Category: Daily Notes

Hello everyone.  My offer of CBD oil did not come through so I am again in need of some.  My body has gotten used to it and needs it to help with anxiety and sleep.  Thank you to any and all who can help me with this!

Love,

Victoria

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nothing new to share.  still feeling this low funk and the ongoing need to get it DONE already!  as i just heard “it’s time to put up or shut up”.  rather blunt – perhaps harsh.  but yes – i feel that experience too.  all of this talk talk talk.  i need to seeeeeeeeee action action action.  i wish i had something new – some insight – something spectacular to share.  well wait now – lol – i just remembered i did have this dream last night (i had forgotten about it). trump shows up off to my left – looking as he does now.  he doesn’t look at me – just points ahead so i follow where his finger is pointing to.

i see a stage.  and a huge curtain – light green.  the curtain has a gold zipper – huge zipper – going from the bottom to the top.  it’s a little over halfway up – and i see it is opening.  i see a small light coming through it.  the feel was the light was growing and that damn curtain was wanting to burst wide open – but not in a chaotic way.  a grand way.  the Light wanted/wants to SHINE through.  that’s what light does.  wants to be SEEN.

i also noted a smaller zipper right up near the top.  i got the feel that was for those going to the reality/experience Trump is helping set up.  i didn’t need to see that.  i was waiting for the Light to fully appear.

the dream ended.

so maybe i do have a little bit of something “useful” to share today.

love,

victoria

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Subscribers will note your email inbox was empty yesterday of my posts.  I couldn’t feel into posting the usual.  I found nothing that resonated.  Yes, the schumann spiked and the plasma was quite dense.  There was some interesting/new JFK Jr intel I saw.  But….None of it aligned with me.

I am quite bothered with the recent deaths – some of these people having inside info on that laptop intel.  Why hasn’t the Alliance/Q Team assigned body guards to all vulnerable assets?  I don’t get that.  I continue to feel this plan/change-over is taking far too long.

Of course there are some who say arrests are happening but won’t offer any proof just that their “insiders” tell them such.  A female psychic continues to claim HRC has been executed but offers no proof other than the same narrative.  She gets defensive when people ask for further proof or question her.  Why is she demanding such blind trust?  She may be correct in her info. And yet she has this alleged “privilege” (inside intel) that you and I don’t have.  How is that then “fair” of her (or others like her doing the same) to engage in defensive behavior when questioned?

Heather remains in jail in spite of saying “see you tomorrow” to her family. What was THAT about?  Why this elusive speak?  Why not just speak in a language that ALL can understand.  It isn’t as though she doesn’t have that ability.  Feels like a game to me and I DO NOT like being played.  I like direct answers. Communication is a two-way street and all parties have the responsibility to ensure ALL understand what is being communicated.  To do otherwise is a game…certainly not a very conscientious behavior.  I want you all to understand what I share here and I do my best to make sure that happens. When you ask questions I answer them to the best of my ability. And if I don’t know, I say it.

Then there is SerialBrain2’s recent post about our skies being clearer (chemtrail program being cleaned up).  They are?  Where??  I have held on to a powerful strong intention that this is Truth – and yet yesterday and today especially – no.  No proof of that statement.  I want there to be!  I went down that rabbit hole almost 20 years ago and so yeah – I REALLY want to see that program end.  Ready for it!  And yet – where is the proof?

So yeah….that whole “feels like a game” continues for me and I don’t like it simply because I know Who I Am and continue to get the feel of “where I come from we don’t do that”.

On to the next thought experience….where I live.  Sanctuary city.  We have a big problem with homeless drug addicts.  They are leaving their waste (both food and human kind) all over town.  It’s repulsive.  A mini San Francisco here.  They bring their pitbulls to local stores with them.  They smell.  They are whacked out.  There are places we do not take our child because of this.  And yet the local government enables them and has instructed the Police go “go light” on their behavior.  Why?  They are interfering with the rights of (otherwise) peaceful people to ENJOY their surroundings.  Yesterday at the local library, some guy was flipping out in a rage for awhile before going across the street to the once sacred central city park and continued his rant there.  The person who saw this did nothing – just shared it on a local group. The sentiment was local law enforcement doesn’t really do anything about this. So yug for the rest of us who wish to venture out and experience our outings peacefully.  I am more than ready for some inspiration within and from the Flow to guide us to a new community.  The one I have seen. Societal breakdown.  I want no part of it.  My compassion for those suffering has really waned – especially now that they are showing ZERO respect for the rest in their community.  How is that Freedom?  It’s just another example of the Free Will game.

I feel I have done my part.  For almost 30 years I have used my life to awaken.  To question.  To glean new information.  To write about what I learn and to share it freely.

And I don’t know what else to share that hasn’t already been shared.  I feel I am beginning to sound like everyone else now – repeating the same words….hoping for the same outcomes….and yet here we still are.  I would LOVE some REAL intel instead of feeling my only choice is to engage in speculation.  We see things in the sky.  Ok, and?  We follow Q drops and the clues by our President.  And?  We listen to people who speak of our exit being imminent.  Dates come and go.  Feels come and go.  Alleged communications from Home continue to say “it is close”.

