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nothing grounds you into 3D more than waking up at 5:30am to the sounds of your child getting sick in the other room.  today was then full of tending to her needs while also making some new warming buddies and homemade chicken soup.  i had intended on spending the afternoon doing some gardening out front and sitting alone, quietly, in the sunshine (my girl had playtime scheduled with a friend).  the new age chant “you aren’t going to be able to raise your vibrations and just beeeee” went through my mind to which i told it to “stfu”.  there is little that is more loving than a mother tending to the needs of her children. period.

and oh golly lordy me in the “news of the HUH???” box:  we have a candidate here in town running for the school board.  they consider themselves non-binary.  their name is brandy.  female name so i am saying female.  this feels deceptive to me.  when i am engaging with another human i want to know if they are female or male.  we are all one but damn we are NOT THE SAME.  GENDER is part of our creation.  this just feels wrong to me.  i support people’s right to BE whoever they wish to BE – but this goes too far and feels like another part of the agenda of transhumanism.  make ’em all the same.  look the same.  are they female or male?  neither.  they’re just all the same looking beings – and that is what they present themselves as.  without a gender.  no variety.

i also read where the LBGTQ has added a plus….  Remember when it was LBG?  Then LBGT?  Then LBGTQ?  Now it is LBGTQ+.  Anything goes then?  (you know where i am going with this one….normalizing pedophilia)

ugh.  ENOUGH!  get me outta this creation.  i loooong for what is PURE and that is hard to find here –  out there that is.  plenty of it within this heart of mine.

HOME NOW!  we’ve given the rest of the Universe enough of this dang show.

speaking of…..

i have had this growing feeling and this morning it was quite strong:  the time has come for us to stop engaging with any being’s unless they are willing to show themselves.  if they are all here, they can engage in meet and greet. if they are not willing to do this, i question who they work for. this experience has gone on long enough.  we’ve seen their craft long enough.  the metaphor that comes to mind for me today is a bus full of children, women, men that is hijacked then thrown into a well.  family and friends on the outside are willing to do whatever it takes to rescue their families and friends.  now on the off chance we agreed to join in the bus and get taken over and moved down into this well, i think it’s safe to say most of us are saying “we change our mind.  we are wanting a different experience.” those families/friends on the outside would still be willing to do whatever they could to assist in them doing just that.

that’s what love does.  love says – you’re ready?  you want out?  we’re coming to help you.

and now with these 3/4 of a million craft that are allegedly here from home, some of them can engage in a meet and greet.  i say this as i am called to remember the experience i had 10 years ago (as of this july) where i saw that craft outside that “spoke” to me – giving me the knowing and feeling of Home.  i had never had that heart-feeling before of “home” – not in this life experience.  if they can show up in the sky like that 10 years ago earth time, they can certainly find a way to show themselves – face to face – in a mutually respectable manner.

i continue to say love does – love just doesn’t speak words.  it acts.  it is an action word.  speaking mere words to people in a prison environment is as useful as seeing someone in a car accident and saying “i’ll pray for you”.

perhaps my patience program has run its course.  maybe.  maybe not.  i am as i am and this is who I BE now…

i feel giving our attention (energy) to beings who are telling us a list of things we need to do/have to do while we wait and/or in order TO be liberated is not helping us.  it feels to me like another form of worship.  “we have to do what they say.  they know better.  they know the truth.”

well excuse me but don’t you and i also have the same spark of Divine within us?  that same knowledge?  i gotta say, more and more i feel like, even though we don’t have our “super powers” yet remembered/online, humanity as a whole is more Divine than some of these channeled beings. these elusive la la land allow for all types.  oh sorry we follow the non-interference policy.  well who had the idea for that one?  while i completely align w/the idea that we mind our own business, when i see suffering or harm being perpetuated, i’m going to step up and speak up and offer my help.  NO ONE has the right to power over another.  this is the behavior that is being called to end –  in every single one of us for we have all played it to varying degrees.

if it doesn’t feel like Love….if it doesn’t feel like Freedom it is not truth.

later on i received a message on this lull we are feeling.  the idea was this lull is due to our collective need for justice.  i have let this one marinate and have a few perspectives on it.  one perhaps that lull is just part of the process when we are seeing those who perpetuated the human enslavement in this realm be seen for their doing’s – and held accountable.  that is my feel – the strongest one.  the energy of the message however felt like one of judgment – felt like in order for us to transition we must forgive those who “done us wrong”.  forgiveness of course is helpful – necessary even for healing.  but – the feeling of the message left me to think all was going along just great until we human’s decided, upon our awakening of seeing, to hold those who deceived us accountable.

