cleaning until you find a space of beautiful flooring again and feel that relief/calm energetically – until you work on the next spot.

Back and forth until the whole space is Clean.

Source providing the vacuum power – we guiding the machine.

Or something like that.

For now – as I said earlier today during a moment of intense drama inside the household: When you are getting lost in intense emotions that don’t feel so good you just suck it up and DO the best you can and BE the best you WANT to be in that moment.

Love,

Victoria

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Here’s what’s going on (some humor or attempt at humor)

….according to all i am reading….and have been reading….

chemtrails have stopped. unless they didn’t because they seem to continue on w/the agenda (certainly here in my area). but then again maybe they contain a different formula that is healing this realm as i am also reading which is a possibility but again – who knows for sure unless someone (as i continue to request/mention) tests the substance falling.

epstein is dead. unless it’s alive and in witness protection. or he may have committed suicide. or perhaps he was murdered. or perhaps as i read today his physical body was killed off and he was met by powerful being’s and is facing interrogation outside of this realm.

mike pence was implicated by a florida attorney – unless he really wasn’t and this is was just click bait material as i have not found any sauce on this. he’s good. he’s bad. he’s part of the plan and being controlled. take your pick on this one.

we’re getting outta here on december 21st or maybe december 31st. or perhaps in 2024. or maybe tomorrow. or maybe NOW and i am really speaking to you from HOME.

there were only a small number of souls who created every one of us. and they are all here now – even though each of them are quite different and have totally different narratives in terms of what is going on now. unless that is just another story and what really matters is we are eternal consciousness – always have been – always will – and really who cares who created whom? i came from Source – a spark – and continued to create my way here and there and everywhere all the way to where i am here in this fine little moment.

jfk jr is dead and those who follow that narrative are middle aged white women – of which i am both – but we are also highly naive according to a twat on twitter and some of his followers. deep breath. so…..what that young man has yet to learn is this: middle aged women in general have developed their inner b.s. radar and know well enough that Truth is not gleaned just through logic but with Heart and Soul. he’s alive. so there.

we create our own reality. sort of. well, most of the time. well ok maybe here and there but not really full on free creation. well ok maybe it is hard to really create here. so that being the case then what we DO have control of is our thoughts and responses TO those situations we are not in full control of having. well that is unless you have no mind control agent smith’s aimed at you at the moment. and well ok if you are totally free of all subconscious thoughts that don’t hold truth of who you really are. in a nutshell when you lose your sheot – eat some maple pecan peach ice cream because it really does make everything just fine in that moment. give it a try. i’ve gone through 1/4 pint of it tonight.

signing off for the day….

love,

victoria

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Today’s Photo Captures

had a couple of “look at the tv” moments. all day i thought of and felt into “Home” so “East” and “Almost Home” was a nice synchro moment. and our little mischievous squirrel, who lives in our tree out front, was taking a break, enjoying the coolness of the sidewalk. it was 90 here – the hottest we have seen in weeks. i thought he looked cute lying there like that. the moon in the sky looked quite stunning. we bartered an older telescope for a camera a couple of weeks ago and as you can see – it takes really nice pictures. enjoy!

love,

victoria

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Needs for August

We are in need of an extra $500 for the month with expenses/repairs. As I have said, our income took a $240/month hit since January. This doesn’t include the cost of food hikes either. The temporary work I was doing for our neighbor has ended.

Could really use the help. As I say – all contributing just a few dollars each month would alleviate this ongoing financial burden. Thank you and much love.