AND?  “Close” has already come and gone for most of us here.

I am not intending on being a “downer” with this share.  I just know Who I Am – and NONE of this sits “right” with me.  I try and make it fit.

For awhile I will find some peace – but is it authentic or just a matrix pacifier?

That – I don’t know.

And that – is where I will end this piece.

Love,

Victoria

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today has been one of if not the most challenging, difficult, uncomfortable day throughout this entire awakening/transition.  panic, anxiety was the most intense i have experienced – and it came over me like a huge wave – an unexpected wave.  i literally went from calm/centered to WTH AUUUGGGHH!!!???

i went home and took a nap until dinner.  that helped.  also experiencing a lot of nausea throughout the day…and this new type of woozy – or perhaps just more of it.  a few times today – including once on a walk and once at the store – i felt that pull from the left.  i had to literally move my body back to center as the pull was actually drawing my body off to the left.  i also felt myself outside of myself – and could see/feel i am really in a dream.  this entire experience – is really a dream.  that was powerful.  very brief/momentary – but powerful.  i have had that ponder – and have read others share the same.  is it Truth?  who knows.  i’m just sharing what i experienced today and as you can see – it was a lot.   the cats had a good one today.  i’m not much up for linking stuff tonight so i’ll just pass along the link.  pretty much aligns w/my own experiences energetically….

i have also been drawn to play the piano – in particular Queen.  brother rick has said for months at times when he has dream experiences of being at Home i am playing the piano – Queen.  i asked him a few days ago, as i was feeling guided to begin playing Queen and practice, what songs he hears me playing.  Somebody to Love me and the classic Bohemian Rhapsody.  ok then i can do that.  i went online to get the sheet music for B. Rhapsody.  i already play most of it but it is a complex song including scale changes so i have yet to master it.  now i want to.  usually when i look for sheet music it is a challenge to find it for free.  this time?  second search option was an entire PDF file of B. Rhapsody – all 9 pages – full size too (often free sheet music is small).  wow!  score!  (pun not intended – ha!)  i was then told today, by my mate, that there was a movie out last year – docu/drama – on queen.  NO WAY (i am so out of the loop when it comes to movies, music – anything really from the entertainment industry)…. so i look it up – found a trailer – and wow.  i was overcome with emotion.  everything in me said i needed to watch this movie.  tonight on my walk the people i stopped and spoke with knew of the movie – said it was wonderful – nomination for best picture. then i see where terran cognito has a picture of the queen’s head overlaid on Freddy Mercury’s body – a social media meme.  so yeah – Universe/Me are guiding me here to practice up on the Queen.  follow the Flow.  what else is there to do at this point in all of this?

and now i sit here – mate and i both – feeling nausea, craving white bread – so he’s off to do a late night run to snag a loaf of basic white bread.  funny – sometimes i wonder if he and i share the same space on the outside as we often have the same cravings or experiences.  i have had images of us side by side in our pods, holding hands.  weird.

now i hear this in my mind:  is this the real life.  is this just fantasy.  

i will end this piece by sharing that most amazing song.  once i have it mastered on the piano i will record it and share here. and as always, i like hearing your experiences.

love,

victoria

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this is really not a new thought.  just a more solidified energy for me on the term.  i was thinking about something one of you said to me earlier this year about Donald Trump and how he is single-handedly cleaning up this mess here.

he is, in a way, a Savior.

now i know that concept is like a stinky rag being held at a distance (in that some don’t want to touch it) in some new age communities as well as some who insist all of this is illusion (and to me i say who cares if it’s an illusion – we still FEEL the experience of separation and trauma so for ME at some level of me it IS “real” and get over the semantics nonsense.)

YES – we are ALL masters.

YES – as such we are ALL The Savior.

and yet – most of us forget this.

and at times – NEED FRIGGING SAVING.

i see someone drinking themselves to death – i’m going to step in and ask if i can help.  if that beautiful soul/human looks at me and says “yes please help” – i am going to help.  and that person will likely look to me as some sort of a Savior.  just like i have looked at others in the same Light.

SAVIOR = LOVE IN ACTION

can we align with that “definition”?  that comparison?

we’ve all been in the role of saving and of being saved.

i see bickering over this.  and when i see some saying the Savior thing is a myth – we’re all savior’s/masters – i ask the very basic question:  you are drowning.  you don’t know how to swim.  someone who does know how to come comes along, dives in and rescues you (another dirty rag not wanting to be touched) – saves you.

who cares at this point?

that’s what LOVE DOES.

sometimes we’re up.  sometimes we’re down.

sometimes we’re weak.  sometimes we’re strong.

we have POTUS and team – known and unknown – here in this realm and outside of this realm – working to Save Us (and themselves too) – from a system of control.

what is so “off” about viewing – feeling – it this way?  such thinking doesn’t make me feel weaker or less than.  if anything is helps me REMEMBER and as such is EMPOWERING.

YES – our POWER and the Fullness of Who We Are has been hidden from us. bodies hijacked (Original Code) as part of it.  some remember “better” than others due to a myriad of factors.

in the heart there are NO JUDGMENTS.  only Love In Action.

to assist.

help.

offer.

and Save.

love,

victoria