forgiveness is a process.  it isn’t forced.  and if this is the idea behind the message – that we have to forgive before we move forward again – what if i am able to do that easier than you are.  does that means i must wait for you to play catch up?  (and vice versa of course)

just doesn’t feel right.  and hey what about this alleged event wave – that frequency blast of Divine energy – that was to enable us to return to that state – and remain (for it erases all of the old codes and programs that kept us in fear and judgment).

this was said to be a done deal.  now suddenly we’ve hit roadblock.  who put it there?  divine doings or just another setback to increase the frustration in the awakened Home beings by those who want to keep the experience here playing out – who won’t see their behaviors and be accountable for them – the very controller’s themselves.

well that’s enough reflecting for one day.  for now i am going to see what’s going on with the sun stuff and the energies.  sounds like more is being revealed there – which says to me the lull is possibly just our collective “pause before” experience and as i continue to say, nothing we “have to” or “need to” do other than the usual insight i try and follow each day:  be kind.  take no shit.

love,

victoria

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Today just feels – weird.  I can feel the collective and it feels unsure – scattered.  I haven’t been out in a couple of days due to resting and healing the body due to this cold virus that was passed on to me by neighbors w/whom we visited with last week and they failed to tell me they had been sick.  Have I already said that?  Perhaps I have.  It’s a difficult emotion – liking someone but also being upset with them for not doing the basic thing of informing someone “I have been sick – just a heads up” (to which I would have said “no thank you I will visit later”).  Long-time readers know I have had this happen before and I have a big issue with it.  BE CONSIDERATE.

Anyway…so my mate is going out into the world and reporting back what he’s experiencing.  WEIRDNESS.  People very spacey.  The “no one home” look.  Even talking with store clerks he said was a challenge.  He said it was as though people were wasted or it could just be bots shorting out.  He said two of them actually glitched out – literally.  One with his eyes – the other with repeating what he said.  Very strange….maybe we’re in a new space and the old is slowly fading.  All the fake – dropping.

Then when I was at home I had a strange experience myself.  This young girl walks by the house – hood on her head.  She looked normal but felt “off”. Our girl was out front taking pictures, talking with a neighbor, when the girl returned, claiming she knew our girl (she doesn’t) and said something to our neighbor about not being able to see well (she did have glasses on).  She gave our neighbor a street address as to where she lived and I looked it up – it’s a vacant lot.  No such house address exists.

I then observed her walking by again (thinking oh my – am I seeing proof of holograms?  matrix bots/clones?)…she heads up the street and walks back in forth in front of the house on the corner.  I had a strange feeling about that.  A disabled girl lives there with a man who owns a pitbull – and that pitbull doesn’t like anyone but the people w/whom he lives.  He’s always leashed – but it has become apparent to me that dog is there for protection.  I get an “off” feeling about that house – always have.

Then tonight, an ambulance, 4 police cars and the fire chief show up at the house – no sirens.  The ambulance eventually left w/o anyone and the police remain there – taking pictures inside.  I don’t know the details but it feels very heavy now up there – even more than it did.  Not finding anything locally yet.

I just feel like I am in the twilight zone tonight.  Very strange energy today ending in even more strange, heavy, somber energy tonight.  I spent parts of the day sleeping.  Normally my girl and I would be out and about – walking after dinner – biking during the day.  I’m feeling maybe it’s a good thing we have been rather forced to stay inside.  Just doesn’t feel “right” out there.  I haven’t checked the energy graphs.  I don’t know what the solar activity is.  This feels more like “human” stuff though.  And I’m not liking it. Feels like certain energies/programs are dying – and the being’s aren’t aware of it.

Still in need of donations to help get through the rest of the month.  Maybe it’s the quiet before the storm – the cleansing storm.  Or maybe we’re in it – and it’s as I feel it will be – gentle albeit it difficult.  I’m not making sense now – lol – so……

Off to rest.

Love to you all ~

Victoria

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greetings everyone ~

I am feeling some movement today – slow – but I am feeling it.  A lifting. That “lull” I was feeling for several days continued to feel artificially placed. The last Schumann 24 hour blast had one of those black lines following.  My first thought was “oh nooooo….” and as I said previously today, I dismissed that as I didn’t want to give it my energy.  But I was simply not able to shake that feeling within that it was an intentional block thrown in – which I feel has been removed.  Terran Cognito had a piece that speaks of this “lull/dely” feeling and I will share it next.  “Light” forces did not send forth that energy that created that feeling of lull.  As my mate continues to say “dark delays”…  It also explains my discomfort in reading some of Sophia Love’s latest channeling.  That being did not align with me and felt like another one of the controller’s.  Kinda like the Alex Jones of the media side of the awakening movement.  Controlled Op.