Victoria

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An evening synch

when i shared my reflection piece earlier today i had a real challenge posting it. first i was not able to include a photo. the one i really wanted refused to upload. so i settled on the one i included. then the site would not post the article. kept getting an error warning.

this “challenging” experience went on for almost 25 minutes. i finally announced “ok nice try – i will not be blocked sharing this one”….but deep within i felt it wasn’t a “negative” block but something guiding me to sit on it and wait – the “perfect” photo had not yet been found to include in the piece.

waiting is not my strong point so i resisted and posted again. took me a couple more tries but it went through. energetically i still felt – the piece was not ready. i had settled on the photo.

i went about my afternoon. about 30 minutes later i walk into the living room. something guides me to look at the television to see the song playing.:

there it was. Reflection. Coming Home. the perfect photo to use for my piece. i just had to wait a little while. the experience had me in tears. i bring out the camera to show my mate – outside. i could hardly get the words out w/o my voice shaking so i whispered it. once he saw the photo on my camera screen his eyes teared up, a huge smile appeared on his face as he said, laughing “oh wow that is a synchronicity! we are so ready!”

energetically i don’t know how much more of this “misalignment” experience here i can endure. it is only increasing. i am also finding some of my other conversations with others who are saying they are feeling SOMETHING has to switch here. the way things have been and are simply cannot continue.

as i type this i receive a message from brother rick about home. “new body. new name. new earth. all in a flash.”

we are ready.

love,

victoria

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Today’s Reflection ~ 8/11/19

i awoke at around 6am this morning – wide awake – in a high level of inner angst. i got up and walked around – heated my warming buddies (it’s been very cool – unusually cool – here at night) and climbed back under the covers. i attempted to soothe myself with comforting thoughts – to no avail. i felt/heard within “let yourself feel these emotions. let yourself say what you need to say.” i questioned this – we’re taught (conditioned/pressured) to “be positive” – but that experience within was so full and heavy i went with the authentic approach. i also knew i would not return to sleep until i released.

so i cried. i moaned (quietly). i let myself say the words over and over about the disdain i have for this reality. i engaged in this process until i literally felt that huge ball of energy was gone. deflated.

as i drifted back to sleep i stated i would be gathering energy from Home and would awaken with a MUCH better inner state.

and that is exactly what happened. i awoke feeling deep peace in my heart.

and i also heard chatter in the background about families and Home and the process of returning beginning. it was one of those “quick listen to this before you fully wake up” moments. an image/vision came with it – a group of people from Home sending that message to the conscious piece of me here now – to carry me forth. a gift. the environment felt very busy. all of this came off from my left – my “sweet side” as i have always called it.

awhile later i checked in at twitter and noticed adam foremen state that the division of the families has begun.

at the very least – a synch. truth? oh how i hope – long. but as always – remains to be seen until seen/felt/experienced.

i then read on another social media page about the “split” has begun.

to be clear, i don’t align with the separation concept. however – i think this boils down to semantics. the concept of “home” IS varied and may be different for me than it is for you. or it may be the same. what is important – what is most important – is our Freedom to Choose the experience. that is what this is all about. an exit out of a system of control and return to the experience of full Freedom of choice. so for me the labels of 3d and 5d etc. are meaningless.

for myself – i have longed for home and my real family since i could hold a remembered thought/feel. nothing i have done has altered or removed the thought. i have tried over the years to convince myself otherwise – but the feeling has never left. that is not to dismiss the connections i have made here. i have every intention to continue those connections. and of importance – those connections i have made with these people here – all have too longed for Home and have felt a disconnect in the experience here.

so perhaps – this time for reals (lol) – we are on the cusp of “It”. many who don’t speak of the concept of “home” and “the event” are saying energetically they feel this current experience cannot continue – that we are at a breaking point. it is an energy within being felt by ALL now to varying levels. it is palpable. and it is H U G E.

here is to “IT”.

love,

victoria

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Some pretty photo captures to lighten the energy of today

the headlines are just too difficult for me to read today. batsheot crazy. i couldn’t bring myself to share any of them. so instead i am sharing fun, cool stuff tonight. on my walk today i took some photos of life. the first one looks just like the sun but i noticed something dark off to the left (that black object on the right is always there – on my camera lens). it’s darker in the first photo, lighter in the second – but something is there. the rest are self explanatory – flowers i stopped to enjoy. the last photo is tonight’s dinner – coconut chicken and rice with ginger, cinnamon, scallions and zucchini. very tasty.

energetically i felt lighter today. enjoyed that long walk, the music i listened to and the time alone.