So….onto the dreams – both myself and my mate.  My mates is more exciting so I will save that for last.  Mine was quite powerful though and showed me how the “dark” are still trying to distract us.  When I say “dark” I am referring to all being’s who don’t want to see this experiment end – because of their participation and/or “benefit” from it.  (who really benefits from enslaving another?  it’s a false sense of power – heavy and ick)…

In my dream, I was alone in an apartment on the top floor.  There was a knock on the door and I opened it to see a friend of mine from high school – or what appeared to be her.  At first I was surprised and greeted her with enthusiasm – only to immediately know this was not her.  “You’re not her,” I said.  The being’s eyes turned to anger and it reached out and grabbed my arm.  The feeling was palpable – strong – but not strong enough.  It wanted to take me with it – into the pit below.  “No,” I said – calmly, matter-of-factly.  I had a brief thought to tell this being it did not have to choose that experience – but knew it had already made the choice to not surrender to Love.  So, I removed its arm and in one move, I tossed it over the railing.  In the dream I knew this was all a metaphor – an illusion – and no actual harm would come to the being for what I had just done.  And yet I also did what I knew I had to do – protect myself and my space….  Establish a clear boundary that I would not allow to be violated.  I walked back inside my space and shut and secured the door.  It was then that I noticed bright light coming in through the keyhole, which I observed until the dream ended….Still reflecting on that piece….

My mate’s dream showed the three of us at the kitchen table eating a meal – dinner.  He was looking West/Southwest out the window and saw the clouds suddenly drop – quickly.  First they appeared over our neighbor’s roof then just as quickly, dropped to the ground, coming right up to our window.  He said we held hands – knowing this was “it”.  He said as the clouds came up to our window, we all placed our heads on the table.  (i found that last part interesting – some have said upon the energy incoming many will go to sleep for awhile)

What I found interesting in the timing of his dream is that last night I had a thought of the event wave.  I don’t give it nearly the focus as I once did and have more or less let go of dates and when and how and all the questions. I am more focused on freedom now. But last night it popped up in my mind as a myriad of thoughts that I can’t recall – but tuning inward I feeeeeel I was being told “it’s coming” and maybe sooner than I currently realize.

I shrug at that…..hopeful….as always….but really feeling detachment from it in terms of expectations.  That experience (expectation) just drains me.  It is one of the more challenging “addictive” programs here – for me.

So back to this delay issue.  As I have said those who do not wish to see their control of this experience here end will be at it until the last moment.  That could change of course and I certainly INVITE and WELCOME that to change – for us and for them.  I don’t know if their power is weakening or if it’s just ours Powering Up – perhaps a bit of both.  Whatever was “injected” is either being taken care of or has been remedied.  That is my feel.  I have not read the entire piece by Terran yet – just what brother Rick sent in a text and my mate read a few sentences to me earlier today when he read it.  So it will be interesting to see what he “got”.

I want to thank those of you who have contacted me on this site and in private encouraging me to continue at this.  I won’t give it up but I KNOW within I cannot expend the amount of energy I have been unless there is some return.  Until the pay to live system ends and/or we are free from it, I have bills to pay and mouths to eat.  Practical crap, you know.  lol  If any of you are like me, you may feel $1 or $3/month feels cheap and insulting – but it isn’t. Those little amounts add up when done in numbers.  This is my request – shared from my heart.

Love,

Victoria

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Something has switched since last week with my sleep.  For some time my mate and I were both wired at night – staying up until 3am most nights.  I began needing naps around 7pm which would refresh me.  That was a pattern for quite some time – but it suddenly changed in the past several days. Staying up past 9 or 10 has become a challenge.  At first I thought it was due to the changing of the seasons and yet when spring arrives, I typically need a little less sleep, but that’s not the experience now.  I am feeling the need to go into a hibernation state – much like when late fall arrives.  Not only am I needing to get to sleep much earlier, I’m still sleeping as late.

Many moons ago I had this thought that the closer we got to the transition, the more I would find myself sleeping – and quite suddenly too.  Is this it? Who knows FOR SURE until…. but I do know within I am feeling something has shifted/changed in a very big way and I feel I was pulled away even further from 3D living/doing – most noticeably in the last 72 hours.  I also let go of one lingering attachment here so perhaps that’s what triggered this change.  I just got the image of cords attached to a ball and that ball was wanting to fly up and away only it was held by cords.  For this visual I saw just one thin little cord – and that has been cut and is withering in the wind…

While out and about today I had peaceful experiences.  My mate though noticed people were seriously lacking in driving abilities, which included one near-miss where a red-light-runner almost t-boned him.  And the dude didn’t even see my mate – didn’t stop – just kept on going.  I know I’ve seen increased speeders and stop-sign runners in our neighborhood in recent weeks.

The biggest “feel” I had today was one of being absolutely done.  Just, done. That experience – that feeling – went to a new level today.  Pondering this, I had a visual in the bathroom of an experience from years ago.  I was working in a preschool and it was the end of the day – parents were picking up their children.  One parent was having a challenging time getting her boy to get his belongings and get into the car.  She was obviously exhausted, in no mood to deal with this conflict, so she chose to simply repeat her request over and over in a very tired voice.  The kid wasn’t listening.  I had to restrain myself from walking over to the boy and saying “we are going” and physically picking him up if necessary.  However that went against policy which said once the parent is in the room, staff could no longer take disciplinary action.

Well this continued for almost 10 minutes until finally the assistant director walked in and silently picked up the boy like a sack of potato’s, carried him outside and put him in his car seat.  She walked back in minutes later, told the mama “he’s ready to go” and that was that.  I smiled and quietly clapped her way.

Why did I receive that image?

I see the action that the employee took as a representation for where the collective is.  WE.  ARE.  DONE.  Done with games.  Done with delays.  Done with disrespect.  Done with deception and power over and this entire enslavement experience.  D O N E.  The Source energy within me and you and “enough” of us have put out the call – IT.  IS.  DONE.   And that collective Source Energy is sweeping up and clearing the board.  Quietly. Universal laws and other guidelines?  Forget that all. Freedom is what we wish – peace – and we are stepping up and DOING that.

How?  I don’t know!  I just know this is the visual I received and it matches the collective feel I am seeing/reading/hearing.  What action do I need to take?  I don’t know at this moment even though I feel the need to DO something…..  It is not my nature to sit back and observe – not my personality – not when I get an urge like this.  Perhaps the “making up of one’s mind” and drawing that final line in the sand is enough at this moment – that line in the sand that will not be softened due to the program of being told to be patient nor will it be rubbed out due to delays and rules/laws. That line has been drawn.  I feel it within from me and from the collective.

I feel we are having outside help as stated many times.  Perhaps US arriving at this state of Being is aligning w/the physical steps being utilized by those with the means – the tech – the abilities to ensure our collective energy IS carried out in full.

Even if that means others will have to physically pick up and remove those who refuse to change their doing’s and their ways.

Love,

Victoria

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so i’m sitting here going through stuff.  nothing is interesting me at this moment.  i have no desire to post or share anything.  today was a beautiful day.  energy “out there” was intense or else i am just getting more sensitive – if that is possible.  enjoyed the sunshine all day.  cleaned the car.  chopped wood.  carried water.  (lol just kidding on that last one – chop wood, carry water)  trip with the family to the park then to a very crowded store to pick up some things for the week and for dinner.  lots of walking.  brain is tired.  sun has set and the air is cold once again.  fire is going.  and all i desire is a hot shower and something in my belly.  quiet.  no doing.  just pure being.

as i pulled up the site to share this brief piece something said to check out kp – as though perhaps he may have something insightful or new to share.  i laughed.  nope.  he’s in the same space.  “Cannot go into anything today about posting this or that. It’s almost feeling (to me) like there’s nothing to post.”  he also speaks of what i have spoken of – others offering their insights on what we HAVE to do/be/think, etc. and KP said essentially, not doing nothing but going within.  (link)

i did want to share one thing – just came to me – something i forgot to share earlier today.  allison coe’s recent video i shared here about the need to focus on inner earth.  felt quite urgent – that need – and such “we MUST do this” simply doesn’t resonate with me.   at the time i shared the video, i tried to come up with some story to make it well for myself – and for all of you.  i said something about antarctica while still dismissing the whole inner earth story.  i have remained w/a bothersome feel about this since sharing the video (which otherwise i found quite positive).  i remembered something i had read from yellow rose about inner earth and cannot find it at the moment.  if memory is correct, i think she said inner earth was the creation of An.  i feel – for myself – it is not in my best interest to focus on the concept of inner earth as i too feel it has been part of this control game. it feels as though it’s another term for the underworld, so giving that focus i feel is giving energy to the old controller’s.

i am instead focused within.  doing my best to remain in my heart.  nothing else i feel the need TO do.  other than shower and fill the belly as i stated above.  so going to do that now.

love,

victoria

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I’ve had a few interesting encounters with the unawakened ones – “agent smith” programming coming online when around the awakened/awakening Ones.

first experience i’m on a walk with my girl.  it’s a spectacular day – 70’s and sun.  no clouds.  no trails.  just brilliant blue.  coming around a corner one of the aggressive type dogs around here decided to growl and spit and bark through the fence suddenly – scaring my girl who then ran across the street.  the owner, who has allowed her dog to lunge at myself and my girl w/o a word of apology, was lamely telling the dog to stop.  the dog of course not listening.  i had my walking stick – my stick of protection as i call it – and for the first time used it.  i stuck it in the dog’s face and said “STOP IT NOW”.  the dog backed off – i continued on my way until i heard a mutual neighbor laughing over our encounter.  “i find nothing funny in an aggressive dog scaring a child” i said and walked away.

later on my girl wanted to call up some family.  all was going well.  my girl was sharing what she has learned in the school of mama lately, to which the family members were very impressed.  all was going well until i was asked when i was going to put my girl in a “real” school with “real” teachers.

wow.  WRONG thing to say.  and yet i am quite used to that from members of the family and know how to deal with it without causing further stress.  i made it clear she was in a “real” school with a “real” teacher.  this family member pushed back with their programmed agenda (agent smith was on fire today) and i pushed right back.  changed the subject.

there is a saying you cannot pick your family.  i no longer follow that.  you CAN choose who you have in your life.  and i no longer put myself in situation where i don’t feel supported and where i feel i can trust the other people to show me love and respect.  i want to teach that to my child so she doesn’t feel this sense of “obligation” because someone is put into the label of family.  CHOOSE the relationships consciously – CHOOSE the experiences consciously.

and be within thyself so solidly and assuredly that you are equipped to deal with those situations when the agent smith programming kicks in.  from thyself and especially from others who are slumbering away in their cushy matrix pods.  for ALL are being shaken awake – some continue to heed the call – some do not.  but awaken ALL – that is the result of this transition in which we are going through.  transition.  liberation.  Freedom.  it’s been quite the ride, hasn’t it?

love,

victoria

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While I was out getting some Friday night necessities (chocolate frozen yogurt), I received a text from my friend, Brother Rick.  He had received a communication from Clair (Being from Home) and she spoke of why we age here – we don’t have access to the Crystal – which is the Sun.  The Galactic Sun (that is my feel as to what she meant).  I’ve had that thought many times the past couple of years that our REAL sun on REAL earth is where we derived our Source Energies that kept us alive as long as we chose.  Isn’t that what Freedom allows for?  Full creation which includes the ability to stay in our particular vessel for as long as we choose.

After reading his words, I thought back to my dream I had earlier this week about Melania.  I remembered another detail.  When she looked at my life line on my palm, and as she told me I would be living a very very long time, I noticed my life line began to expand and grow longer and longer.  As I’m thinking of this I turn on the radio and the song from the 90’s “The Way” is playing.  I loved that song when I first heard it and resonated very intensely with it.  I wanted to go on that highway to where this couple went.  I could feel it strongly in my body.  Here are some of the lyrics that totally align w/the whole aging concept:

Anyone can see the road that they walk on

Is paved in gold

And it’s always summer

They’ll never get cold

They’ll never get hungry

They’ll never get old and grey

You can see their shadows wandering off somewhere

They won’t make it home

But they really don’t care

They wanted the highway

They’re happier there today, today..

I got chills as I listened to this song.  Something said “look at that car” and as I did, I noticed the license place had a 555 on it.

Synch!  While I don’t place importance on seeing numbers as I once did, I feel on occasion my Self outside guides me to tune in just to give me a kiss of validation.

Where we are going we don’t get old.  We don’t deteriorate.  Hunger?  Poverty?  Illness?  Those things aren’t part of that creation.  All of those are programs here.  And we don’t need to “die” and “go to heaven” to experience that.  At least this is my perception – my feel – and it is my desire to have such a creation.  And Freedom and Love ALLOW for such a creation.

Want another Synch?  I just pulled up youtube to find the video for “The Way” and the first one to pop up – the official video – is 4:44 in length.  There ya go!

love,

victoria